for some reason the last part wasnt pasting ??

[2:55:51 PM] wingardium swagiosa: i don't know anime doenst hold m y interest anymore </3

[2:59:16 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: I see

[2:59:22 PM] wingardium swagiosa: ;w;

[2:59:31 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: well, it's a good love story anyway
[2:59:40 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: is that why
[2:59:48 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: you haven't watched colorful?

[3:00:04 PM] wingardium swagiosa: y EHa cries,,,,yeah

[3:00:06 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: it's not a big deal but I honestly thought you would tell me you weren't interested haha

[3:00:10 PM] wingardium swagiosa: idk i cant watch stuff ;;q;;
[3:00:12 PM] wingardium swagiosa: i m interested but
[3:00:19 PM] wingardium swagiosa: i cant watch stuff for a long time anymore

[3:00:22 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: you don't need to lie to me you know um

[3:00:26 PM] wingardium swagiosa: it frustrates me bc i want to watch it but

[3:00:27 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: scratches head whatever

[3:00:36 PM] wingardium swagiosa: coughs im offended that u would think id lie omfg
[3:01:01 PM] wingardium swagiosa: frfr tho i want to watch something but then i look at the time and its like.......30 minutes and im like
[3:01:03 PM] wingardium swagiosa: puts head down
[3:01:05 PM] wingardium swagiosa: on the ground
[3:01:06 PM] wingardium swagiosa: ok
[3:01:24 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: shrugs
[3:01:50 PM] wingardium swagiosa: hm

[3:02:13 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: I guess that's underatandable
[3:02:29 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: understandable**
[3:02:42 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: we all have our own interests I guess

[3:03:30 PM] wingardium swagiosa: damnit nik its not that i don't want to watch it its just that i cant
[3:03:50 PM] wingardium swagiosa: i want very much to watch all the new animes but i cant sit down long enough to

[3:03:55 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: yeah and I'm saying that's fine

[3:04:16 PM] wingardium swagiosa: ,,cant understand why you said something bout lying though,,

[3:04:55 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: well if you had no plan to ever watch something and you where apparently interested in it but earlier you said you weren't
[3:05:04 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: therefore??? that's a lie
[3:05:15 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: but whatever I don't wanna argue over something this ridiculous

[3:05:19 PM] wingardium swagiosa: i have plans who said i didnt
[3:05:21 PM] wingardium swagiosa: what, no
[3:05:32 PM] wingardium swagiosa: stares into the camera like im on the office

[3:05:59 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: not worth the time to argue anyway

[3:06:24 PM] wingardium swagiosa: no,
[3:06:29 PM] wingardium swagiosa: what
[3:06:32 PM] wingardium swagiosa: no god jesus fuck

[3:06:58 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: I don't enjoy arguing with you isn't that obvious jesus christ

[3:07:01 PM] wingardium swagiosa: i never said i wasn't interested? i said it can't hold my attention because even if i am interested i can't watch long things
[3:07:04 PM] wingardium swagiosa: no i want to clear this up

[3:07:19 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: I don't care!! I was wrong!! I'm sorry!

[3:09:11 PM] wingardium swagiosa: sits down

[3:10:49 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: you don't need to clear it up
[3:10:53 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: It's a stupid argument
[3:10:58 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: And it's not worth anything
[3:11:00 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: So I'm sorry

[3:12:29 PM] wingardium swagiosa: >: is ok

[3:14:16 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: I don't understand why you feel the need to clear that up though

[3:16:08 PM] wingardium swagiosa: felt like youse callin me a liar
[3:16:14 PM] wingardium swagiosa: i aint no liar

[3:16:32 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: I didn't call you a fucking liar
[3:16:39 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: I said that you don't need to lie to me

[3:17:32 PM] wingardium swagiosa: i said felt
[3:17:44 PM] wingardium swagiosa: and ive never once in my life lied to you

[3:18:11 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: I don't think you have
[3:18:25 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: But a lot what you say doesn't correspond with what I remember from the past
[3:18:36 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: this is a sore topic but I want an answer,
[3:18:43 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: How did Sean die?

[3:18:45 PM] wingardium swagiosa: its not my fault i cant ? watch anime anymore ?

[3:19:02 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: that's not what I'm talking about

[3:19:06 PM] wingardium swagiosa: plane crash or car wreck im not even sure nowadays

[3:19:21 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: why's that?

[3:19:46 PM] wingardium swagiosa: because i don't want to remember you think its fun trying to replay in detail your significant others death the way it was texted to you

[3:19:59 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: of course it's  not
[3:20:03 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: but it's weird

[3:20:12 PM] wingardium swagiosa: it happens

[3:20:18 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: When I first was told he crashed a car himself, then he was hit by a car apparently

[3:20:50 PM] wingardium swagiosa: auryn was vague about it, Charlie told me more, and i don't want to remember

[3:20:56 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: I want to believe in you but I need to know the  truth and what's right and wrong

[3:21:17 PM] wingardium swagiosa: i don't even remember what happened after i read the text i was just crying so you should talk to auryn about it

[3:21:31 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: I don't know who auryn is

[3:21:37 PM] wingardium swagiosa: his brother
[3:21:51 PM] wingardium swagiosa: so's charlie

[3:22:15 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: see I
[3:22:25 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: I want to believe you aren't lying and

[3:22:32 PM] wingardium swagiosa: why the fuck
[3:22:33 PM] wingardium swagiosa: would i lie
[3:22:35 PM] wingardium swagiosa: about something that

[3:22:38 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: you just can't keep a consistency and it makes you look like a liae

[3:22:38 PM] wingardium swagiosa: hurts this fucking much

[3:22:42 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: liar**

[3:22:50 PM] wingardium swagiosa: i dont want to remember it

[3:22:53 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: Yeah and I fucking know that
[3:23:03 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: then why did you tell me before?
[3:23:09 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: why did you tell me? why?

[3:23:11 PM] wingardium swagiosa: then fucking quit it i dont need to talk about it now

[3:23:30 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: fine
[3:24:47 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: Y
[3:25:07 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: You** can't be pissed at me for wanting to prove to myself my friend isn't a liar

[3:26:36 PM] wingardium swagiosa: again!
[3:26:40 PM] wingardium swagiosa: why would i lie about this!
[3:26:51 PM] wingardium swagiosa: i literally lost one of the people who meant the world to me!
[3:26:58 PM] wingardium swagiosa: don't think i'd like to fake that now do you!

[3:27:20 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: I don't!
[3:27:28 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: I don't want to see you as a liar!
[3:27:47 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: But it's like a witness to a crime you know if you can't keep your story consistent well you fucking know
[3:27:57 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: Fingers are gonna be pointed at you.

[3:28:05 PM] wingardium swagiosa: its not my fucking fault i dont want to remember
[3:28:19 PM] wingardium swagiosa: because honestly
[3:28:21 PM] wingardium swagiosa: ask yourslef
[3:28:58 PM] wingardium swagiosa: if you would like to remember the way someone close to you died in all the great detail and how their body was mangled just an inch before it crossed the line of unrecognisable

[3:29:17 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: I'm not fucking asking you
[3:29:20 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: To remember that
[3:29:35 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: I'm  asking you if it was a car crash or a plane crash
[3:29:43 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: Because for sure! I have no fucking clue!

[3:29:53 PM] wingardium swagiosa: then stop fucking asking me why i can't remember how he died because that's the exact same reason why
i don't want to remember whether it was i just know that it was gory and it was painful and i never want to think about it again ever

[3:30:09 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: Did I ask for a four hundred page book on his death?
[3:30:11 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: no
[3:30:12 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: I didn't.

[3:30:34 PM] wingardium swagiosa: well i dont fucking remember
[3:30:38 PM] wingardium swagiosa: so ask auryn
[3:30:41 PM] wingardium swagiosa: or charlie

[3:31:00 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: if I don't know them how am I supposed to ask?

[3:31:06 PM] wingardium swagiosa: ill call him or something
[3:31:15 PM] wingardium swagiosa: he only lives a few miles from my house

[3:31:57 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: whatever
[3:32:05 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: It if pains you so much then just don't even

[3:32:24 PM] wingardium swagiosa: well what the fuck im sorry for being sad and hurt!
[3:32:46 PM] wingardium swagiosa: i already called him and he'll be here in about 20 minutes

[3:33:10 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: I get you're sad and hurt
[3:33:30 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: And I've been trying to help you with that  all of the time I've known you
[3:33:37 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: but my efforts are futile
[3:33:46 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: I don't think you're lying

[3:34:06 PM] wingardium swagiosa: well im sorry for hanging on to things okay whatever

[3:34:11 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: But I can't kick it from my mind because I've spent time trying to help someone  who can't give me a straight  answer

[3:34:52 PM] wingardium swagiosa: that's why i fucking called auryn so he can clear things up what more do you fucking want

[3:35:17 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: I don't want anything anymore
[3:35:26 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: you know
[3:35:40 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: If you dwell on it so terribly bad wouldn't you remember

[3:36:02 PM] wingardium swagiosa: i dont dwell on how he died you fucking
[3:36:06 PM] wingardium swagiosa: dont understand its
[3:36:21 PM] wingardium swagiosa: the fact that im not going to see him again, not how it happened
[3:36:27 PM] wingardium swagiosa: its like okay
[3:36:34 PM] wingardium swagiosa: hes not going to be back

[3:36:45 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: I don't understand????? I don't???? Understand???

[3:36:46 PM] wingardium swagiosa: not oh i remember his spine was bent in such and such angle

[3:36:55 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: Lory we have all expierenced  fucking death
[3:37:05 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: we all know how it feels

[3:37:11 PM] wingardium swagiosa: because the wing of the plane or whatever was shoved right here or the bumper of the car or whatever

[3:37:35 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: You can be upset because that's your feelings and I don't care if you are

[3:37:39 PM] wingardium swagiosa: yes but i dont just get over it like other people do and if i do it takes forever or ends up like this
[3:37:52 PM] wingardium swagiosa: or ends up with me just acting like i never knew the person

[3:38:12 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: People get over things different ways
[3:38:59 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: See I even want to comfort you even when I'm fucking mad

[3:39:55 PM] wingardium swagiosa: well im fucking sorry you think that ive got to be comforted at all hours of the day because i cant get over something boo bloody hoo

[3:40:06 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: you honestly think
[3:40:12 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: That I think that way
[3:40:12 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: I applaud you
[3:40:15 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: For being terribly wrong
[3:40:41 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: If you don't need my comfort just tell me and I won't give it anymore

[3:40:56 PM] wingardium swagiosa: well then! im sorry for! absobloodylutely everything!

[3:41:22 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: don't apologize to me
[3:42:06 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: I just want to believe you aren't a liar

[3:42:37 PM] wingardium swagiosa: what the fuck ever

[3:42:46 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: but whenever I ask things that confuse me it comes to this
[3:42:52 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: and this  scares me

[3:42:52 PM] wingardium swagiosa: you want the death certificate or something?
[3:43:05 PM] wingardium swagiosa: wanna go dig in the cemetery or something?
[3:43:34 PM] wingardium swagiosa: maybe you can ask if that bone was broken by a front bumper or the rudder of the plane or something

[3:43:44 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: Do you think?!! I purposefully!!! Wish to hurt you!! By asking this
[3:43:58 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: ???

[3:44:35 PM] wingardium swagiosa: nah actually you keep saying im fucking nice so have proof that im not !!haha

[3:44:41 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: now you're just making me look im wrong, arent i always?

[3:44:43 PM] wingardium swagiosa: auryn will be here in five minutes have fun

[3:45:05 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: Fine you aren't nice
[3:45:16 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: You aren't sweet you aren't kind you aren't what I thought you where
[3:45:20 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: Are you happy now?
[3:45:47 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: Do you want me to tell you that I hate you? That I hate who you are? That I've been blind to who you are the whole time?
[3:46:31 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: Do you want me to regret falling in love with you?

[3:46:37 PM] wingardium swagiosa: Stop.
[3:46:43 PM] wingardium swagiosa: She's not here anymore.

[3:46:48 PM] Nikolas H. [Knight]: whatever