SooJin - JBJ

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after the storm — 　 ˚ *

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— THAT'S NOT ME. ✷ ⋆ ✹ 　 .

✷ .USERNAME: artechan

✷ .NAME: Ae SooJin (아소진)

✷ .NICKNAME: Soo < mainly by her parents and brother ; Jinnie < just by her grandmother, she.. actually don't like that nickname ; SooJin-ah by probably every single friend of her who is older

✷ .BIRTHDAY: 23.4.1997

✷ .AGE: 20

✷ .HEIGHT: 170 cm

✷ . WEIGHT: 55 kg

— EVERYTHING. ✷ ⋆ ✹ 　 .

✷ .SLOT / BACKUP: Wind / Next Autumn

✷ .FACE CLAIM / BACKUP: moon.crystal_ / hamzzi_99

✷ .PERSONALITY: She protects ones she calls her family, so mainly girls. She doesn't want them to get hurt or something else. She wants to be sure she can keep them safe, if something bad happens. She casualy places them before herself, as she was told, her life is not important. They are more important than she ever will be. She doesn't give a damn about being hurt herself. She lives with her own rules, one of them is, feelings are useless and will only hurt you. Feelings are unimportant. Feelings will only stop you and you will get into problems. She has been hiding her feeling since she was 8 years old. Mainly because she learned that feelings made her own mother weak. Best is to shut your feelings and be by yourself. Always says what's on her mind without giving a damn about what will other people think about her. Only people who were able to see her true smile are girls, thus her family. Others people have to deal with her serious and professional expression. She never takes a wrong step, as she.. she just wants to be perfect and quick. Quick or go home. Life is not for weak.

✷ .BACKGROUND: She was born in the small family. Just her, her mother and her father. Being young, she ... actually never realized she was living in horrible household, until she reached the age of 8 years old. TIll she was 8 she thought her life was as everyone else. She thought it's normal when mums get unished by dad. That every kid gets beaten up everyday, because they deserve so. She toughts fathers need to drink everyday to survive. When she was 8 years old, she was a witness of something that completely changed her. To sum it up, neighbor found 8 years old girl crying in empty house, with her hands on bloody body of her own mother. Father of the girl disappeared. She was in a huge shock. Seeing her own father to kill her own mother, to hit her so many times, until she hit her head against the table and fell on the floor dead. Her aunt took her and raised her. SooJin always told everyone her aunt is actually her mother and she just grew up like this. Her aunt couldn't have kids anyway and she was glad young girl accepted her as her mother. Growing up, she somehow learned how to talk again and how to act normal. At the age of 15 she was able to live completely normally, it took her 7 years, but she finally became allright. She found herself few friends, who supported her and were really nice to her. But she still stayed bit cold. Not leatting people to touch her as she was scared they will hit her or something like this. At the age of 17, every girl around her had or wished to have a boyfriend, she told herself it's useless. She won't be like her mother, getting abused by the men she forced herself to love. She hated when people asked her if she's frigid or so fucking scared of boys, but she endured it. Headphones in her ears and mind closed from them. At the age of 20, she's studying at University, focuses on her studies. This is just how she wishes to live.

✷ .HOMETOWN: Jinju, South Korea

— DIAMOND. ✷ ⋆ ✹ 　 .

✷ .LIKES:

  + Coffee and tea, always drinks this in the morning or before going to sleep

+ Music, mainly music which is sung with a soft voice, so more into indie.. and also to 80's and 90's korean and japanese music, she still thinks it's better than music nowadays.

+ Cats, she just adores those tiny balls of fluff with tiny paws.. her heart always melts

+ Oversized clothes, sweaters, shirts, hoodies, she just loves those

+ Beer, she just.. like beer, that's normal at her age

✷ .DISLIKES:

  + Loud people, as.. they won't let her nap

+ Stupidity, i don't think more words are needed.

+When she's crying, she thinks it shows her weakness

+ Annoying and whinny people, who just can't understand world is not revloving only around them and other people have problems too

+ Soft drinks, she's just not a lover of those, she's more into beer

✷ .TRIVIA AND HABIT:

  + She has her own music playlist on old player, she listens to it everytime, she has free time and no work, to not get interupted from her resting. People thinks she listens to some hard core music or to some really pinkish type of music nobody would have exepected her to listen when they get to better know her. But she actually listens to 90s and 80s Japanese songs.

+ She's not used to skin ship at all and jerks away when someone tries to touch her, mainly because of her family

  + Sarcasm is like her only defense or more like only way of relating to this world. So you will meet with it all the time.

+ She faints from time to time, mainly, because she sleeps like 3 hours a day as she learns and works all the time and ignores food

  + She never dated anyone in her whole life, but she buys hoodies in boys section, to get rid of people getting to know that, plus boys hoodies are more comfy.

+ Often, actually almost the whole time has headphones in her ears, mainly at home to be protected from her parents words always making her angry or upset

— WHO DO YOU LOVE. ✷ ⋆ ✹ 　 .

✷ .LOVE INTEREST: Kwon Hyunbin

✷ .RELATIONSHIP: They are probably pretty chill around each other. She has no interest in guys and he has no interest in her as she has interest in other girl. They like to bicker with each other. But they have long time at night from time to time. They are tallking till one of them falls asleep. They know a lot about each other, even thought, nobody would have expected them to be so close. He knows the stupidiest facts about her and she knows those about him too. Just.. simple .. relationship.. you know..

✷ .PROGRESS:

— BEGIN: She met him by an accident, bumping into the tall guy, who was blocking her way. Well he was actually like a real life wall, 17 centimeters taller than her and she was wondering if was solar eclipse happening again. He wasn't moving an inch, as he was focusing on other girl, so she hit him and quickly moved away from him through the hole, that was made between him and the door. Sadly, he grabbed her by the hood on her hoodie. Rest is up to you ^^

— MIDDLE: friends

✷ .SUGGESTED SCENES:

+ He talking to her about the girl he's into and she patienlty listening to him

+ She standing in the middle of the rainy street, when in some moment and umbrella apears above her head, she looks up and sees him < yeah i just like scenes like this

+ She sitting on the couch, when she feel asleep and he covers her with blanket < pretty simple but nice

+ This one time, when she stole his hoodie, because it was warm and smelled nice and he let her have it

AND!

+ It would be nice if! I'm into angsty shit. So.

Scene where she leaves? Standing on the trainstation, waiting for her train. When he finds out, being stuck with the girl he actually like or some shit like just being lazy ass.. i don't know.. he will run there, but he will be too slow. Bus will leave and just few seconds after that he will appear at the train station, only seeing train leaving. Or some shit like this heh just really heart breaking if you know what i mean

— BIG LOVE. ✷ ⋆ ✹ 　 .

✷ .PASSWORD: so say goodbye and move on

✷ .ANYTHING ELSE: nah everything is great

✷ .NOTE TO RITA AKA A KIM JAEHWAN ANTI: HAAAAAI !! Yeah, I finally wrote form it took me two days and still sucks, but i'm pretty happy about it as i wrote it while being completely drained and feeling like dying because of school so sorry for mistakes and things ._.