12:11 AM
Only getting to cook some food now. Didn't think i had that much washing to do lol. What you up to Nelly?
Holly, 12:12 AM
Going to bed I’m wrecked

12:13 AM
Ok. Ring me when your up tomorrow if i haven't rang you first and we head out and do something. Nite nite. Love you
Holly, 12:13 AM
Night love you too

6:33 PM
You online Hol?
9:49 PM
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11:24 PM
Trying to ring you Hol. Put Skype on your laptop also. Dopus
3:45 AM
Was thinking about you telling me you wanted to be a Journalist today Hol so i ordered you a book on learning shorthand which all good journalists know. Enjoy princess. Love Dad
6:28 AM
Only getting home from Mikes now Hol. Ring me after 4pm and i'll arrange your coming to stay with me tonight.
Love you princess
1:01 AM

1:01 AM
Trying to call you to wish you a happy new year Hol?
Holly, 8:08 AM
Dad please stop ringing mammy at 6:15 in the morning we haven’t slept since

8:14 AM
Sometimes things need to be said and people need to own theirs in it. Calling out liars is easy. Getting people to be honest is easier.
Holly, 8:20 AM
I want to get something straight with you. My Mam went away for her HEALTH because she because ILL from DRUGS. She came back and provides for me more than you do. You went away to Switzerland for ‘work’ for 9 and a half weeks and you still can’t provide for me. And you have to see that it’s more important to come back better after going away. Don’t use that as an insult to my Mam because she got herself together and that’s something I admire.

8:21 AM
Ok. Only because it's you princess am i not responding lol
Holly, 8:22 AM
There’s no lol about it. You are bitter when you’re drunk and it’s disgusting to be saying that to my mother.

What full truth? Go for it.

Holly, 8:30 AM
What I’m trying to say in other words is that your behavior this morning is disgusting and that you need to stop taking your anger out on my mother and stop drinking.

8:32 AM
Who's angry and drinking Hol. I sent your Mam a text @4.30am to ask her to talk about our issues (Mine and hers). I'm now talking to you. Anyone outside of this convo would see this as weird. Started with Mum, ended with Princess?
To say i'd call her @6am
Holly, 8:33 AM
Princess is mad and disappointed that you’d do that. Process.

8:34 AM
Give the phone back to the so-called adult and allow her to grow a back-bone
She should be fucking ashamed of herself to pass this convo to you
Holly, 8:35 AM
This is my phone thanks very much. She’s not replying to you because she’s not sinking to your level. I’m not either , I’m purely here to remind you that others have feelings and just because you’re bitter doesn’t mean everyone else has to be??.

8:37 AM
Not sinking to my level? She forgets who put her on the ladder while all around where taking care of YOU. Sinking to my level? She's walking the streets because your my kid and she happens to be your mother. She needs some humility in her life Hol
Holly, 8:38 AM
Is that meant to be a threat? Dad that’s terrible.

8:39 AM
She's got breath in her life because your my daughter. She's a fucking fake. Window dressing at best.
Nope. Fact. Ask her about it
Hi Laura. Now talk to Hol about the real stuff you fucking parasite
Holly, 8:41 AM
Excuse me. It’s Holly. She has air in her lungs because the hospital took care of her after you ran her over with a car.

8:41 AM
See how honest Mam is now Hol. Ever want to know the real truth, ask me to my face and i'll tell you no lies. Just honest truth
Of course that's true Hol
She forgot to mention plates in her heels
Holly, 8:43 AM
And it’s disgusting that you take pride in that. I’m not texting you anymore.

8:44 AM
Taking pride? I think you may be not mature enough to have a conversation Hol
Holly, 8:44 AM
Stop texting me

8:45 AM
But that's ok. Life has a way of revealing the true story. I'm not texting. I'm Skyping
Love you princess. Nite nite
Holly, 8:45 AM
Stop Skyping me Dad I’m disappointed in you I don’t want to talk to you

8:46 AM
What part of what i've said has led you to the river of dissapointment?
Is it the honesty bit or the "could be anything" bit?
8:54 AM
ANYTIME you've got ANY questions Hol. All you have to do is ask me. The answers i give you may not be nice or what you expect. But you'll get an honest answer and how you deal with that info. Well princess, if you ask hard questions, have a soft,safe place to land. Otherwise, i just will act like the normal dumb Dad and not answer anything ;)
Holly, 8:56 AM
What I found disgusting is how you took pride in breaking mams leg. You almost killed her so many times and you pride yourself because of it. You should be ASHAMED of yourself. I’m not Skyping / texting you again

8:57 AM
Elaborate on that and how i took pride Hol?
Stop being full of shit. Stop allowing someone else to make balls that you fire.
Anyway, PLEASE elaborate on your Mams broken leg/foot etc. PLEASE?
Ask your Mam the story behind your being taken into care for 24hrs? Besides the report that she sings about (Family Services). Ask her about both the Garda, Ambulance & Temple St. reports? Ask her about who got charged? Ask her lots Hol ;)

Ask her who took her out of the house in Balbriggan and called Social Services.
Ask her why i've been constant and where was she for yrs of your life
Ask her why your grand-parents sided with was best for you to take you from her. I instigated it
Ask her why you lived with Nanny and Grandad
She's a fucking excuse who's using you as a weapon
NOW, question if i love you? I've given years to make you safe. And i'll give all my life to make sure your safe. Most of what you may hear is probably family shite Hol. You want honesty, ask me. I'll never disrespect your Mam. She rolled that ball tonight
I've got all the records. I'll show them to you when your old enough to engage with them
Holly, 9:10 AM
Shut your mouth about my mother. You took me out of Balbriggan while my man cleaned herself up in the bathroom after you beat her to a pulp. Where’s your sympathy? You bitter , bitter human being.

Stop Skyping me dad.

9:11 AM
Your MOTHER slapped you off the floor, by the leg. I attacked her. Yes i beat her. She attacked my child, i tend to protect
I'd do it again in a heart beat to protect any child
Any more questions?
Holly, 9:14 AM
She never hit me. I swear dad one more message and to the court you’ll go.

9:16 AM
Ok. Maybe your just not mature enough to work through the history. Don't say we never had this convo. Lifes funny in the sense that sometimes you look back on things and say to yourself ".. i wish i asked..."
Holly, 9:16 AM
 I’m deleting Skype dad. Bye

9:17 AM
Your deleting Skype because?
Skype is the only way i have to contact you from Switzerland Hol. So if/when you delete Skype, you remove my only way of talking to you?
We can pretend this convo never happened, not delete Skype, and just pretend like all's ok?
Or fucking just own the convo and talk
"I'm deleting Skype dad.bye". ?
How my convo with your Mam was passed to you was her attempt at slick. It was a cobbled together attempt at some sort of validation. Fucking joke Hol.
9:38 AM
You EVER want to ask about your history and who protected you. ASK ME. You ever want to know about who was against me protecting you. ASK ME. You ever want to know about the people who didn't protect you until i shoved it in their face. ASK ME. You ever want to know who is the most important girl in my world and who i'd give my life for. ASK ME. It'd be you Hol. It's what i've done for years and all of the above is just tiring for me.
9:43 AM
Your Primary Carer, who i was having a conversation with Hol, passed the convo to you. Now, think about that? Personally i'd only pass a "piece of work" to someone else if i couldn't keep up with the facts. Use your head girl. If it doesn't make sense it doesn't add up. So it's false.
10:04 AM
Giving the fact that i've called a spade a spade, i'm sure there'll be some sort of obstacle to me contacting you running forward princess. I'll call your phone in an hour or 2. If that fails, i'll Skype your primary carer. If that fails. I'll send you a phone and chip from Swiss.
Holly, 10:16 AM
Stop texting me. Leave me alone for a while

10:16 AM
This is me, Dad, no longer being OK with being the fall guy for everything that went wrong. I was the only person (Dad) who protected you. I was fought, tooth and nail but i kept true to the truth. You were in danger. I moved everything to protect you, and it worked. Maybe not perfectly, but it worked. You were safe. So, for any piece of SHIT to call me into question in relation to you or my interaction with you. Let them step forward and tell us all what they done to protect you. Not a single person done a single thing to protect you Hol. I DID. I protected you.
I protected you
Holly, 10:17 AM
If you protected me why did you try to take me away from Mam? Why would you do that? She never hit me. Mam has done loads to protect me and she still is.

10:17 AM
Now i'm done with defending myself because i shouldn't have to.
You need to read the records Hol
Holly, 10:18 AM
Clearly not if Mam was told if she doesn’t get you out I’d be put in Foster Care.

10:18 AM
READ THE RECORDS!!!!
The only person allowed in temple St. while you where getting examined was ME
Holly, 10:19 AM
MY MAM WAS TOLD THAT I WAS IN A DANGEROUS ENVIRONMENT AND IF SHE DIDNT GET YOU OUT OF THE HOUSE ID BE GIVEN UP FOR ADOPTION IS THAT PROTECTING? IS THAT WHAT YOUR IDEA OF PROTECTING IS?

10:19 AM
READ THE RECORDS!!
Holly, 10:20 AM
FIND ME THE RECORDS THEN

10:21 AM
Your Mam is putting sugar on history. Contact Balbriggan Garda if you want to follow a trail. It's not for me to show you my way. It's for you to find YOUR way
Coolock Social Services also have the records
Holly, 10:22 AM
I will not contact Balbriggan Garda to find out that my dad was an unstable alcoholic who abused the woman he lived with while his 1 year old child WATCHED

10:22 AM
Temple Street Childrens hospital also have the records
Holly, 10:22 AM
I just told you.

Why would they have them I’ve never been in Temple Street

10:23 AM
Ok. If that works for you in the interm Hol, go for it
Holly, 10:23 AM
Elaborate

10:23 AM
You were checked in Temple St Hol for broken bones and other stuff
Check it out. Don't believe what i'm saying
This is not the type of convo i'd have liked to have with you before i fly. But, it is what it is. Ask questions and i'll give you answers
Holly, 10:26 AM
Where did I break my bone? I’ve never broke a bone. I went to Portiuncula Hospital for an X-ray on my arm because there was something wrong , and the nurse said it wasn’t broke and I never had broken a bone. Now what’s the other stuff

So what bone did I break? What other stuff was I in for?

10:27 AM
As far as i know, you've never broken a bone. You were checked in Temple St because you were brought in by the police
Holly, 10:28 AM
You just I was checked in for a broken bone.

What’s the other stuff.

10:30 AM
No, you were checked for "other stuff" also. You were around 1-2. Nobody would come to claim you. I went with them but i was told to walk away. Things were very toxic at the time between me and your Mam. I phoned your Nan and told her i'd called Social Services. I asked her to intervene
Holly, 10:30 AM
What was the other stuff!!

10:30 AM
Nobody came, i was part of the problem. So i had to let you go. And that eats me up
Holly, 10:31 AM
So you were going to leave me there?

10:31 AM
I never left you Hol. I got re-arrested trying to hold onto you



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