DIOMT 59

app based summary, tl;dr at the bottom

Chapter starts with a recap where dark hair asks boss if he believes her. Boss asks short hair that if you're not satisfied with the life life you have now, then you start to think to the way your old life was before coming to the past?(not sure). Then she tells him that it's the same thing she told him last time, that the key is not in what you think, but in what you do (actions rather than words. smth like this, not sure). She then gives FMC and MC as living examples to boss, how they still acts like they are married and she weeps over MC(not sure). She then tells him that she never told anyone about this and shows him her writ and goes 'that it wasn't that long ago, and it started to get dangerous' Boss then freaks out when he sees the cuts and asks her what is that and how did she get hurt, and she tells him she's not hurt, but it's how she is now. Boss then goes 'what? so it was self inflicted? are u crazy?' She then tells him that yeah, she did it but she's not crazy. Here there's a flashback where short hair wakes up and goes 'where is this place?'. Then a thought bubble where short hair explains that she went back to the past, right before she killed herself after suffering from sever depression when she found out that her husband had cheated on her. End of flashback an she then tells boss that she was sure she had forgotten that, but a few months later she started to remember it again, and this is proof that she isn't feeling satisfied with her current life. Next she asks boss to reaffirm what he told her back then, how he too came back to the past just like her... Boss keeps quiet and starts his flashback:  ..A girl with tears in her eyes ask boss why did he do that so suddenly(broke a glass in his palm), and then boss goes 'Casey, how could you do that to me?'(here he confused that girl with his ex gf), then that girl questions boss about who that Casey is, and if shes a girl he knows from before(not sure, but she's pissed he said another girl's name) and smth like he did not drink that much today so why's he being like this(not sure), boss then pushes her away and tell her to let him go, girl goes 'kyaa, so mean'  and boss goes 'you did not love me.. i would rather be... it's better to die' and end of flash back.
Scene goes to a diner, here boss and short hair talk about how he was so caught up in that situation, how one could actually end their life in a fit like that, and how believe it or now, she's sure of it. Boss then thinks smth isn't right, she asks what? Boss then goes how when he went back, all the things he managed to have and earn, he wanted to brag about it to his gf, about how his business grew in size, then short hair cuts him off and tells him how his thoughts about his ex and vengeance have grown(not sure), and asks him if he found that girl, and boss tells her about what is he to do if he found that girl that won't even remember him, and what would happen to him if he were to meet that girl and get vengeance on..Then short hair calls him a reasonable guy, after that answer. And she ten tells him that the more stupid things he does the more likely is for him to get hooked on the life he had before coming to the past, and that there would defeat the purpose of coming back. The boss tells short hair that he thinks she isn't as nice as she appears to be,and that she came here only to tell him about these things(not sure), and wants to know what does she wants from him. She then tells him with a smile on her face 'don't let me die'. Boss goes 'what?' and she tells him that she won't let him die and he won't let her die kind of deal, and that she wants for both of them to be satisfied with the life they have now, and to let her help him be him happy so that they both get to live. Then boss asks her how is he supposed to do that, and she tells him that she's still searching for it. Memory lane starts here with narration from short hair, where it shows her fucking with some guys, and goes how he was so excited at first to sleep with this guys, but then it started to get boring, how she started to sleep around and have fun with rich guys, good looking guys, and she thought her old memories were being erased and she liked that. But it didn't last, and she didn't want that anymore and then she wanted to met a nice guy(glasses-kun) but she got tired and she thinks that, that guy and the way he is doesn't like her in that way. Boss then asks her what is he supposed to do when he doesn't know what happiness is either, and she tells him that this is smth she will figure it step by step, and that she thinks she knows about how to bring that happiness they want and need. Memory lane again, blonde dude cries about MC, glasses-kun tells him that he will take him to the train station and will see MC tomorrow morning. Blonde guys showers MC with compliments and tears (emotional and drunk?)and tells him to keep the country safe,  MC tells him 'sure, yeah' then they say their goodbyes. Blonde then tells MC that this is too fast .. MC tells her that it would be nice if the time in uniform would pass faster, she then tells MC she hates it but what about him.. MC then tells her that the it won't be a problem(not his first time). Blonde asks MC if there's no other way to avoid going, and MC goes all sarcastic with 'loyal officer, came back tot eh past, i'm married, i remember everything, sometimes i act like a married man, are you okay with this?!' and tells her 'can u imagine smth like this?' and she goes 'it's like smth crazy'. Then MC tells her that it's okay, he doesn't really like it but he hast to be cool with it, she then tells him sorry, MC asks why she's feeling sorry for.. and she goes how thanks to MC she was able to forget a lot about her past, but she wasn't able do the same thing for him. MC then pats her on her head and goes 'hey, come on, how is that your fault?' she goes '...still' and asks MC if he'll get in touch with FMC after that, and he tells her he didn't call her and he doesn't want to come into contact with her, blonde tells him sorry again..MC tells her to stop it, he's fine grabs her hand and tell her he will walk her home. Blonde then asks MC to be togetehr with her tonight, that she doesn't want to part with her oppa. Scene jumps to where blonde takes her clothes off and MC tells her to wait, that he wants to talk to her, she kisses him, MC calls her name but nothing, goes for sucky sucky and then wraps him up, she then thinks she will make him think only about her now, how she'll always be here for him, how MC is hers alone, and 'OPPA IS ALL MINE' END of ch



TL;DR - text above^ has more juicy details^
Boss and short hair talk about the situation with their memories and how MC and FMC experience smth all those that go back to the past an live a life that doesn't pleases them. They remember how they lost their minds too and drifted back to the old selves and tried to hurt themselves. Shows how short hair girl tried to find happiness in various ways. Short hair offers boss a partnerships where they help each other be happy so they can move on and avoid dying from the side effects of not being satisfied with their current lives. Short hair tells boss she kinda knows a way to do that, to bring happiness for themselves. Scene of MC before going to the army(not sure here if it's a flash back or the present time..) Blonde guy cries for MC, Blonde girl is sad for MC and doesn't want to let him go. MC takes her home but they end up having sex. Blonde forces herself on MC and goes yandere calling MC hers only.