==CLOTHES==
forgotten tomb shirt (a given)
ideally black jeans (see jack rourke), otherwise either blue jeans but cuffed or dm shorts (camo cargo pants could also work, check walmart)
black converse (for sure, especially due to its emo relevance)
if jacket, trueno hoodie or some other black unzipped hoodie would work (but this takes away from shirt)



===================PLAN===================
-part 0-
remember that it's easy as fuck, when i went for red creep it wasn't really that hard, it was mostly external factors
shave day before
ensure cash is in wallet
shave non-lazily on correct day, possibly twice
remember henry with blonde girl
remember that red creep happened because i saw an opportunity and i took it

-part 1-
enter store and notice if she's at front register, if she is say hi briefly while smiling
if she's moving clothing racks but near the front entrance, still say hi while walking past
notice how crowded the store is while remaining logical - she will probably be extremely embarrassed if i ask for her number in front of people, so it would by far be best to do it when neither employees or other customers are within hearing range

-part 2-
get some shit worth ~$5 - not too much though or it'll take longer to ring me up
be very loose, casual, and smiley - i was feeling like this when i saw her on 9-13-19
go find some shit and once nobody's at the front i can go up, if nobody's there she may be doing other shit which might be a good opportunity to move it since it'll definitely be empty
^ also make sure that no other employees are around to ring me up
make eye contact immediately once i'm getting ringed up (with a friendly aura, if i do not seem friendly i must smile)

-part 3-
say "hey, how's your day going" as an icebreaker because immediately cutting to below would be awkward as fuck if she doesn't hear me
after she responds say "i'm hal btw"
"you must be new here" - start casually discussing how long she's been at the store for (and that i haven't seen her around much until recently), mention that there was someone else in her place but she's gone now
while she's getting the receipt, i should say "by the way, can i get your number?" very clearly while making eye contact IF nobody is around











===NOTES===
-i have absolutely nothing to lose
-i have no social obligations of any kind
-DO SOMETHING INTERESTING
also a reminder i could get her number at almost any time i desire, i already almost did with red creep which was a significant stepping alone
red creep happened because i took the opportunity
new girl new goal

NO REGRETS, JUST DO IT CUNT
DON'T QUESTION ANY PART OF THE PLAN, JUST DO IT
YOUR LIFE CHANGES NO MATTER WHAT THE RESULTS ARE
REMINDER THAT THE LONGER I TAKE, THE LONGER NOTHING CHANGES AND THAT THERE IS ZERO BENEFIT TO WAITING AROUND - SHE IS READILY AVAILABLE

retrospective of 7-12-19.txt
remember all of my dreams involving females



-she listens to alt rock
-her name means 'worthy of love' in latin - a sign from god (hence why He pushed red creep away from me)
-she's extremely hot
so hot, in fact, that throughout her life some may have been scared to approach her, but this obviously has no relevance to me
-she will touch my head
-she will walk around the house in pants barefoot
-she will provide footjobs
-piercings, converse without socks, bracelets, anklets, chokers, raven colored hair, form fitting parkas, cat ears, etc.
-burnout 3 becomes reality
consider this: if burnout 3 had any females like nfs, she would definitely be hot enough to be featured
-imagine her on snowy roads
-imagine being in manhattan and holding her hand while i wear my forgotten tomb shirt, and the guy in the red metal shirt gets jealous as fuck and stares

-imagine her listening to hand of blood
-imagine her listening to tears don't fall
-imagine her listening to one
-imagine her listening to sleep
-imagine her listening to ride (nfsu)
-imagine her listening to rightside of the bed
-imagine her listening to memory (sugarcult)
-imagine her listening to dead living (sugarcult)
-imagine her listening to collapse (soasin)
-imagine her listening to mxpx
-imagine her listening to my curse
-imagine her listening to adrift

it's easy to imagine nostalgia in this way





-EXTERNAL IDEA-
thought of this in shower but i could have my father call me to play deathbox on my phone
explain to him in detail that i'm going to get a girls number while wearing my forgotten tomb shirt that clearly indicates my music tastes, while her style of dress also indicates her music tastes (which are similar)
by having him call me so my ringtone plays, it shows her my taste in music and thus something we have in common

"so listen, i'm going to get this girls number right now, i'm at the place and i have a quick plan"
"her name is amanda and she's working at the register right now and will be there all day"
"see, by the way she dresses it's extremely obvious she listens to a certain style of music - as much black clothing as her uniform allows, piercings on her face, her hair, black nail polish, and other shit"
"the way she dresses is called alternative and is indicative of her taste in music and other media, so i'm wearing my forgotten tomb shirt which is black and has words in a distinctive visual style that's only used in metal which tells anyone familiar with it this is what i listen to"
"i got the idea to do this some time ago when a completely unrelated girl at walmart who also dressed alternative was staring at my forgotten tomb shirt clearly intrigued, doing the same with this girl is indicative that we have something in common already"
"i also want her to hear my ringtone so she is more intrigued by my taste in music"
"so what i want is for you to call me in about 2 minutes from now while i'm in the store, i'll confirm whether or not i'm with amanda yet and have you call me again when i am"
"when i'm at the desk, if you call me then we will have a very brief conversation not on speaker where you fixed my mothers rear bumper while i confirm i'm at the desk by saying 'yeah i got it'"

SECOND PHONE CALL:
Hal: "hey"
Dad: "yeah listen i fixed her bumper"
Hal: "alright good, i'm a little busy now though"
Dad: "are you with her?"
Hal: "yeah alright, i'll see you in a bit"
Dad: "ok bye"
Hal: "bye"