Doxxing In Stations
“When Good Men and Women do nothing Darkness wins.”
I was once the Head Diplo for the DRF, when I was assassinated by Johann and others. I was more than happy to go quietly into the night to serve the Meta. However, when they immediately decided to start attacking my real life on multiple fronts and then started down this rabbit hole of accusing me of doxxing them to cover up their dirty little games. I tried dealing with the issue quietly and privately as you can see, that has not worked so here is months of me dealing with real life attacks from Johann Landier and Ladyscarlet specifically in Matteral's discord Talking In Stations as an example.  Matteral's "Response" if that is what you call it is included at the end.
	I have been dealing with this shit for months but in a nutshell, it goes as follows. I have been the target of a focused attack not only what has happened in game that you may or may not have seen but across multiple discords and in real life, when I constantly called out the doxxing they would finally remove said information hours or days later after constantly confronting them on it. Eventually as you will see from our friend Matterall he got tired of defending the indefensible and having to as he put it, be the “HR” Department for his discord. And so, after he got paid from my Major Support as a Patreon he kicked and banned me with no notification. Additionally, he cited the reasons as being the RL issues (See Doxxing and RL harrassment) between LadyScarlet and Johann targeted at myself. He said he would be kicking myself and Johann but because Ladyscarlet was a RL friend he was not going to kick her regardless of what he knows she has done and in fact supports her. Both LadyScarlet and Johann Landier are still currently in the Doxxing in Stations discord. The links with the Real-life stuff have been removed and replaced with a place holder in the logs below.
Matterall - 12/19/2017
well, I dont think your getting a completely fair deal, but at the same time some of the damage is understandable
I'm not iun any position to point fingers, now would I
not my thing
I have lost some respect, a lot of respect for Johaan.
but it may be the anger that's taken him over
Jay Maricadie - 12/19/2017
Well I exposed him being full of shit including about the real life crap
So that worked for me
He got a taste of power
The difference is I never wanted the role or power
Matterall - 12/19/2017
well not my thing - my objection was that as an editor, you dont use your paper to settle scores
disclaimers or not, its the wrong thing to do
Jay Maricadie - 12/19/2017
Well my job was to do exactly what I did with johann
Matterall - 12/19/2017
Basically Sort Weaponized EN24
Jay Maricadie - 12/20/2017
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So lady taking shots at me in politics? Same with marsha Matterall - 12/20/2017 she taking shots at you?
 Jay Maricadie - 12/20/2017 Lady just deleted it or you did But that was Marsha earlier
Matterall - 12/20/2017 i deleted it
Matterall - 11/09/2017 i didnt read all this and im not going to - but you can mark it and I'll delete it im at lunch and want to not clean up the mess I could ban him but some of that was not abou tyou per se
Jay Maricadie - 11/09/2017 It was you just deleted the contextual stuff
Matterall - 11/09/2017 i wiped last 24 hrs
Jay Maricadie - 11/09/2017 That is fine the only reason I responded is like 10 people poked me about what he was saying I have kept to myself and haven’t played in a month I don’t need more drama
Matterall - 11/09/2017 done. I banned and wiped last 24 hrs of messages - then revoked ban
Jay Maricadie - 11/09/2017 Who is banned?
Matterall - 11/09/2017 no one now
Jay Maricadie - 11/09/2017 Who was banned lol
Matterall - 11/09/2017 I banned Johaan in order to wholesale wipe his comments over past 24 hrs.... then I unbanned him -- it was a way of wiping out all his comments

Matterall - 12/20/2017 im not an HR department here, im just saying you have gotten yourself into a mess. I wont be a tool that tells them to shut up over and over if you are trying to trigger them.... or even if you are not trying. want advice? keep a low profile someone takes a shot, ignore it
Jay Maricadie - 12/20/2017 I guess we can agree to disagree I would have been more than happy to if folks where not parading all over my real life my friend my reputation in real life has a value I do appreciate your advice though
Matterall - 12/20/2017 np
Jay Maricadie - 12/20/2017 Some advice for you is to not allow people to make attacks on people’s real life regardless of the channel as that is not “meta gaming”
Matterall - 12/20/2017 i dont allow that
Jay Maricadie - 12/20/2017 It’s been happening for quite awhile in seddit That was my point
Matterall - 12/20/2017 well I dont read seddit so I only go by whats reported and let others mod that caleb is mod, dirk is mod

Jay Maricadie-12/20/2017
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There is a few examples

Matterall-12/20/2017
i dont think those are attacks per se - they are people talking aout ehir experience with you
Jay Maricadie-12/20/2017

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Matterall-12/20/2017
tis like Im a parent with fighting kids
one triggers the other and calls in parent, and on it goes
seddit is not a safe place - so just ignore it
it goes away if you ignore it
Jay Maricadie-12/20/2017
I do not care about a safe place first off second off I have ignored all of them now that johann admitted he was completely full of it no point in engaging with them but never did I directly accuse him etc either way It’s largely irrelevant to me
Matterall-12/20/2017
I've been in your position before and its no fun.  I also tried to fight back with my version of truth - however hyper-legal it was... and I made it all worse.  Finally I left the server.  You can't be a do-gooder to trolls, and trying to bring the law and justice down on them is not something that will ever work.
remove yourself (fuel) from the fire, come back later when people forget
or leave for good.
thats what I ended up doing.
and it workd
less stress
Jay Maricadie-12/20/2017
Well I appreciate that insight, but some things are worth fighting for and tbh I tried that for three months and the attacks in game and out did not stop. Now I will use all the resources at my disposal to fight for what is right. This is not the first time someone has come after me in game or out and I have not lost yet.
Jay Maricadie may be dead but that is largely irrelevant
But I do appreciate you sharing your experiences
Matterall-12/20/2017
Someone gave me the advice if you want revenge go and work for the competition and do a good job
Jay Maricadie-12/20/2017
I have zero desire to do anything for goons or anyone for that matter
But decent advice if my goals where revengr
Revenge

This was after I did my interview where I called out LadyScarlet for her bullshit and Doxxing. And he tells me to just not talk anymore lol even though I am the one being attacked repeatedly.

Matterall-02/01/2018
Your very presence is a trigger for some people that I care about, so post sparingly.  If I think you are posting just to stake groung, I'll have to take that ability away.  No, I can't know what you are thinking, but you MUST know you have pissed people off that are regulars in TIS, and so regulate yourself.  Don't post unless you need to, even in Food chat(edited)
Jay Maricadie-02/01/2018
huh?
i have not said a word in TIS
i have kept it out at your request
Matterall-02/01/2018
dont get too comfortable becasue that reads as smug to people who dont really want to cross paths with you.
I cant fix it
Jay Maricadie-02/01/2018
i am not sure what you are saying
comfortable?
Matterall-02/01/2018
post anc contribute when there's a topic that you have an opinion on.  Dont post in RL channels, because thats where people/community interact about RL stuff.
Jay Maricadie-02/01/2018
reasoning?
sorry
Matterall-02/01/2018
Your interview (I didnt hear it) and the RL stuff has people irritated.
on principal I said you could stay and support the program.
Jay Maricadie-02/01/2018
well matt they should have thought of that before they messed with my family why are you not going to them and confronting them on doxxing me and messing with my business, not to mention the real life stuff they dumped in your discord that you deleted
i have kept it 100% civil since then
Matterall-02/01/2018
Same principal NC uses when they let Rivirini, Seraph and Jean Learner in NC

Jay Maricadie-02/01/2018
besides linking that article in links which i asked you first before i did what have i done that has you bringing this up?
Matterall-02/01/2018
yeah, being civil is good. but being around is also a trigger.
Yeah that was fine
Im mostly concerned about you posting where Lady Scarlet lits to go - Food channel, or politics channel
Jay Maricadie-02/01/2018
are you kidding mat
matt
Matterall-02/01/2018
She's not the only one, but obviously she's pissed
This was when I was kicked and banned with no notice from TIS discord the day after my money cleared my credit card.
Jay Maricadie-Last Monday at 5:02 PM
are you kidding bud? i have avoided talking to lady like the plague
Matterall-Last Monday at 5:03 PM
yeh I know, but the whole RL stuff is just too hat. I need to not get anywhere near anything to with you or whats his face
going to ban him too -
Jay Maricadie-Last Monday at 5:03 PM
and lady?
Matterall-Last Monday at 5:03 PM
well not lady
Jay Maricadie-Last Monday at 5:03 PM
she brought my real life stuff up
well then you will have a shit storm
you want to ban us all fine
Matterall-Last Monday at 5:04 PM
i dont want any of that around TIS
Jay Maricadie-Last Monday at 5:04 PM
she brought up my real life stuff multiple stuff
multiple times
not once have i brought up anything real life except logs that they are doxxing me
Matterall-Last Monday at 5:04 PM
she's my RL friend, and I know her pretty well.
Jay Maricadie-Last Monday at 5:05 PM
i don't care she was my real life friend too and did the same when i outlived my usefulness
and i gave you multiple logs that johann and lady where doxxing me, they did so in your discord which i have the logs of
**Matterall-Last Monday at 5:05 PM
johaan yeah will ban him too now**
Jay Maricadie-Last Monday at 5:05 PM
ban us all or stay out of it
Matterall-Last Monday at 5:05 PM
I'll refun your money too - as soon as I figure out
Jay Maricadie-Last Monday at 5:06 PM
you don't see how this is going to play out, i have logs of you allowing lady to dox me as well as johann, as well as logs of you warning me and allowing them to do so, now by you banning me and not banning her do you see how this will play out? i am not sure you want to get involved with this matt
take it as a friendly piece of advice
this will not end well
i have accepted every single one of your requests, this however doesn't work for me
you 100% sure you want to go down this path of aiding the attacks on me, my family, and my businesses?
Matterall-Last Monday at 5:09 PM
YEah I just dont want anything to do with any of this so, got to go

When we come full circle to our main point even though I have verifiably been avoiding LadyScarlet like the plague even when she and Johann attack me repeatedly publicly in multiple discords and elsewhere for months he punishes the target of the Real Life Harassment, who actually has supported his show with real life money and his reasoning is because he is “friends” with the Perpetrator of such actions, he won’t take action against them.
I call on Matterall to at the very least to ban Both LadyScarlet and Johann Landier from TIS and to take a stand against what you know to be wrong and some Dark Shit, by issuing a formal public apology regardless of who your “friends” are wrong is wrong Matteral.