Blaze Chat

10:17 PM - f.blazevski: Basically the watered down version is, Trina hated me because I 'leaked' information (which I didn't) and Root stopped trusting me because of Trina, then Trina kept trying to demote me from super on deathrun, and thus perfect said I had to code for deathrun to keep my rank... which I thought was stupid why should I have criteria to be a staff member (compared to the whole 1 year I ran DR with Perfect) and now I'm all kicked out... not even helping with the new forums
10:17 PM - f.blazevski: despite me making 2 versions prior to this one...
10:17 PM - f.blazevski: Perfect has lost 'trust' in me because of them two D:
10:17 PM - f.blazevski: and I feel all alone now...
10:17 PM - TheBurningBanana: But you still got Zs right
10:17 PM - f.blazevski: yeah but dr was my foundation... it's where I helped kick it off (I started DR with Perfect)
10:18 PM - f.blazevski: and now I'm kicked out of it D:
10:18 PM - TheBurningBanana: Yeah i feel you
10:18 PM - f.blazevski: and you know, to have someone else doing the forums... and me just sitting back here is like are you serious I set up the whole server to run...
10:18 PM - f.blazevski: I set up permissions from the start... I set up the database
10:18 PM - f.blazevski: the FTP and all and now I have no access
10:18 PM - TheBurningBanana: I like to be the voice of neutrality in disputes
10:19 PM - f.blazevski: Don't have git access to dr anymore either...
10:19 PM - TheBurningBanana: No access whatsoever?
10:19 PM - f.blazevski: now I'm just an admin on DR D:
10:19 PM - f.blazevski: nothing less nothing more
10:20 PM - f.blazevski: I've been trying to talk to Perfect and hopefully he can 'trust' me again... but I guess he has his minded too manipulated already D:
10:20 PM - f.blazevski: FURTHERMORE I saved Perfect's life like 6 times, he was so close to commiting suicide and this is what I get after everything I have been through with him
10:20 PM - TheBurningBanana: Well shit aye didnt see that coming
10:21 PM - f.blazevski: yeah welcome to my world D:
10:21 PM - TheBurningBanana: I mean like
10:21 PM - f.blazevski: Where Deathrun was everything and after saying I was going to be away on the forums for like 2 weeks nobody read it and everyone got angry at me and demotion was quick to come by
10:21 PM - TheBurningBanana: I've helped Trina deal with the Bears then there was the Natos abuse incident
10:21 PM - TheBurningBanana: But Suicide, yeah guess you could say that was unexpected
10:22 PM - f.blazevski: obvs keep this convo private
10:22 PM - TheBurningBanana: Ooooooooooooooooooooooobviously
10:22 PM - f.blazevski: this is obvs personal stuff
10:22 PM - f.blazevski: :P
10:22 PM - f.blazevski: I mean he trusted me enough last time I ran his domain names and all...
10:22 PM - f.blazevski: I have his address/phone number/everything
10:22 PM - TheBurningBanana: And you heard him speak
10:22 PM - f.blazevski: and now he doesn't trust me
10:22 PM - TheBurningBanana: Thats a shitload of trust
10:22 PM - f.blazevski: and yes I have heard him
10:22 PM - TheBurningBanana: Excuse my bogan-like expressions
10:22 PM - f.blazevski: and now there is none of that trust D:
10:23 PM - TheBurningBanana: Im sure its in there somewhere
10:23 PM - f.blazevski: I really want to help out with the forums...
10:23 PM - f.blazevski: if anything that's what I want to do..
10:23 PM - f.blazevski: manage that
10:23 PM - f.blazevski: but I guess he doesn't want me to... because Root is doing it
10:23 PM - f.blazevski: D:
10:23 PM - f.blazevski: and tbh it looks like root has barely any knowledge of HTML/CSS/PHP etc
10:24 PM - f.blazevski: I mean I used a broken shoutbox and made it work again...
10:24 PM - f.blazevski: and it was usuable
10:24 PM - f.blazevski: D:
10:24 PM - TheBurningBanana: I dont know about Root
10:24 PM - TheBurningBanana: I have that same gut feeling i had with Burrito
10:24 PM - TheBurningBanana: And see how that turned out
10:24 PM - f.blazevski: Burrito still hates me... to this very day... and I feel like it's going to copy for Root too now
10:24 PM - TheBurningBanana: Root was asking round wether people cared if he got super on new server
10:25 PM - f.blazevski: 'I have lost all my respect for you Blaze'
10:25 PM - TheBurningBanana: So he obvs cares what people think
10:25 PM - TheBurningBanana: That could lead to unfortunate ending
10:25 PM - TheBurningBanana: s
10:25 PM - f.blazevski: yeah because month months ago I made a private inquirey about that issue and apparently some super leaked it and he has lost all 'respect' for me since
10:25 PM - TheBurningBanana: Bloody hell you got the shit end of the stick aye
10:25 PM - TheBurningBanana: Which issue
10:26 PM - f.blazevski: root climbing the ranks quickly
10:26 PM - TheBurningBanana: + Root tends to get a little insulty when it comes to disputes
10:26 PM - TheBurningBanana: THATS exactly whats wrong
10:26 PM - TheBurningBanana: People climbing the ranks too quickly can go south as quick as they went north
10:27 PM - f.blazevski: +1 Agreed
10:27 PM - TheBurningBanana: Like i've been admin for most of last year
10:27 PM - TheBurningBanana: but i dont really care
10:27 PM - TheBurningBanana: Cause if i can do stuff im happy
10:27 PM - TheBurningBanana: But others want the power
10:27 PM - TheBurningBanana: They want the control over others
10:27 PM - f.blazevski: I only wanted super as I felt I was the most experienced staff...
10:27 PM - f.blazevski: the person people can contact
10:28 PM - TheBurningBanana: Im not gonna argue the fact that you are probs one of the most experienced staff member
10:28 PM - f.blazevski: I mean I have been there from the start
10:29 PM - f.blazevski: basically the way it was 'supposed' to work was I was the 'secretery' and Perfect was the CEO everything comes to me first
10:29 PM - f.blazevski: and if it needed to I would bring it up with Perfect
10:29 PM - TheBurningBanana: Sounds about right
10:29 PM - f.blazevski: it worked well remember?
10:29 PM - TheBurningBanana: Buuuuuuuuuuuuut
10:29 PM - f.blazevski: until Trina got super
10:29 PM - TheBurningBanana: What happened with Trina
10:30 PM - f.blazevski: between me and Trina?
10:30 PM - TheBurningBanana: yeah
10:31 PM - f.blazevski: long story short... Trina hated everyone from ZS since the Natos abuse.. then I was making a private inquiry about how that was impacting my role on deathrun, and I didn't want to post it in the inquries because Perfect is a super so I went to paste it to darth directly in steam... unfortunatly gmod crashed and the tab opened turned out to be Knifey... I accidently sent it to him... told him not to share it... he told Natos and Natos did punishment
10:33 PM - TheBurningBanana: HMmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
10:34 PM - f.blazevski: so yeah
10:34 PM - f.blazevski: I talked with Trina about how I never meant it to be shared etc and it seems we are good together now
10:34 PM - f.blazevski: as for Root... still a bit etchy
10:34 PM - f.blazevski: and Perfect... well he doesn't want to speak to me yet...
10:35 PM - TheBurningBanana: Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
10:35 PM - TheBurningBanana: Maybe
10:35 PM - f.blazevski: pls no hmmmm :P
10:35 PM - f.blazevski: but now you know my story :)
10:35 PM - TheBurningBanana: I can be like a bridge
10:35 PM - TheBurningBanana: Like ill inv you guys to chatsies
10:35 PM - f.blazevski: and why I feel so depressed about this and DR I want to help run it D:
10:35 PM - TheBurningBanana: And you guys talk
10:35 PM - TheBurningBanana: Bah humbug
10:35 PM - TheBurningBanana: Dont feel depressed
10:36 PM - TheBurningBanana: I mean its what i did with the Trina hating Natos incident
10:36 PM - f.blazevski: DR was my time... I dedicated my time for it... I helped keep everything ordered and running... and when I said I was on break I did 1 thing for ZS (sigils) and now all hate
10:36 PM - TheBurningBanana: Your under some pretty thick ice it seems
10:37 PM - f.blazevski: +1000 Agreed
10:37 PM - TheBurningBanana: But with some tools
10:37 PM - TheBurningBanana: That ice will melt
10:37 PM - TheBurningBanana: For better or worse
10:37 PM - f.blazevski: once you can get it under the ice :P
10:37 PM - TheBurningBanana: Cant start a fire under water ;)
10:38 PM - TheBurningBanana: Probs gonna be harder to get Root to talk to you
10:38 PM - TheBurningBanana: But ill get him to come around
10:38 PM - f.blazevski: Well I spoke to him... and he said I need to earn the trust of DR staff agian?
10:39 PM - f.blazevski: again*
10:39 PM - f.blazevski: Have people lost trust in me?
10:39 PM - TheBurningBanana: Probs
10:39 PM - TheBurningBanana: I still trust you
10:40 PM - f.blazevski: I talked to perfect about that he said nobody has
10:40 PM - TheBurningBanana: I throw trust at people that my gut trusts
10:41 PM - TheBurningBanana: Probs not the smartes idea
10:41 PM - TheBurningBanana: But its worked so fatr
10:41 PM - TheBurningBanana: far*
10:41 PM - f.blazevski: btw one of Trina's tactics to demote me (and successful) was to tell Perfect 'many staff question you (f.blaze) why you have super'
10:42 PM - f.blazevski: I didn't care if I was demoted to senior but I was told I was going to be demoted completely
10:42 PM - f.blazevski: btw this tells you me and Trina are on par now :)
10:42 PM - f.blazevski: 9:54 PM - f.blazevski: rip my internet D:
9:55 PM - designated anchor: Rip u
9:55 PM - designated anchor: optus?
9:56 PM - f.blazevski: yeah
9:56 PM - f.blazevski: My dad got an android TV box thing and it just eats away the bandwidth leaving no room for my data packets to go D:
9:56 PM - f.blazevski: so rip me :P
9:57 PM - designated anchor: rip in dip u
9:57 PM - f.blazevski: yep D:
9:57 PM - f.blazevski: ohh even better crashed :D
9:57 PM - designated anchor: gw
10:43 PM - f.blazevski is now playing Garry's Mod. Click here to join.
10:43 PM - TheBurningBanana: Yeah
10:45 PM - f.blazevski: And it's amazing how you can tell someone by the way they type
10:45 PM - f.blazevski: there is a difference between No and No.
10:45 PM - f.blazevski: Root Beer: No.
10:46 PM - TheBurningBanana: lmao
10:52 PM - f.blazevski is now Away.