Ya know... I'v been thinking of writing you... Just cause it would be a little more personal... But since you don't have a problem saying things on line I guess I shouldn't either. I'v been meaning to say a few things and wether you believe them or not is your choice. But I wanted to tell you I am really sorry for how I acted the almost two years we were together. I was an absolute un grateful immature selfish bitch. And I realize that now. I should have appreciated you and the things you did for me a lot more then I did. I regret that now. I don't regret us or what we had and did. But I regret not knowing what I know now and how I acted. If I could go back in time I would. But it's like the saying you don't know what you had till you loose it. And I lost a lot the day I walked out and gave up. But I have honestly been thru and learned a lot since then. I'm lucky to be alive right now. And I really truly hope you are happy. You deserve to be happy and smile. And I hope you get what you deserve out of life. You are a better person then I have ever been. And I'm sorry for all the shit I put you thru. I wish you an Kayela the best of luck and I hope you two stay happy cause you deserve to be.