incoherent / silence screams
- I think a million thoughts all of which I want to describe to you coherently. There is a phrase "grab life by the horns" well we try this of course but life is a great amorphous beast and reaching into it how can we tell where the horns are. I imagine myself falling in and seeing countless thousands swimming in grey water without direction. Lean too far on my motorcycle and scrape body and life across a great stretch of pavement.
- This feeling competes with millions and I am still not coherent. Delete and redelete phrases that deserved to be read by millions! I peddle my bicycle hard and fast into a thicket of thorny brambles that immediately consume me and rape me and cut up my daring and dancing ego.
- Bitter and vile thoughts of death come to me from boring wastage occupations. Days in which I learned nothing new, made no steps further, shared nothing, and starved slowly watching lizards interact with each other about how hot they like their heat lamps to be. Silence screams
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