tired af

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pEmzDWdGJII

circus in my soul baby hard bass going
crazy insane mind twisting images twirling
time ticking take a ticket then take a seating
leaving not done meaning all gone stay for the fun dont run
dont run hun sun's on the other side of a dark moon rising
lining, your face with moonshine, blood filled up minds gone
minds gone
minds done
party all night long to keep the stun
gun against my head would blow it
none against me, dead would show it
debt repaid, pass me bottle throw it
might even get laid, fade stayed
minds gone

we run hard in the night
in the night we fight
we run hard from the pain
pain keeping us sane

we run hard in the light
light blinding our sight
we run hard in the rain
rain washing our stain

acid rain
alcool rain
drugging rain
fucking rain

see this nothing but a play a joke a moment of lucidity
lucy let me be please let me see truth pain and suffering
see we can be either cliche shit or dark and gritty
writing bout death drugs or dealing shit
demons fit right inside that empty void
mind on steroids drink noise destroyed

this i write for fun, pastime distraction
rhyming words when sun go down, action
go for it, act the part, act a star
burn up in the fame, shine with a smile
when you fall, be me you dial

sigh, all wanna-be wanna-die wanna-see truth and lie folk make the same mistake
for fucks sake why cant you see yourself for what you are start there
dare yourself to care, bear everything it brings in
heartbreak will give you darkness, heartbreak brings sin

then go cry when you go to bed
listen to beats and write whats in your head
write the word run over and over until your dead
make yourself pick up that gun and pop the goddamn lead
see your body bleeding on the ground and start listening to what is said
listen to the words of sorrow, words of sadness, words of sorry
im so sorry baby i knew you had it tough but you never told me this
never told me this shit, never told me