And all this time,
I was alone.
All this time,
Every day anew.

All this time,
I was alone.
All this time,
I was alone.

Do you remember the fellas?
Remember the apartment? Remember the laughs?
You told me that you were in love with me,
Barely two days have passed.
Secretly sitting outside with eachother, laughing incredibly hard.
You told me that there is a blessing in me, as you kissed both of my hands.
You told me there are no friends in this world,
And that a man is a wolf to a man (Homo homini lupus - Latin proverb)
How you brought me into your world, and loved me until it hurt.
More than all those whores, you were with before me.
Remember "Yaffo Dalet Smola" (Classic Hebrew literature)
"Yam Shel Dmaot B'Shtei Enai" (Classic Hebrew literature)

I don't know what
I don't know why...

But all this time,
I was alone.
All this time,
Every day anew.

All this time,
I was alone.
All this time,
I was alone.

Remember sitting on the grass at Sirkin? (Kibbutz or Army base)
Piggyback rides to the car in the rain?
Happy about everything that we had,
Denying everything that isn't.
I was Xena the Warrior Princess (Old TV show)
You were Avi Ne'Elavi (Kinda making fun of him here, that he'd get upset)
I would listen to Nina Simone singing "You don't know what love is"
When I tried to change for you, and be the woman of your dreams.
When you wanted classy, I was Beyonce
When you wanted hood, I was a freha (Israeli culture term for female chav)
When we dreamed about seeing the world, if only we survived the crises
When you told me how your mother moved from hospital to hospital to hospital

I don't know what
I don't know why...

But all this time,
I was alone.
All this time,
Every day anew.

All this time,
I was alone.
All this time,
I was alone.

Do you remember the good?
Remember the hugging and kissing?
Because there were moments, rare minutes of hearts beating and passion.
Tell me now dugri (no bullshit)
Remember the krizot? (Hebrew word for a negative moment of rage)
Remember the fights?
Remember us walking the streets, angry and jealous of loving couples?
Remember the good words? How you were hoping for a thank you?
Remember me crying quietly in secret, and nobody knew?
They're talking with you about me, all your friends and all of your family.
I knew you loved me, loved me like you've never loved anyone else.
But life is stronger than us, and you let the bridge collapse
You talked like an angry and stupid child, when you were jealous and heavily insecure.
No mom, no dad.. Don't need anything.. Only weed and tabacco.
And I get myself a whiff too, as if my life's awesome.
I was trying to find a way to distance myself from you, without hurting you.
Remember anxiety attacks and white nights, when I thought I was going mad?
I loved you in every waking moment, even when you were an asshole.
I cured your broken heart, and in return - you disappered.

I don't know what
I don't know why...

But all this time,
I was alone.
All this time,
Every day anew.

All this time,
I was alone.
All this time,
I was alone.
Every day anew.