I hope you know.

I hope you know that i love you so much that we most likely will never talk again. I hope you understand that this is the greatest
way i can express my true feelings for you. I am unstable... and always will be. I can love you safely... but from a distance.
I cannot be 'in' your life and love you and respect you.

As a stranger I can love you forever and never hurt you.

I hope you understand this logic :(