some anon stuff

Disclaimer: I have been debating whether or not to post this information for
nearly a year as I was I was fearful of the consequences but at this point, I
honestly do not care anymore. I will likely end up dead or setup on a false
criminal charge and sent away to prison where I will be murdered because of
what I am doing and my response is;

"Bring it the fuck on."

I would much rather die a martyr than be another servant of a sick, corrupted
society that is deliberately engineered to ensure the continued suffering of
the majority of the world's population.

With that said, I am going to reveal facts that will seem so outlandishly
preposterous that the majority of you will ridicule me, try and cite bogus
misinformation to refute what I am revealing, and will generally allow
cognitive dissonance to interfere with your ability to process these truths and
to save your tiny, myopic view of what "life" and "reality" truly are.

Believe me, I understand. A little over a year ago, I was in the same boat. I'm
still trying to wrap my head around all of this. Nothing can ever be the same
for me anymore.

"Careful what you wish for because you might just get it." - Aesop

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I ask that you give me the same ear that was lent to Anon that was posting
under the handle "High Level Insider" as he (she?) is well aware of all of this
and more. It is my hope that this will somehow reach the eyes of him or the
organization represented by Anon and they will seek me out because I have far
more questions than I have answers and I seriously need someone to help me come
to terms with what and especially WHY this happened to me. I have a theory but
I don't really like thinking about it because it weirds me the fuck out.

With that said, I am going to go through a few important key elements to
establish context before I get to the main event.

First and foremost, "God" is real. Yeah... sounds corny, I know. Science,
logic, and reason seem to indicate that this is an impossibility with no
evidence supporting the existence of "God" (Nor is there any that DISPROVES the
existence of "God"!) In this modern era of scientific research and the hubris
of the academic world billions of people have come to a point where they cannot
even remotely fathom such an incredibly "infantile" cosmological explanation of
creation.

So, I am going to provide a few key bits of information that are suppressed and
devoured by the "shadows" that have a vested interest in ensuring that the
masses lose their faith in anything greater than themselves, science, or their
government. It is far easier to contain, control, and dominate the plebs if
they are in a perpetual state of hopelessness, believing whatever lies they are
told, living like utter trash, or just well enough to keep them silent.

We need to establish the truth in order for the lies to become understandable.

Firstly, I suggest you spend some time learning about quantum physics with a
special emphasis on M-theory, Axis of Evil Cosmology, and Boltzman Brains.  For
those unwilling to do the research for themselves, I will provide a brief,
half-assed explanation.

M-theory is a concept that arose from Superstring Theory with physicists and
mathematicians coming to the consensus that there are additional spheres of
reality that are impercetible to the limited human mind (in most cases, some
are capable of "piercing the veil" but more often than not end up going
insane.) The theory is that there are a total of 11 dimensions in existence.
The 3 we exist in; the Euclidean world of length, width, height, and with our
limited experience of what we refer to as time (the 4th dimension), and finally
the 7 remaining, hidden dimensions.

Interestingly, if one begins to study esoteric, occult literature such as the
Kybalion or the Qabbalistic Zohar; we begin to see that the ancients were well
aware of this. The Zohar literally states there are 11 dimenions and the Koran,
on several occasions, references the "Heavens exist above the river."  This is
a reference to the 4th dimension being in "between" the higher dimensions and
the lower dimensions. The "River of Time".

The 7 dimensions beyond ours are what in the Abrahamic faiths are referred to
as the "7 Heavens".

Why isn't this information spoken plainly in Scripture?

This is a way of sharing encoded information that is not meant for the masses
but have a greater likelihood of being exposed to those capable of
understanding. This is the same reason Christ was so fond of speaking in
parables. It forces you to think in order to ascertain the true meaning.

You need to understand that there is a very complicated system at work behind
the scenes that "seperates the wheat from the chaff" as Christ stated. It is
spiritual alchemy. Turning the soul of "lead" to one of "silver or gold". (The
belief that alchemy was a psuedo-scientific method to transmute base metals
into precious metals is simply a layer of obfuscation.)

Next we need to touch upon a recent finding that is of such an incredible scope
that it boggles the mind as to why this was not a major media news story. The
likely reason is it was deliberately supressed by the "shadows".

Everyone knows about the Hubble space telescope but few outside the realm of
academia or enthusiasts know about the Planck telescope. Long-story short, the
Planck space telescope began to bring in data concerning Cosmic Background
Radiation and scientists eventually came to the conclusion that is seemingly so
improbable as to make one question how this could even be possible. The
statistical likelihood of this would be on par with the same person winning the
Powerball jackpot everyday for a year. It literally makes ZERO sense but the
data cannot be refuted and the only explanation proposed seems to be a "band
aid" to hold together huge academic assumptions about our reality.

Lawrence Krauss is quoted as follows in a 2006 Edge.org article:

"But when you look at CMB map, you also see that the structure that is
observed, is in fact, in a weird way, correlated with the plane of the earth
around the sun. Is this Copernicus coming back to haunt us? That's crazy. We're
looking out at the whole universe. There's no way there should be a correlation
of structure with our motion of the earth around the sun – the plane of the
earth around the sun – the ecliptic. That would say we are truly the center of
the universe."

Basically, the entire universe orbits our solar system.

Let me say that again in case you are too braindead to comprehend how important
this is, THE ENTIRE FUCKING UNIVERSE ORBITS OUR SOLAR FUCKING SYSTEM!

We are literally the center of it all...

This seems so beyond the realm of statistical probabilty that it has to be
deliberate. This isn't a freak cosmic anomaly. This is GOD.

This is just one example of the plethora of evidence of the Divine that exists
in the quantifiable, peer-reviewed, annals of academia that are suppressed,
manipulated, and even hidden from the masses.

LOL Yeah right why would the world's governments be working together to hide
this?

By the end of this - you will (hopefully) understand.

Finally, we are going to examine another very odd tidbit of information.

A Bolztman Brain is a theoretical concept proposed in the late 19th century by
Austrian physicist Ludwig Boltzman that postulates that given enough time,
matter can through random chaos enter into an ordered state that creates what
amounts to a massive quantum "superbrain".

"God is mind." - The Kybalion

I am not saying God IS (absolutely) a Boltzman Brain but is certainly a similar
entity that came into being through random chaos over the course of epochs so
vast as to alien to our tiny minds.

Many of you lost your faith when you began to ask, "Well who created God?" This
is the question that made me lose all Faith as a child. Religious teachers
could not provide any sort of explanation as to how this is possible and would
usually just say things like, "God has always existed" or "Don't ask
questions."

Not a very compelling argument if you ask me.

My theory is God is "ORDO AB CHAO", Order from Chaos just like a Boltzman
Brain.

How can something that can only come into being well into the final days of the
thermodynamic death of the cosmos have created the Universe when it won't even
come into existence billions of years later?

I know this does not make sense but I will offer another theoretical concept of
which is extremely obtuse and requires a high-degree of intellect to understand
but shows this can actually be mathematically possible. The Universe is a
closed-loop construct. Time is cyclical. One interesting aspect of this theory
that seems to have disappeared from Wikipedia and other websites postulates
that the Universe came into being when it came from a point in time where it
DID exist and entered into a point of time where it DID NOT exist.

WTF? So you are saying the universe "time traveled" to create itself? Are you a
fucking retard?

I know... this makes, literally, zero sense but we have to consider that we are
limited by our perception of time. For extra-dimensional, higher-beings time is
as easy to manipulate as we would manipulate a 3-d material object with our
hand. You have to try and reach a higher level of consciousness in order to
even remotely understand how powerful these beings are.

My theory which I proposed to a highly educated friend was thus; God is a
Boltzman Brain-like entity that exists at the "end of time" capable of
manipulating extra-dimensions effortlessly and through this ability was able to
create the Universe by transporting the "seed" of the creation back to a time
where it did not exist from a time where it did exist. It's arrival released
incredible amounts of energy, which we refer to as the "Big Bang".

I know, this makes me sound like I have been huffing paint for the last decade
but it is a feasible possibility backed by real science that explains how God
could create itself as well as the origin of the Universe. I may or or may not
be right here but apparently I was getting close enough to the truth to garner
the attention of some seriously powerful people.

At this point, this was just a quaint theory proposed by a lifelong agnostic to
a highly educated aquantiance that I knew had several Master's degrees in Math,
Physics, and Computer Science. This gentleman  also happened to be a member of
a family that owns one of the largest biotech firms in the world that has been
behind a number of plant-based genetic engineering triumphs. This is big money
we are talking about here.

My friend gave this all up to live in a ramshackle apartment and work for $12
an hour at a small non-profit as an IT guy. This guy's driveway paving stones
cost him over a million dollars. He had a 400 foot aviary in his yard filled
with exotic birds and plants. His parents owned several private jets and he was
set to inherit a massive stake in this company upon their death and he gave it
all up. When I would ask him WHY he would give me a vague answer to avoid his
reasons.

A few weeks later, we were leaving Mcdonald's  one afternoon and for some
strange reason, something just popped into my head out of nowhere as if it was
being planted there and I just blurted out he left his family because they were
heavily involved in Freemasonry and he left when he realized what he had been
born into.

He looked at me with utter terror on his face and told me, "You need to stop
talking about this stuff because they WILL kill you."

I just laughed and told him "I know."

Ever since this day, he refuses to speak to me beyond the exchange of a simple
hello and if I try and push the matter, he will immediately walk away without
saying a word.

Why would these guys wanna kill you? Aren't the Freemasons just a group of old
farts that dress up in tuxedos and have fancy dinners? Yes and no.

The face shown to the public and what goes on behind closed doors would shock
you.

A few months later, I accepted a job with one of the wealthiest men in the
tri-state area. Without going into it too deeply the owner of the company
turned out to be one of the highest ranking Scottish Rite members in my state.
I didn't find this out through conventional means, again it just popped into my
head and I blurted it out. He looked like he was going to have a heart attack.
This is going to sound like total bullshit but sometimes I know exactly what a
person is thinking just by looking at them. I am not saying I am telepathic. I
just have a real knack for real-time analysis of probability matrices and am
very adept at the reading of micro facial expressions and through on-the-fly
statistical analysis am capable of a high degree of accuracy when I am in a
certain frame of mind. This is just simple mentalism. However, apparently a
rumour started to go around  that I was some sort of mind reader. From that day
forward all my co-workers began acting very strangely around me with one of
them continuosly telling me that Lucifer is the true God. It was starting to
get seriously creepy so I quit. The last thing I ever said to my old boss was,
"It is a wicked world Jack." Again, he looked like he was going to have a heart
attack. I seriously creeped this guy out and with him apparrently talking about
me to  his  Lodge, I  became something  of a person  of interest among the
local Masons.

Soon after this happened, my former best-friend of the last 5 years began
acting strangely around me when I started telling him about this 1990's radio
show called the "Hour of the Time" hosted by a man named William "Bill" Cooper
and his seemingly outlandish claims that the Freemasons are a cult of Ba'al
worship, are one of the secret powers behind the shadow government that rules
the world, that Satan is real, that God is real, that we are living during the
final age of man before the coming Apocalypse, etc. At this time, it was a
simple curiosity to me that I enjoyed listening to because of how outlandish
his claims seemed. Eventually I would come to realize just how real this all
is.

There is some really weird shit going on behind your backs.

One of the main things that made me begin to believe Cooper was right is the
fact that this man, arguably the Grandfather of the Conspiracy Movement was
NEVER mentioned, investigated, cited, or acknowledged by the current "King" of
bullshit Alex Jones. One would seriously think Alex Jones would have at least
some opinion on this guy... I would later come to the conclusion that Alex
Jones is a misinformation agent. Whether this is known by him or not, I cannot
say. I think he, at one time, had his heart in the right place but when you are
basically told to play ball or we will ruin your entire life you tend to stay
in your lane if you are smart. (Lucky for you, I am a fucking idiot.)

My former friend would come at me citing how ridiculous this guy is, that I
have to be a moron if I am buying into any of this crap, and non-chalantly
trying to get me to stop listening to his radio show and turn me onto Alex
Jones or Joe Rogan (I like Rogan btw.)

At one point, he came right out with it and said, "We hate Bill Cooper". "WE
hate Bill Cooper."

I found it really strange my friend was so opposed to an obscure 1990's radio
host. This just made me far more interested in this guy.

To those that recall High Level Insider's posts - he reccommended anyone
interested in learning, at least part of, the truth to listen to Cooper's
"Mystery Babylon" series. (Mystery Babylon is the name given by John of Patmos
in the Book of Revelation as the "mother of harlots" and is not referencing a
person but an organization - The "Mystery Schools". Personally, I cannot stress
the importance of Cooper's work. This man was literally murdered in his own
frontyard by police officers dressed up like high school metalheads from the
80's ripping and tearing around his property in a beat up red pickup truck in
order  to lure him outside brandishing a firearm with the intent of telling
these punk kids to get the fuck off his property. However, this was all a ruse.
These cops were all Masons (except the one that they shot in the head and
blamed on Cooper.) They claimed to have gone to his property to serve a warrant
over some trumped up charge that amounted to so much bullshit and Cooper fired
upon them.

Why they would dress up like high schoolers instead of showing up in their
police uniforms in police vehicles in order to ensure that Cooper was civil and
did not come rushing out the front door with a gun is not explained. That does
not seem like normal police procedure to me.

You see, they needed him dead. He figured out too much, was gaining a solid
fanbase, and at one time was referred to by then President Bill Clinton as "the
most dangerous man in America". This man almost brought down the largest
conspiracy in the history of humankind by himself!

He would have made more headway if it was not for early in his career him
claiming that "aliens" ruled the world. Eventually he would recant this and and
reach the same conclusion I arrived at independantly that we are being
memetically programmed to believe that it is only a matter of time before the
"aliens" reveal themselves. There are no "Ancient Aliens". These beings are
straight out of Scripture.

Now wait a minute, my (family member/friend/professor/boss/wtfever) is a Mason
and he says all of this is abunch of malarky and cites all the great charitable
work the Lodges do all around the world and how many great men like George
Washington are counted among the Masonic Brotherhood.

Now, I am going to admit that there are a number of admirable traits shared
among the Masons. There are many great men that are or were part of the Masonic
Brotherhood. One that I highly admire is Manly P. Hall and I highly reccommend
his lectures on various Occult topics. I need to point out that I am not
diametrically opposed to what the Lodge and their fellow Mystery School
adherents are up to because, frankly, I would likely be doing the same damn
thing myself had I been born into the hidden world of the elite. My big thing
with all of this is the deception. I cannot stand a liar and I cannot stand
anyone trying to play me for a fool and that is exactly what these
devil-worshipping sycophants are doing.

Wait, what? You expect me to believe the Masons are a Satanic cult?

I look to High Level Insider for a partial explanation that I will expound
upon.

First off, life is complicated. There are forces at play that you cannot
comprehend. There are many things that have been hidden from you because you
are considered worker bees and it is not necessary for you to be confused by
the truth when the lie is so much easier on your fragile little psyches...

HLI  at one point remarks that there are "Priests of Light, Priests of Dark,
and Kings" that comprise these secret society's initiates and adepts.

You see, the Masonic Brotherhood is a Hermetic organization that practices a
religion of balance. They are descendants of a priestly order that celebrated
the opposing forces that exist in our reality. Light and Dark, Fire and Ice,
Man and Woman, Heaven and Earth, etc. This is known as the Law of Polarity

“Everything is Dual; everything has poles; everything has its pair of
opposites; like and unlike are the same; opposites are identical in nature, but
different in degree; extremes meet.” - The Kybalion

The word "Freemason" isn't a reference to them having came from a Guild of
"Free (to travel from Kingdom to Kingdom) Masons (bricklayers)".  The word
Freemason comes from Old French and means the "Sons of Light". The ENLIGHTENED.
Those that are ILLUMINATED. The followers of the LIGHT BRINGER. the LIGHT of
the East, yada yada yada. It is a reference to Lucifer in case you haven't
figured this out by now. They believe that Lucifer is the true benefactor of
mankind and that humanity before his arrival were simply prisoners of God and
basically being kept in a zoo for his amusement. I am going to go into this in
further detail later.

Moving on, I have some more batshit crazy bullshit for you naysayers to latch
onto and turn into a platform of ridicule and that is fine by me. Namely, The
Mystery Schools (Freemasonry, Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn, Rosicruceans,
Kaballists, Templars, etc, etc) are the remnants of the Atlantean Priest Caste
and have been behind the scenes of all human affairs going back far beyond our
supposed origins.

Yeah, I know this all sounds like some b-list Hulu show trying to capture the
Stranger Things demographic and if you choose to believe that, you do you.
Whether you believe me or not does not change the truth. My advice to you is to
stop wasting your life playing video games, beating your dick, trying to bang
your friend's hot mom, or selling spy cam nudes of your hot sister on Kik, and
pick up some fucking books. Do the research for yourself. This is literally the
greatest secret being kept from mankind and the people trying to bring about
understanding are treated like we are mentally ill. That is how you have been
programmed to view "Conspiracy Nuts". You have no idea how far your culture is
influenced by carefully calculated, memetic programming. You have no idea the
vast scale of mind control that is corrupting you without you even realizing...
If you only take away one thing from all of this, let it be this: Think for
yourself.

'Most Americans will be shocked to learn that the conspiracy-theory label was
popularized as a pejorative term by the Central Intelligence Agency (CIA) in a
propaganda program initiated in 1967. This program was directed at criticisms
of the Warren Commission's report. The propaganda campaign called on media
corporations and journalists to criticize "conspiracy theorists" and raise
questions about their motives and judgments."

    - Lance deHaven-Smith

Do note allow yourself to be influenced by outside forces that are deliberately
engineered in order to keep you in the dark.

Do yourself a favor and read Machiavelli's The Prince. This guy was like Yoda
for despots. This will give you better insight as to how anyone could be so
fucked in the head to be involved with something like this. That smiling
politician your parents vote for every election is probably fucking tweens on a
yacht one day and the next all fake smiles and handshakes with that girl's
bloodied hymen still dried to his shriveled old man dick. These people are not
like you or me. They are just playing a part for the cameras. Behind closed
doors they reveal what monsters they truly are. Some figuratively, others
literally...

Remember: Power corrupts. Absolute power corrupts absolutely.

Fuck, there is so much material to cover that I am having a hard time trying to
get this all out in an orderly fashion. I could literally write a 500 page book
on all of this and I'd still have plenty of material left for a sequel.

You are probably wondering "What is up with all this cloak and dagger,
deception and manipulation shit with these people?"

Well, one first must understand the difference between two key concepts:
Esoteric and Exoteric.

Esoteric is basically something that is hidden from the "profane". Those that
do not deserve the benefit of an enlightened state of mind or are incapable of
understanding why things are the way they are. Most people are not suitable for
truth and appreciate the warm blanket-like cover of ignorance to the colder
than a pimp's heart truth.

Exoteric is the other extreme of this duality. This is public knowledge that
seems absolutely probable, is well-researched, well-documented, palatable by
the masses, and satisfies the curiousity of the masses well enough that only a
few will ever notice the chinks in the armor and get to the meat of the matter.

It is sort of like the Red pill and the Blue pill from The Matrix movies. One
keeps you blissfully unaware while the other is a TOTAL MINDFUCK.

Example: The Masonic Square and Compass are a layered set of symbols that can
convey multiple messages depending on the observer's ability to understand.
The exoteric claim is that they are representative of the tools that were
fundemental for the application of the Masonic trade of construction with the
"G" standing for Geometry.

This is what is fed to the masses that are not initiates of the Mystery
Schools. In fact, I have seen several "exposes" on the "secret origins" of
Freemasonry that are really just pulp fiction pumped out by Masons to keep the
starving idiots fed on a diet of horse shit This satisfies the hunger of the
majority of the curious... because most people are fucking idiots.

Don't be a fucking idiot.

Next, we have the meaning that is given to initiates of the Mysteries. It is
claimed that the Square and Compass represent Heaven and Earth and the G stands
for "God". This gives the initiates a feeling of being "in the know" and apart
of something much bigger than themselves. Most of these people will be
continuously promised that if they diligently serve the Masonic Brotherhood,
they will eventually be chosen to receive hidden truths that will forever mark
them as being far superior to the simple, profane masses. However, nearly all
of these people are going to be strung along for years and will receive a few
tidbits of wisdom that anyone that has taken a Philosophy 101 course would
recognize. Most, in the end, do not care they were duped because they also work
to ensure the financial success of their members - that is one of their biggest
draws. These people running the show can make a Prince of a Pauper and turn a
King into a Beggar with a phone call... or have your 35th President used as a
human sacrifice in a massive outdoor pagan sun worship temple in an Occult
ritual known as the "Sacrifice of the King", or even fly some remote controlled
planes into some key buildings to cover up the fact that your secret squirrel
mafia stole $2.64 billion from the Pentagon to use as funding for their nut ass
schemes. Seriously, look it up. 9/10/01 Donald Rumsfeld announced on CSPAN the
greatest theft of assets in world history and before any news organizations
reported on it the next day, some cave dwelling, barely literate "Muslims" just
happen to crash some jumbo jets into the WTC and the Pentagon because they were
"jealous of our freedom". I do not want to go into 9/11 any further. If you
believe our government's story - you are a fucking moron and you should not
have children because they too will be fucking morons that will bring even more
fucking morons into this world and the last thing humanity needs at this point
are more fucking morons.

"Governments lie all the time. Well, not just the American government, it's
just in the nature of governments. Well, they have to lie. And since they all
represent the people, in some sense they act against the interest of the
people. The only way they can hold power is if they lie to the people."

- Howard Zinn

Okay finally we move on to the true ESOTERIC meaning of the Square, Compass,
and "G" (Gnosis):

It is a symbol of the sexual unification of their false god king (Ba'al Molech
means False God King) Azazel and his human wife, sometimes referred to as Venus
and still others as EVE. Yeah, THAT Eve. Not only was Adam the first man to
exist as well as the first man to be cuckholded by his whore wife.

This guy just could not catch a break.

Okay I've heard of that whore Eve but who the FUCK is Azazel?

Okay shit is gonna start getting super fucking weird from here on in. I am not
trying to sell anyone on any of this or preach to anyone. I am simply sharing
what I have come to learn after years of Occult study and a voluminous number
of really weird situations I have found myself in my entire life. Ugh, reality
is so fucking fucked. If you don't want to have your entire concept of reality
shit on by a dinosaur, just stop reading at this point because it is a MASSIVE
turd. I don't even like thinking about all of this because it seriously
terrifies me and seems so far-fetched that most of you will think I am doing
some fuck boy "Larp" shit. I am a convicted felon, used to be an international
heroin trafficker, pimp, and have seen some seriously sadistic shit in my day
because of the life I once lead. I am from the Hood. I don't play pretendo
shit. I am too busy just tryna survive and stay out of prison.

(I want to stress I am not trying to make myself look hard. That's just the
world I was born into.)

Any fucking way, I don't even know why I am trying to establish that I am not
one prone to bullshit or fanciful musings from the depths of a deranged mind
because no matter what I say, most of you are not going to believe me. I
wouldn't believe any of this if someone tried telling me it so I don't blame ya
for doubting me. I am not doing this entirely out of a desire to open the eyes
of others. I am mainly doing this for myself because, even if noone believes
me, when they finally do murder me or set me up on some bullshit case that gets
me 20 years, I will at least have told my story and maybe, just maybe some good
will come out of it.

Alright back to the weird shit.

Azazel is the true name of Satan. He is Lucifer. He is Ba'al Molech. He is
Iblis. He is the fucking enemy of the world.

Huh?

Well, we need to come to an understanding before I can begin. Whether you like
it or not - this shit is real. I am going to do my best to cast light on the
"shadows" but the majority of you are just going to think I am batshit crazy,
retarded, looking for attention, smoking angel dust, trying to seem like some
wisened, Occult master, or playing some sort of weird practical joke...
Seriously, I WISH I fucking was. This entire experience has basically taken
everything from me and alienated me from my friends, family, and honestly - the
entire human race. "I'm God's lonely man." at this point.

I wish I had never fell down the rabbit hole.

Moving forward, you need to have at least some basic understanding of a few key
bits of Scripture in order to understand any of this.

Below are the only Canonical references in the Bible to Azazel (a Grigori) and
their offspring (the Nephilim).

Leviticus 16:8–10: "And Aaron shall cast lots upon the two goats; one lot for
the Lord, and the other lot for Azazel.

Anyone picking up on the fact that the Hebrews were being told to make
sacrifices to both God AND the devil? Judaism is basically the same religion as
Hermeticism.

Genesis 6:4: "And in those days and days past there were giants on the Earth".

"The eyes of that species of extinct giants, whose bones fill the mounds of
America, have gazed on Niagara, as ours do now." --Abraham Lincoln

If you don't believe me and Honest Abe spend some time on Google looking into
the extraordinary number of skeletal remains of giants that in the 19th century
were being reported in respected media sources like the New York Times.

Well, who are the Grigori and the Nephilim?

Grigori is Russian for "Watcher" and are the 200 fallen angels that rebelled
against God and came to Earth. Nephilim is a Semitic word that translates as
"The Mighty Ones" or "Giants" and these were the half human, half god offspring
of the Fallen.

Okay so you expect me to believe that abunch of angels came to earth and had
giant monster babies with human women?

I don't give a fuck what you believe. I am just putting the truth out.

This is not a joke. This is more serious than your grandpa's stage-3 butthole
cancer.

To understand what  we are dealing with here, you need to read the Books of
Enoch. (Enoch 1 for sure. The rest are interesting but I believe tampered
with.)     These were deliberately removed from canon and only preserved by the
Ethiopian Church and in the Dead Sea Scrolls of the Essenes (FYI: Jesus was an
Essene. The Essenes were Gnostics. Gnosticism comes from Hermeticism.
Hermeticism is the Atlantean proto-religion all Abrahamic religions come
from.))

Note: Biblical scholars will often claim that these books were written after
the death of Christ and were just a collection of Pseudepigrapha. Ignore them.
Half of them are active members of a Mystery School and the other half are just
trying to avoid career-ending academic ostracism by going against the accepted
data.

This is a lot to cover so I am just going to bang this out. If this subject
interests you, read the Books of Enoch yourself.

Okay so God really liked Enoch. He was everything God wanted to see in humanity
even during an era of absolute debauchery and corruption. He always maintained
his dignity and chose to do good even if it would cost him dearly. In alot of
ways, he was very much like God himself.

(I should point out there were two Enochs - one the Son of Cain and the other
the Son of Jared of the line of Seth, which is the bloodline of the Enoch I am
speaking of.)

So Enoch (Hermes in Greek, Thoth in Egyptian) was a very wise man. A sort of
priest-king and one of the most prolific writers of occult wisdom. He was of
such massive influence and import that he was turned into a "god" by the Greeks
and Egyptians. He was also Noah's great-grandfather.

So this all was going down during the height of the globe-spanning "Atlantean"
empire where the "gods" (The Shining Ones, The Watchers, etc) "walked with
man." Yeah, Atlantis was real. So what? Wanna fight about it?

(If you don't believe me look into Graham Hancock's work for a vast array of
evidence.)

Now things get somewhat murky here depending on which culture you are deriving
your information from. The Egyptian legends of their founding point to a
highly-advanced mother culture that was the progenitor of their culture. One
will notice, oddly, that the apex of Egyptian technology, art, construction,
etc was during the Old Kingdom. One would think that as their culture grew
older and wiser that they would THEN have a higher level of technology but this
is evidence of their having been spawned by a mother culture and their
understanding of their inherited knowledge degraded with time. If you are
interested in this, check out the Emerald Tablets of Thoth. Yes, I know that
several people make fairly solid claims of this work having been a forgery but
after 20 years of occult study, I recognize a voluminous amount of truth within
it's pages and am of the CERTAIN belief that the core of the information is
rooted in truth. Depending on how this is received, I may eventually write out
a few bits of insight about the Kybalion and the Emerald Tablets. I cannot
stress how incredible these books are.

With that said, I am going to stick with the Abrahamic view of things because I
don't want to confuse anyone more than I already have and it is my hope that
people will wake the fuck up and do the research for themselves.

If you think things are bad now... just wait. Shit is about to hit the fucking
fan unless we rally and put things back on track.

So these Grigori were up in Heaven and were kinda naughty by nature and their
leader Azazel was pretty pissed off by the fact God was trying to force these
perfect beings to prostrate themselves before God's "favorite" creation -
mankind. In the Koran Surat Al-Isra 61 to 65 it documents this moment.  As I do
not have my Koran handy I am going to paraphrase what happened.

(Bonus fact: The Koran refers to the devil as Iblis but upon further research
one finds that Iblis was originally referred to as Azazel.)

Begin Scene

God: Yo Azzy check this shit out. I made these pathetic little meat sacks that
are weaker than you, stupider than you, lack your plethora of god-like
abilties, and are basically inferior to you in every way!

Azzy: Uh... cool?

God: YEAH IT IS COOL! Now get on your knees and prostrate yourself to this, my
greatest creation!

Azzy: Haha you trippin'.

God: Dude did I stutter?

Azzy: Wait, you are serious?

God: Have you ever known me to have a sense of humor?

Azazel: Well there was the platypus...

God: *Sneering*

Azazel: Okay, okay! Yeah... I just cannot do it. I am the most perfect being
you ever created and I refuse to bow to these worthless sacks of flesh.

God: Hey hey do your thing chicken wing but heads up, I am going to send you to
the Abyss for eternity for disobeying me.

Azzy: Whoa whoa wait a minute here Pops... Let me prove to you that I am right.
Let me show you that these maggots that you are so proud of are nothing more
than savage beasts that seek only to serve their own self-interest and survival
and can easily be corrupted.

God: Aight, I'll give you a chance to show me how worthless humanity is...

(Internal Monologue)

However, I am God and I already know how this is all going to play out. Even
Shakespeare enjoyed watching his own plays being performed.

End Scene

Now Azzy was feeling pretty salty and he went to his 200 squad and told them
what happened and they decided to dip out on Heaven, come to Earth, and start
banging tons of hot bitches. (Not a bad plan if you ask me.)

Now back to Enoch 1

The Grigori are a real strange set of beings...

I have a hard time completely disliking them because they have actually
benefited mankind quite a bit with many of our greatest accomplishments owing
to the tutelage of the Grigori. However, Azzy likes to fuck with us and he
showed us all about WAR and even worse MONEY.

Total.

Dick.

Moves.

He took an innocent society based on love, cooperation, kindness and gave them
a loaded gun. For every gift given, the price in blood and souls was far
higher.

Even with all that he has done to humanity, I honestly feel bad for him. He is
like the lead character out of some cosmic-level Jacobean tragedy.

Although, I really wish he'd stop having people sacrifice kids. This isn't
Carthage Molech. There are plenty of junkie hookers out there that are
perfectly suitable candidates for ritualistic murder.

This is like the retard version of all this so I cannot stress how important it
is to read the because I am source material I am skipping so much of it and my
analysis was deliberately dumbed down because I am a fucking moron.

Anyways, so the Grigori knock up abunch of human women, marry them, they pop
out giant babies that are half god, and as they grow and increase in number
they start gettin' out the pocket. They were like the "football jock popular
kids" from high school but with god-like abilities, really into rape, and a
taste for raw meat... be it man or beast. They rage all over the world like
apex predators and basically make the world their Fleshlight. This goes on for
a very long time until...

One of the Nephilim has a dream that are going to be smited by the rage of the
Creator and a delegation of them come to Enoch trying to get him to put in a
good word for them with God. Enoch is, pretty much, the only human being that
God was so down with that he allowed him into his direct presence so they
figure if anyone can save their ass - Enoch can.

(Elijah was the only other living human to do this. It just so happens that
when Enoch and Elijah return to Earth during the end times, they will pave the
way for the coming of the Divine Logos in human form. All I am going to say is
you need to find God ASAP.)

So God and Enoch are chillin' in the 11th dimension (God's equivalent of a
Hollywood Hills Mansion) and He tells Enoch "Hey I am going to destroy the
world but first; wanna see some weird, secret shit that even the Archangels
don't know about?"

Seriously read these fucking things. I only touched on such a small part of
Enoch's account and in an extremely puerile manner because I am an immature
grown ass man from the Ghetto. These books are fucking amazing. Most of you are
going to miss out on a lot of the hidden meanings but if you keep pushing to
understand, you will begin to realize just how incredible God is. Azzy is
pretty dope (in that Lex Luthor evil genius kinda way) but God... God is like
comparing a grain of sand to the entire universe. He is beyond our
comprehension. His Will be Done whether you know it or not. Seriously, find
fucking God. Hell is way worse than a pit of fire and brimstone. That is just
some made up bullshit to scare people into coming to Church. The truth is far
more terrifying. You don't have to be "perfect" but you at least have to show
you are trying BUT NOT BECAUSE YOU WANT A FUCKING REWARD FROM GOD!!! All of
these dipshits that play the role of the "good Christian" that go around doing
volunteer work, building homes in 3rd world nations for the poor, donating to
charity, etc are doing these things for the wrong reasons. They are doing it
for a reward or to build a reputation or to show off what a "good" person they
are, or even using charitable donations as a tax write-off like Ted Turner did.
They are not doing these things because they are the RIGHT thing to do. They
expect something from God or some other more mundane benefit.

YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO EXPECT ANYTHING FROM GOD.

You cannot "fool" God. You cannot cheat your way into Heaven.

Alright, that looks like enough backstory to at least offer a modicum of
context for what I have been building up to this entire time. Fuck... it has
been over a year and this still is constantly on my mind.

END PART 1

Depending on how well received this is, I will continue with the rest which is
my first hand account of what an encounter with these beings is like. Yeah, I
stood face to face with the fucking devil. I do not care if you believe me or
not. Give it some time and you will be forced to believe me because this is the
motherfucking end of days people.

Remember HLI saying, "Remember the law of the jungle"? What do you think he was
getting at there?

Shit is about to get weird.