One-thousand words on what I think of you? Seems like a simple enough task for me to undergo. Let’s see.  I will start from how I thought of you from the beginning, and then work my way down to the present. For some odd reason; I can remember the first time we chatted. I think it was because of the conversation you walked in on, lol. Aly and I were talking about my scissor clit and etc., and you were making commentary on how it probably could use sharpening. I remember that after that first chat with you; I thought you were a pervert. I mean, I know you aren’t one now but I thought you were one for a while. Time passes by and I get to know you on a more personal level. Like, I’d open up to you and the sort. I was on/off dating Eddy during the time, as I usually am, so I had a lot of “boys are all the same” chats with you. I remember how you would frequently annoy me, because you’d ask me to elaborate on something but then it felt like you didn’t understand what I meant and/or were trying to bend me to feel a different way. Then all of a sudden, the vibe between us changed; not in a broad way, but, it was different. I can’t place a word on it. I still found you annoying, lol, but it was a type of annoyance that I found exceedingly cute. Your infatuation with my professor was humorous, but, I also had a persistent feeling of jealousy over the fact you “wanted” him. I never vocalized it because, yeah, I didn’t know what it was at the time. So I then decided to make you my “boyfrand”. We played it off well; movie dates, etc. Then, all of a sudden, Julie came into the picture. You said you didn’t like her, but, I still felt “off” about it. I get back together with Eddy, and me and him talk in a P.C. while I was talking to you on skype (this was the day we watched Inception). You were talking about her being overdramatic on a topic, or something, and I was offering you advice. You told me that the advice wouldn’t work, or something like that, and I was hurt and jealous by that; which is the real reason I didn’t return your love back. I was only cruel with what I told you to do, because, I considered you mine and wanted her out of the picture. I was talking to Eddy about it, and, he said something peculiar. He was like, “Keelan only likes you and a couple other people”. The way he branched me apart from “other people” was like he was implying something. Anyways, I think the following day we were talking. You posted a chat between Julie and you which showed her basically asking, but not asking, if I was the one you liked. I found it humorous because the thought of you ever liking me seemed far-fetched at the time. Soo then I said that I would make you want me. You said it would be the other way around, and thus our “challenge” began. A couple days later, I have the dream. I guess all my repressed jealousy and unknown feelings finally leaked into my subconscious. You know the dream: You come in my room and ignore me for Julie. I get jealous and declare that I hope she hurts you and that I wasn’t joking. At that moment, I lost the “challenge”, but I played it off as if I didn’t know the meaning behind it. Then I had another dream, and we were discussing the possible meanings of it and etc. Another day goes by, and we were “dancing” around the subject of feelings. I was watching the Doug movie with a friend, and I spoke to you on that. I said you were Doug, and you replied saying I was Pattie since she was the closest person to Doug that you could remember (<333). I can’t remember if you also confessed how you felt this day, either, but I think you did. Of course, by this point, I already had confirmed that I liked you. I didn’t want to be the first one to say it, so, I waited on you (plus I would have lost the challenge). I was so happy when you told me how you felt, but, I made sure to let you think that you lost first. C; After that, it just got better. I wanted to be with you, but, I just got back with Eddy and I didn’t see dumping someone for another person to be a just thing to do. But after a while, I felt that I loved you more than Eddy; plus, his actions were suspicious to me. That led me to check his facebook, and see about his cheating and shit. To be honest, I was going to break-up with him before that; this just gave me a better reason than just saying, “I love Keelan, so, you need to go now”.  The break-up wasn’t bad. Usually when Eddy and I break-up; I crumble. But I had you and it was more like a new beginning instead of an end. You and I began “talking”, I guess that’s what it was, but nothing was official.  I didn’t mind that, though, since you were my Key-lion and you had mentally been mine for a while. Uhm, anyways, let’s skip to the present. I still have feelings for you, obviously, but it’s different. Before, it was because you were always there for me and now it’s because you haven’t left me. It means a lot to me. I think you’re an amazing guy that will accomplish great things in the future to come. I feel as though I can open up to you, and not be judged, and that makes me feel secure in our relationship. I don’t know how you think of me, but, this is how I think of you. C; I love you, Keelan; you’ll always have a big piece of my heart, whether you want it or not. You’re the best friend I could ask for.