Official Leave from /ceg/

Dear /ceg/

I apologize for my abrupt leave but the fact is that I can't be in this server anymore. It gives me bad vibes when I came back ever since that fateful night in September. Just when I was at my peak at the end of my zoo class, where I was really getting into my love for animals from an in-class assignment I was pulled right down from this good mood when I saw the travesty that happened in the video games channel. Incorg couldn't do his job as a mod and control the Spyro fetish art being posted. I felt like a bird crashing right to the ground. You might call me a weak pansy for that but you gotta understand, my passion for animals is fucking intense man. They're my reason for living and I want to care for them as much as I can. The idea of a fat non-human creature in fetish art is rather abhorrent to me, fictional or not. Go ahead, call me an overreacting bitch just because I don't subscribe to your fetishes, it's not like people haven't flung shit at me for that before. But yeah that night really fucked me up and even now I felt uncomfortable being back in /ceg/, the only reason I came back for those few moments was because Incorg told me you guys missed me and supposedly things had improved since I left. But apparently the rules are still being taken loosely and judging by the way people are posting furries outside their quarantine areas nothing much has been done it seems. It can be excused that Incorg had his surgery yesterday but it's been nearly 4 months since I left and people are still posting this anthro shit like it's been a regular occurrence. I guess the anti-anthro person here is me, huh?
Honestly the Spyro incident was the last straw in the string of events that happened over the course of my stay in /ceg/. I mean I've certainly had my fun with you guys, don't get me wrong. I love you guys and the times we had but there was just too much trouble going on for me to handle, plus taking a break from /ceg/ for academic stuff has made me realize how much more peaceful my life has become. I was no longer afraid of people bashing me just because I was doing my job as a mod or trying to state my distaste for something.
It's been quite something knowing you guys and this server, but I must officially make my leave. This server feels like a wild west where I don't know what to expect and no rules really get enforced. Oh well, you guys have fun and hey you can always contact me through DMs, right? You guys continue what you're doing, for clearly I am not suited to stay in such an environment where time and time again I had these troubled moments. Honestly I'm going to miss you guys as much as you'll miss me but my mental well-being must come first.

Sincerely,
Hikari