>as a barely-12 year old facesat and ridden by a female friend's older sisters because she wouldn't admit she had a crush on me, made her watch
>locked in a basement over a weekend as a 14 year old with a 17 y/o girl with an older sister complex due to her younger brother passing away, she had to get an abortion but played it off to her parents as just a fling with some college guy. Would tell everyone I raped her if i ever talked about it
>dont really need to talk about the double standard for those situations based on gender
>at this point I had discovered media with monster girls which spun this type of behavior into a positive light and caused my brain to fetishize it
>ended up tying into sizeplay, vore, corruption, etc and all the tropes that come with monstergirls.
>roleplay had always been an escape anyways, why stop now