I hate my boyfriend so much. He is a total wanker. Seriously. He destroyed my confidence and thinks he is God's gift, but he's not. He's not even good looking. He is overweight, his teeth are crooked and he is just generally ugly. I know beauty is in the eye of the beholder but there is nothing attractive about him at all. I have tried to break up with him but every time I do he says that he is suicidal and guilts me in to letting him stay. I am not falling for it this time, though. I think he knows that we have passed the point of no return. We haven't spoken in days, and prior to that, we had been arguing every day. He has a problem with alcohol. He goes to the pub every day and comes home drunk to the point that I cannot have a conversation with him because it's impossible to get any sense from him.