Confessional (2019) EN

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I'm nervous.

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It's silly, I've done this so
many times

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I don't even think about it
anymore,

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I just sit down and start
talking

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but this time it's different.

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People have this idea about
me that nothing ever fazes me,

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they never see me lose my cool.

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Doesn't mean I never do.

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There's so much beneath the
surface.

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I've set up a study that
captures

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the people around me as they
really are:

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the good, the bad.

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You can really never love
someone

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until you've seen both sides.

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I saw both sides of her
and now I must say goodbye.

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Goodbye.

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It just, it all started
when I heard about this club.

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CFB.

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Heard a couple guys on
the team talking about it

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and when I asked what it
was they wouldn't tell me.

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They said I had to see for
myself.

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I talked to Major Daniels

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to see if he can get permission
to bring me to a rally.

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Duty calls.

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Rallies.

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Like in some legitimate
cause and not an excuse

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to act like fucking animals.

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Is this recording?

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What do we have here?

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Well, I like what you've
done with the place.

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Do they sell these at Ikea?

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I shouldn't be here.

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I'll do it.

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I'll do it for you, Amelia.

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I haven't slept in days.

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Not since I found her body.

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Here I am.

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Now what are you gonna do with
me?

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You mentioned blackmail in
your text

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of video footage Amelia has of
me.

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I guess I shouldn't
give you anything more

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than you already have, though.

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Or claim to have.

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Don't get me wrong, I'm no
angel,

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but I don't believe for
a second that Amelia

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possessed compromising footage
of me.

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I don't know what you're
talking about.

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I'm not even interesting
enough to blackmail.

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Wait, why should I
trust anything you say?

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Is this really necessary?

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Yes, this
is what I do, Garrett.

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But he'll know.

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Fuck.

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Okay.

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I believe you.

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If you think I had anything to
do

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with Amelia, I didn't.

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You think I killed her in a
jealous rage or something?

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Carrie, on the other hand.

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You know what I first
thought when I got your text?

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That you were Amelia.

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That girl is a breakdown
waiting to happen.

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I know that's not possible.

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Amelia's dead.

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I don't doubt it.

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One day she's this polished
princess.

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I found her body.

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I touched her skin when
I felt for her pulse.

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The next she's gotten
all dark and brooding

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and on this path of destruction.

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She hadn't been dead long
but she was already cool.

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She was already gone.

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Welcome to the one
in five club, sweetie.

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So what?

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You want me to cop some
responsibility

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for Zach's untimely death?

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You wanna really know why Zach
is dead?

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You're asking the wrong person.

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I was his girlfriend.

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Not that that means anything.

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You think this is gonna help
me?

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No, you're only gonna make
things worse.

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Not everyone's like you, not
everyone gets to be themselves.

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Okay?

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Not without consequences.

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Sometimes it's better to just
live a lie.

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Safer.

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Oh, who am I kidding?

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I can't even admit the truth to
myself.

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People keep waiting
for me to break down.

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It's okay to cry, Garrett.

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Like I'd cry over that
asshole who broke my nose!

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Amelia introduced us, Zach and
I.

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He told me once that he knew
Amelia

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was gonna do great things.

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I said to him,

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"Zach, you could be in
the next Summer Olympics."

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I was his best friend.

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But for the past week
I wanted to kill him.

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He just shrugged.

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"Maybe."

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Something was off.

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Then right before Halloween he
just--

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He drank too
much, disappeared at night.

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Stopped caring.

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Kept secrets, even from me.

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This was Zach's favorite
whiskey.

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Drank a whole bottle of
it the night he died.

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There wasn't just alcohol in his
system.

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This part wasn't made public.

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Zach's parents musta made
some kinda deal with the cops.

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Zach's family was that kinda
rich.

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It wasn't just booze,
there were also drugs.

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Oxycontin.

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I didn't even know Zach
was into that shit!

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Not that it wasn't easy enough
to come by.

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Raquel Keena could get
you anything you needed.

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I heard she'd even sell
roofies for the right price.

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She should be the one
who's sitting here, not me.

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Well, this is one occasion
when I can honestly say

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I'm as innocent as a lamb.

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You know what happened to her.

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Amelia didn't take first
place at the stupid

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local film festival so she went
home

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and she took a bunch of
Oxy like the stupid bitch

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she turned out to be!

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I bet Carrie, my sis,
well, my step-sister,

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but she always calls herself my
sister,

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I bet she got the same text.

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I barely even knew Amelia.

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I never even met Zach Turner.

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So, it's not like I have
anything to confess.

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Someone might see me.

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One of them, and it's not,
it's not safe for me here.

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It was so much easier before
people noticed me, you know?

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I could just go back
to class and sit alone

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in my own little world.

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It was my safe place.

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I didn't have to talk
to anyone, I could just,

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I could just be isolated.

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Not lonely, just alone.

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Then I met Amelia.

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Everything changed.

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I'm sorry for calling
you a bitch, Amelia.

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She showed me I could be
different.

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A better me.

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You know I don't like
calling other girls that name.

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Even your ex, and she's one
crazy bitch.

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I used to be such a
nice girl.

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She's been different
since she met Amelia.

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That's who I was when you
first met me.

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I don't know why I'm still
talking like

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it's you behind these cameras.

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And she stopped being
interested

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in anyone who wasn't Amelia,
even me.

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Whenever I think of
cameras, I think of you.

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The little window you
used to view the world,

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to capture it, to capture me.

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When you first started filming
me,

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you asked me what the worst
thing I'd ever done was.

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I wanted to impress you.

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But the only thing I could think
of

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was drawing on my bedroom
walls with a permanent marker

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when I was six-years-old.

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And Carrie and I used to
look out for each other.

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She was my best friend, I
thought I was hers, too.

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And then we just, we
just painted over it

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like it never happened.

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I can't go back to the person I
was.

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I can't paint over the person I
am now.

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I haven't felt safe since that
night.

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I needed you, Amelia.

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I needed you and you left me.

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And I'm never gonna forgive you
for it.

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If you're watching this and
I'm not sitting beside you,

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then as they say, I'm probably
dead

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and you're the reason why.

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I've always wanted to say that.

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Kinda funny when you think about
it.

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I never thought I'd be
reciting such a tired line

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about my own life.

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I never thought I'd mean it.

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Honestly, there are a few
things I'd like to get off

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my chest, especially in
regards to Miss Amelia Lincoln.

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I'm in trouble.

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Maybe if she was able to
confess that

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she was obsessed with me,
basically started stalking me.

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She might be alive today.

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And I'm not alone.

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I started CFB because I am
tired

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of the way the world
has turned on our gender

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for simply behaving to
our biological imperative.

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I've dragged people into this
with me

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and if you're one of those
people, then I'm sorry.

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When I started the CFB
project I had no idea

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where it would go.

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I suppose it is possible that
someone

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made it into a CFB rally
with their cell phone

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or some secret little
spy camera or whatever.

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I kept following even
when I knew I should stop.

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Even when I knew that
there'd be consequences

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for telling the truth.

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And I had no idea that my
movement

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would cause so much momentum.

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So I'm recording this
now before it's too late.

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I'm an upstanding citizen.

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I know too much.

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Amelia tried her damnedest
to prove otherwise.

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I have video proof of
what they've been doing

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and I'm going to show everyone.

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And that didn't work
out too well for her.

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I'm going to take them down.

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And it won't for you either.

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Whether or not they take me
down first.

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Forgive me, father, for I have
sinned.

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It has been several
lifetimes of debauchery

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since my last confession.

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Maybe that's when I started
to lose myself, you know?

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I mean, maybe that's
why I'm so confused now.

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Don't worry.

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I won't light it.

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My mind used to be so
quiet and now I'm just,

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I'm so so full.

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Although, this.

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This would make
the perfect hot box.

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Both thoughts, thoughts
that I have never had before

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and ideas that just seem
to come out of nowhere.

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I mean, once you start to
change, can you ever go back?

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I mean, can you ever be silent
again?

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I can't.

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Okay, I know things now.

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I have seen things that
I should not have seen

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and if they find out, if they.

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If they find out they're
gonna try and keep me quiet

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and I used to be good at that,
you know?

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I used to be good at
silence but not anymore.

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Okay.

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So, as you know.

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I dabble in the procurement
and distribution

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of illegal substances, nothing
serious,

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just what every normal
college student needs.

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Weed, Adderall, a little
Oxy, and that new stuff.

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Oddson.

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God, what a great name for a
drug.

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But I didn't sell to Amelia.

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Even, even if she had
wanted to buy from me,

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I wouldn't have sold to her.

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First, out of loyalty to
you-know-who,

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and second, I don't sell
to first-time users.

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Way too easy for the inexperienced
to OD on that shit.

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I don't want that on my hands.

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She had to get it from
somewhere.

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What I'm saying is, I sold it to
someone

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who sold it to Amelia.

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I think I know who it was.

256
00:17:46,152 --> 00:17:47,544
I think you do, too.

257
00:17:48,719 --> 00:17:50,156
You don't miss a thing.

258
00:17:50,243 --> 00:17:51,374
Had to be him, right?

259
00:17:57,250 --> 00:18:00,383
You know, I don't
understand why weed is still

260
00:18:00,470 --> 00:18:01,776
considered a drug.

261
00:18:04,213 --> 00:18:05,823
Respectable states sell it out

262
00:18:05,910 --> 00:18:07,912
of vending machines these days.

263
00:18:12,265 --> 00:18:14,745
We'll be soon together, love.

264
00:18:14,832 --> 00:18:17,183
But I have a voice now.

265
00:18:17,270 --> 00:18:20,708
I have things that I
need to say about Amelia

266
00:18:20,795 --> 00:18:23,102
and about Zach, about why
they're gone.

267
00:18:26,801 --> 00:18:28,281
It didn't have to be this way.

268
00:18:32,502 --> 00:18:34,374
You know the floor's wet?

269
00:18:34,461 --> 00:18:36,115
Did someone decide to take a wee
in here?

270
00:18:40,075 --> 00:18:40,902
Fuck.

271
00:18:44,035 --> 00:18:45,341
What did you do?

272
00:18:47,822 --> 00:18:49,563
God damn you, what did you do!

273
00:19:02,576 --> 00:19:04,360
I'm talking to you
because I think you know.

274
00:19:18,722 --> 00:19:19,462
There.

275
00:19:21,334 --> 00:19:23,379
No one will look in Cognitive
Dissonance.

276
00:19:24,685 --> 00:19:26,600
You know who killed her.

277
00:19:26,687 --> 00:19:28,950
I don't wanna know who's blood
that is.

278
00:19:29,037 --> 00:19:30,256
Someone like Amelia.

279
00:19:31,953 --> 00:19:33,694
I mean, she wouldn't take
her own life, she, she.

280
00:19:35,783 --> 00:19:37,219
She was life.

281
00:19:37,306 --> 00:19:39,743
I had the wrong idea about
this.

282
00:19:42,703 --> 00:19:44,792
I thought this was some kind of
tribute.

283
00:19:46,402 --> 00:19:47,969
No, no, no.

284
00:19:48,056 --> 00:19:50,493
Someone's responsible, not her.

285
00:19:50,580 --> 00:19:52,930
And I need to hear it out loud.

286
00:19:53,017 --> 00:19:54,758
Someone like Amelia?

287
00:19:54,845 --> 00:19:57,718
I know I'm not what most
people call a good person.

288
00:20:01,200 --> 00:20:03,637
I'm only able to afford tuition
here

289
00:20:03,724 --> 00:20:06,074
by grace of my criminal
enterprises.

290
00:20:07,249 --> 00:20:11,079
Not that I, that I think
of myself as a drug dealer.

291
00:20:12,385 --> 00:20:14,213
More of a really well paid
intern.

292
00:20:21,785 --> 00:20:23,613
I don't wanna hurt anyone.

293
00:20:23,700 --> 00:20:24,962
As brilliant.

294
00:20:29,140 --> 00:20:30,794
As beautiful as Amelia.

295
00:20:34,842 --> 00:20:38,280
Someone was so so threatened by
that

296
00:20:38,367 --> 00:20:40,239
that they had to destroy her.

297
00:20:45,679 --> 00:20:48,290
I'll do one of these
over your cold dead body.

298
00:21:07,266 --> 00:21:09,137
Are you getting off on this?

299
00:21:09,224 --> 00:21:10,617
On watching me suffer?

300
00:21:12,662 --> 00:21:13,968
What is wrong with you?

301
00:21:23,456 --> 00:21:26,285
What does that have anything
to do with how he died?

302
00:21:33,814 --> 00:21:35,990
Okay, okay.

303
00:21:41,735 --> 00:21:43,606
Why did you come here, June?

304
00:21:43,693 --> 00:21:44,912
Do you know?

305
00:21:44,999 --> 00:21:46,043
Know what?

306
00:21:48,176 --> 00:21:50,570
Yeah, well, we were too young
for real commitment, anyway.

307
00:21:50,657 --> 00:21:52,485
Where Zach is right now.

308
00:21:52,572 --> 00:21:54,400
If he would've talked to me
about it

309
00:21:54,487 --> 00:21:57,141
I would've agreed that we
could sleep with other people.

310
00:21:57,228 --> 00:21:58,708
Why would I know
that?

311
00:21:58,795 --> 00:22:00,493
Because everybody
tells you their secrets.

312
00:22:04,148 --> 00:22:05,498
I'm not lying.

313
00:22:05,585 --> 00:22:07,456
That's because I keep
them.

314
00:22:08,675 --> 00:22:10,024
You have your confession.

315
00:22:10,111 --> 00:22:11,678
I'm gone.

316
00:22:13,201 --> 00:22:15,072
Why did you come
here?

317
00:22:15,159 --> 00:22:16,944
You knew I wouldn't tell you
anything Zach confessed to me.

318
00:22:17,031 --> 00:22:19,294
Why are you letting me film you?

319
00:22:19,381 --> 00:22:21,122
Is there something you want to
confess?

320
00:22:21,209 --> 00:22:22,732
Is there something you want to
confess?

321
00:22:22,819 --> 00:22:24,386
Is there something you want to
confess?

322
00:22:24,473 --> 00:22:26,083
Confess, confess.
- Okay, okay!

323
00:22:26,170 --> 00:22:27,433
Shut up, stop, okay!

324
00:22:36,790 --> 00:22:38,357
I'll tell you the truth.

325
00:22:40,054 --> 00:22:42,622
I'll tell you what I
told Amelia that night.

326
00:22:59,160 --> 00:22:59,943
Okay!

327
00:23:00,030 --> 00:23:01,336
Okay!

328
00:23:01,423 --> 00:23:02,250
Okay.

329
00:23:05,906 --> 00:23:07,211
Okay.

330
00:23:07,298 --> 00:23:08,125
Uh.

331
00:23:11,041 --> 00:23:13,609
When I first met Amelia I was
intrigued.

332
00:23:16,438 --> 00:23:18,440
Are you going to say
anything?

333
00:23:21,704 --> 00:23:23,445
We went out for a bit.

334
00:23:23,532 --> 00:23:24,794
I told you that, remember?

335
00:23:25,926 --> 00:23:27,710
This is a waste of
time.

336
00:23:29,103 --> 00:23:31,453
But she likes girls who like
only girls, and you know me.

337
00:23:31,540 --> 00:23:34,195
Well, I like whatever the fuck I
like.

338
00:23:36,632 --> 00:23:39,635
The way she watched people
always, always filming.

339
00:23:41,507 --> 00:23:43,291
You shouldn't
trust her, Raquel.

340
00:23:44,423 --> 00:23:45,249
But you will.

341
00:23:46,990 --> 00:23:49,863
I don't like anyone
looking at me that closely.

342
00:23:49,950 --> 00:23:53,301
And I know why.

343
00:23:53,388 --> 00:23:54,607
Except maybe you.

344
00:24:02,179 --> 00:24:03,659
I need to sleep.

345
00:24:05,531 --> 00:24:06,445
I'm losing it.

346
00:24:08,185 --> 00:24:11,232
I could ask Raquel for some
sleeping pills, Ambien,

347
00:24:11,319 --> 00:24:12,538
or something to help me relax.

348
00:24:12,625 --> 00:24:14,148
Vicodin.

349
00:24:14,235 --> 00:24:16,150
Oh, I guess that's for
pain, but so is Oxy.

350
00:24:17,064 --> 00:24:18,587
Why did Amelia have it?

351
00:24:18,674 --> 00:24:20,241
I mean, she must've gotten it
from Raquel.

352
00:24:21,634 --> 00:24:24,550
But she wasn't in pain,
she wasn't disturbed.

353
00:24:24,637 --> 00:24:28,031
She was the most mentally
healthy person that I knew.

354
00:24:28,118 --> 00:24:31,557
There was this thing about her,
a shine.

355
00:24:31,644 --> 00:24:33,384
People were drawn to her.

356
00:24:33,472 --> 00:24:35,865
They told her things that
they hadn't told anybody.

357
00:24:38,607 --> 00:24:41,088
How did you get access
to Amelia's footage?

358
00:24:41,175 --> 00:24:43,003
If you really do have Amelia's
archives,

359
00:24:43,090 --> 00:24:45,571
then you've seen the footage
she took of me from that night.

360
00:24:45,658 --> 00:24:47,703
My confession to her
about what happened to me

361
00:24:47,790 --> 00:24:49,183
at Zach Turner's party.

362
00:24:51,881 --> 00:24:52,795
I can't do this!

363
00:24:52,882 --> 00:24:54,275
I can't talk to you!

364
00:24:55,450 --> 00:24:58,018
I don't know who you are or what
you are.

365
00:25:09,203 --> 00:25:10,596
I'm gonna pretend you're her.

366
00:25:15,078 --> 00:25:15,905
Amelia.

367
00:25:20,562 --> 00:25:22,042
You were the only person that I
told

368
00:25:22,129 --> 00:25:23,957
about what happened to me that
night.

369
00:25:25,219 --> 00:25:27,047
And now no one knows.

370
00:25:27,134 --> 00:25:29,136
And I feel so fucking alone.

371
00:25:30,703 --> 00:25:33,183
I bet I could stand in the
middle of a crowd and scream

372
00:25:33,270 --> 00:25:35,664
at the top of my lungs
and no one would hear me.

373
00:25:45,935 --> 00:25:48,851
Maybe I'm more like your
ex than I want to admit.

374
00:25:52,420 --> 00:25:54,030
And all anyone's gonna
remember is that

375
00:25:54,117 --> 00:25:56,424
I beat her for some silly award.

376
00:26:00,254 --> 00:26:02,169
She wanted it so badly.

377
00:26:02,256 --> 00:26:03,866
Maybe I only wanted it because
she did.

378
00:26:03,953 --> 00:26:07,783
I mean, it mattered to
her, so it mattered to me,

379
00:26:07,870 --> 00:26:09,742
but before that.

380
00:26:09,829 --> 00:26:12,788
I mean, before that we were
so much more than competitors,

381
00:26:12,875 --> 00:26:14,834
but she was my mentor.

382
00:26:14,921 --> 00:26:17,880
I've been seeing her a lot
lately since you've died.

383
00:26:17,967 --> 00:26:19,273
She was my friend.

384
00:26:20,187 --> 00:26:21,536
She's everywhere.

385
00:26:23,973 --> 00:26:26,106
When I had a secret crush on
Major,

386
00:26:26,193 --> 00:26:28,499
she was the one who
encouraged me to tell him.

387
00:26:31,241 --> 00:26:32,025
I think she's been watching
me.

388
00:26:33,722 --> 00:26:38,161
I know somebody has been
watching me at night.

389
00:26:39,946 --> 00:26:41,208
And following me.

390
00:26:47,910 --> 00:26:50,043
I shouldn't of said that.

391
00:27:15,808 --> 00:27:17,505
Gosh, gosh.

392
00:27:18,419 --> 00:27:19,376
Time flies when you're really
gettin'

393
00:27:19,463 --> 00:27:20,856
your confession on, huh?

394
00:27:24,512 --> 00:27:26,122
Now, look, I don't want
you to get the wrong idea,

395
00:27:26,209 --> 00:27:28,429
I love women, especially
the sluts at this school.

396
00:27:29,256 --> 00:27:31,084
And don't get up in arms of my
use

397
00:27:31,171 --> 00:27:32,912
of the word slut, all right?

398
00:27:32,999 --> 00:27:35,044
I'm not shaming, I'm applauding.

399
00:27:36,002 --> 00:27:39,135
I mean, you gotta love these
sparkling new adults, huh?

400
00:27:39,222 --> 00:27:40,441
The more they fuck the more
progressive

401
00:27:40,528 --> 00:27:42,399
they think they are.

402
00:27:42,486 --> 00:27:44,314
The more they tell themselves
they like giving blow jobs,

403
00:27:44,401 --> 00:27:46,621
the more legit their claim to
feminism.

404
00:27:48,710 --> 00:27:51,626
You know, they're taking
the power back, huh?

405
00:27:51,713 --> 00:27:53,976
They are women, hear them suck
my cock.

406
00:27:55,586 --> 00:27:58,111
Personally, though, I never
go down on these women.

407
00:27:58,198 --> 00:27:59,678
Don't judge.

408
00:27:59,765 --> 00:28:01,244
Oral sex is a lotta
work and I'm a busy man.

409
00:28:03,072 --> 00:28:05,509
But you won't tell
anybody that I'm too lazy

410
00:28:05,596 --> 00:28:07,294
to make these women cum, will
you?

411
00:28:08,774 --> 00:28:13,082
I mean, this is all
confidential, right?

412
00:28:13,169 --> 00:28:15,519
There is something I've needed
to say.

413
00:28:15,606 --> 00:28:19,785
Not to you, just out loud to
anyone.

414
00:28:19,872 --> 00:28:22,135
I guess you could call it a
confession.

415
00:28:26,705 --> 00:28:27,880
I do wonder, though,

416
00:28:29,490 --> 00:28:31,405
if any of my boys have been
through here.

417
00:28:31,492 --> 00:28:33,015
Hm?

418
00:28:33,102 --> 00:28:35,801
I saw Garrett leave this
building on my way in.

419
00:28:35,888 --> 00:28:37,890
The morning she died I told
Amelia

420
00:28:37,977 --> 00:28:39,718
everything I know about CFB.

421
00:28:39,805 --> 00:28:41,328
He had better of watched what
he said

422
00:28:41,415 --> 00:28:43,373
before he opened his mouth about
CFB.

423
00:28:43,460 --> 00:28:45,724
Do you know what CFB stands
for?

424
00:28:45,811 --> 00:28:47,160
Cock Fights Back.

425
00:28:47,247 --> 00:28:48,683
I happen to have footage of
Garrett

426
00:28:48,770 --> 00:28:50,641
and his dead friend's
girl that could make him

427
00:28:50,729 --> 00:28:53,819
look very very bad.

428
00:28:53,906 --> 00:28:55,690
Now, why the hell would I join
a group

429
00:28:55,777 --> 00:28:57,736
called Cock Fights Back?

430
00:28:57,823 --> 00:29:00,347
I guess, when I first heard it
I thought the name was funny,

431
00:29:00,434 --> 00:29:02,784
kind of like Pussy Grabs Back.

432
00:29:02,871 --> 00:29:05,004
But once you're in it's like the
mafia.

433
00:29:05,091 --> 00:29:06,919
Amelia isn't the only one on
campus

434
00:29:07,006 --> 00:29:09,182
with a collection of damning
video.

435
00:29:12,359 --> 00:29:14,013
I wanted her to expose Major.

436
00:29:14,100 --> 00:29:16,189
I won't show anyone
without your permission.

437
00:29:16,276 --> 00:29:17,407
This is for you.

438
00:29:17,494 --> 00:29:18,626
Think of it as therapy.

439
00:29:18,713 --> 00:29:20,019
I don't need therapy.

440
00:29:20,106 --> 00:29:21,672
Everyone needs
therapy.

441
00:29:21,760 --> 00:29:23,500
Especially men.

442
00:29:23,587 --> 00:29:25,676
You think you're not
allowed to have feelings.

443
00:29:25,764 --> 00:29:27,156
But if you have Amelia's
footage

444
00:29:27,243 --> 00:29:28,723
you already know what I said.

445
00:29:28,810 --> 00:29:30,290
Major uses it, you
know.

446
00:29:30,377 --> 00:29:32,466
All the anger you don't
know how to express,

447
00:29:32,553 --> 00:29:34,337
he points you at a willing
target,

448
00:29:34,424 --> 00:29:37,471
a human punching bag, and gives
you permission to unleash.

449
00:29:37,558 --> 00:29:39,038
He knows just how to use you.

450
00:29:40,082 --> 00:29:42,519
You know the worst thing I've
ever done.

451
00:29:42,606 --> 00:29:43,520
I liked it.

452
00:29:45,609 --> 00:29:48,917
I liked having permission
to do something awful.

453
00:29:49,962 --> 00:29:50,789
I know.

454
00:29:51,833 --> 00:29:53,008
I've made up my mind.

455
00:29:53,095 --> 00:29:54,967
I'm gonna tell Major I want out.

456
00:29:55,054 --> 00:29:59,319
And I'm gonna tell anyone who
listens the truth about CFB.

457
00:30:09,546 --> 00:30:10,678
Getting hot in here.

458
00:30:14,508 --> 00:30:18,251
Maybe instead of installing
all these cameras,

459
00:30:18,338 --> 00:30:19,774
you could've had some AC.

460
00:30:25,519 --> 00:30:26,607
You wouldn't mind me stepping
outside

461
00:30:26,694 --> 00:30:28,043
for a few minutes, would you?

462
00:30:28,130 --> 00:30:29,523
Just long enough for a quick
smoke.

463
00:30:30,698 --> 00:30:33,919
I know, it's a nasty
habit and it'll kill me.

464
00:30:34,006 --> 00:30:35,355
Blah, blah, blah.

465
00:30:36,269 --> 00:30:37,705
I mean, that's why I went

466
00:30:37,792 --> 00:30:40,839
to Major's Cock Fights Back
rallies.

467
00:30:40,926 --> 00:30:42,928
But there are times
when you know something

468
00:30:43,015 --> 00:30:44,886
is bad for you and you do it
anyway

469
00:30:44,973 --> 00:30:46,714
because it's exciting.

470
00:30:46,801 --> 00:30:47,933
No love.

471
00:30:50,892 --> 00:30:51,719
Not even hate.

472
00:30:53,025 --> 00:30:54,287
You have to get that.

473
00:30:54,374 --> 00:30:57,725
It's just silent.

474
00:31:00,380 --> 00:31:02,034
I know you don't wanna admit
it,

475
00:31:03,339 --> 00:31:05,951
but in many ways Amelia was bad
for you.

476
00:31:06,038 --> 00:31:08,605
She didn't love you enough
and you always knew it.

477
00:31:08,692 --> 00:31:10,477
It made you paranoid.

478
00:31:22,054 --> 00:31:24,230
I'm feeling a little
paranoid myself lately!

479
00:31:29,583 --> 00:31:31,890
Here's something I may have
conveniently

480
00:31:31,977 --> 00:31:33,108
forgotten to mention.

481
00:31:35,284 --> 00:31:38,418
One of my products went
missing not too long ago.

482
00:31:38,505 --> 00:31:41,116
A few days before Zach
and Amelia died, actually.

483
00:31:42,596 --> 00:31:45,512
I decided to have a little
fire sale, everything must go,

484
00:31:45,599 --> 00:31:47,253
even my stash of Oddson.

485
00:31:50,082 --> 00:31:51,431
So now I'm outta the game.

486
00:31:53,520 --> 00:31:54,651
Maybe for good.

487
00:31:56,784 --> 00:32:00,919
I was thinking I would try
out the straight and narrow.

488
00:32:04,792 --> 00:32:07,447
Be nice to feel free for
a little while, you know?

489
00:32:11,973 --> 00:32:15,020
Not have to look over my
shoulder.

490
00:32:15,107 --> 00:32:17,370
Get so stoned and knock
myself out at night.

491
00:32:19,285 --> 00:32:21,374
See, if I let myself
think about all the ways

492
00:32:21,461 --> 00:32:24,551
my life could fall apart
in any second I'd be dumb.

493
00:32:24,638 --> 00:32:26,509
Are you
really going to do this?

494
00:32:26,596 --> 00:32:27,902
Jesus Christ!

495
00:32:27,989 --> 00:32:29,817
Yes, I have to.

496
00:32:29,904 --> 00:32:30,774
Why?

497
00:32:30,861 --> 00:32:31,950
You know why.

498
00:32:32,037 --> 00:32:33,038
Because of what he did to me.

499
00:32:33,125 --> 00:32:35,040
It's too dangerous.

500
00:32:35,127 --> 00:32:36,128
You'll get hurt.

501
00:32:36,215 --> 00:32:37,042
I'll be fine.

502
00:32:38,173 --> 00:32:39,522
I got some Oddson.

503
00:32:39,609 --> 00:32:41,046
From Raquel?

504
00:32:41,133 --> 00:32:41,960
No.

505
00:32:43,265 --> 00:32:44,571
Someone else.

506
00:32:44,658 --> 00:32:45,964
Is you taking
amphetamines

507
00:32:46,051 --> 00:32:47,269
before going to Major's hellhole
supposed

508
00:32:47,356 --> 00:32:48,227
to make me feel better?

509
00:32:48,314 --> 00:32:49,750
This is not about you.

510
00:32:49,837 --> 00:32:51,143
Not everything is.

511
00:32:53,058 --> 00:32:54,842
Look, I shouldn't
of left you there that night

512
00:32:54,929 --> 00:32:59,064
and I'm sorry, but I don't
think that Zach did this to you.

513
00:33:01,196 --> 00:33:02,502
Then who did?

514
00:33:19,693 --> 00:33:22,609
Okay.

515
00:33:22,696 --> 00:33:23,523
Okay!

516
00:33:25,003 --> 00:33:26,178
I get it now.

517
00:33:29,877 --> 00:33:33,185
You have to know that the
way Zach died is bullshit.

518
00:33:35,317 --> 00:33:36,666
Did you see him in the water?

519
00:33:36,753 --> 00:33:38,712
He was like fucking Poseidon.

520
00:33:39,887 --> 00:33:41,932
He couldn't of drowned no
matter how much he had to drink.

521
00:33:42,020 --> 00:33:44,326
I don't care what anybody says.

522
00:33:49,897 --> 00:33:52,030
He had been drinking too much
lately.

523
00:33:53,683 --> 00:33:57,035
Not just at night, during
the day sometimes, too.

524
00:33:59,341 --> 00:34:00,821
Right when he got out of bed.

525
00:34:04,607 --> 00:34:06,044
Now here's a confession.

526
00:34:06,914 --> 00:34:10,657
Cock Fights Back, it's a fight
club.

527
00:34:12,224 --> 00:34:14,052
But instead of men fighting men,

528
00:34:15,140 --> 00:34:16,706
we're supposed to fight a girl.

529
00:34:16,793 --> 00:34:17,881
It got even worse when he saw
me

530
00:34:17,968 --> 00:34:21,059
at the CFB rally with Garrett.

531
00:34:25,193 --> 00:34:26,412
Not against her will.

532
00:34:26,499 --> 00:34:28,892
There were always volunteers.

533
00:34:28,979 --> 00:34:31,678
I wanted to hit somebody to
unleash.

534
00:34:31,765 --> 00:34:35,029
There are a lotta man
haters out there nowadays.

535
00:34:35,116 --> 00:34:38,163
A lotta girls who hate
one man in particular.

536
00:34:38,250 --> 00:34:41,383
I wanted to be the one to
put Garrett in his place.

537
00:34:41,470 --> 00:34:44,038
So I got matched up against
June.

538
00:34:44,125 --> 00:34:45,518
She chose me.

539
00:34:45,605 --> 00:34:47,650
I don't know what I was
thinking.

540
00:34:47,737 --> 00:34:51,089
But I swear I didn't know it
was her.

541
00:34:57,138 --> 00:35:00,359
Guys that participate
have to wear a blindfold.

542
00:35:00,446 --> 00:35:02,665
It's Major's idea of a joke.

543
00:35:02,752 --> 00:35:05,059
The strongest woman can't even
beat a man

544
00:35:05,146 --> 00:35:07,061
while he's blindfolded.

545
00:35:07,148 --> 00:35:09,063
I just wanted to feel
powerful.

546
00:35:09,890 --> 00:35:14,112
But June, she kicked me in the
nuts

547
00:35:14,199 --> 00:35:16,201
as soon as the bell sounded.

548
00:35:16,288 --> 00:35:17,680
Like I could do anything.

549
00:35:21,858 --> 00:35:25,123
And she tripped me, but I
took her to the ground with me.

550
00:35:25,210 --> 00:35:27,647
Got on top of her, held her
down,

551
00:35:27,734 --> 00:35:31,477
that's when Zach showed up
and saw who I was fighting.

552
00:35:31,564 --> 00:35:33,783
Zach never told me he was part
of CFB.

553
00:35:33,870 --> 00:35:37,265
Pulled me off of her and he
just started wailing on me.

554
00:35:37,352 --> 00:35:39,311
Seriously thought he was gonna
kill me.

555
00:35:40,660 --> 00:35:42,792
But that wasn't what
I confessed to Amelia.

556
00:35:45,882 --> 00:35:49,103
How many of us went to her
with our most shameful secrets?

557
00:35:49,190 --> 00:35:52,062
Letting her film us,
answering the one question

558
00:35:52,150 --> 00:35:53,934
she asked everyone:

559
00:35:54,021 --> 00:35:56,589
"What's the worst thing you've
ever done?"

560
00:35:56,676 --> 00:35:58,547
You know what, I don't need

561
00:35:58,634 --> 00:36:00,332
to relive that thing with
Garrett.

562
00:36:01,507 --> 00:36:02,595
I've said enough.

563
00:36:12,213 --> 00:36:13,083
Stop it.

564
00:36:15,173 --> 00:36:18,437
If you think it's so
important, then go ask Garrett.

565
00:36:27,141 --> 00:36:29,187
Why do you wanna know why June
hates me?

566
00:36:32,538 --> 00:36:34,192
What does it matter?

567
00:36:34,279 --> 00:36:36,498
But I've never been
more ashamed of myself

568
00:36:36,585 --> 00:36:38,239
than I was that day.

569
00:36:38,326 --> 00:36:40,067
I feel like this isn't
even my confession to make.

570
00:36:40,154 --> 00:36:41,286
If I hadn't gone to Garrett's
that day

571
00:36:41,373 --> 00:36:43,201
it would all be different.

572
00:36:43,288 --> 00:36:46,204
Last week June showed up
at the house I rent with Zach

573
00:36:46,291 --> 00:36:49,163
but she said she needed to talk
to me.

574
00:36:49,250 --> 00:36:51,121
She just took her clothes off.

575
00:36:51,209 --> 00:36:54,081
At first I was too surprised to
react.

576
00:36:54,168 --> 00:36:57,302
Even when she sat on my
lap and started kissing me.

577
00:36:57,389 --> 00:37:00,000
But right away, I knew what she
wanted.

578
00:37:00,087 --> 00:37:02,002
But I was just so mad.

579
00:37:02,089 --> 00:37:04,047
She found out Zach was
cheating on her

580
00:37:04,134 --> 00:37:05,397
and tried to get back at him in

581
00:37:05,484 --> 00:37:07,573
the meanest way she could think
of.

582
00:37:08,487 --> 00:37:09,314
I'll admit.

583
00:37:11,272 --> 00:37:13,840
I've always had a thing for
June, but she didn't want me.

584
00:37:13,927 --> 00:37:16,234
She wanted to hurt Zach.

585
00:37:16,321 --> 00:37:18,845
So I pushed her off of me,
told her to put her clothes on

586
00:37:18,932 --> 00:37:20,150
and get the hell out.

587
00:37:20,977 --> 00:37:23,066
She refused to leave.

588
00:37:23,153 --> 00:37:24,633
Demanded that I tell her who
Zach

589
00:37:24,720 --> 00:37:26,113
was seeing behind her back.

590
00:37:27,810 --> 00:37:30,248
I told her I didn't know
but she didn't believe me.

591
00:37:30,335 --> 00:37:34,077
I just wanted her to stop so I
pushed

592
00:37:34,164 --> 00:37:35,905
her out the door a little too
hard.

593
00:37:36,819 --> 00:37:40,954
She was still naked so I
tossed her her clothes.

594
00:37:42,564 --> 00:37:44,349
She wasn't hurt or anything,
but.

595
00:37:44,436 --> 00:37:47,874
Humiliated, rejected by
everybody.

596
00:37:47,961 --> 00:37:52,574
She told me to watch my
back and then she left.

597
00:37:54,446 --> 00:37:56,361
I wish that I could take it
all back.

598
00:37:57,884 --> 00:38:00,278
I wanna be different, I wanna be
better.

599
00:38:10,766 --> 00:38:11,593
So that's it?

600
00:38:13,465 --> 00:38:15,162
I can go, just like that?

601
00:38:22,343 --> 00:38:23,170
Thank you.

602
00:38:27,435 --> 00:38:28,915
I thought Zach deserved to
know what

603
00:38:29,002 --> 00:38:31,961
his girl had done, so when he
got home,

604
00:38:32,048 --> 00:38:33,485
I told him the whole story.

605
00:38:34,529 --> 00:38:36,705
He didn't react like I expected.

606
00:38:36,792 --> 00:38:39,099
I thought he would be
pissed, maybe at both of us,

607
00:38:39,186 --> 00:38:40,492
but he didn't seem angry.

608
00:38:41,667 --> 00:38:44,234
He just seemed scared.

609
00:38:44,322 --> 00:38:47,847
Not of June or me, just there
was something else going on.

610
00:38:49,109 --> 00:38:51,024
I don't know what else I can
tell you!

611
00:39:11,610 --> 00:39:14,613
I think I know who it
was who stole from me.

612
00:39:14,700 --> 00:39:17,616
Carrie started to change
the moment she met Amelia.

613
00:39:19,444 --> 00:39:20,967
Had to be him, right?

614
00:39:21,054 --> 00:39:22,534
I didn't worry about
her until after that

615
00:39:22,621 --> 00:39:24,187
swimmer guy's Halloween party.

616
00:39:25,885 --> 00:39:27,843
Carrie didn't have the
guts to come to me herself,

617
00:39:27,930 --> 00:39:29,584
she sent her lackey instead.

618
00:39:30,716 --> 00:39:32,631
I shoulda been there
to look out for her,

619
00:39:32,718 --> 00:39:34,415
I know what a lightweight she
is.

620
00:39:34,502 --> 00:39:36,852
He came to my apartment
to get her Oddson.

621
00:39:36,939 --> 00:39:38,680
And I woulda kept an eye on
her,

622
00:39:38,767 --> 00:39:40,334
made sure she didn't have
more than a couple drinks.

623
00:39:41,248 --> 00:39:42,815
You called me.

624
00:39:42,902 --> 00:39:44,338
Made sure an arrogant jock
like Zach

625
00:39:44,425 --> 00:39:46,035
was never alone with her.

626
00:39:46,122 --> 00:39:48,560
And I went out on the
balcony to take your call.

627
00:39:48,647 --> 00:39:50,344
You can't trust guys like
that!

628
00:39:50,431 --> 00:39:52,738
They think they're entitled
to whatever they want.

629
00:39:52,825 --> 00:39:55,088
I left him alone just for a
few minutes.

630
00:39:56,132 --> 00:39:59,353
Amelia was always dragging
her places she shouldn't go.

631
00:39:59,440 --> 00:40:02,008
Exposing her to people who
could get her into trouble.

632
00:40:02,095 --> 00:40:04,489
I know because I followed her.

633
00:40:05,968 --> 00:40:07,013
He's such a passive little
dork

634
00:40:07,100 --> 00:40:09,015
I didn't see he was a threat.

635
00:40:09,102 --> 00:40:11,670
Carrie invited me to go
with them to his party.

636
00:40:11,757 --> 00:40:12,584
But I said no.

637
00:40:23,377 --> 00:40:24,204
Still.

638
00:40:26,119 --> 00:40:28,382
Later that night
Carrie called me so drunk

639
00:40:28,469 --> 00:40:29,557
she could barely talk.

640
00:40:31,429 --> 00:40:33,039
She couldn't find Amelia,
didn't know how to get home.

641
00:40:33,126 --> 00:40:36,912
And I went to find her but
I, she was already gone.

642
00:40:38,044 --> 00:40:40,350
Still, it doesn't make sense.

643
00:40:40,438 --> 00:40:41,917
I still don't know
what happened that night.

644
00:40:45,268 --> 00:40:47,096
Carrie won't even talk to me
anymore.

645
00:40:48,402 --> 00:40:51,318
Even if he stole the Oxy,
why would he give it to Amelia?

646
00:40:52,493 --> 00:40:54,669
This is why I wish
she'd never met Amelia.

647
00:40:55,540 --> 00:40:56,889
Or Zach.

648
00:40:56,976 --> 00:40:58,543
Fuck that guy.

649
00:40:58,630 --> 00:40:59,500
Both.

650
00:40:59,587 --> 00:41:00,632
I miss the old Carrie.

651
00:41:02,721 --> 00:41:04,157
I want her back the way she was.

652
00:41:04,244 --> 00:41:06,072
The way she is now, I,

653
00:41:06,159 --> 00:41:08,030
I can't protect her from
all the shitty people

654
00:41:08,117 --> 00:41:09,423
at this school.

655
00:41:09,510 --> 00:41:11,164
I can't protect her from
herself.

656
00:41:14,907 --> 00:41:17,562
People say that when
you die you only regret

657
00:41:17,649 --> 00:41:19,302
the things you didn't do.

658
00:41:19,389 --> 00:41:21,174
It does feel like a
confessional, it really,

659
00:41:21,261 --> 00:41:23,916
like if I tell you all the
things that I feel guilty about

660
00:41:24,003 --> 00:41:26,614
that you, I'll be forgiven.

661
00:41:28,181 --> 00:41:29,661
I don't buy it.

662
00:41:29,748 --> 00:41:31,532
One time I walked in
on her after she got

663
00:41:31,619 --> 00:41:32,707
outta the shower.

664
00:41:33,708 --> 00:41:35,144
Saw her naked.

665
00:41:35,231 --> 00:41:36,972
I regret going to Zach's
party.

666
00:41:37,059 --> 00:41:39,932
I regret letting him buy me a
drink.

667
00:41:40,019 --> 00:41:42,456
I've felt bad about that for
awhile, so.

668
00:41:42,543 --> 00:41:44,240
Yeah, I saw my step sister's
body

669
00:41:44,327 --> 00:41:47,113
and it was probably the
hottest thing I've ever seen.

670
00:41:47,200 --> 00:41:49,855
Better than any porn, and
I've seen plenty of porn.

671
00:41:49,942 --> 00:41:52,466
I regret falling for her.

672
00:41:52,553 --> 00:41:53,467
I'm not into Carrie that way.

673
00:41:53,554 --> 00:41:55,034
Yeah, yeah.

674
00:41:55,121 --> 00:41:57,297
I'm attracted to her, but I
would never.

675
00:41:57,384 --> 00:41:58,733
I would never do anything about
it.

676
00:42:14,706 --> 00:42:16,142
You're the one behind this?

677
00:42:18,057 --> 00:42:18,797
Me?

678
00:42:18,884 --> 00:42:19,754
No.

679
00:42:19,841 --> 00:42:20,712
Then why are you here?

680
00:42:22,322 --> 00:42:23,323
I got a text.

681
00:42:23,410 --> 00:42:25,630
I'm guessing you did, too.

682
00:42:25,717 --> 00:42:27,327
Did you confess?

683
00:42:27,414 --> 00:42:28,197
Yeah.

684
00:42:29,590 --> 00:42:31,374
Said everything I could think to
say.

685
00:42:33,855 --> 00:42:34,682
Me, too.

686
00:42:35,727 --> 00:42:37,555
I was here earlier.

687
00:42:37,642 --> 00:42:39,339
Whoever made this said I could
go.

688
00:42:40,209 --> 00:42:41,297
I thought it was over.

689
00:42:42,690 --> 00:42:44,300
Then why'd you come back?

690
00:42:44,387 --> 00:42:45,388
I got a text.

691
00:42:46,389 --> 00:42:48,174
It said I wasn't done.

692
00:42:48,261 --> 00:42:49,828
What did you do,
Zach?

693
00:42:54,702 --> 00:42:55,790
Just tell me.

694
00:42:55,877 --> 00:42:57,313
No one else ever has to know.

695
00:42:57,400 --> 00:42:59,011
But I think that they should and
I think

696
00:42:59,098 --> 00:43:00,360
you should tell the truth.
- You don't get it!

697
00:43:00,447 --> 00:43:02,318
If anyone gets it,
it's me.

698
00:43:03,189 --> 00:43:04,407
No, you're an artist.

699
00:43:05,234 --> 00:43:06,627
You've always been an artist.

700
00:43:07,715 --> 00:43:08,760
People expect you to be
different, okay?

701
00:43:08,847 --> 00:43:11,023
It's not the same for athletes.

702
00:43:11,110 --> 00:43:12,677
You're a swimmer,
not a football player.

703
00:43:12,764 --> 00:43:13,721
It doesn't matter.

704
00:43:15,288 --> 00:43:16,594
I have a girlfriend.

705
00:43:17,507 --> 00:43:19,248
I have friends!

706
00:43:19,335 --> 00:43:20,728
They have friends who will
think they never knew me.

707
00:43:20,815 --> 00:43:22,425
And me keeping this part of
myself

708
00:43:22,512 --> 00:43:24,471
is some sort of betrayal.

709
00:43:24,558 --> 00:43:25,385
I'm not like you.

710
00:43:26,734 --> 00:43:27,996
I'm not.

711
00:43:28,083 --> 00:43:30,477
Okay, I can't just accept
myself.

712
00:43:34,133 --> 00:43:36,701
I don't even know who
the hell I am anymore.

713
00:43:36,788 --> 00:43:38,877
I'm not as all
together

714
00:43:38,964 --> 00:43:40,661
as everyone thinks I am.

715
00:43:40,748 --> 00:43:42,402
I'm still learning about myself.

716
00:43:42,489 --> 00:43:44,360
It's why I do this.

717
00:43:44,447 --> 00:43:47,799
Underneath it all, I'm just as
screwed up as everyone else.

718
00:43:48,800 --> 00:43:50,715
There's too many eyes on me.

719
00:43:50,802 --> 00:43:54,327
My parents, the
coaches, the fucking scouts.

720
00:43:57,939 --> 00:43:59,898
They all need me to be
what they need me to be

721
00:43:59,985 --> 00:44:02,727
but nobody's ever asked
me what Zach wants.

722
00:44:02,814 --> 00:44:05,773
And what do you need,
Zach?

723
00:44:06,818 --> 00:44:08,036
I didn't know it still.

724
00:44:09,995 --> 00:44:11,692
Some people say that they,

725
00:44:11,779 --> 00:44:14,086
they always knew they felt
different.

726
00:44:15,957 --> 00:44:17,480
Not me.

727
00:44:17,567 --> 00:44:18,481
Felt weird.

728
00:44:19,874 --> 00:44:21,310
It's weird how easy it is to
just lie

729
00:44:21,397 --> 00:44:26,098
to yourself about something so,
so basic.

730
00:44:28,013 --> 00:44:29,797
I never knew what I wanted until
him.

731
00:44:35,455 --> 00:44:36,282
Did you know?

732
00:44:39,067 --> 00:44:39,894
No.

733
00:44:44,333 --> 00:44:46,379
Then it wasn't our fault.

734
00:44:46,466 --> 00:44:47,859
It had nothing to do with us.

735
00:44:50,165 --> 00:44:51,863
Don't kid yourself!

736
00:44:51,950 --> 00:44:53,603
We were his friends.

737
00:44:53,691 --> 00:44:56,128
We were supposed to be
the people he could trust.

738
00:45:08,967 --> 00:45:13,798
Hey.

739
00:45:13,885 --> 00:45:14,755
Now we know better.

740
00:45:17,410 --> 00:45:18,237
We can be better.

741
00:45:40,607 --> 00:45:42,043
I already broke my promise.

742
00:45:42,130 --> 00:45:43,871
I promised myself in honor of
Amelia

743
00:45:43,958 --> 00:45:45,743
that I wouldn't lie and I did.

744
00:45:49,747 --> 00:45:50,617
Amelia never lied.

745
00:45:52,053 --> 00:45:53,751
She was brutal that way.

746
00:45:54,621 --> 00:45:56,710
But you knew you knew you could
trust her.

747
00:45:56,797 --> 00:46:00,583
I did, I trusted her, I trusted
her, and she trusted me.

748
00:46:00,670 --> 00:46:02,411
But I ruined everything!

749
00:46:07,155 --> 00:46:07,982
I didn't mean to.

750
00:46:10,115 --> 00:46:11,986
I just wanted one more thing
from her.

751
00:46:23,955 --> 00:46:24,782
Okay.

752
00:46:27,393 --> 00:46:32,398
In honor of Amelia, I'll tell
you the truth about Major.

753
00:46:54,115 --> 00:46:55,943
To commemorate this.

754
00:46:58,772 --> 00:47:00,861
You know why I came here even
though

755
00:47:00,948 --> 00:47:03,342
I never did one of Amelia's
confessions sessions?

756
00:47:04,909 --> 00:47:05,735
Bet you do.

757
00:47:08,521 --> 00:47:11,785
Anyway, Amelia invited me to do
one,

758
00:47:11,872 --> 00:47:13,352
and I kinda wish I'd done it.

759
00:47:14,353 --> 00:47:17,225
I think you've been the
one that's following me.

760
00:47:17,312 --> 00:47:18,661
I guess anyone can do it.

761
00:47:20,315 --> 00:47:21,534
I could just.

762
00:47:24,842 --> 00:47:28,497
Pull up my phone,
confess to it just to see

763
00:47:28,584 --> 00:47:29,585
how the words sound.

764
00:47:33,024 --> 00:47:36,592
Then delete.

765
00:47:38,159 --> 00:47:41,032
See, I've been trying to
figure out who you might be.

766
00:48:13,194 --> 00:48:15,327
You know, my first guess was
Major.

767
00:48:15,414 --> 00:48:17,285
I could see him staging
something like this

768
00:48:17,372 --> 00:48:19,331
to find out what we all know
about him.

769
00:48:20,854 --> 00:48:22,856
But that doesn't feel right.

770
00:48:24,031 --> 00:48:27,426
And then I considered June or
Garrett.

771
00:48:27,513 --> 00:48:29,907
Yeah, but, they're only
interested in Zach.

772
00:48:29,994 --> 00:48:31,082
I think I need to rewind.

773
00:48:31,169 --> 00:48:32,779
And they're not this creative.

774
00:48:35,521 --> 00:48:37,001
Can I rewind?

775
00:48:37,088 --> 00:48:41,919
Well, not creative
as much as derivative.

776
00:48:43,224 --> 00:48:44,051
No.

777
00:48:45,096 --> 00:48:46,314
No, I can't.

778
00:48:49,970 --> 00:48:51,015
I'm sure you already know
this,

779
00:48:51,102 --> 00:48:53,931
but Amelia filmed everything.

780
00:48:54,018 --> 00:48:56,455
I get confused sometimes.

781
00:48:56,542 --> 00:48:59,806
My mind just fills up and
up and up and up up and.

782
00:49:02,940 --> 00:49:03,853
Then it goes clear.

783
00:49:05,594 --> 00:49:08,858
Including her own daily
personal confessions.

784
00:49:08,946 --> 00:49:10,904
She did every night
before she went to sleep.

785
00:49:10,991 --> 00:49:11,905
You know, I think that's what
I loved

786
00:49:11,992 --> 00:49:13,733
most about Amelia.

787
00:49:13,820 --> 00:49:15,735
Oh, when I was with her
it was like everything

788
00:49:15,822 --> 00:49:19,130
was just like.

789
00:49:21,480 --> 00:49:23,177
She had been doing it for
years.

790
00:49:23,264 --> 00:49:25,397
She wanted to edit them
all together one day

791
00:49:25,484 --> 00:49:27,268
and make this like narrative of
her life.

792
00:49:27,355 --> 00:49:28,835
And now everything is loud.

793
00:49:30,010 --> 00:49:31,359
I thought it was genius.

794
00:49:31,446 --> 00:49:32,708
Like a storm.

795
00:49:44,242 --> 00:49:45,939
I bet you do, too.

796
00:49:58,256 --> 00:50:00,954
The truth is Amelia didn't
tell me to talk to Major.

797
00:50:01,041 --> 00:50:05,176
She told me not to talk to
him and I did it anyway.

798
00:50:05,263 --> 00:50:07,091
I can't even remember why I did.

799
00:50:08,831 --> 00:50:09,658
That's not true.

800
00:50:11,051 --> 00:50:12,139
Yes, I can.

801
00:50:12,226 --> 00:50:14,098
I mean, I'm lying again, why?

802
00:50:14,185 --> 00:50:16,100
Why am I lying?

803
00:50:16,187 --> 00:50:18,928
You promised yourself you
wouldn't lie.

804
00:50:20,582 --> 00:50:23,281
I'll tell you something
I could never lie about.

805
00:50:23,368 --> 00:50:28,373
I idolized Amelia, she was
everything that I wanted to be.

806
00:50:29,069 --> 00:50:29,896
She had a voice.

807
00:50:31,376 --> 00:50:35,467
She had something to say and I
wanted

808
00:50:35,554 --> 00:50:36,424
to be just like her.

809
00:50:36,511 --> 00:50:37,599
I mean, I still do.

810
00:50:39,949 --> 00:50:42,169
When I met her I didn't
have anything to say.

811
00:50:44,911 --> 00:50:45,738
Now I do.

812
00:50:50,569 --> 00:50:55,139
Thanks to Amelia I found my
voice.

813
00:50:55,226 --> 00:50:57,489
You asked me for here for a
reason.

814
00:50:57,576 --> 00:50:58,925
So, you said it had nothing to
do

815
00:50:59,012 --> 00:51:01,667
with nocturnal activities, so go
ahead.

816
00:51:02,972 --> 00:51:04,496
Ask me anything you want.

817
00:51:04,583 --> 00:51:07,673
And with my newfound
voice I called up Major.

818
00:51:08,761 --> 00:51:10,023
Have you been getting
any calls

819
00:51:10,110 --> 00:51:12,286
by somebody with the name
Noelle?

820
00:51:12,373 --> 00:51:13,200
No.

821
00:51:14,636 --> 00:51:17,726
Then he said, "Who the fuck is
this?"

822
00:51:17,813 --> 00:51:19,380
Are you sure?

823
00:51:19,467 --> 00:51:20,860
I said Noelle.

824
00:51:20,947 --> 00:51:23,167
I don't know anybody named
Noelle.

825
00:51:23,254 --> 00:51:26,561
And he said, "Who the fuck is
Noelle?"

826
00:51:26,648 --> 00:51:27,867
Why are you lying?

827
00:51:27,954 --> 00:51:29,564
What did she say to you?

828
00:51:29,651 --> 00:51:30,957
What did she say?

829
00:51:32,263 --> 00:51:33,351
She knows, doesn't she?

830
00:51:34,830 --> 00:51:36,223
And I said, "Someday you'll
know."

831
00:51:38,051 --> 00:51:41,968
Not about
the rallies, about Zach.

832
00:51:47,321 --> 00:51:49,367
Now, look, I'm not trying
to justify bad behavior,

833
00:51:49,454 --> 00:51:53,066
I truly believe that my
way is the normal way.

834
00:51:53,153 --> 00:51:56,722
And all these other people
trying to be politically correct

835
00:51:56,809 --> 00:51:59,855
and moral and good,
they're just exhausting.

836
00:51:59,942 --> 00:52:00,987
Not me.

837
00:52:01,074 --> 00:52:02,119
Oh no, I feel fucking good.

838
00:52:02,206 --> 00:52:04,208
I feel fucking great, actually.

839
00:52:04,295 --> 00:52:06,210
Don't be so hard on yourselves,
ladies.

840
00:52:06,297 --> 00:52:09,778
It's not psychological, it's
biological.

841
00:52:09,865 --> 00:52:11,824
Why don't you just stop with the
campaigns

842
00:52:11,911 --> 00:52:13,347
and the t-shirts declaring

843
00:52:13,434 --> 00:52:16,394
your gender's independence
and stop posting

844
00:52:16,481 --> 00:52:18,570
about the sexual harassment
in the workplace.

845
00:52:18,657 --> 00:52:21,050
You know that if we stopped
harassing you

846
00:52:21,138 --> 00:52:23,183
you'd only feel neglected.

847
00:52:23,270 --> 00:52:26,926
And for god sakes stop running
for--

848
00:52:34,325 --> 00:52:35,804
Hi.

849
00:52:37,023 --> 00:52:37,850
I forgot what I was saying.

850
00:52:40,940 --> 00:52:41,810
Oh.

851
00:52:43,334 --> 00:52:45,205
Yes.

852
00:52:45,292 --> 00:52:46,337
What the fuck?

853
00:52:46,424 --> 00:52:48,077
Wanna kiss?

854
00:52:48,165 --> 00:52:49,644
Maybe.

855
00:52:49,731 --> 00:52:51,951
Well, I watched Amelia's
videos.

856
00:52:52,038 --> 00:52:54,867
Something more satisfying?

857
00:52:56,042 --> 00:52:56,956
You offering?

858
00:52:57,043 --> 00:53:00,177
Read my lips.

859
00:53:01,656 --> 00:53:02,570
What's the catch?

860
00:53:03,702 --> 00:53:06,008
So many secrets.

861
00:53:06,095 --> 00:53:09,925
And she, she kept them well.

862
00:53:10,012 --> 00:53:11,057
You don't trust me?

863
00:53:11,144 --> 00:53:12,232
Not with my dick.

864
00:53:13,494 --> 00:53:14,582
Something else then?

865
00:53:16,280 --> 00:53:18,064
Aw, you gonna make me beg?

866
00:53:30,337 --> 00:53:31,164
More.

867
00:53:43,263 --> 00:53:45,222
Are you the one
that told me to come here?

868
00:53:45,309 --> 00:53:47,485
But sometimes secrets
aren't meant to be kept.

869
00:53:47,572 --> 00:53:49,922
I was told to come here
and make you feel good.

870
00:53:53,099 --> 00:53:54,405
Is it working?

871
00:53:55,971 --> 00:53:57,495
You're on the right
track.

872
00:53:57,582 --> 00:53:59,671
So when I said that
I had a crush on Major.

873
00:54:03,283 --> 00:54:04,458
What I meant was.

874
00:54:11,552 --> 00:54:14,120
I was going to crush Major.

875
00:54:27,133 --> 00:54:29,962
I had never been in love
before.

876
00:54:30,049 --> 00:54:34,227
I always knew I was into girls
but no one in particular.

877
00:54:34,314 --> 00:54:36,055
Until her.

878
00:54:36,142 --> 00:54:38,144
Barely ever said a word in
the class we had together.

879
00:54:38,231 --> 00:54:40,146
Experimental Film and Digital
Media.

880
00:54:41,190 --> 00:54:43,628
Hardly gave anything other
than one word answers.

881
00:54:43,715 --> 00:54:47,022
Yes, no.

882
00:54:47,109 --> 00:54:48,415
So that's what I called her.

883
00:54:48,502 --> 00:54:49,895
No.
- No.

884
00:54:49,982 --> 00:54:51,897
She liked that.

885
00:54:51,984 --> 00:54:53,899
She never had a nickname.

886
00:54:53,986 --> 00:54:56,336
No one had ever known her
well enough to give her one.

887
00:54:56,423 --> 00:54:59,557
I definitely didn't expect
to fall in love with her.

888
00:54:59,644 --> 00:55:02,299
I certainly didn't expect
her to love me back.

889
00:55:02,386 --> 00:55:04,431
I told her about my confessional
project.

890
00:55:05,911 --> 00:55:07,826
I wanted to put a confessional
booth up somewhere

891
00:55:07,913 --> 00:55:11,438
on campus and let people
record whatever they wanted.

892
00:55:11,525 --> 00:55:13,310
I've been doing that for awhile
now.

893
00:55:13,397 --> 00:55:16,138
I always wanted to look into
my own eyes while I filmed

894
00:55:16,225 --> 00:55:17,966
so that I couldn't lie to
myself.

895
00:55:19,490 --> 00:55:22,449
You can always tell if somebody
is lying through their eyes.

896
00:55:22,536 --> 00:55:24,756
Especially when they're on
camera.

897
00:55:24,843 --> 00:55:26,366
I wanted No to be the first one
I filmed

898
00:55:26,453 --> 00:55:28,934
for my digital media series
confessional.

899
00:55:29,021 --> 00:55:29,978
No said no.

900
00:55:31,110 --> 00:55:32,677
Big surprise.

901
00:55:32,764 --> 00:55:34,200
And now I know why.

902
00:55:34,287 --> 00:55:36,420
She was afraid that I would see
her truth

903
00:55:36,507 --> 00:55:38,857
because her truth is emptiness.

904
00:55:40,728 --> 00:55:43,644
I caught her going through
my confessional archives

905
00:55:43,731 --> 00:55:45,167
and she began to mimic me.

906
00:55:45,254 --> 00:55:47,953
The way I speak, the way I
think.

907
00:55:48,040 --> 00:55:49,346
She wanted to replace me.

908
00:55:50,347 --> 00:55:52,871
That's why she watched my
confessions.

909
00:55:52,958 --> 00:55:55,526
To absorb as much of me as
possible.

910
00:55:55,613 --> 00:55:59,399
She's watched almost every
video, but not this one.

911
00:55:59,486 --> 00:56:00,618
She can never know that I'm st--

912
00:56:02,228 --> 00:56:04,099
I've been so stupid.

913
00:56:04,186 --> 00:56:06,972
I should've known exactly who
you were when you texted me.

914
00:56:09,061 --> 00:56:10,932
How long have you been planning
this?

915
00:56:12,107 --> 00:56:13,544
Since Amelia dumped you?

916
00:56:15,546 --> 00:56:16,764
That's right, Noelle.

917
00:56:17,983 --> 00:56:19,419
I know exactly who you are.

918
00:56:19,506 --> 00:56:20,855
I replaced you.

919
00:56:20,942 --> 00:56:23,597
And you hate me for it, don't
you?

920
00:56:23,684 --> 00:56:25,382
We had some good times
together, didn't we?

921
00:56:28,123 --> 00:56:30,561
I helped you when you were
heartbroken, remember?

922
00:56:31,953 --> 00:56:33,172
She told me about you.

923
00:56:34,739 --> 00:56:36,610
When you came to me you were
suicidal.

924
00:56:36,697 --> 00:56:38,786
You wanted Oxy but I
refused to sell it to you.

925
00:56:38,873 --> 00:56:40,658
I knew what you planned to do
with it.

926
00:56:40,745 --> 00:56:43,182
She never could've
really loved you, you know?

927
00:56:43,269 --> 00:56:44,749
'Cause there never was a you.

928
00:56:46,185 --> 00:56:47,752
And then we shroomed together.

929
00:56:49,536 --> 00:56:51,495
Your mind opened up.

930
00:56:51,582 --> 00:56:53,932
You realized there's life beyond
Amelia.

931
00:56:55,934 --> 00:56:57,457
You don't need her!

932
00:56:57,544 --> 00:56:59,807
You just attached yourself to
her

933
00:56:59,894 --> 00:57:01,287
because she was so alive.

934
00:57:01,374 --> 00:57:04,333
You fed off of her like a
parasite.

935
00:57:04,421 --> 00:57:06,597
You would've consumed her
if she would've let you.

936
00:57:15,301 --> 00:57:17,521
But you got what you wanted in
the end.

937
00:57:17,608 --> 00:57:20,567
She had to pull her festival
submission at last second

938
00:57:20,654 --> 00:57:23,352
because you beat her to it.

939
00:57:23,440 --> 00:57:26,181
I thought that she
should've shown them anyway

940
00:57:26,268 --> 00:57:28,401
and turned you in for
plagiarism.

941
00:57:28,488 --> 00:57:31,535
I never got a chance to
ask her why she didn't.

942
00:57:31,622 --> 00:57:34,451
I thought it was because
she was afraid of you.

943
00:57:34,538 --> 00:57:36,931
Now I think it's because
she felt sorry for you.

944
00:57:39,630 --> 00:57:42,284
She thought you were pathetic.

945
00:58:02,653 --> 00:58:04,481
Why are you doing this to me?

946
00:58:04,568 --> 00:58:06,352
Am I your new Amelia?

947
00:58:06,439 --> 00:58:08,006
No.

948
00:58:08,093 --> 00:58:10,356
I'm not special enough
for you, I know that.

949
00:58:12,967 --> 00:58:15,666
Even Amelia wasn't special
enough.

950
00:58:15,753 --> 00:58:17,232
That's why she dumped you.

951
00:58:17,319 --> 00:58:18,756
'Cause she was threatened by
you.

952
00:58:18,843 --> 00:58:21,367
She thought she was such a
revolutionary

953
00:58:21,454 --> 00:58:23,282
with her investigation into
Major

954
00:58:23,369 --> 00:58:25,589
and his secret society of
misogynists.

955
00:58:25,676 --> 00:58:27,460
Like, what's so secret about the
fact

956
00:58:27,547 --> 00:58:30,332
that men think they're superior
to women?

957
00:58:30,419 --> 00:58:33,379
Big revelation, Amelia.

958
00:58:34,293 --> 00:58:36,687
Thank you so much for
clearing that up for us.

959
00:58:41,953 --> 00:58:44,346
You're the one with the real
talent.

960
00:58:48,133 --> 00:58:49,526
You're just getting starting.

961
00:58:51,440 --> 00:58:54,400
I can't wait to see what you do
with this.

962
00:58:58,404 --> 00:58:59,840
Carrie?

963
00:58:59,927 --> 00:59:01,494
Why are you here?

964
00:59:01,581 --> 00:59:03,278
I got a text saying if I
didn't.

965
00:59:05,411 --> 00:59:09,415
Saying you needed me so I came
right away.

966
00:59:09,502 --> 00:59:10,808
Carrie.

967
00:59:10,895 --> 00:59:12,766
Carrie, I know everything about
Amelia,

968
00:59:12,853 --> 00:59:14,986
about the fights you go to at
night.

969
00:59:15,073 --> 00:59:17,379
You gotta stop before you get
hurt.

970
00:59:17,466 --> 00:59:18,467
I'm already hurt.

971
00:59:20,382 --> 00:59:22,167
I'd rather have broken bones and
bruises

972
00:59:22,254 --> 00:59:23,951
than what's inside of me now.

973
00:59:29,609 --> 00:59:30,436
Okay.

974
00:59:32,569 --> 00:59:34,266
I've been holding something
back.

975
00:59:37,878 --> 00:59:40,011
But before I say it I want to
remind you

976
00:59:40,098 --> 00:59:41,882
that I am not your enemy.

977
00:59:44,972 --> 00:59:46,931
I told you about Oddson.

978
00:59:48,497 --> 00:59:51,065
If you ask me I don't even
know why it's illegal.

979
00:59:51,152 --> 00:59:55,417
Oddson are like, like a
souped up caffeine pill.

980
00:59:56,462 --> 00:59:59,770
You take it and for a few
hours you feel superhuman.

981
00:59:59,857 --> 01:00:02,599
You're stronger, faster, you
feel no pain.

982
01:00:02,686 --> 01:00:05,514
It's particularly effective for
fighting.

983
01:00:05,602 --> 01:00:08,039
Oh, even better for fucking.

984
01:00:13,784 --> 01:00:15,220
That's why I gave it to Sai.

985
01:00:16,787 --> 01:00:20,399
Something happened to
me before Amelia died.

986
01:00:21,400 --> 01:00:23,445
Before we were even close.

987
01:00:25,360 --> 01:00:28,015
We don't, we don't have
to talk about it, we don't.

988
01:00:28,102 --> 01:00:31,018
I mean, I'm here for you, but
if you don't wanna tell me,

989
01:00:31,105 --> 01:00:32,150
that's okay.
- No.

990
01:00:32,237 --> 01:00:33,760
No, I want to, I think I should.

991
01:00:35,153 --> 01:00:36,763
You're my best friend.

992
01:00:36,850 --> 01:00:38,722
Sai, I'm sorry that I wasn't
there for you

993
01:00:38,809 --> 01:00:40,419
when you came to school.

994
01:00:40,506 --> 01:00:43,857
I have been a shitty
friend and a shitty sister.

995
01:00:44,858 --> 01:00:48,514
I understand why you didn't
come to Zach's party with me.

996
01:00:48,601 --> 01:00:49,689
But I wish you had.

997
01:00:49,776 --> 01:00:51,169
I needed my brother.

998
01:00:53,171 --> 01:00:54,651
Help me understand, Noelle.

999
01:00:55,782 --> 01:00:56,870
Why did Sai buy Oddson?

1000
01:00:57,828 --> 01:00:58,785
Why did he steal the Oxy?

1001
01:00:58,872 --> 01:00:59,830
What did he use it for?

1002
01:01:08,839 --> 01:01:11,363
I wasn't planning to drink
that night.

1003
01:01:12,364 --> 01:01:14,758
I even drove there so I'd
have an excuse not to.

1004
01:01:16,716 --> 01:01:19,501
Amelia and I got separated
and I was gonna leave

1005
01:01:19,588 --> 01:01:21,373
but then Zach Turner came up to
me.

1006
01:01:22,200 --> 01:01:23,897
He offered me a drink.

1007
01:01:23,984 --> 01:01:25,029
He was nice.

1008
01:01:26,595 --> 01:01:27,640
And not at all what I expected
him to be

1009
01:01:27,727 --> 01:01:29,033
being the big deal he is.

1010
01:01:30,730 --> 01:01:32,776
So I accepted the drink.

1011
01:01:32,863 --> 01:01:35,126
And you know me with hard
liquor.

1012
01:01:35,213 --> 01:01:38,042
By the fourth drink I felt
dizzy.

1013
01:01:39,260 --> 01:01:41,959
I might've drank more after
that but I don't remember.

1014
01:01:44,788 --> 01:01:48,052
The next morning I woke up in my
own bed.

1015
01:01:50,837 --> 01:01:51,795
He was rough.

1016
01:01:53,057 --> 01:01:54,754
I know there's pain at first

1017
01:01:54,841 --> 01:01:58,018
but it's like he wanted to hurt
me.

1018
01:02:02,893 --> 01:02:03,720
Oddson.

1019
01:02:04,677 --> 01:02:05,722
He used it with her.

1020
01:02:05,809 --> 01:02:06,897
That fucking piece of shit.

1021
01:02:10,030 --> 01:02:11,858
Amelia sensed something was
wrong

1022
01:02:11,945 --> 01:02:13,991
but I didn't tell her right
away.

1023
01:02:14,078 --> 01:02:16,776
I asked her how I'd gotten
home, she said she didn't know.

1024
01:02:16,863 --> 01:02:19,083
She tried to find me but I was
gone.

1025
01:02:19,170 --> 01:02:22,695
And then I asked if she'd
seen Zach, but she hadn't.

1026
01:02:22,782 --> 01:02:24,566
So, it was him.

1027
01:02:24,653 --> 01:02:26,699
I mean, that's all guys like
that do.

1028
01:02:26,786 --> 01:02:30,007
Well, kinda what happens
to drunk girls who cry rape

1029
01:02:30,094 --> 01:02:31,748
against superstar athletes.

1030
01:02:33,227 --> 01:02:38,102
And then Amelia told me
about Cock Fights Back club.

1031
01:02:38,189 --> 01:02:39,146
I had to fight him.

1032
01:02:40,147 --> 01:02:41,583
I didn't think I'd hurt him.

1033
01:02:43,194 --> 01:02:44,848
I just wanted to try.

1034
01:02:44,935 --> 01:02:46,240
Just a little.

1035
01:02:46,327 --> 01:02:49,156
But then before Amelia died she
said

1036
01:02:49,243 --> 01:02:50,810
she was sure it wasn't him.

1037
01:02:51,942 --> 01:02:53,291
I stole from you, Raquel.

1038
01:02:54,466 --> 01:02:55,772
It was him, Carrie.

1039
01:02:57,469 --> 01:03:01,342
Or I stole from someone
who stole from you.

1040
01:03:01,429 --> 01:03:03,214
That's the only
thing that makes sense.

1041
01:03:03,301 --> 01:03:04,781
I had my eye on him.

1042
01:03:04,868 --> 01:03:06,391
If he were here now, if he
were alive,

1043
01:03:06,478 --> 01:03:08,088
I would make sure he paid for
what he did.

1044
01:03:08,175 --> 01:03:10,003
But if Amelia was right
then Zach was innocent.

1045
01:03:10,090 --> 01:03:11,613
Innocent guys don't need to
drink

1046
01:03:11,700 --> 01:03:13,790
whole bottles of whiskey
mixed with Oxycontin!

1047
01:03:14,660 --> 01:03:17,315
I knew, I knew that
he was up to no good.

1048
01:03:19,099 --> 01:03:20,666
What you need to do now
is move forward, Carrie.

1049
01:03:20,753 --> 01:03:22,320
I bet he's wondering what
happened

1050
01:03:22,407 --> 01:03:24,278
to the rest of the Oxy.

1051
01:03:24,365 --> 01:03:26,715
I will be here for you
every step of the way.

1052
01:03:27,891 --> 01:03:30,371
What did you say about
Oxycontin?

1053
01:03:30,458 --> 01:03:32,112
He didn't use it all on Zach.

1054
01:03:32,199 --> 01:03:33,722
Nothing.

1055
01:03:33,810 --> 01:03:36,769
Just enough to get the job
done.

1056
01:03:36,856 --> 01:03:39,598
No, you did.

1057
01:03:39,685 --> 01:03:41,078
You said.

1058
01:03:41,165 --> 01:03:42,688
Innocent guys don't need to
drink

1059
01:03:42,775 --> 01:03:44,516
whole bottles of whiskey
mixed with Oxycontin!

1060
01:03:45,778 --> 01:03:47,780
I'm not obsessed with
her, I just saw her naked.

1061
01:03:47,867 --> 01:03:48,912
Better than any porn.

1062
01:03:48,999 --> 01:03:50,348
Carrie called me so drunk,

1063
01:03:50,435 --> 01:03:52,350
I went to find her but I
followed her.

1064
01:03:52,437 --> 01:03:53,612
I'm not, I'm not obsessed with
her.

1065
01:04:01,359 --> 01:04:03,665
I called you?

1066
01:04:03,752 --> 01:04:06,059
You said you didn't pick me up.

1067
01:04:06,146 --> 01:04:10,107
You picked me up and helped
me into my apartment?

1068
01:04:11,935 --> 01:04:14,415
Was I even conscious when you
did it?

1069
01:04:15,373 --> 01:04:17,331
You don't understand.

1070
01:04:17,418 --> 01:04:18,767
You were all over me.

1071
01:04:18,855 --> 01:04:20,465
You were hanging on me.

1072
01:04:21,945 --> 01:04:23,729
Is that what you told
yourself?

1073
01:04:23,816 --> 01:04:27,689
That I got drunk enough to
wanna screw my step brother?

1074
01:04:27,776 --> 01:04:31,476
Did I even fight you when
you climbed on top of me?

1075
01:04:31,563 --> 01:04:33,739
Is that why I had bruises?

1076
01:04:35,001 --> 01:04:37,961
Why, why would you wanna hurt
me?

1077
01:04:39,440 --> 01:04:40,267
I thought you wanted to do it
and.

1078
01:04:41,834 --> 01:04:43,618
And then it went too
far and I couldn't stop.

1079
01:04:43,705 --> 01:04:45,185
You don't understand, Carrie!

1080
01:04:45,272 --> 01:04:46,621
You're the only girl
who was ever nice to me

1081
01:04:46,708 --> 01:04:48,797
and then we came here and it was
like

1082
01:04:49,624 --> 01:04:50,843
I didn't matter anymore.

1083
01:04:50,930 --> 01:04:51,844
Like I was nothing!

1084
01:04:51,931 --> 01:04:54,847
I'm not a girl, Sai.

1085
01:04:54,934 --> 01:04:56,370
I'm your sister.

1086
01:04:57,589 --> 01:04:59,069
Carrie, I can make this right.

1087
01:04:59,156 --> 01:05:00,940
I can make it right!

1088
01:05:01,027 --> 01:05:02,463
Please, that's what that's,
that's what this is about!

1089
01:05:02,550 --> 01:05:03,769
I can confess and you can
forgive me.

1090
01:05:04,813 --> 01:05:06,641
I will never forgive you.

1091
01:05:08,426 --> 01:05:09,906
How did you get Zach to
take Oxy before swimming?

1092
01:05:11,385 --> 01:05:13,605
Did you kill him so I
couldn't confront him?

1093
01:05:14,519 --> 01:05:15,476
No, no.

1094
01:05:15,563 --> 01:05:17,000
No, Major told me to.

1095
01:05:17,087 --> 01:05:18,958
He saw me leaving Zach's
party with you and

1096
01:05:20,873 --> 01:05:22,309
he woulda told you if I
didn't do what he said.

1097
01:05:22,396 --> 01:05:24,224
Why, why would Major wanna
kill Zach?

1098
01:05:24,311 --> 01:05:25,617
He didn't, he didn't!

1099
01:05:25,704 --> 01:05:27,053
It was just supposed to be a
warning

1100
01:05:27,140 --> 01:05:28,228
and I didn't know what the pills
were.

1101
01:05:28,315 --> 01:05:29,360
Not until it was already done.

1102
01:05:32,667 --> 01:05:33,581
I didn't know!

1103
01:05:33,668 --> 01:05:34,974
I swear I'm not lying.

1104
01:05:35,061 --> 01:05:36,715
I'm not lying, I swear!

1105
01:05:36,802 --> 01:05:38,064
I didn't know!

1106
01:05:38,151 --> 01:05:39,805
Stop, I'm not lying!

1107
01:05:39,892 --> 01:05:40,719
I didn't.

1108
01:05:43,940 --> 01:05:45,245
Hit me.

1109
01:05:45,332 --> 01:05:46,551
Hit me like the guys you hit at
CFB.

1110
01:05:46,638 --> 01:05:47,987
That's why you go, right?

1111
01:05:48,074 --> 01:05:49,336
Then you'll be able to forgive
me.

1112
01:06:03,350 --> 01:06:04,177
Carrie.

1113
01:06:35,165 --> 01:06:36,340
You.

1114
01:06:36,427 --> 01:06:37,515
Yeah?

1115
01:06:37,602 --> 01:06:38,516
Should probably leave first.

1116
01:06:39,734 --> 01:06:40,561
Really?

1117
01:06:41,432 --> 01:06:42,955
What?

1118
01:06:43,042 --> 01:06:45,088
- I thought--
- You shouldn't have.

1119
01:07:13,290 --> 01:07:14,508
So what next, Noelle?

1120
01:07:16,380 --> 01:07:17,990
What else do you want me to say?

1121
01:07:20,166 --> 01:07:21,733
You don't have to say
anything.

1122
01:07:21,820 --> 01:07:24,649
I haven't tell you about
Major's confession yet.

1123
01:07:27,913 --> 01:07:29,436
This is unexpected.

1124
01:07:35,964 --> 01:07:37,009
Hello, Major.

1125
01:07:37,096 --> 01:07:38,489
Who the hell are you?

1126
01:07:38,576 --> 01:07:40,012
Hello, Major, Major, Major,
Major,

1127
01:07:40,099 --> 01:07:41,361
Major Major, Major
- Who the hell are you?

1128
01:07:41,448 --> 01:07:42,971
Come here and let me out
- Major, Major, Major.

1129
01:07:43,059 --> 01:07:44,408
- Of this fucking thing!
- Major, Major, Major,

1130
01:07:44,495 --> 01:07:45,148
Major, Major, Major, Major,
Major.

1131
01:07:47,498 --> 01:07:50,240
Better not move or you'll rip it
off.

1132
01:07:50,327 --> 01:07:51,850
What did you do to me?

1133
01:07:51,937 --> 01:07:55,854
I set a trap and you fell in
dick first.

1134
01:07:55,941 --> 01:07:57,421
What did you put on
me?

1135
01:07:57,508 --> 01:07:59,205
Oh, the cage?

1136
01:07:59,292 --> 01:08:01,642
Uh, it's an interesting device
I found on the internet.

1137
01:08:01,729 --> 01:08:04,558
It'll keep you behaving yourself
until I'm done with you.

1138
01:08:05,429 --> 01:08:06,691
Fucking cunt.

1139
01:08:07,909 --> 01:08:10,042
Be careful with what you say,
Major.

1140
01:08:10,129 --> 01:08:11,783
I am pretty sensitive right now.

1141
01:08:11,870 --> 01:08:14,394
It's day two of my period,
I'm kind of emotional.

1142
01:08:14,481 --> 01:08:15,787
Fuck you.

1143
01:08:15,874 --> 01:08:17,789
I don't think you would fuck
me

1144
01:08:17,876 --> 01:08:21,488
even if I had the most
inviting pussy on the planet.

1145
01:08:22,663 --> 01:08:25,057
See, I know what you crave.

1146
01:08:25,144 --> 01:08:26,885
I know all your secrets.

1147
01:08:28,452 --> 01:08:30,628
And who are you?

1148
01:08:30,715 --> 01:08:32,978
I'm an artist like Amelia.

1149
01:08:34,284 --> 01:08:35,328
But more evolved.

1150
01:08:36,938 --> 01:08:39,376
You see, she thought film was
her medium,

1151
01:08:39,463 --> 01:08:42,640
but that's just how she
captured the real art.

1152
01:08:42,727 --> 01:08:45,817
People are my art.

1153
01:08:45,904 --> 01:08:48,385
And I've been learning how
to use interesting people

1154
01:08:48,472 --> 01:08:52,998
like you how to manipulate.

1155
01:08:53,085 --> 01:08:55,043
Manipulate my medium.

1156
01:08:56,044 --> 01:08:58,482
This booth is my canvas.

1157
01:09:00,353 --> 01:09:04,227
You, the others; June, Garrett,
Sai,

1158
01:09:04,314 --> 01:09:06,881
Carrie, Raquel, Amelia and Zach.

1159
01:09:08,753 --> 01:09:10,102
You're all my paint.

1160
01:09:11,973 --> 01:09:15,194
Okay, you're an artist, I'm
your paint.

1161
01:09:15,281 --> 01:09:17,065
What do you plan on painting
with me?

1162
01:09:17,153 --> 01:09:19,590
The truth.

1163
01:09:19,677 --> 01:09:22,549
The truth will set you free.

1164
01:09:23,811 --> 01:09:27,163
And don't you wanna be free,
Major?

1165
01:09:39,349 --> 01:09:41,438
Are we really doing this?

1166
01:09:41,525 --> 01:09:42,395
Why not?

1167
01:09:44,267 --> 01:09:47,270
And we both want to and you
know I won't tell anyone.

1168
01:09:47,357 --> 01:09:49,750
And I know you won't either.

1169
01:09:51,012 --> 01:09:51,839
Wait, wait.

1170
01:09:54,102 --> 01:09:56,888
Can we just, I don't
know, talk for a minute?

1171
01:09:58,237 --> 01:09:59,064
After.

1172
01:10:00,065 --> 01:10:01,153
I need this first.

1173
01:10:01,240 --> 01:10:03,677
I mean, I might lose my nerve.

1174
01:10:05,375 --> 01:10:06,202
Yeah.

1175
01:10:07,246 --> 01:10:08,900
Yeah, okay.

1176
01:10:12,860 --> 01:10:14,166
Where did you get the Zach
video?

1177
01:10:14,253 --> 01:10:15,167
- Not important.
- Where the fuck

1178
01:10:15,254 --> 01:10:17,038
did you get it?

1179
01:10:17,125 --> 01:10:19,780
If you must know, I got
it off of Amelia's computer.

1180
01:10:21,173 --> 01:10:22,043
How did she know?

1181
01:10:22,130 --> 01:10:23,175
Oh, how did she know?

1182
01:10:23,262 --> 01:10:25,003
That while you present yourself

1183
01:10:25,090 --> 01:10:28,615
as a messiah of misogyny you
were secretly

1184
01:10:28,702 --> 01:10:32,706
getting your dick sucked by
every willing male on campus.

1185
01:10:32,793 --> 01:10:34,404
Especially the supposedly
straight ones.

1186
01:10:34,491 --> 01:10:35,840
Oh!

1187
01:10:35,927 --> 01:10:37,189
And then filming them to make
sure

1188
01:10:37,276 --> 01:10:38,408
that they would keep your
secret.

1189
01:10:41,280 --> 01:10:44,675
Zach was in love with you.

1190
01:10:44,762 --> 01:10:45,937
You know that, right?

1191
01:10:48,374 --> 01:10:49,810
Or maybe he was obsessed.

1192
01:10:51,421 --> 01:10:53,988
I mean, you were his
first foray into being

1193
01:10:54,075 --> 01:10:55,555
who he really is.

1194
01:10:57,514 --> 01:10:59,080
And that was meaningful to him.

1195
01:11:01,126 --> 01:11:01,866
I'm not gay.

1196
01:11:01,953 --> 01:11:03,171
Oh no, no, no.

1197
01:11:03,259 --> 01:11:04,390
I don't think that.

1198
01:11:04,477 --> 01:11:06,044
And you're not bisexual either.

1199
01:11:06,131 --> 01:11:07,350
You're dominant.

1200
01:11:07,437 --> 01:11:09,003
That's it.

1201
01:11:09,090 --> 01:11:11,876
If being dominant was
a sexual orientation,

1202
01:11:11,963 --> 01:11:14,226
that is what you would be.

1203
01:11:14,313 --> 01:11:17,185
Although you do have a
taste for the alpha males.

1204
01:11:18,622 --> 01:11:20,232
Yeah.

1205
01:11:20,319 --> 01:11:21,668
They're more of a challenge.

1206
01:11:22,800 --> 01:11:25,977
It's more satisfying.

1207
01:11:27,326 --> 01:11:31,722
To get them on their knees to
the point where they submit.

1208
01:11:33,376 --> 01:11:34,986
Zach was different, though.

1209
01:11:35,073 --> 01:11:36,944
He wanted more from you.

1210
01:11:37,031 --> 01:11:40,992
And he saw something in you
worth loving.

1211
01:11:41,993 --> 01:11:44,735
You broke his heart
when you threatened him

1212
01:11:44,822 --> 01:11:46,171
with that video.

1213
01:11:46,258 --> 01:11:48,565
Are you even capable of loving
anyone?

1214
01:11:50,480 --> 01:11:51,394
I wasn't.

1215
01:11:55,049 --> 01:11:56,312
And then I was.

1216
01:11:58,401 --> 01:11:59,315
And now she's gone.

1217
01:12:00,881 --> 01:12:01,926
So are you
going to let me go now?

1218
01:12:02,013 --> 01:12:03,580
Not until you confess.

1219
01:12:03,667 --> 01:12:04,711
Confess to what?

1220
01:12:04,798 --> 01:12:05,799
You already know everything!

1221
01:12:05,886 --> 01:12:06,626
Yes!

1222
01:12:06,713 --> 01:12:07,801
Yes, I do!

1223
01:12:07,888 --> 01:12:09,934
I know everything, everything!

1224
01:12:10,021 --> 01:12:12,545
But I need, I need to hear you
say it.

1225
01:12:12,632 --> 01:12:13,503
Say what?

1226
01:12:13,590 --> 01:12:15,461
That you killed Zach!

1227
01:12:15,548 --> 01:12:16,419
What?

1228
01:12:16,506 --> 01:12:17,594
No, he drowned.

1229
01:12:17,681 --> 01:12:18,769
It was an accident.

1230
01:12:24,688 --> 01:12:25,645
All right.

1231
01:12:25,732 --> 01:12:26,951
All right, Major.

1232
01:12:27,038 --> 01:12:29,910
Well, you made your choice.

1233
01:12:30,868 --> 01:12:33,349
Wait, aren't
you going to let me go?

1234
01:12:34,524 --> 01:12:38,789
You never confessed
and you knew the rules.

1235
01:12:38,876 --> 01:12:42,880
It's the same as the others:
truth or consequences.

1236
01:12:44,969 --> 01:12:46,405
You chose consequences.

1237
01:12:52,672 --> 01:12:55,588
No, no, no, no, no,
no, no, no, no, no, no!

1238
01:12:55,675 --> 01:12:57,155
Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait!

1239
01:12:57,242 --> 01:12:58,112
Come back, come back.

1240
01:12:58,199 --> 01:12:59,679
I'll tell you anything.

1241
01:12:59,766 --> 01:13:03,857
I'll confess it all!

1242
01:13:18,394 --> 01:13:19,177
Major.

1243
01:13:20,787 --> 01:13:23,964
Like I said,
he chose consequences.

1244
01:13:29,274 --> 01:13:31,145
Can you tell me where you are
right now?

1245
01:13:31,232 --> 01:13:32,495
Close enough.

1246
01:13:33,583 --> 01:13:35,019
Tell me where, I'll come to
you.

1247
01:13:35,106 --> 01:13:37,195
No, I want you to
listen.

1248
01:13:37,282 --> 01:13:38,501
Noelle, I'll listen better in
person

1249
01:13:38,588 --> 01:13:39,676
when I know you're safe.

1250
01:13:39,763 --> 01:13:42,374
I am not gonna hurt myself.

1251
01:13:44,289 --> 01:13:45,464
You don't have to worry.

1252
01:13:48,162 --> 01:13:49,729
Don't you understand?

1253
01:13:49,816 --> 01:13:51,601
I'm doing all of this
so that I can be free.

1254
01:13:54,168 --> 01:13:58,521
Truth and consequences,
I am ready to face them,

1255
01:13:58,608 --> 01:13:59,913
whatever they are.

1256
01:14:00,000 --> 01:14:03,221
Garrett, June, Major, Sai, even
Carrie.

1257
01:14:03,308 --> 01:14:08,313
I invited them all here so
they could confess their truth

1258
01:14:10,184 --> 01:14:12,622
and they could hear the
confessions of others but

1259
01:14:13,753 --> 01:14:16,974
do you know why I
invited you here, Raquel?

1260
01:14:18,454 --> 01:14:19,367
Where are you?

1261
01:14:21,674 --> 01:14:26,679
I invited you here
to hear my confession.

1262
01:14:34,731 --> 01:14:37,081
I could never stop loving
Amelia.

1263
01:14:37,168 --> 01:14:38,430
She made me come alive.

1264
01:14:40,301 --> 01:14:42,608
She saw something in me
that no one else did.

1265
01:14:53,706 --> 01:14:55,839
Shouldn't you be the
one in this seat, Noelle?

1266
01:14:56,927 --> 01:14:57,928
You first.

1267
01:15:00,147 --> 01:15:01,671
You said that if I let you
come over

1268
01:15:01,758 --> 01:15:04,151
that you would confess
to everything on camera.

1269
01:15:04,238 --> 01:15:06,458
That you would confess
to stealing my ideas.

1270
01:15:07,372 --> 01:15:09,983
It's the only reason why I
left my door open to you.

1271
01:15:12,116 --> 01:15:12,943
Here.

1272
01:15:15,293 --> 01:15:16,076
It's for you.

1273
01:15:19,297 --> 01:15:23,693
I made it just how you
like it: hazelnut creamer.

1274
01:15:23,780 --> 01:15:25,608
You forgot the three and a
half sugars.

1275
01:15:26,609 --> 01:15:27,392
Did I?

1276
01:15:35,835 --> 01:15:36,662
No.

1277
01:15:38,011 --> 01:15:38,838
You didn't.

1278
01:15:41,058 --> 01:15:41,885
You never do.

1279
01:15:43,930 --> 01:15:45,453
Think she saw herself in me.

1280
01:15:47,891 --> 01:15:49,327
Stop with the games and just
tell me

1281
01:15:49,414 --> 01:15:51,590
what I need to hear and leave!

1282
01:15:51,677 --> 01:15:53,287
I'm gonna give you what you
want Amelia,

1283
01:15:53,374 --> 01:15:55,333
I'm gonna confess everything
that I did to you.

1284
01:15:56,247 --> 01:15:57,596
And more.

1285
01:15:57,683 --> 01:15:59,598
I mean, I'm gonna tell you about
stuff

1286
01:15:59,685 --> 01:16:01,644
that you don't even know about.

1287
01:16:01,731 --> 01:16:04,690
Every secret, every betrayal,
every lie.

1288
01:16:04,777 --> 01:16:07,867
But you have to do something for
me first.

1289
01:16:07,954 --> 01:16:08,781
But I.

1290
01:16:12,959 --> 01:16:14,700
I took it too far.

1291
01:16:14,787 --> 01:16:17,181
You have to admit you're
still in love with me.

1292
01:16:18,399 --> 01:16:19,618
Noelle, you can't be.

1293
01:16:19,705 --> 01:16:21,315
I am, though.

1294
01:16:21,402 --> 01:16:22,752
And I want you to say it.

1295
01:16:22,839 --> 01:16:24,710
And I want you to mean it.

1296
01:16:27,365 --> 01:16:28,192
And I always do.

1297
01:16:30,063 --> 01:16:30,890
No.

1298
01:16:32,805 --> 01:16:33,632
I can't.

1299
01:16:37,157 --> 01:16:37,941
I don't.

1300
01:16:41,901 --> 01:16:43,555
That's what
I thought you'd say.

1301
01:16:46,776 --> 01:16:50,170
You know, I wish I was wrong,
but I know you, Amelia,

1302
01:16:51,258 --> 01:16:53,086
and you never lie.

1303
01:16:54,566 --> 01:16:55,872
And I wanna be like you.

1304
01:16:56,786 --> 01:16:59,702
I do, I wanna tell the truth.

1305
01:17:01,573 --> 01:17:04,054
You're starting to feel
it now, aren't you?

1306
01:17:05,925 --> 01:17:06,752
What?

1307
01:17:08,798 --> 01:17:10,669
It's a good thing you like
so much sugar in your coffee,

1308
01:17:10,756 --> 01:17:12,845
otherwise you might've
detected the flavor.

1309
01:17:14,064 --> 01:17:14,891
They're bitter.

1310
01:17:15,805 --> 01:17:16,849
You prefer sweet.

1311
01:17:29,557 --> 01:17:32,648
I'm glad that you didn't lie,
Amelia.

1312
01:17:34,127 --> 01:17:35,651
That would've been beneath you.

1313
01:17:39,393 --> 01:17:40,481
But now you know.

1314
01:17:42,092 --> 01:17:44,268
And you know the worst
thing that I ever did I.

1315
01:17:48,576 --> 01:17:49,447
I killed you.

1316
01:17:52,015 --> 01:17:53,364
So I could become you.

1317
01:17:55,322 --> 01:17:58,978
So that you'd always be inside
me and we could be together.

1318
01:17:59,936 --> 01:18:02,547
And that's what I came here to
confess.

1319
01:18:03,374 --> 01:18:04,941
I came here to confess it to
you.

1320
01:18:05,028 --> 01:18:09,510
That the worst thing I
ever did was I killed

1321
01:18:09,597 --> 01:18:12,688
the only person who I could ever
love.

1322
01:18:22,567 --> 01:18:24,221
Why are you smiling?

1323
01:18:28,007 --> 01:18:31,445
Do you want to hear my last
confession?

1324
01:18:37,190 --> 01:18:39,192
I always tell the truth.

1325
01:18:41,499 --> 01:18:43,153
Yes, you do.

1326
01:18:43,240 --> 01:18:44,328
You do.

1327
01:18:44,415 --> 01:18:46,417
You, you, you never lie.

1328
01:18:48,419 --> 01:18:49,594
I never lie.

1329
01:18:52,423 --> 01:18:57,428
Except to the one person
that I could ever love.

1330
01:19:05,915 --> 01:19:10,615
I just wanted to hear
her say it one more time.

1331
01:19:10,702 --> 01:19:13,183
That.

1332
01:19:13,270 --> 01:19:14,445
That she loved me.

1333
01:19:17,448 --> 01:19:18,666
Then I could let her go.

1334
01:19:25,935 --> 01:19:27,980
Then we could be free.

1335
01:19:36,075 --> 01:19:37,294
Now you know the truth.

1336
01:19:41,646 --> 01:19:44,475
Now you know me as well as I
knew Amelia.

1337
01:19:46,129 --> 01:19:47,304
She's a part of me.

1338
01:19:49,567 --> 01:19:50,829
And now I'm a part of you.

1339
01:19:58,576 --> 01:19:59,969
You gonna turn Sai in?

1340
01:20:00,056 --> 01:20:01,448
I've done my part.

1341
01:20:01,535 --> 01:20:02,885
The rest is up to Carrie.

1342
01:20:03,842 --> 01:20:04,756
He's toast.

1343
01:20:08,629 --> 01:20:10,022
What about Major, is he gonna
be?

1344
01:20:10,109 --> 01:20:11,894
Well, some things can be
reattached

1345
01:20:11,981 --> 01:20:14,897
but only if they're in your
possession.

1346
01:20:54,284 --> 01:20:56,590
Worried I'm gonna turn you in?

1347
01:20:56,677 --> 01:20:57,504
You wouldn't.

1348
01:20:59,724 --> 01:21:01,378
You don't know me.

1349
01:21:02,988 --> 01:21:03,946
Yes, I do.

1350
01:21:12,650 --> 01:21:15,305
So no one's gonna know
the truth about all this.

1351
01:21:15,392 --> 01:21:17,785
Truth or consequences.

1352
01:21:17,873 --> 01:21:19,918
I mean, that's the choice that I
gave you.

1353
01:21:21,093 --> 01:21:22,181
But here's the thing.

1354
01:21:23,748 --> 01:21:26,838
There is no truth without
consequences.

1355
01:21:28,927 --> 01:21:31,321
Does that mean you're
gonna turn yourself in?

1356
01:21:31,408 --> 01:21:33,149
Now wouldn't that be a boring

1357
01:21:33,236 --> 01:21:35,760
and unworthy end to our story?

1358
01:21:41,766 --> 01:21:43,028
What are you gonna do then?

1359
01:21:44,943 --> 01:21:46,945
How are you gonna face your
consequences?

1360
01:21:49,165 --> 01:21:51,863
What are you gonna do
with our confessions?

1361
01:22:51,705 --> 01:22:55,753
♪ You tell me to look at the
night sky ♪

1362
01:22:55,840 --> 01:22:59,931
♪ I prefer to look at the bright
side ♪

1363
01:23:00,018 --> 01:23:03,891
♪ In the darkness no rules to
abide ♪

1364
01:23:03,979 --> 01:23:05,937
♪ Strong like music ♪

1365
01:23:06,024 --> 01:23:08,070
♪ Tough like rawhide ♪

1366
01:23:08,157 --> 01:23:12,074
♪ You tell me to look at the
night sky ♪

1367
01:23:12,161 --> 01:23:16,252
♪ I prefer to look at the bright
side ♪

1368
01:23:16,339 --> 01:23:20,256
♪ In the darkness no rules to
abide ♪

1369
01:23:20,343 --> 01:23:22,301
♪ Strong like music ♪

1370
01:23:22,388 --> 01:23:25,478
♪ Tough like rawhide ♪

1371
01:23:40,928 --> 01:23:44,976
♪ You tell me to look at the
bright side ♪

1372
01:23:45,063 --> 01:23:48,980
♪ I prefer to look at the night
sky ♪

1373
01:23:49,067 --> 01:23:53,115
♪ In the darkness no rules to
abide ♪

1374
01:23:53,202 --> 01:23:55,073
♪ Strong like music ♪

1375
01:23:55,160 --> 01:23:57,162
♪ Tough like rawhide ♪

1376
01:23:57,249 --> 01:24:01,253
♪ You tell me to look at the
bright side ♪

1377
01:24:01,340 --> 01:24:05,344
♪ I prefer to look at the night
sky ♪

1378
01:24:05,431 --> 01:24:09,479
♪ In the darkness no rules to
abide ♪

1379
01:24:09,566 --> 01:24:11,437
♪ Strong like music ♪

1380
01:24:11,524 --> 01:24:16,529
♪ Tough like rawhide ♪

1381
01:24:17,748 --> 01:24:19,663
♪ Strong like music ♪

1382
01:24:19,750 --> 01:24:24,755
♪ Tough like rawhide ♪

1383
01:24:26,017 --> 01:24:27,932
♪ Strong like music ♪

1384
01:24:28,019 --> 01:24:31,066
♪ Tough like rawhide ♪

1385
01:24:46,777 --> 01:24:50,433
♪ You tell me to look at the
night sky ♪

1386
01:24:50,520 --> 01:24:54,611
♪ I prefer to look at the bright
side ♪

1387
01:24:54,698 --> 01:24:58,702
♪ In the darkness no rules to
abide ♪

1388
01:24:58,789 --> 01:25:00,747
♪ Strong like music ♪

1389
01:25:00,834 --> 01:25:03,968
♪ Tough like rawhide ♪