Shuttlecock

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Subtitles by explosiveskull


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<i>During the
war, my dad was a spy.</i>

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<i>He used to be dropped
into occupied France,</i>

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<i>and liaise with
resistance fighters,</i>

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<i>keep watch on German installations
and help to blow them up.</i>

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He wrote a book about
his exploits in the early '60s,

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and for a few years
his name was well known.

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He was one of the war heroes.

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He isn't so well known now.

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His book has been
long out of print.

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But if you mention his name
to people of a certain age,

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they know who you mean.

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Dad was involved in a succession

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of daring operations in France
which reached their height

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in the intense period
between D-Day,

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and the Allied invasion
of Germany.

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It was during this time
he was captured...

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tortured,

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and subsequently
escaped from the Gestapo.

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Today,

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he takes his place
alongside others

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laid to rest here
in this hallowed ground.

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In this place of recognition
and remembrance.

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Men, who like my father...

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contributed so much
to the good of our country.

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Mr. Prentis, my condolences.

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Your father was a truly remarkable
man, and you were rightly proud of him.

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Thank you,
that was a beautiful service, thank you.

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Well, thank you for coming.

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- You look well.
- Hmm. So do you.

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Thank you.

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Ah, Martin,
glad you could make it.

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Of course.

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Elanor.

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Mother, I'm afraid
we've got to go.

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Oh, no, Martin?

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- I'm sorry.
- This is family.

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- I know.
- Then make an effort, show your face.

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Mrs. Prentis?

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Thank you for coming, thank you.

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Please, Martin,

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your brother can't make it,
he's not even in the country.

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Okay, Mom, okay.

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Ah.

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Hello, boss.

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Major.

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This is Allyse.

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Oh, of course it is,
hello, Allyse.

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Shall we?

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- That was lovely to see you.
- Great to see you.

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Thank you.

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Oh, sorry.

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Shall we?

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Such a wonderful
service, didn't you think?

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Oh, yes, lovely.

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I haven't been here
since I was 12.

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It gives me a funny feeling
to be back.

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I used to see it
every day in my dreams.

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Hello there, old boy,
glad to see you again.

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- Martin.
- I know it is.

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- And this is your father.
- Oh, Fizz, how are you?

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I'm fine.

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And his lovely wife?

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Good to see you again.

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And this is Eleanor.

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- Most welcome.
- Thank you.

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And...

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this is Allyse, my girlfriend.

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<i>Bonjour.</i>

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Thank you.

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So, uh, sad day,

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but we mustn't be morbid,

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the major wouldn't like that.

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Right, there's a tab
behind the bar,

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so don't be shy.

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William, champagne all round,

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Uh, courtesy of the club.

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Quite right.

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Ah. This is going to
be a lively day.

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- The Major.
- The Major.

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- The Major.
- The Major.

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Um, Martin, can I have a word?

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Look, I know this is difficult for both
of us, but it's important, can we talk?

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- I really haven't got much time.
- Just half an hour, that's all,

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in private?

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Where are we going?

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Just up here.

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Where Grandpa kept his stuff.

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I think your grandfather would
have wanted you to have this.

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Father, I can't.

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Of course you can.

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He always used to say
you were the best of us,

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it's yours, have it.

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Thank you.

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Is there anything else
you'd want?

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Do you ever wonder about the
trip that I made to Portugal...

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when you and your mother
came out to see me?

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You were 12.

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Sometimes.

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Things haven't really been right

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- between us ever since.
- I guess not.

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Did your grandpa ever
talk to you about it?

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No.

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Now,

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I know this
may seem a bit late but...

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I never meant to hurt you, to...

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- to shut you out.
- You did a pretty good job of both.

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Our relationship suffered
because of something that I did,

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something, not you...

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Is that why you got me up here?
To clear your conscience.

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- Listen, Martin...
- Our relationship suffered...

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So I could protect
your grandfather.

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He's dead now, he is loved
and he's missed, but he's dead,

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and I could tell you
the truth if you'll allow me.

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The truth?

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Mm.

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Here are my notes, I kept them for
you in case something happened to me,

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and we never got
the chance to talk.

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Do you remember Grandpa's book?

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Hmm.

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When it came out it
caused quite a stir...

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VC hero and all that.

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You see, Martin,

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after the war your grandfather
moved to Portugal,

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a fascist state
led by General Salazar.

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<i>None of us
quite understood why...</i>

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<i>Salazar supported Mussolini
and he supported Franco.</i>

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<i>Your grandpa obviously
had high-level connections.</i>

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<i>What I didn't know then
is that your grandfather</i>

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<i>was probably suffering
some kind of stress disorder.</i>

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<i>When you live
through extreme danger</i>

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<i>the adrenaline rush
can become addictive.</i>

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<i>That's why I think
he went down there,</i>

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<i>to feel alive again.</i>

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<i>To be the man he was.</i>

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<i>Not that he would ever admit it.</i>

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<i>When the book came
out, he became quite a star,</i>

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<i>a kind of real-life James Bond.</i>

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We were all summoned
to Lisbon for the party,

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but I was the only one
who wanted to go.

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John!

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Hello, Dad.

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Old chap.

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Where's Marian?

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She couldn't come.

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I sent the tickets.

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I know it's her work, she...

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she couldn't help it.

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Didn't she ring you?

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- She was going to ring you.
- No, she didn't ring.

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I got the money back
for the ticket.

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It's not the money.

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No, I know.

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Oh.

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You're here!

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Yes.

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<i>Truth is it was
the last thing on Earth</i>

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<i>your mother wanted to do,</i>

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<i>they never got on.</i>

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How's that grandson of mine?

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Uh, Martin's fine.

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And Peter too,

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- they both send their love.
- Uh-huh.

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And so does Marian of course.

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Everybody is talking
about the book.

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If you lived in Portugal
at the time

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you had to be invited,

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and to be invited
meant privilege.

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There were still curfews and you
couldn't move about freely on the roads.

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That was before
the regime change

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and everyone started buying
holiday homes in the Algarve.

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Why would they invite him?

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I don't know, he never said.

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When your grandmother,
died he sold up

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and packed everything off,

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he said he couldn't stand
the weather any more.

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Did he know any people
from the war?

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Well, it was a major
escape route out of Europe,

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so he must have done.

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The point is, he deliberately

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removed himself from the family.

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The world he chose to live
and had nothing to do with us.

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<i>I hadn't fully realized it
until the party.</i>

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Hello.

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- Ah, John.
- It's going well, isn't it?

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- Yes, old chap, it is.
- Good.

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<i>The years at certain functions</i>

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<i>and social gatherings I had worn</i>

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<i>the grudging mask of idolatry.</i>

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<i>But this was different...</i>

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<i>this was no literary launch,</i>

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<i>this was a display of power.</i>

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<i>Everyone had their reasons
for being there</i>

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<i>and they had nothing
to do with the book.</i>

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A nice party.

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Thank you, thank you.
Your English is very good.

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<i>It was strange seeing
your grandfather like this.</i>

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<i>His past exploits seem
to mean nothing to him,</i>

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<i>as if once they were in print
they belonged to someone else.</i>

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Ah, Quinn.

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Now an author too?

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Very good of you to come.

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I wouldn't have missed it
for the world.

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- This is...
- Very, very good of you indeed.

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The pen and the sword.

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Shuttlecock.

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Yes.

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Just as I had
always imagined it.

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Really?

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Better. Oh!

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Better.

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Ah, this tasty <i>bacalhau.</i>

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Cod's balls.

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- General.
- Major.

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How nice to see you
and your colleagues too,

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we must find you a drink.

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And we'll do
all the introductions later.

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If you'll excuse us?

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Oh, sorry, empty.

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So...

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you're the son?

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Yes.

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Quinn.

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Old friend of your father's.

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I was there when he got his...

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comrades in arms.

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Oh, really?

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So what do you get up to?

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Your father didn't
mention your job?

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No, I don't suppose he has.

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I'll get some more champagne.

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<i>Quinn was a doctor your
grandfather invited down to Portugal,</i>

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<i>but I never liked him.</i>

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<i>He was another expat comrades
living a bigger life,</i>

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<i>but at what cost?</i>

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<i>Even then I knew
everything had a price.</i>

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Hello?

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Dad?

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Dad?

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Dad?

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Hello, Dr. Quinn.

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He shouldn't be here.

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Your father
couldn't be in safer hands.

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Oh, it's not what I meant,
I'm grateful for all your help.

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You must remember...

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we're his friends.

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How did he come to be
sitting there like that?

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What happened?

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We'll find out everything here.

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Not a word has he spoken
since, except...

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Except?

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He knew nothing.

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Try and put your mind at rest.

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You go back to England.

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The moment there are
any developments

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I shall get in touch with you.

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What we didn't know
is whether he could understand

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anything that was
being said to him,

259
00:23:04,583 --> 00:23:06,384
even if he could
recognize people.

260
00:23:07,084 --> 00:23:08,387
Why didn't you stay?

261
00:23:09,854 --> 00:23:10,756
I had to get home.

262
00:23:10,855 --> 00:23:11,757
Why?

263
00:23:12,623 --> 00:23:14,793
For all of you.

264
00:23:17,795 --> 00:23:18,864
Martin,

265
00:23:19,230 --> 00:23:22,401
despite what you thought,
I did try.

266
00:23:51,662 --> 00:23:52,631
I know, uh...

267
00:23:53,731 --> 00:23:56,934
I was trying to figure it out
as it was happening.

268
00:24:00,171 --> 00:24:01,506
Has Mom seen these?

269
00:24:02,940 --> 00:24:04,209
Briefly at the beginning.

270
00:24:05,809 --> 00:24:07,011
And then she wasn't interested.

271
00:24:12,717 --> 00:24:13,718
Can you blame her?

272
00:24:23,594 --> 00:24:25,596
"Marian never had
any sympathy for Dad...

273
00:24:27,230 --> 00:24:28,666
they'd never been friends.

274
00:24:30,201 --> 00:24:33,038
Dad has never shown
any affection for Marian,

275
00:24:33,137 --> 00:24:35,706
not even the attentions
due to a daughter-in-law,

276
00:24:35,807 --> 00:24:38,043
which I have always resented."

277
00:24:46,116 --> 00:24:47,519
Hello, sweetheart.

278
00:25:08,705 --> 00:25:09,940
Is it very bad?

279
00:25:13,944 --> 00:25:15,646
I think I'd like
to go out somewhere.

280
00:25:16,614 --> 00:25:17,281
Hi!

281
00:25:17,382 --> 00:25:19,049
Hello there, we're back.

282
00:25:19,150 --> 00:25:20,185
Hello.

283
00:25:21,751 --> 00:25:24,055
Hello, Eddie, hi, Jenny.

284
00:25:25,655 --> 00:25:26,790
Have they been devils?

285
00:25:26,891 --> 00:25:28,527
No, no, they have
been quite sound,

286
00:25:28,626 --> 00:25:29,827
they've been asleep
for, like, two hours now.

287
00:25:29,928 --> 00:25:30,996
So, they've been perfect.

288
00:25:31,096 --> 00:25:32,029
Everything was great.

289
00:25:53,851 --> 00:25:55,620
"As a child
I made it pretty clear

290
00:25:55,720 --> 00:25:58,890
I didn't give two hoots about
my father being a famous spy.

291
00:25:59,789 --> 00:26:02,894
And I think I was 13 when
I decided to be unimpressed.

292
00:26:04,028 --> 00:26:07,031
As a result, as time
wore on Dad gave me up...

293
00:26:08,031 --> 00:26:09,333
he ceased to be interested in me

294
00:26:09,433 --> 00:26:11,235
as I ceased to be
interested in him.

295
00:26:15,940 --> 00:26:17,942
<i>Dad gave me a copy of his book,</i>

296
00:26:18,042 --> 00:26:19,810
<i>signed and everything."</i>

297
00:26:20,377 --> 00:26:22,614
<i>I pretended I
hadn't time to read it.</i>

298
00:26:24,015 --> 00:26:26,884
<i>Since his silence,
I've done little else.</i>

299
00:26:29,720 --> 00:26:30,588
<i>It's odd...</i>

300
00:26:31,489 --> 00:26:33,290
<i>he never writes
about his feelings,</i>

301
00:26:33,958 --> 00:26:36,227
<i>as though detached
from the events,</i>

302
00:26:37,127 --> 00:26:38,862
<i>and the more I read it</i>

303
00:26:38,962 --> 00:26:41,298
<i>the more elusive
and remote he becomes.</i>

304
00:26:43,933 --> 00:26:46,770
<i>But somehow I feel there are
clues to his silence there.</i>

305
00:26:48,905 --> 00:26:52,143
<i>Some sort of trail, which if I
have the courage to follow,</i>

306
00:26:52,809 --> 00:26:55,614
<i>will lead in the end to Dad.</i>

307
00:26:59,983 --> 00:27:01,785
<i>Another thing I found
a little strange...</i>

308
00:27:02,353 --> 00:27:03,989
<i>he dedicated the book to me.</i>

309
00:27:05,288 --> 00:27:06,290
<i>Why not Martin?</i>

310
00:27:07,458 --> 00:27:09,995
<i>After all, I was a bit
of a disappointment really,</i>

311
00:27:10,095 --> 00:27:12,297
<i>some sort of archivist
in the police.</i>

312
00:27:14,298 --> 00:27:15,900
What did you actually do?

313
00:27:17,018 --> 00:27:18,036
Nothing much.

314
00:27:19,136 --> 00:27:21,038
We analyzed dead cases
that had never been solved.

315
00:27:22,205 --> 00:27:24,241
<i>My job was to extract
and collate</i>

316
00:27:24,342 --> 00:27:26,878
<i>every scrap of information
worth preserving.</i>

317
00:27:27,845 --> 00:27:30,248
<i>A kind of default detective.</i>

318
00:27:33,451 --> 00:27:35,220
- Morning, John.
- Morning, Adrian.

319
00:27:38,122 --> 00:27:40,025
<i>At first I thought
the work was thrilling.</i>

320
00:27:40,758 --> 00:27:41,726
<i>It was tiresome.</i>

321
00:27:42,425 --> 00:27:43,794
Mr. Prentis,

322
00:27:44,361 --> 00:27:47,098
one for you
if you would be so kind.

323
00:27:53,203 --> 00:27:56,040
<i>I was next in
line for the boss's job,</i>

324
00:27:56,141 --> 00:27:58,143
<i>but none of it seemed
important any more.</i>

325
00:27:59,042 --> 00:28:01,979
<i>And my mind was,
frankly, elsewhere.</i>

326
00:28:10,855 --> 00:28:13,057
<i>All I could think about was Dad.</i>

327
00:28:43,354 --> 00:28:45,155
<i>My father hated my job...</i>

328
00:28:46,457 --> 00:28:48,760
<i>he had no interest
in what I did.</i>

329
00:28:51,862 --> 00:28:54,932
<i>I was an errant son
who bore grudges.</i>

330
00:28:59,403 --> 00:29:01,038
My father's had a breakdown.

331
00:29:02,071 --> 00:29:03,841
Oh, I'm sorry.

332
00:29:04,107 --> 00:29:05,476
And I don't know why.

333
00:29:07,111 --> 00:29:10,248
It's just him, of all people.

334
00:29:14,151 --> 00:29:15,920
What do you know about Portugal?

335
00:29:17,054 --> 00:29:17,989
Nothing.

336
00:29:20,156 --> 00:29:22,760
Why should
a resistance fighter in the war

337
00:29:22,861 --> 00:29:25,196
choose to live
in a fascist state?

338
00:29:30,300 --> 00:29:31,435
Would you like a drink?

339
00:29:33,170 --> 00:29:34,072
Why not?

340
00:29:44,615 --> 00:29:46,451
Well, I don't get it.

341
00:29:48,484 --> 00:29:50,554
Remember the last time
we saw your father?

342
00:29:52,957 --> 00:29:55,826
<i>Eh? We went to his club,</i>

343
00:29:55,926 --> 00:29:57,861
- <i>your father's club.</i>
- <i>Oh, yes.</i>

344
00:29:58,628 --> 00:30:00,531
<i>"And where do you
think you're going sir,</i>

345
00:30:00,632 --> 00:30:02,500
<i>you can't come in here
dressed like this."</i>

346
00:30:02,967 --> 00:30:05,069
Excuse me, sir, but you're
improperly dressed.

347
00:30:05,169 --> 00:30:06,471
Well, I could say
the same about you.

348
00:30:06,570 --> 00:30:08,238
We're guests of my father,
Major Prentis.

349
00:30:08,338 --> 00:30:10,974
Hello, boys! Martin.

350
00:30:11,075 --> 00:30:13,076
Hello, Eddie,
good to see you again.

351
00:30:13,176 --> 00:30:16,847
- Hello.
- Ah, um, get him some kit, Horace, tie, blazer.

352
00:30:16,948 --> 00:30:18,416
- Certainly, sir. Okay.
- Pick something out will you?

353
00:30:18,915 --> 00:30:20,250
We'll be in the bar.

354
00:30:20,351 --> 00:30:21,186
Good man.

355
00:30:22,519 --> 00:30:23,855
- Scotch?
- Mm-hm.

356
00:30:33,230 --> 00:30:35,066
I miss this place,
you know, John.

357
00:30:38,201 --> 00:30:39,237
Here we go.

358
00:30:43,273 --> 00:30:46,610
Ah, uh, my grandson,
if nobody minds?

359
00:30:46,711 --> 00:30:48,145
Good to see you again, Major.

360
00:30:48,246 --> 00:30:49,347
Just a quick trip.

361
00:30:50,013 --> 00:30:52,149
Run out of shirt collars, James?

362
00:30:52,548 --> 00:30:54,918
Fizz, yes, something
like that, yes, yes.

363
00:30:55,019 --> 00:30:56,887
Now, uh, champagne.

364
00:30:56,988 --> 00:30:58,323
- Champagne, sir.
- I think so.

365
00:30:58,423 --> 00:31:00,057
I bet you're
proud of your grandpa?

366
00:31:00,624 --> 00:31:03,193
I bet he tells
a few good stories, eh?

367
00:31:03,294 --> 00:31:05,363
- He's got the VC.
- I know he has.

368
00:31:05,462 --> 00:31:06,998
We mustn't talk shop, old boy.

369
00:31:07,397 --> 00:31:10,234
Conspicuous Valor, for saving
people in the minefield,

370
00:31:10,667 --> 00:31:13,070
that was before he went
undercover in the SAS.

371
00:31:13,171 --> 00:31:14,404
Chip off the old block.

372
00:31:14,939 --> 00:31:15,874
Yes.

373
00:31:17,141 --> 00:31:19,344
You ought to put it
all into a book, James.

374
00:31:19,443 --> 00:31:22,180
Oh, who would buy it?

375
00:31:22,645 --> 00:31:24,081
It wouldn't interest anyone.

376
00:31:25,281 --> 00:31:28,285
Old hat now,
nobody would read it anyway,

377
00:31:28,385 --> 00:31:29,319
would they, old chap?

378
00:31:30,253 --> 00:31:31,622
Now let's talk about you.

379
00:31:31,722 --> 00:31:34,893
Ah, Eddie, here you are.

380
00:31:35,358 --> 00:31:37,561
They've got you up quite
well, club tie, eh?

381
00:31:38,328 --> 00:31:41,164
- Cheers.
- Cheers.

382
00:31:42,633 --> 00:31:44,335
- One more please.
- One more.

383
00:31:49,673 --> 00:31:50,540
<i>Can I drive?</i>

384
00:31:50,641 --> 00:31:51,609
No.

385
00:31:52,409 --> 00:31:54,379
It's Eddie's car,
I can drive it.

386
00:31:54,479 --> 00:31:56,914
- Can you?
- He's good, I taught him.

387
00:31:57,381 --> 00:31:59,217
- Not here.
- Why not?

388
00:31:59,317 --> 00:32:01,286
Right, you're on, kid.

389
00:32:02,152 --> 00:32:03,688
- Thanks.
- Hey!

390
00:32:03,788 --> 00:32:05,222
Come on, Grandpa.

391
00:32:06,757 --> 00:32:08,993
Right, there's your ignition.

392
00:32:26,343 --> 00:32:28,146
- That's my car!
- Woo-hoo!

393
00:32:46,262 --> 00:32:48,732
<i>I'm convinced now
that Dad is in the book,</i>

394
00:32:49,232 --> 00:32:51,735
<i>not some other man with
the codename, "Shuttlecock."</i>

395
00:32:53,136 --> 00:32:54,972
<i>The book is Dad.</i>

396
00:32:56,140 --> 00:32:58,543
<i>It's more Dad than the empty
effigy at the hospital.</i>

397
00:32:59,809 --> 00:33:02,746
<i>When I pick it up,
I still possess Dad,</i>

398
00:33:03,579 --> 00:33:07,384
<i>I hold him, even though he's
gone away to unbreakable silence.</i>

399
00:33:10,086 --> 00:33:12,323
<i>Time has passed since
I last recording anything.</i>

400
00:33:14,357 --> 00:33:17,060
<i>I don't know where it's getting
me, but I feel I have to go on.</i>

401
00:33:18,394 --> 00:33:20,064
<i>Something we do
at work sometimes.</i>

402
00:33:20,596 --> 00:33:22,000
<i>Recording cases.</i>

403
00:33:28,538 --> 00:33:31,142
<i>Today Marian showed
the first signs of resentment.</i>

404
00:33:31,842 --> 00:33:33,544
<i>She says I'm becoming obsessed.</i>

405
00:33:36,246 --> 00:33:38,583
<i>Last night she said I was
calling out in my sleep.</i>

406
00:33:54,698 --> 00:33:56,267
Do you really like this music?

407
00:33:57,166 --> 00:33:58,035
Yes.

408
00:34:00,104 --> 00:34:01,139
I don't.

409
00:34:07,310 --> 00:34:09,614
Do you know how many
layers of skin we've got?

410
00:34:10,813 --> 00:34:11,681
Seven.

411
00:34:12,516 --> 00:34:14,117
Please, Martin,
I'm trying to work.

412
00:34:16,786 --> 00:34:17,721
What's this?

413
00:34:24,661 --> 00:34:26,396
Stop touching everything!

414
00:34:28,364 --> 00:34:29,533
You better go out now, Martin,

415
00:34:29,634 --> 00:34:31,135
come on, go on, come on, go on.

416
00:34:31,235 --> 00:34:33,438
- But wait, I...
- Out you go!

417
00:34:37,574 --> 00:34:40,344
- This is Dad's room.
- What are you doing?

418
00:34:45,516 --> 00:34:46,617
What is all this?

419
00:34:47,284 --> 00:34:48,251
What's going on?

420
00:34:51,588 --> 00:34:53,658
- Dad's room?
- Look, I'm trying to read.

421
00:34:57,760 --> 00:35:00,764
He never took the
slightest bit of notice in you.

422
00:35:01,331 --> 00:35:03,134
He was bored by your job,

423
00:35:03,233 --> 00:35:04,568
he was bored by me.

424
00:35:04,902 --> 00:35:06,871
It's been hell for me
living in the shadow.

425
00:35:07,670 --> 00:35:09,673
- Now you have to...
- Give that back to me.

426
00:35:10,306 --> 00:35:11,375
He was tortured.

427
00:35:13,342 --> 00:35:14,846
<i>I've seen the scars.</i>

428
00:35:19,215 --> 00:35:20,484
<i>May 2nd...</i>

429
00:35:21,684 --> 00:35:23,453
<i>1944.</i>

430
00:35:24,855 --> 00:35:26,490
<i>Six weeks before D-Day.</i>

431
00:35:28,324 --> 00:35:29,326
<i>A warm night...</i>

432
00:35:30,726 --> 00:35:31,828
<i>patchy clouds.</i>

433
00:35:33,429 --> 00:35:34,632
<i>Faint moon.</i>

434
00:35:37,634 --> 00:35:38,536
<i>Our target...</i>

435
00:35:39,536 --> 00:35:42,539
<i>a munitions factory
of vital importance</i>

436
00:35:42,639 --> 00:35:44,407
<i>to the forthcoming invasions.</i>

437
00:35:46,610 --> 00:35:48,778
<i>My forebodings
about what lay ahead</i>

438
00:35:48,878 --> 00:35:52,382
<i>were curiously like those
of a civilian lawbreaker,</i>

439
00:35:52,483 --> 00:35:55,385
<i>as I feared
the discovery by the police</i>

440
00:35:55,485 --> 00:35:56,520
<i>rather than the enemy.</i>

441
00:35:59,724 --> 00:36:01,359
<i>I have sometimes wondered</i>

442
00:36:01,458 --> 00:36:02,626
<i>whether this was a feeling</i>

443
00:36:02,726 --> 00:36:04,929
<i>peculiar
to the undercover agent.</i>

444
00:36:06,463 --> 00:36:08,432
<i>Without his absolving uniform...</i>

445
00:36:09,498 --> 00:36:13,737
<i>the feeling of being
less a spy than a criminal.</i>

446
00:36:16,005 --> 00:36:19,911
<i>In his role,
war and peacetime get confused.</i>

447
00:36:21,811 --> 00:36:25,382
<i>Do civilized instincts
persist in war...</i>

448
00:36:27,251 --> 00:36:31,189
<i>or does civilized life
veil the instincts of war?</i>

449
00:36:33,257 --> 00:36:34,325
<i>I cannot say.</i>

450
00:38:44,019 --> 00:38:45,021
Beatrice!

451
00:39:24,126 --> 00:39:25,762
<i>"What was it like, Dad?</i>

452
00:39:25,862 --> 00:39:29,500
<i>To blow up the railways,
to be in constant danger,</i>

453
00:39:30,099 --> 00:39:33,103
<i>to see your comrades
butchered and burnt alive?</i>

454
00:39:33,204 --> 00:39:35,072
<i>What was it really like?</i>

455
00:39:37,773 --> 00:39:39,743
It's odd that all the time

456
00:39:39,844 --> 00:39:41,479
I could have asked
him these things...

457
00:39:42,077 --> 00:39:43,681
I never did,

458
00:39:43,780 --> 00:39:45,815
as if I had no interest
in knowing the truth."

459
00:39:51,121 --> 00:39:52,556
<i>That's why I went back.</i>

460
00:39:53,923 --> 00:39:54,858
<i>To be with him.</i>

461
00:39:55,724 --> 00:39:58,395
<i>To somehow let him know I cared.</i>

462
00:40:34,097 --> 00:40:34,965
Hello, Dad.

463
00:40:36,199 --> 00:40:38,168
I thought I would come over
and see how you were getting on.

464
00:40:51,014 --> 00:40:52,082
I've seen Dad already.

465
00:40:55,117 --> 00:40:56,619
You decided to come out?

466
00:40:57,987 --> 00:41:00,523
He doesn't seem
in any... distress.

467
00:41:03,126 --> 00:41:04,829
If you'll bear
with me for a moment.

468
00:41:05,128 --> 00:41:06,730
I would like to see his files.

469
00:41:08,532 --> 00:41:09,233
His files?

470
00:41:10,634 --> 00:41:11,769
His medical files.

471
00:41:12,735 --> 00:41:13,737
His case notes.

472
00:41:14,771 --> 00:41:15,806
Yes, of course, John.

473
00:41:16,239 --> 00:41:17,141
Now.

474
00:41:18,240 --> 00:41:19,809
I'm afraid that's not possible.

475
00:41:21,311 --> 00:41:23,514
I'll have them ready
for your next visit.

476
00:41:25,081 --> 00:41:26,483
When shall we expect you?

477
00:41:27,284 --> 00:41:28,652
I'll be back tomorrow.

478
00:41:33,822 --> 00:41:35,759
How long will you be
staying in Portugal?

479
00:41:37,260 --> 00:41:38,162
I don't know.

480
00:41:42,065 --> 00:41:43,666
Now you really must excuse me.

481
00:43:48,224 --> 00:43:49,159
Hello, old boy.

482
00:43:52,795 --> 00:43:53,663
Come on in.

483
00:43:57,166 --> 00:43:58,835
I'm just going through
some of my...

484
00:44:00,903 --> 00:44:01,771
bumf.

485
00:44:49,251 --> 00:44:50,954
<i>A spy's duty...</i>

486
00:44:52,322 --> 00:44:53,891
<i>is to tell nothing.</i>

487
00:45:06,202 --> 00:45:07,204
Is this what was in here?

488
00:45:08,338 --> 00:45:09,239
Pretty much.

489
00:45:10,172 --> 00:45:11,474
I was never allowed near it,

490
00:45:11,574 --> 00:45:13,210
no one touched Dad's things.

491
00:45:16,445 --> 00:45:18,214
<i>I bet you're
proud of your grandpa,</i>

492
00:45:18,947 --> 00:45:20,983
<i>I bet he tells
a few good stories, eh?</i>

493
00:45:26,556 --> 00:45:27,958
And what did Dad tell you?

494
00:45:28,824 --> 00:45:31,327
Nothing, just like he said.

495
00:45:33,262 --> 00:45:34,931
<i>Mustn't talk shop, old boy.</i>

496
00:45:54,884 --> 00:45:57,454
Did he ever
mention any of it to you,

497
00:45:58,320 --> 00:45:59,523
did he ever talk about the war?

498
00:46:02,559 --> 00:46:03,427
No.

499
00:46:04,327 --> 00:46:05,529
What about the regiment?

500
00:46:05,628 --> 00:46:07,764
Was anything ever
mentioned there?

501
00:46:07,864 --> 00:46:09,465
He was good to me, we got along.

502
00:46:09,565 --> 00:46:11,367
Oh, Martin, please.

503
00:46:11,467 --> 00:46:13,002
You were never around, you left.

504
00:46:13,103 --> 00:46:15,271
- I did not leave, I moved out.
- You left us,

505
00:46:15,371 --> 00:46:16,507
you got a divorce
and you left us.

506
00:46:16,606 --> 00:46:18,442
No, no, no, your mother left me,

507
00:46:18,541 --> 00:46:21,144
- she ran off with someone else, you know that.
- Can you blame her?

508
00:46:21,244 --> 00:46:22,846
- I was ill!
- How?

509
00:46:23,278 --> 00:46:24,280
How were you ill?

510
00:46:24,380 --> 00:46:25,248
You were sick in Portugal,

511
00:46:25,347 --> 00:46:26,983
and you came back
and everything was fine.

512
00:46:27,083 --> 00:46:29,519
Tell me, how,
how is it possible?

513
00:46:29,619 --> 00:46:32,288
How can you feel
so much for your father

514
00:46:32,389 --> 00:46:34,324
and nothing for your sons?

515
00:46:37,492 --> 00:46:39,061
I know what you think of me.

516
00:46:40,329 --> 00:46:42,365
But I know what we've
been to each other.

517
00:46:44,000 --> 00:46:44,867
Haven't been to each other.

518
00:46:44,967 --> 00:46:46,402
You chose your life,

519
00:46:46,503 --> 00:46:47,871
that was your right.

520
00:46:47,971 --> 00:46:49,338
You were never there
for me, fine...

521
00:46:50,306 --> 00:46:51,175
he was.

522
00:46:53,342 --> 00:46:55,144
He never spoke about the war.

523
00:46:56,980 --> 00:46:58,514
He said it was all in that book.

524
00:47:06,255 --> 00:47:07,123
It wasn't.

525
00:47:38,387 --> 00:47:39,422
Something deeper.

526
00:47:41,257 --> 00:47:42,860
<i>Something darker was going on.</i>

527
00:47:47,463 --> 00:47:48,999
<i>That's what you get
when you played</i>

528
00:47:49,099 --> 00:47:51,001
<i>noughts and crosses
with the Gestapo.</i>

529
00:47:57,606 --> 00:47:59,342
<i>No more scorn
for my police work...</i>

530
00:48:01,010 --> 00:48:03,113
<i>no more cold shouldering
of Marian.</i>

531
00:48:05,248 --> 00:48:07,016
An empty stare.

532
00:48:27,269 --> 00:48:29,338
<i>I thought that perhaps
with the right words,</i>

533
00:48:29,605 --> 00:48:30,673
<i>the right questions,</i>

534
00:48:31,675 --> 00:48:33,110
<i>I could shock him out
of his condition.</i>

535
00:48:34,077 --> 00:48:35,412
<i>That perhaps I could
say things to him</i>

536
00:48:35,512 --> 00:48:37,247
<i>that I could never
have said before.</i>

537
00:48:38,514 --> 00:48:40,217
<i>"I respect you, Dad.</i>

538
00:48:41,250 --> 00:48:42,452
<i>I love you, Dad.</i>

539
00:48:43,619 --> 00:48:46,289
<i>I looked up to you,
I always did,</i>

540
00:48:46,722 --> 00:48:48,125
<i>though I never showed it."</i>

541
00:48:55,664 --> 00:48:57,433
Why did you come
to Portugal, Dad?

542
00:48:59,001 --> 00:49:00,603
I never really understood that.

543
00:49:02,472 --> 00:49:04,574
It just seemed rather
a long way from everything.

544
00:50:04,534 --> 00:50:06,302
Something's getting through.

545
00:50:07,070 --> 00:50:08,105
I mean...

546
00:50:09,672 --> 00:50:11,041
well, don't you see?

547
00:50:15,311 --> 00:50:16,680
Selective mutism.

548
00:50:18,681 --> 00:50:20,717
An extreme choice, Mr. Prentis.

549
00:50:22,150 --> 00:50:23,519
Total silence.

550
00:50:28,190 --> 00:50:30,593
I think it was something
to do with the nakedness.

551
00:50:34,563 --> 00:50:35,464
His files,

552
00:50:36,431 --> 00:50:38,267
my father's files, I...
can I have them now?

553
00:50:51,681 --> 00:50:53,550
- Mr. Prentis.
- Hello.

554
00:51:01,324 --> 00:51:02,492
What are you doing here?

555
00:51:09,264 --> 00:51:10,634
The boys aren't here, are they?

556
00:51:11,199 --> 00:51:13,569
Well, just Martin,
I left Peter with Brian.

557
00:51:15,505 --> 00:51:17,541
- Where is he?
- In the garden.

558
00:51:28,818 --> 00:51:30,353
He said he had to come.

559
00:52:10,259 --> 00:52:12,362
At this point my general's
all over the place.

560
00:52:18,467 --> 00:52:20,470
I thought I understood it.

561
00:52:24,340 --> 00:52:25,375
But I was wrong.

562
00:53:02,378 --> 00:53:04,247
<i>Are you all right, Mr. Prentis?</i>

563
00:53:04,947 --> 00:53:06,750
<i>Only it crosses my mind</i>

564
00:53:06,849 --> 00:53:10,186
<i>that these visits may put you
under considerable strain.</i>

565
00:53:13,422 --> 00:53:15,559
<i>You mustn't feel under
any obligation</i>

566
00:53:15,659 --> 00:53:17,460
<i>to visit us all the time.</i>

567
00:53:45,288 --> 00:53:46,423
Mom's coming soon.

568
00:53:50,525 --> 00:53:51,594
Sit down.

569
00:53:58,333 --> 00:53:59,368
Do you want a Coke?

570
00:54:00,936 --> 00:54:03,640
<i>Señor,</i> a Coca-Cola and a...

571
00:54:06,942 --> 00:54:08,378
What were you doing, Dad?

572
00:54:08,777 --> 00:54:09,745
Doing?

573
00:54:11,480 --> 00:54:12,449
Oh.

574
00:54:20,456 --> 00:54:23,593
If you wanted to
doctorate a file.

575
00:54:23,858 --> 00:54:24,760
What?

576
00:54:25,561 --> 00:54:26,763
Well, you know
what I mean, uh...

577
00:54:27,596 --> 00:54:28,864
alter something...

578
00:54:29,864 --> 00:54:31,567
change it without
anyone knowing.

579
00:54:32,702 --> 00:54:34,404
What would you use?

580
00:54:34,503 --> 00:54:35,771
And what sort of file?

581
00:54:36,806 --> 00:54:37,773
Any file.

582
00:54:39,775 --> 00:54:41,978
Well, there's scissors,

583
00:54:42,077 --> 00:54:45,514
snow paint correcting
fluid, invisible ink, um,

584
00:54:46,014 --> 00:54:47,583
neg reductions,

585
00:54:47,684 --> 00:54:48,985
microfilm blue pad.

586
00:54:54,056 --> 00:54:56,626
Well, the file
mentions an experiment,

587
00:54:56,958 --> 00:54:58,594
but there are no details.

588
00:54:58,695 --> 00:55:00,030
<i>There was nothing to report,</i>

589
00:55:00,130 --> 00:55:01,597
<i>it was a failure.</i>

590
00:55:01,697 --> 00:55:03,032
A failure, I see.

591
00:55:04,532 --> 00:55:06,001
Well, what sort
of an experiment?

592
00:55:06,101 --> 00:55:08,605
<i>Well. Hypnosis.</i>

593
00:55:09,137 --> 00:55:10,507
Hypnosis?

594
00:55:11,907 --> 00:55:14,077
- And it didn't work?
- <i>No.</i>

595
00:55:15,510 --> 00:55:18,315
- Nothing?
- <i>No, why?</i>

596
00:55:19,949 --> 00:55:20,950
Well...

597
00:55:22,184 --> 00:55:25,021
it's just that I thought there
might be some pages missing.

598
00:55:25,121 --> 00:55:27,456
<i>Oh, you mean the page numbers?</i>

599
00:55:27,556 --> 00:55:29,825
That's right,
they've been altered.

600
00:55:29,925 --> 00:55:32,394
<i>Oh, well that was just
a typing error, I noticed,</i>

601
00:55:32,795 --> 00:55:35,398
<i>what a suspicious mind
you have, Mr. Prentis.</i>

602
00:55:35,498 --> 00:55:36,499
Well, yes.

603
00:55:40,668 --> 00:55:41,704
It's my job.

604
00:56:12,067 --> 00:56:13,836
Hush!

605
00:57:23,505 --> 00:57:25,708
Summary of Q&A

606
00:57:25,807 --> 00:57:28,577
when he was in
an hypnotic state of crisis.

607
00:57:29,110 --> 00:57:31,681
Period of recall October 1962.

608
00:57:32,047 --> 00:57:33,615
Death of Carnot.

609
00:57:36,851 --> 00:57:37,853
Carnot.

610
00:57:41,690 --> 00:57:42,826
Johnny?

611
00:57:42,925 --> 00:57:43,893
Carnot.

612
00:57:44,592 --> 00:57:45,928
- Johnny!
- Not now.

613
00:57:46,028 --> 00:57:47,597
Tell me what's going on?

614
00:57:49,297 --> 00:57:52,099
- Where's the book?
- What?

615
00:57:52,101 --> 00:57:53,470
Dad's book, it's gone.

616
00:58:05,114 --> 00:58:06,215
It's gone!

617
00:58:18,893 --> 00:58:19,962
Martin!

618
00:58:32,942 --> 00:58:34,844
Martin, have you seen my book?

619
00:58:34,943 --> 00:58:35,844
What book?

620
00:58:37,913 --> 00:58:41,184
- Don't play silly buggers with me, Grandpa's book?
- I haven't seen it.

621
00:58:41,284 --> 00:58:43,619
- Stop it, darling, for God sake.
- Tell me.

622
00:58:44,018 --> 00:58:45,554
I don't know anything about it.

623
00:58:45,655 --> 00:58:46,789
- Liar!
- I'm not!

624
00:58:46,889 --> 00:58:48,057
- Liar!
- I'm...

625
00:58:48,157 --> 00:58:49,092
All right.

626
00:58:49,958 --> 00:58:51,027
I'll tell you.

627
00:58:53,027 --> 00:58:54,263
I threw it in the dustbin.

628
00:58:55,831 --> 00:58:58,967
- You what?
- For Christ's sake, John, have you gone totally crazy?

629
00:58:59,068 --> 00:59:00,570
Stop it!

630
00:59:00,670 --> 00:59:03,206
Stop.

631
00:59:04,773 --> 00:59:07,110
That's my son! Stop it!

632
00:59:45,114 --> 00:59:46,682
I never threw it away.

633
00:59:49,117 --> 00:59:50,586
I wanted to read it.

634
00:59:53,322 --> 00:59:55,258
I wanted to see what
all the fuss was about.

635
01:00:19,181 --> 01:00:20,916
That bloody book.

636
01:00:21,750 --> 01:00:22,751
I know, Martin.

637
01:00:24,686 --> 01:00:25,721
But it was all I had.

638
01:00:27,722 --> 01:00:29,625
Dad had left some
clues in the book,

639
01:00:30,059 --> 01:00:33,262
little hints, and I was
convinced they were all for me.

640
01:01:32,221 --> 01:01:35,123
"Police working on the
case of a woman found dead

641
01:01:35,224 --> 01:01:36,992
last Thursday
in the Graça area of Lisbon

642
01:01:37,092 --> 01:01:38,460
have now identified the corpse.

643
01:01:39,862 --> 01:01:41,898
Despite the severe mutilation
caused by the impact with the tram,

644
01:01:41,998 --> 01:01:44,300
the dead woman's identity has
been established. Beatrice...

645
01:01:46,001 --> 01:01:47,002
Carnot."

646
01:01:49,204 --> 01:01:51,807
<i>That was the night your
grandfather went silent.</i>

647
01:01:53,074 --> 01:01:55,110
<i>When Beatrice Carnot
was killed by a tram.</i>

648
01:01:59,847 --> 01:02:02,050
<i>It was the first real clue
I have ever had.</i>

649
01:02:03,485 --> 01:02:05,288
<i>In the book, the Carnot's</i>

650
01:02:05,387 --> 01:02:07,757
<i>were your grandfather's
closest friends.</i>

651
01:02:08,990 --> 01:02:10,927
<i>Two brothers and a sister.</i>

652
01:02:13,128 --> 01:02:15,030
<i>All Resistance fighters.</i>

653
01:02:20,235 --> 01:02:22,872
<i>My mother always
believed he loved her.</i>

654
01:02:33,047 --> 01:02:35,117
<i>He thought they'd all
been killed in the war.</i>

655
01:02:42,056 --> 01:02:43,192
Beatrice.

656
01:02:44,860 --> 01:02:45,894
The sister.

657
01:03:15,556 --> 01:03:18,059
<i>I knew then I had
to get the file.</i>

658
01:03:22,530 --> 01:03:25,802
<i>In my obsession, it was
crystal clear to me</i>

659
01:03:25,902 --> 01:03:29,505
<i>that being inside Dad's head
was the only way to free him.</i>

660
01:03:32,474 --> 01:03:35,044
<i>For the first time,
I felt like my father.</i>

661
01:07:45,594 --> 01:07:48,264
<i>I had descended
into grandfathers hell,</i>

662
01:07:48,829 --> 01:07:50,432
<i>saw his comrades killed...</i>

663
01:07:51,432 --> 01:07:53,536
<i>and the rest dragged off
for interrogation.</i>

664
01:08:42,184 --> 01:08:44,653
<i>The Chateau Martin was
no ordinary prison...</i>

665
01:08:45,886 --> 01:08:48,289
<i>there were no towers,
no barbed wire...</i>

666
01:08:49,423 --> 01:08:52,394
<i>it was here the SS held
priority captives.</i>

667
01:08:53,862 --> 01:08:56,832
<i>The British agent was
for them, a real prize.</i>

668
01:09:29,698 --> 01:09:33,269
<i>The first step towards
breaking the resistance of a spy</i>

669
01:09:33,902 --> 01:09:36,337
<i>is to confuse
and disorientate him,</i>

670
01:09:36,971 --> 01:09:39,340
<i>deprivation, isolation...</i>

671
01:09:40,507 --> 01:09:41,376
<i>hunger.</i>

672
01:09:42,778 --> 01:09:46,748
<i>As well as the spies own ignorance
of his captor's next move.</i>

673
01:09:51,752 --> 01:09:54,756
<i>My recollection compresses
into a series of dreamlike,</i>

674
01:09:54,856 --> 01:09:56,891
<i>constantly recurring
impressions.</i>

675
01:09:58,260 --> 01:10:00,462
<i>And the silence
of the cell punctuated</i>

676
01:10:00,561 --> 01:10:02,864
<i>by the tramping
of boots, shouts,</i>

677
01:10:03,797 --> 01:10:06,702
<i>the rasping of locks
and bolts in the slammer doors.</i>

678
01:10:08,502 --> 01:10:09,470
<i>The journey.</i>

679
01:10:39,501 --> 01:10:42,471
<i>Of all the
humiliations and cruelties...</i>

680
01:10:43,738 --> 01:10:47,376
<i>none was more demoralizing,</i>

681
01:10:47,975 --> 01:10:51,546
<i>more appalling
than this nakedness.</i>

682
01:11:39,461 --> 01:11:41,396
<i>In the book, he said he escaped</i>

683
01:11:41,497 --> 01:11:43,632
<i>in a valiant heroic operation,</i>

684
01:11:43,731 --> 01:11:45,501
<i>befitting a man of action.</i>

685
01:11:51,105 --> 01:11:53,541
<i>That he made it on foot
to the Allied lines</i>

686
01:11:53,641 --> 01:11:55,610
<i>sweeping to liberate Paris.</i>

687
01:12:00,047 --> 01:12:01,916
<i>But what eventually transpired</i>

688
01:12:02,583 --> 01:12:04,385
<i>was something
I couldn't even accept.</i>

689
01:12:25,038 --> 01:12:26,341
Were you followed?

690
01:12:27,742 --> 01:12:28,744
What's happened?

691
01:12:28,844 --> 01:12:30,612
Anyone else there when I called?

692
01:12:30,912 --> 01:12:33,414
Of course not, please, John...

693
01:12:33,515 --> 01:12:35,684
Anyone know where you are,
what you're doing?

694
01:12:36,451 --> 01:12:37,453
Only Ana.

695
01:12:38,819 --> 01:12:39,755
Ana.

696
01:12:40,688 --> 01:12:42,524
What have you done to yourself?

697
01:12:43,490 --> 01:12:44,560
To myself?

698
01:12:45,527 --> 01:12:48,730
I'm behind
the lines now, Marian.

699
01:12:50,765 --> 01:12:52,368
That's what you get when you...

700
01:13:07,815 --> 01:13:08,751
It's Dad.

701
01:13:11,019 --> 01:13:13,055
I think there's been
a horrible mistake,

702
01:13:13,787 --> 01:13:15,089
and they're covering up.

703
01:13:15,756 --> 01:13:16,958
I have evidence.

704
01:13:17,692 --> 01:13:19,060
I have evidence,

705
01:13:19,161 --> 01:13:20,429
I got too close.

706
01:13:20,962 --> 01:13:23,799
- Been warned off.
- Oh, darling.

707
01:13:27,469 --> 01:13:28,470
You don't believe me, huh?

708
01:13:28,837 --> 01:13:30,172
Of course I believe you,

709
01:13:30,271 --> 01:13:32,173
but please let's go back
to the house.

710
01:13:32,274 --> 01:13:34,410
That's the first place
where they'll look.

711
01:13:36,176 --> 01:13:37,945
I want you to go back
to the house,

712
01:13:38,046 --> 01:13:40,115
collect all my papers
and put them in the bank.

713
01:13:44,652 --> 01:13:46,688
Something ghastly
has happened to Dad.

714
01:14:03,872 --> 01:14:05,073
Mrs. Prentis.

715
01:14:05,707 --> 01:14:06,675
Dr. Quinn.

716
01:14:06,975 --> 01:14:08,577
I hope you didn't
mind me calling.

717
01:14:10,078 --> 01:14:11,547
I was glad you called.

718
01:14:13,113 --> 01:14:14,750
I've been wanting
to talk to you.

719
01:14:16,684 --> 01:14:18,554
But I didn't know
how much you knew.

720
01:14:21,956 --> 01:14:23,125
John's ill...

721
01:14:24,259 --> 01:14:26,028
I mean, he's under
terrible strain.

722
01:14:27,694 --> 01:14:28,963
He's walked out on his job.

723
01:14:31,599 --> 01:14:34,101
And he's become impossible,

724
01:14:34,935 --> 01:14:36,237
he's hit Martin.

725
01:14:38,672 --> 01:14:41,809
And now he's convinced there's a
conspiracy about his father's illness.

726
01:14:42,976 --> 01:14:44,212
A conspiracy?

727
01:14:46,046 --> 01:14:48,983
You've done something,
you made a mistake.

728
01:14:49,617 --> 01:14:50,752
You're covering up.

729
01:14:55,957 --> 01:14:58,093
Last night he broke
into the hospital.

730
01:14:59,260 --> 01:15:00,262
I know.

731
01:15:03,331 --> 01:15:05,501
I suppose he's just
torturing himself.

732
01:15:07,335 --> 01:15:10,506
I mean, it's pretty much for anyone,
isn't it, something like this?

733
01:15:12,039 --> 01:15:13,876
One minute everything is fine,
and then...

734
01:15:14,943 --> 01:15:15,811
wham.

735
01:15:20,347 --> 01:15:21,283
Can you help?

736
01:15:24,918 --> 01:15:25,787
Yes.

737
01:15:28,288 --> 01:15:29,291
I think I can.

738
01:16:13,900 --> 01:16:15,170
The time.

739
01:16:18,640 --> 01:16:19,641
The place.

740
01:16:25,179 --> 01:16:26,715
She was beautiful.

741
01:16:29,050 --> 01:16:30,118
She always was.

742
01:16:32,220 --> 01:16:33,255
Who?

743
01:16:36,423 --> 01:16:37,658
She loved me.

744
01:16:41,996 --> 01:16:43,364
What was her name?

745
01:16:47,935 --> 01:16:50,072
I couldn't believe it
when she called.

746
01:16:52,873 --> 01:16:54,309
I thought she was dead.

747
01:16:56,176 --> 01:16:57,112
Beatrice.

748
01:16:59,012 --> 01:17:00,649
She loved me.

749
01:17:04,018 --> 01:17:05,753
What happened next?

750
01:17:09,690 --> 01:17:10,925
We agreed...

751
01:17:12,060 --> 01:17:13,795
to meet someplace...

752
01:17:14,761 --> 01:17:16,331
near the hotel...

753
01:17:17,832 --> 01:17:18,967
secretly.

754
01:17:20,400 --> 01:17:21,769
<i>Like it was.</i>

755
01:17:24,171 --> 01:17:25,873
<i>Everything about her...</i>

756
01:17:27,742 --> 01:17:29,110
<i>was the same.</i>

757
01:17:49,229 --> 01:17:52,233
<i>It was as though I'd been
given a second chance.</i>

758
01:18:05,212 --> 01:18:06,213
Beatrice.

759
01:19:03,503 --> 01:19:07,375
Major James Prentis VC.

760
01:19:33,902 --> 01:19:35,436
Beatrice!

761
01:19:36,170 --> 01:19:37,139
Oh!

762
01:19:39,207 --> 01:19:40,208
Ah!

763
01:19:43,444 --> 01:19:44,513
Ah!

764
01:19:48,983 --> 01:19:50,252
Old friend.

765
01:19:54,287 --> 01:19:56,056
Old comrade.

766
01:20:09,069 --> 01:20:10,137
She loved me.

767
01:20:14,609 --> 01:20:16,444
What was it that she said?

768
01:20:18,645 --> 01:20:20,347
What did she say to you?

769
01:20:23,216 --> 01:20:25,286
It was an accident.

770
01:20:27,387 --> 01:20:30,559
What did
Beatrice Carnot say to you,

771
01:20:30,658 --> 01:20:32,059
Major Prentis?

772
01:20:38,164 --> 01:20:39,466
She told me...

773
01:20:40,902 --> 01:20:42,570
that she knew the truth.

774
01:20:45,006 --> 01:20:46,307
What truth?

775
01:20:49,976 --> 01:20:53,414
She said she traced me...

776
01:20:55,048 --> 01:20:57,051
when the book was published.

777
01:21:00,421 --> 01:21:02,224
What truth?

778
01:21:07,427 --> 01:21:08,630
Go on.

779
01:21:12,934 --> 01:21:14,402
She said that her brother...

780
01:21:16,337 --> 01:21:17,906
Philippe Carnot...

781
01:21:21,042 --> 01:21:23,612
had been shot because I talked.

782
01:21:26,346 --> 01:21:28,082
Because I betrayed him.

783
01:21:31,085 --> 01:21:32,186
Named him.

784
01:21:35,288 --> 01:21:36,423
Because I'd...

785
01:21:40,994 --> 01:21:42,029
broken.

786
01:21:46,466 --> 01:21:48,502
She said that I never escaped.

787
01:21:53,440 --> 01:21:54,943
They let me go...

788
01:21:58,244 --> 01:22:00,448
in exchange for naming him.

789
01:22:04,719 --> 01:22:06,221
And is it true?

790
01:22:10,591 --> 01:22:11,693
What she said...

791
01:22:13,994 --> 01:22:15,063
is it true?

792
01:22:39,487 --> 01:22:40,521
Is it?

793
01:22:44,792 --> 01:22:46,061
Well, is it?

794
01:22:49,697 --> 01:22:51,032
Is it?

795
01:22:52,233 --> 01:22:56,037
You were tortured,
I saw the scars.

796
01:23:35,341 --> 01:23:37,344
Liar!

797
01:23:40,247 --> 01:23:43,151
Liar!

798
01:23:49,355 --> 01:23:50,759
Is it true?

799
01:23:51,625 --> 01:23:54,128
Is it true? Huh?

800
01:23:54,229 --> 01:23:56,131
Are you a liar?

801
01:23:56,663 --> 01:23:58,233
Are you a traitor?

802
01:23:58,631 --> 01:24:00,534
Are you a traitor?

803
01:24:09,143 --> 01:24:10,310
Liar!

804
01:24:30,631 --> 01:24:31,800
Let me go!

805
01:24:33,533 --> 01:24:34,668
Let me go!

806
01:24:39,773 --> 01:24:41,443
Ah!

807
01:24:59,393 --> 01:25:02,096
<i>Of all the
humiliations and cruelties...</i>

808
01:25:03,564 --> 01:25:07,202
<i>none was more demoralizing,</i>

809
01:25:07,801 --> 01:25:11,372
<i>more appalling,
than this nakedness.</i>

810
01:28:45,152 --> 01:28:46,587
Ah!

811
01:29:34,134 --> 01:29:35,936
<i>They say that you</i>

812
01:29:36,037 --> 01:29:38,373
<i>only recall what is pleasant.</i>

813
01:29:38,905 --> 01:29:42,710
<i>Perhaps the truth is that
certain things defy retelling.</i>

814
01:29:46,180 --> 01:29:49,684
<i>Memory provides its own
thankful censorship.</i>

815
01:29:51,851 --> 01:29:54,788
<i>If one dominant impression
stays with me it is that...</i>

816
01:29:56,122 --> 01:29:58,558
<i>the everyday man
in everyday circumstances</i>

817
01:29:58,658 --> 01:30:00,661
<i>does not know what it means...</i>

818
01:30:02,895 --> 01:30:06,099
<i>of being absolutely
in the power of another.</i>

819
01:30:08,868 --> 01:30:11,572
<i>You feel yourself
to be the mere pawn,</i>

820
01:30:12,104 --> 01:30:15,742
<i>the mere dehumanized toy
that you are.</i>

821
01:30:18,078 --> 01:30:19,680
<i>A spy's duty...</i>

822
01:30:21,081 --> 01:30:22,750
<i>is to tell nothing.</i>

823
01:30:35,962 --> 01:30:36,831
Hello, John.

824
01:30:57,117 --> 01:30:58,753
Feeling any better?

825
01:31:03,189 --> 01:31:06,159
Have you ever noticed
my small handicap?

826
01:31:08,561 --> 01:31:09,831
Let me tell you about it.

827
01:31:13,533 --> 01:31:15,502
I saw a bit of action too.

828
01:31:17,938 --> 01:31:21,943
I had to take a platoon
over a field and into a wood.

829
01:31:24,711 --> 01:31:28,181
The Germans opened up and in ten
seconds half my men were dead.

830
01:31:33,220 --> 01:31:35,556
Like everyone else
I ran like hell.

831
01:31:38,324 --> 01:31:42,128
I did not perform any
of my functions as a leader.

832
01:31:44,965 --> 01:31:46,567
I obeyed my instinct.

833
01:31:48,034 --> 01:31:49,636
I ran for my life.

834
01:31:54,274 --> 01:31:55,843
I didn't stop.

835
01:32:00,212 --> 01:32:03,117
A few seconds later, something
knocked me in the air...

836
01:32:04,585 --> 01:32:07,688
the next thing I knew I was
in a field dressing station.

837
01:32:08,988 --> 01:32:10,657
It was a minefield.

838
01:32:12,225 --> 01:32:13,728
And I'd lost half my foot.

839
01:32:19,733 --> 01:32:21,869
It was your father
who rescued me.

840
01:32:27,073 --> 01:32:29,210
No one can know what
it's like, John...

841
01:32:31,677 --> 01:32:33,814
not even for ourselves.

842
01:32:36,750 --> 01:32:39,554
How can we charge others,
how can we dare?

843
01:32:42,889 --> 01:32:43,824
You see, John...

844
01:32:45,359 --> 01:32:48,329
your father is something
of a hero to us all.

845
01:32:58,372 --> 01:32:59,774
So he's never told you...

846
01:33:02,743 --> 01:33:04,111
that entire book is a lie.

847
01:33:04,845 --> 01:33:05,780
He...

848
01:33:06,846 --> 01:33:09,750
- He cracked.
- But if he didn't have to escape,

849
01:33:10,384 --> 01:33:13,119
and he just made a deal with the
Germans, why would he write that book?

850
01:33:13,220 --> 01:33:16,757
He had to justify
how he got out of the chateau,

851
01:33:16,856 --> 01:33:19,659
he couldn't just say,
"I got out, they let me out."

852
01:33:20,661 --> 01:33:23,029
His war record,
until then was remarkable.

853
01:33:23,930 --> 01:33:26,634
That's why he took so long
publishing his memoirs.

854
01:33:28,335 --> 01:33:29,737
And you've not told anyone?

855
01:33:33,006 --> 01:33:34,108
All this time?

856
01:33:35,742 --> 01:33:37,244
That was the price
to get Dad back.

857
01:33:43,949 --> 01:33:45,318
We never spoke of it again.

858
01:35:49,141 --> 01:35:50,411
There we go.

859
01:35:51,043 --> 01:35:52,246
Absolutely, yes.

860
01:36:06,326 --> 01:36:08,529
- Are you ready?
- No, I think we'll have it like that.

861
01:36:08,628 --> 01:36:09,963
Nice and straight.

862
01:36:10,497 --> 01:36:12,133
- There it is.
- Fantastic.

863
01:36:14,533 --> 01:36:16,237
- Major.
- Major.

864
01:36:19,605 --> 01:36:20,807
There we are.

865
01:36:33,118 --> 01:36:34,822
- John.
- Here we are again.

866
01:36:46,099 --> 01:36:49,203
Just, uh, been going through
some of my father's things.

867
01:36:49,302 --> 01:36:50,270
Oh!

868
01:36:56,376 --> 01:36:57,344
Brave man.

869
01:37:02,916 --> 01:37:06,353
Dr. Quinn would have been here
today to pay his respects...

870
01:37:07,253 --> 01:37:09,422
sadly he's with the Major.

871
01:37:11,291 --> 01:37:12,960
We were all very close.

872
01:37:14,527 --> 01:37:15,395
Mm.

873
01:37:25,505 --> 01:37:27,474
Your grandfather
was very fond of you.

874
01:37:29,109 --> 01:37:31,846
Very, very fond of you.

875
01:37:32,244 --> 01:37:34,381
Oman wasn't it, '71, SAS?

876
01:37:35,381 --> 01:37:36,482
You're well informed.

877
01:37:39,051 --> 01:37:40,954
The Major knew your CO.

878
01:37:41,055 --> 01:37:43,157
Uh, may I propose a toast?

879
01:37:45,324 --> 01:37:46,193
To the Major.

880
01:37:47,527 --> 01:37:48,462
The Major.

881
01:38:06,179 --> 01:38:07,413
Bye, Eleanor.

882
01:38:07,514 --> 01:38:08,649
- Lovely to see you.
- Thank you.

883
01:38:10,550 --> 01:38:11,918
Good to see you.

884
01:38:12,685 --> 01:38:14,354
- Goodbye, my dear.
- Bye.

885
01:38:15,121 --> 01:38:16,222
Pleasure.

886
01:38:16,655 --> 01:38:18,359
- John.
- Oh, Fizz, take care.

887
01:38:24,029 --> 01:38:24,898
Good man.

888
01:38:30,502 --> 01:38:31,404
Goodbye, John.

889
01:38:32,238 --> 01:38:33,106
Thank you for coming.

890
01:38:37,109 --> 01:38:38,978
- See you later.
- Yeah, take care.

891
01:40:30,130 --> 01:40:35,130
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