I spent the best part of a decade indoors living on the internet, gameing like crazy obsessed with ultra-realistic milsims, wanted to know how to field strip every firearm from world of guns, what every switch did in every plane in DCS world (I read a 400 page book I paid $200 for off ebay on how to fight ww3 in an F-15 and learned every autistic detail down to the decimal) and knowing what to do if both pilots had a simultaneous heart attack as an airline passenger, spent 10k hours in this $150 lockheed martin specialist wargame commander sim, spent my late teens/early twenties in some power fantasy living in a shitworld where the only purpose I served was to warm a chair and emit body odor.

I decided to set aside a year to learn a marketable skill that wasn't designing smart bombs for pre-planned mass human sacrifice rituals, with literally no fun allowed, every waking hour spent learning - all the while panicking "fuck im 24 I'm an old man I wasted my life gotta get good fast" and reintegrated myself into society soaking up chemtrails and absorbing receipt BPA through my pores, staring at my smartphone on my coffee break watching "mom, dad" on my whatsapp contact list evolve to more and more non-family members and even FEMALES in some cases but let me tell you this, all those years that normies have on you if you're a shut-in? 95% have wasted it. Both socially and in terms of learning useful skills. And the age thing was a shock because everyone is sorting their shit out much later and 24 is toddler age in 2018-Years, I'm surrounded by fucking 30-45 yr olds who act like teenagers.

I expected to be thrown to lions in the amphitheater, chads with lvl 50 bantz and master level femme fatale whores but normies are mostly fucking medically stupid and autistic with anxiety disorders from getting 'trailed 7 days a week and getting mindraped at tv/hollywood university, it takes like a minute to round off your rough edges due to rustiness/tism, just a few faux pas and my bads and you're already past normie gift of gab levels (unless you actually have legit autism where you can't recognize social cues/faces) because their whole life has been on rails with 0 reflection time and in recent years smartphones have made them just like antisocial computer nerds.  If you are discriminating and sort the nonsense out of the /pol/ redpill/MGTOW stuff from the true shit it gives you such an upper hand when dealing with both colleagues and random predatory/confidence trickster types.

As I've climbed the intellectual social ladder my circle of 'friends' has progressed from ppl who pretend to like sportsball/TV show, then to dudes that all watch rick and morty and I'm just at the crossover point where I'm actually meeting people whose work I've been a fan of and it turns many are shameless liars and outsource their workload to loads of other people and steal ideas, this is where you realize people you think are gods are actually hacks with this infinitely deep well of persistence/cognitive dissonance because their upper-middle class parents drilled fastidiousness & punctuality into them. See Anthony Fantano for a maxed-out variant of this genre of human - complete hack faker that got undeserved success by banging his head against the wall and parental ego-boosting made him impervious to on-point soul destroying snarky youtube comments/messages - many by me on different accounts to try and gaslight him into suicidal depression, im not a malicious person but I believed in my heart of hearts this guy was too gay to not to be foiled like time traveler faced with baby hitler, man this was before he was an e-celeb all I got him to say was haters gonna hate at the end of one vid I was sure I gangstalked him into submission but his fucking loving & nurturing parents had to ruin it.

I genuinely believe from my experience talking to people I thought were gods that Sam didn't get booted from AS because of jew twitter stuff but his peers like Tim and Eric were intimidated by his raw trillness and got scared because they were faker zombies, listen to pussy timbre of Heideckers voice in that phone call to Sam, you can hear these little vibrato fear voice overtones & cracks, pure sound of the fake confronted by the real. W/R/T the jew shit Bernsteingate was just the excuse for AS to let Sam down gently with all the seething jealous hacks pushing for him to go. The Jew shit definitely did fuck Sam later cause you can see flat affect in his eyes, that's mossad/the dudes who control the blackmailed pedos at the CIA telling them to put millimeter-wave mind-zapper dishes pointed at his house to make him go crazy, he seems to be resisting pretty well though. He should check any suspicious flowers by irene trucks nearby,  I swear to god I saw a firearms team jump out of the back of a mail truck during a no-knock raid they said was on a drug dealer's apartment. The jews will literally fuck up the lives of anyone they deem a threat, like one british inventor tried to sell an orbital artillery cannon to any willing buyers, Saddam Hussein showed interest and Mossad shot the guy on his doorstep.