hey man, i want to start off by saying you have some serious misconceptions about what is happening here, but i don't think that's what im gonna say. i am very confused why you are coming to me about something like this. it is absolutely beyond me why you think i don't know about your behavior by now. molly has told you that tasha is her best friend. don't you think this shit has blown my way by now?

so why are you still referring to stephen as "the new guy"? molly has already told you we have known stephen for longer than me and tasha have been dating. it doesn't make any sense why you're going back to these delusional ideas that you came up with. i don't get your angle, at all. i don't get the angle of vaugetweeting about stephen when you know that we see your tweets and know exactly who you're talking about.

i don't get the angle behind going up to someone who you're (very clearly pretending to be) friends with, and telling them that their friend group is a bunch of losers and fools and their girlfriend of 5 years is mean or whatever. i wanted to get into that with you, sit down, calmly explain to you why you mis-interpreted things, what actually happened, how your lie impacted tasha, how your constant need for therapy from tasha's literal best friend molly is making her extremely worried about you? - this would have been a normal conversation, but i don't believe you're that stupid.

what is your deal, dude? what are you trying to accomplish? why did you block molly? she doesn't know you that well dude, i don't know why you're going off about "self indulgent depression" when your entire relationship with her was one of her comforting and supporting your endless venting. i only am speaking to you now because she has you blocked as well, so theres no chance of you running to her and lying about me - i have been holding my tongue trying to avoid more bullshit coming from yours, you can't possibly be this stupid, i don't buy it - you're trying to stir up more drama and i don't wanna let you do that.

i dont think i have to sit down and explain to you why you don't go to someone's best friend for advice about them, especially when you just want to say nasty things about her. i don't want to get into why you think my friend group sucks. i want to point out to you that i did not once notice you actually trying to communicate with anyone in my server besides molly. i have seen you posting random, out of context jpegs in random channels for seemingly no reason while 4-7 people are in our voice chat. i have seen you in our voice chat, the handful of times that you were in there, being treated extremely well and receiving nothing but kindness and sincerity from everyone else. i don't believe that you were "trying your best" to interact. this isn't a fast paced irc text chat, we literally have 2 people running this server of 25 people who all have jobs, or school, or otherwise 70% of their time taken up by responsibilities. this place is where we wind down and relax with each other after hard days. it isn't some shangri-la for making friends, i know you just joined to try and get closer to molly. my dude friendship does not fucking work the way you think it does. i think you have some things to reconsider about basic human interaction and use this example as a starting point. you asked to join my server, we treated you as well as we do anyone else, you threw a tantrum, and now you're being nasty. that is what happened. please remember this.

regarding tasha and stephen, please understand. you have spoken to each of them less times than the amount of fingers you have on your hands. you do not "know" them and i don't appreciate you acting like you do. however, i can help you with that: my girlfriend has personally dealt with suicide in her own family. please take it from me when i tell you that she is NOT the type to be snide towards you, especially when it's regarding suicide. tasha was also recently in the hospital when you were talking about being in the hospital. she was very clearly not trying to be rude, she was trying to relate to you - she really was in the hospital too. she has never once hated you, never once told me anything negative about you. molly is the same story. she literally had zero issue with you until you started speaking ill of her best friend, and vaugetweeting about stephen certainly didn't help. as i said before, everyone in my server either works or goes to school, and molly did not think much of it after that because she was busy with her life. i think you are taking personally your own misinterpretations of your surroundings. as a sidebar, stephen has a brother who is mentally disabled and hearing you throw around the word retard every time you're in voice chat or even plain typing it out all the time is really shitty to him. i don't expect you to know about that, but maybe you could have if you spoke to him more than a handful of times. he has been letting it slide because he doesn't want to start a scene with you.

but you are making it very hard for all of us. we do not know you well enough for this kind of response to be written. i am doing you a favor, please read this message as many times as you need to before you feel like blocking me but -- i need you to get this shit through your head, we won't speak ill of you but we certainly don't want you back. please think about this shit going forward and you absolutely will find friends and a decent loyal group.