shocked and beaten by misaka

And that was when the second wave arrived.
A high-voltage current expanded along the surface of the snowscape and attacked his feet
that were buried in the snow.
“Gah!?”
“There’s no such thing as a perfect world.”
He felt a pressure around his heart and his footing grew unsteady, but Mikoto grabbed
his collar to support him when he started to fall.
“Even if it looks perfect on the surface, you’ll find something twisted if you look at it
differently. It was the same with the #1’s experiment. You wouldn’t accept it when I said
my way would make everyone happy! If you understood it back then, why did you change
your mind now!?”
After a sound like a swinging metal baseball bat, her forehead slammed into his.
(Not good.)
But it was too late.
A lightning spear of a billion volts produced a tremendous noise as it stabbed into
Kamijou’s head from point blank range.
“Vwah!? Agwah!!”
As he lay in the snow, his limbs trembled and he could not get up properly. His heart,
brain, and nerves all cried out in pain.
“Those six billion people were swallowed up!! That was a world where a single set of values
was forced on them all and they were only allowed to smile!! Anyone who doesn’t smile is
treated like they don’t belong!! If you see something like that, you aren’t supposed to sit
there looking jealous!! No matter how painful and hard it is and even if you’re all alone,
isn’t it your role to clench your fist and say it’s wrong!?”
Misaka Mikoto did not hold back.
She climbed on top of the collapsed boy’s stomach, grabbed his collar with both hands,
violently shook his head, and shouted at close range.
“You came back to this world? You sacrificed everyone else to do so? If so, you aren’t
supposed to envy what you turned your back on!! You’re supposed to be glad you returned
to this world! Even if it’s imperfect and incomplete, you should be glad you were born into
this world!! You should be proud of that fact!!”
As if twisting his neck, he desperately looked up at her face.
“Of course…I’m going to change my mind,” he spat out. “You were smiling. You may not
remember, but in that golden world, you were truly happy and smiling!! When I see that,
I’ll attack my previous thoughts and admit I was wrong!! I’m not some stuffed animal on
a conveyer belt!! If I know continuing on will drop me off a cliff, I’ll readily change my
beliefs or ideals!!”
A great sound burst out as Misaka Mikoto swung down her fist.
Something split within his mouth, his cheek felt oddly hot, his right eyelid was swollen,
but he continued shouting and ignored the fist as it swung down again and again.
“I’m just a high school student! I’m not the 47 Ronin from the Chushingura!! I’ll change
what I say any number of times based on what I think is best at the time!! Even if I said
something different three days ago and even if I’m saying the exact opposite, it’s still a
win as long as someone is smiling in the very end!!”

- New Testament Volume 10 Chapter 16 Part 3