This Doesn't Feel Like Me 51 END

app tl. not that accurate(deep talk and slang). somewhat rushed on certain parts.



so..recap of last part where mc tells gf off on her supposed sexual intentions towards him.

gf begs mc not to do that and to wake up, but mc is all 'what's wrong?' and then goes how she lied to him about being pregnant so she could meet him and isn't this what she wanted. mc then admits how he thought of her at times and how her pussy tasted/felt great. gf starts crying and mc then details how he will punch a hole in her stocking just like he used to do before and how it makes him feel more into it(or just pissed. notsure). gf then tells him 'yes!' and for mc to do what he wants with tears in her eyes and goes more how, at the very least, mc liked her in that way(as a sex toy/buddy). mc then stops and asks gf, what did she expect from him. he goes more, how smbdy said about him(glasses) that 'he ain't nothing but a fuckin/horny' mutt'. gf replies that she too doesn't know and how she wanted to make sure of the things that happened between them(see what they really had going on there? on her part). mc then asks gf if she's now sure of that and what kind of guy he really is. gf then tells mc that honestly, she's still not sure and here mc blows off with smth like 'you still don't know there?!' and 'i pulled that shit on my stepmother and i'm doing this to you! are you stupid or what??!!'. mc then goes how yeah, he will answer it for her and he does a slang monologue, where he tells her how a girl like her, that opens her legs to such a dickhead like him and how he fuckin' hates that type of girl. mc goes more how, gf is always so clingy to him and he fuckin' hates that sight of her(notsure. has sexual innuendoes..maybe he calls her a cheap like girl) and asks gf if she now understands it. mc then goes how he's pissed and how he was about to get some pussy, but now that's all gone and starts to leave the cafe. gf cries and trembles and goes how mc didn't had to say it that badly and how she knows and calls him stupid.

glasses asks mc if he managed it well. he also asks if he managed to make it as shitty as possible like he suggested(or mc..). mc goes how yeah, he did it in a way that gf would never wanna think about it/him anymore. glasses then asks mc why does he look so dejected and if he has any feelings there. mc goes 'yeah ..' and glasses cant believe it and cusses mc a bit and idk ..how, what's with him now. mc then goes how he is very sorry toward gf. glasses taunts him some more cause mc started to regret it and that and he kinda offers him smth and when mc asks, glasses is all 'don't you wanna go see your stepmother?' and how fmc is pregnant and isn't mc feeling burdened by that. mc then denies not being so, cause glasses told him that he will kill them both if fmc x mc see each other again. glasses confirms it and mc is asking how can they meet then and glasses kinda looks at him and tells him how it will take a longer time for that to happen. glasses then tells mc thanks. how it's done and how he wont see him again. glasses kinda thinks how he did great to separate mc from gf.

fb here and gf asks mc to tell her his honest thoughts and if he really loves her or just cause he wanted to have sex(this part/ch is translated on mz). how she will accept/be fine with what answer mc comes up with. fb over and he kinda thinks that gf will get hurt and for him not so say bs he cant be responsible for. how he'd hurt gf even more. how he'd feel shitty to see gf and how she thinks of his answer, so he just ran away. then how he did even more .. and another fb of mc telling off and blaming fmc for it. mc then blames himself for what he did/said to fmc. here fmc tells him that being an adult, is not just about growing up and how he has to be responsible for his decisions and if mc is sure he can do that. mc then remembers glasses telling him that he's still far away from that(meet fmc) and how mc must decide what to do there and to not ask anybody there.

timeskip of 1.4 years. dad asks red what's she up to and red goes how she wants to make him seaweed soup for tomorrow, cause it's his birthday tomorrow. dad gets taken over by her beauty and embarrasses red into it, who tells him not to do it there. red looks over to mc room and asks if the cops haven't contacted dad yet. dad confirms that it's been 1 year since he filed the missing persons report. red tells him not to worry, that mc is dad's kid so she's sure mc is fine. dad agrees with red and goes how yea, maybe mc doesn't wanna come back yet. dad kinda asks if him and red should move home out and red tells him that it's for him to decide.

mc here and he cant believe smth and wants confirmation again. apparently mc got his webtoon serialized. glasses guy talks some positive trash talk reviews about mc's webtoon. mc is hyped about it and guy tells him the payment plan and tells him to sign if he's okay with it, which mc is.

mc thinks that he finally did it all by himself and how he's back again and as a grown up man(his home). he rings the doorbell and smbdy asks him who is it. mc thinks about the voice and wonders who's is it. mc goes how that's his home and asks who that person is. that person tells him how she moved in recently. mc then goes how they/he moved away all lost. person goes how they left word that if he comes back to tell him smth there, but mc still freaks out about them moving away. fmc then opens the door and tells him to come in. mc is all 'stepmother?' and fmc dismisses that name and asks how, doesn't mc wanans see their child. mc then thinks how this is how the three of them started living together. the end.

next is author's words that thanks the readers for reading his work.