my experience with fallen angel

my experience with the mod
contains more spoilers than sperm cells in your dad

ok so i had some issues with starting up the game, but it appears i forgot to start with a clean slate, so its fine now.
i open up the game and start playing, i like how unlike other mods you dont start at your house and rather at the school where things do begin to change, its a nice touch, plus no one wants to go through that intro cutscene for the 7th time amirite. i noticed that once monika smiles sweetly at you, that you use 'that smile, that damn smile', nice one. natsuki trips and falls, its good to know that you dont follow the baseline script of the game and keep me guessing.
oof 'trying to show off much?', monika has beef with yuri!!!!! i wonder how this will play in later.
twenty random words, nicely done, i also agree.
when picking out books, doki doki outcast pops up, i almost laughed at that one, nice try.
'oUtCaSt!??! tHaTS a great story!!!!', im loving this already
see monika stared at yuri for too long in the bookstore i knew there was beef.
'just keep your distance ok?' christ monika your one huge bitch when it comes to not being self aware. 'everything is better that way' >:(!
yes it should make you feel uncomfortable
'sorry i wasnt thinking' airhead
holy crap you can actually read the book :flushed:
'its my husband KEANU REEVES HOLY CRAP'
WE HAVE A CAMP TO BURN YEEEEEE-
'it might have been my imagination, but it seems monika was giving me a dirty look before turning away' screw off digithot
'an ephiphany of hers' see the fact that she talks about it openly means she really didnt have one at all, so :shrug:
yuri delivered some sick burns during the argument, get rekt you malnourished meat stick
for my first actual choice, i will diffuse the situation, but i have a gut feeling this will come back to bite me in the ass
jesus fucking christ calm down you pink haired fireball
holy shit did you just make yuri cry
yeah thats right now you feel bad you absolute heck
'how is the club president not going to do anything here' because she secretly enjoyed seeing yuri cry
'mC!!1 you should stay here! :D yuri needs time to calm down :)' and the mod is going to force me to stay back wow 1/10
'portrait of markov?' the bible
'monika would you kindly remove your nose from other peoples affaris' yea you tell em!
'or are you upset because im doing more to involve our new member in the club than you are?' bars
by monikas body language i can tell she is absolutely livid, so yes that look should scare me
'did i just get friendzoned already' no because i can tell by the time the festival rolls around were gonna be balls deep :100:
well unless sayori commits sewer slide but thats not gonna happen..... i hope....
'mc do you think monika is mad at me' oh shit shes oblivious too thats what makes it even worse
'from now on i will do anything in my power to stop anything from hurting you' finally
the club is staring at us while making tea, this is very uncomfortable
hey were gonna sit at the wall
oh yeah back at it again with my keanu reeves
'something that friends do right' oh yes definitely as your friend of course
oh shit are we gonna kiss now
FUCKING MONIKAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
'however you shouldnt cut yourself short' uh oh
'the inner mechanisms of my mind are an enigma *milk spills*' somethings f u c k y
'its not like your doing anything dangerous right?' RIGHT!?
'yuri let me tell you something' *yuri jumps* 'understand' monika i swear to god
now that i ask her whats wrong she seems off, monika what did you do
'IVEGOTTAGODOSOMETHING' aw shieeet i know whats gonna happen
'well maybe you should just ignore her' oh fuck off
'dont get too attached' i will marry her and have children with her because i love her and i want to spite you
now she tried to talk me into fucking off from yuri
ok im back to the club and- OH SHIT SHES YELLING AT HER
oh crap yuris eyes are very m a d, monika fucked up
'have you considered killing yourself' ...
you fucking bitch, YOU FUCKING BITCH !)*P!OU!I
AND YOU MADE HER CRY, YURI IS RIGHT YOUR AN ABSOLUTE SLUT
we gotta find yuriwe gotta find yuriwe gotta find yuri fast
...oh fuck
i knew it and she ran away...
we bumped into natsuki, and now shes gonna lead us to yuri!!! yay!!
ok were in the house, holy crap her arms so many cuts, and were just gonna read? bruh
ok we just got texted 'you cant run from me forever, she doesnt deserve you' monika i know this is you fuck off
ok so were reading the book, rip keanu reeves
oh come on and the section were reading is about self harm do you not know what just happened
'w-why help me' because your my lavender princess :(
oh crap we almost confessed, mission failed, we get her next time
ohmygosh the poem we wrote, its so beautiful
oh crap were gonna help her now yesssssssss its time to get the first aid kit :flushed:
oh, nevermind, time skip, lets just assume we did our best
ok so were gonna go to the newest cafe, is this a d a t e?
the cafe seems to be uncle mugens, and i see a picture of sayonika on the wall, how dare you break spacetime
ok so next choice, i am going to order for yuri because she is in a uncomfortable situation and i wanna help her
i was yelled at for saying anyways instead of anyway, but its ok
are we gonna visit sayori now? somethine tells me that its not going to end well if you know what im saying O_O
'its a bit uncharacteristic for sayori not to run down and greet me' oh shit...
fuckfuckfuckfuckshes not answering
oh for fucks sake you scared me goddammit
ok ok now she is crying because im getting closer with yuri
ok she has depresso espresso coffee, we all knew this was going to happen
ok now she is using our infatuation with yuri as bait, or not who knows all i know is that damn thats deep
'youll always be my dearest friend' - 'get out' it was inevitable guys, this is it
ok shes throwing things at me good thing i wasnt cut by stray glass
ok so we went to the bookstore and baruptly left because some guy said hi
and now im going to spend the night at yuris house... AWESOME!
ok were in act 2, i.. IS THAT A NOOSE IN THE EYE
wait the literature club is.. gone?
i have a feeling i know whats going to happen next and im not sure im going to like it
ok now were gonna go do psychiatrrist things, well not now but you know
OH MY GOSH! ITS THE OUTCAST GUY.. AND HE STOLE THE DRESS
and now were gonna go to.. Spaghettos Bowl. you sly son of a bitch i got that reference
were now at home and shes grabbing my hand :flushed:
so wholesome <3
wait are you serious
ORANGE JUICE
O R A N G E J U I C E????????
ok now were at school
gucci gang huh
ew rap music >:(
oh fuck its monika please no
no i dont want to walk you home
ok now shes salty that were doing stuff with yuri fuck off
ok so were at the psychiatrist, mister plankton will help us
go get em yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
'you cant protect her forever' monika what do you want from me
'once shes gone we wont have to worry about her' im in the mood for.. assisted suicide.
ok were at home now and she told me why she cuts, this is getting fucky
oh boy are we going to confess
status update boys: we got the girl
its the last day of school, and what better way than to start it off with bacon and eggs
however i have a feeling something.. really bad.. is going to happen.
unfortunately couldnt solve that math equation but i bumped into natsuki
oh crap she wants to stay at my house, i wonder how this will play out
oh nevermind she wants.. to ask.. sayori
oh fuck i know whats going to happen..
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck
ok so good news is she didnt kill herself, but im now left feeling even more pathetic
'i have a strong feeling today will be a good day' probably a lie but we'll see
yes were gonna watch a movie with yuri yeeeeee
the main characters name i will guess is thomas
fuck it was paul
ok so were gonna go to the psychiatrist again, this will be fun
the cereal bar is unamused
i recognize this office cg from fruits of the literature club, epic
yuri opened up about her cut above the rest thing to plankton and we ent to a nice place in the woods :)
'no, your breathtaking' rip keanu reeves :(!!!
hell yeah spneding the night at yuris again yeah yeah yoo aiwudghawjlkd
now were gonna sit in yuris room and listen to the rain together while enjoying tea <3
we finished the book guys, come on, high five, we did it
we got a sick backstory, also nice rain cg, despite being low res
'i dont know how to whistle' im a 40 year old man, caleb
wait yuri that meaans you cant turn all star up to 11, fuck
wow mod developer your gonna dupe us out of yuris last name, look when i marry her i atleast want to know what her legal name is so we know how to change it to mine >:(
'i hope your enjoying your break' right as i think your gone you fucking come back, go away
'my plan is already in motion' monika holy shit why wont you leave me alone
ok were gonna throw out her knife collection, pwitty knif
'we have to go now!' wait holy shit what is happening
why are we in the hospital
holy shit its natsuki... wait
no... it couldnt be
FUCK
FUCKING FUCK
SAYORI DID IT
SHE REALLY DID IT
SHES IN A COMA
-THROWS KEYBOARD ACROSS THE ROOM-
in other news we are now depresso espresso
yuri got us a radio, and WHAT DO YOU KNOW FALLEN ANGEL APPEARED
yuri is my best girl
ok we timeskipped to january fifth, when its the first, way to break spacetime again mod author
kenji? goddammit kenji you son of a bitch
oh for fucks sake a vegan place for peotry, and their hipsters too. i hate vegans so god damn much
animals were made to be killed and eaten!!!
'tryannical hands of man' arent you a human
and of course the guy performing has wavy hair and glasses, hipsters
a teen girl with emerald eyes.. and a large.. white.. bow..
for fucks sake its that monika girl
fuck that im outta here, fancy dinner time
something is going to tell me that digithot is going to be here also
from now on i will refer to monika as digithot, thank you
oh hell yeah were gonna have some wine
'i clap my hands twice' NEXT MEME (destination)
awww and we planted a sakura tree <3
i named it ellie
ok i gave her my poem, her reaction is so cut- wait
wait is she on top of me
oh boy, are we going to sex?
ok were going to sex, I TOLD YOU WE WERE GONNA BE BALLS DEEP EVENTUALLY
ok were back at school
wait, girl drama, is this
am i really going to play the yuri purist route again?
no.. please god no..
and those texts from digithot.
ITS FUCKING DIGITHOT
BACK AT IT AGAIN WITH BEING SALTY THAT IM NOT FUCKING HER
oh hey its natsuki and were hanging out under ellie 2
im gonna ask about sayori :(
no news fuck
ask where shes living
shes still at sayoris house, now malnourished meat stick is my neighbor
'wot abut ur dad? :P'
hes fine? lies
lets talk about school :sunglasses:
ok now were ranting about math, hell yeah
we burped and she yelled at me and i said 'since when were you a lady' get fucked malnourished meat stick
75 DEGREES?! THE AC IS OFF, AND NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME! :(
and digithot is back at it again spreading hella rumors about my lavender princes
'you broke my heart, so im going to break something of yours' come at me, bitch
and now yuri is acting weird over text, digithot!!!! >:(
today is the festival and sayori is supposed to be dead according to the game so
hanging out with natsuki and yuri at the festival yeah yeah cool epicly
'ay yo mama! girl with the bust, why dont you get into the tank' leave my yuri alone!!!
oh crap do we stand up for yuri or not uhhhhhh, i will save for this one
fuuuuuuuuuck i dont know what to do...
fuck it, ill blindly pick
ok so we ignored them
and now their making sexual stuff towards yuri, hold on a second, ONLY I GET TO DO THAT
and now malnourished meat stick is going to fight em fuck
ok we convinced her to sit up and shut up, epicly
natsuki said anyways instead of anyway, get it together girl
oh shit were going to the chocolate factory
ok so were gonna leave the firls there despite it being a horrible idea and i know whats going to happen
were gonna get pizza
pizza is my spirit animal
aw fuck not again, its digithot
ok so the literature club still exists its just that she is the only member
and she left, i know whats going to happen next and im not gonna like it one bit
natsuki x amy <3
omg malnourished meat stick wrote a poem!!!!
oh nevermind nothing bad happened at the festival other than my encounter with monika- i mean digithot
and we go to sleep
heavy cloud formations, a storm is coming
this is a metaphor, something bad is going to happen, im sure of it
and were gonna go to the psychiatrist
it was fine...? thats a lie :D
yes something does feel off here
we tell them about the boys, yuri is scared but its all good
we went home and now yuri is acting weird, is she finally going to tell me whats happening?
'im going to drop out of scho-' excuse me what
oh fuck its an argument, a big one, shes not telling us
and now were angry, and we hurt eachother and i think this might be it.
shit to we press the topic or drop it..
fuck it, im going to press it, I NEED TO FIND OUT WHATS HAPPENING TO MY PRINCESS
oh shit, we fucked up, we fucked up real bad, real bad
maybe the metaphor was right, there was a storm coming, we just didnt know when
and now ive hurt my lavender princess, my queen of the night, my yuri
i dont know how to feel anymore.
BUT ITS OKAY
WE HAVE TO APOLOGIZE
IT MAY BE RAINING BUT MY LAVENDER PRINCESS IS IMPORTANT TO ME
Wait.. Holy shit, SAYORI WOKE UP?!
SHES AWAKE, YES YES YES
sayori told us about.. monika having my number..
THE PIECES HAVE FALLEN INTO PLACE MY BEAUTIES
DIGITHOT WAS BEHIND EVERYTHING, THAT SLATE
I RAN INTO HER FUCK
SHE ADMITS IT
'instead you chose a broken girl!' YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP
AND SHE FUCKING TOLD EVERYONE ABOUT HER
I KNEW IT THAT BITCH MONIKA DID THIS
IM LIVID
IM ANGRY, ACTUALLY ANGRY
IM GONNA CHECK ON YURI
ok im here yuri.. wait shes not here!!!
AND SHE DIDNT TAKE HER PILLS
OH GOD OH FUCK
CHARGE THE DOOR YES
wait
wait
wait
wait
are you..
i-i..
this isnt real.
i dont know what to do.
time had passed by.
were in the hospital.
shes dead.
and its my fault.


4 d a y s l a t e r

anger
i dont understand, mc
doc is right

bargaining
natsuki visits and sees my mess of a house
we talk, but thats about it.

depression
my reflection has every right to call me a failure
i firmly grasp my right hand.
its like writing a book, my arm is the page and this shard of glass is the pen
my blood the ink...
i cant do it.

acceptance
holy shit... its yuri
she tells me that its not my fault
her eyes tell me everything is going to be ok
i know what love is now.

moving on
i wake up, its sayori
she is helping me, she is out of the hospital
we sit down on the bed and check out the radio
she asks where yuri is, and i tell her everything.
she crys and calms down
its time to move on

epilogue
its january 5th
its a new day, a day that is special and disheartening all the same
hey ellie the sakura tree, how is life
i set down the picnic blanket, and take out my tea equipment
i have tea with a portrait of yuri
i read the book with her

i know its been a long road
i have had ups and downs
my sunshine is gone forever, waiting on the other side for me
not all love stories have happy endings
i know it will be hard
and i know i cant go back
but i know one thing
its that war
war never changes

THE END