dream log 50

okay sure i keep remembering my dreams EVERY night this week why not

so! i'm backstage, behind the curtains, and people are talking, something about needing an extra person in their dance troupe. i join in and fail to follow the others' lead. then i put on a black sweater that says NERD, hoping i can blend in with the others because i was wearing a bright shirt before. i don't remember much else.

the next dream, i think i'm in a big thing. like the universe. i can see everything and nothing at the same time. i'm on a platform in the middle of all of it, and i'm sitting in front of a big orb that keeps shifting. it's someone i know, someone important to me. the matter inside the orb keeps changing from darkness to light and back forth. i'm afraid when the light fades out, because i know that means they could die. it fades out for a long time, then it's back again and i'm relieved.