ohhhthats right they fuck with me when im at the height of interested in something to see how bad i want it and since its not a natural experience i cut myself but with my interests and ocd sever the creative link and whatever the fuck im chasing so i can be braindead not interested in anything so that way itll lead to me not having any interest in stayinng alive and since ive never had interest in staying alive there making me have nothing not even anime when thats all i had ill be gong psyche ward soon who cares off my devices in a wheel chair staring at the wall