will i ever not be ugly?

"will I ever not be ugly?" everyone typed into google at the same time - we all scrolled through the search results glazingly, dyingly.

we shut our laptops and lit candles and turned the lights off and clambered to windows and blinds, we peeked through them and saw the fluttering candle light of the neighbours and we tried to capture it with our gaze.

we slept on beds, floors and couches and the ceiling stared at us.


'._