~Ender~ - Today at 23:03
she is cheating again
she just told me
she is drunk off her ass and is now calling me a cuck
if she breaks up with me I am going to kill myself
DaddyApache - Today at 23:09
Ender
Pls
~Ender~ - Today at 23:09
I know I should have when she first did
DaddyApache - Today at 23:09
She's just drunk wait it out pls
~Ender~ - Today at 23:09
why is she cheating on me
DaddyApache - Today at 23:10
I don't know fam, it's either a bluff cause she's drunk or some emotional problem
But don't do anything rash
~Ender~ - Today at 23:10
no
she is cheating
100%
vennis was in there too
she is proving to me that I mean nothing to her
I just left the voice
I cant stay there..
not until she calls me 1 to 1
DaddyApache - Today at 23:12
Well promise me you won't hurt yourself at the very least you hurt me too
~Ender~ - Today at 23:12
I can't promise that
DaddyApache - Today at 23:12
Ender
Please
~Ender~ - Today at 23:12
I can't
if I mean nothing to her
then I am worth nothing
DaddyApache - Today at 23:13
No ender you are looking at to small of a picture
~Ender~ - Today at 23:14
I'd give anything for her
but she cheats on me..
DaddyApache - Today at 23:14
At the very least I care for you and can't bare to see you in pain
~Ender~ - Today at 23:14
I dont know why..
she just keeps lieing to me..
breaking promises..
she probably never even stopped being with vennis..
and her room is probably not hot either..
DaddyApache - Today at 23:15
I can't speak for her but she has some mental/ emotional problems
~Ender~ - Today at 23:15
I wanted to commit my entire life to her
she told me that we could get married one day..
she was the one that suggested it too..
she called me "future husby"
I was so happy..
DaddyApache - Today at 23:16
I know baby, she may of meant it at one point but she's like a child
~Ender~ - Today at 23:16
to have a real life's purpose..
now I have nothing
she doesn't love me anymore
DaddyApache - Today at 23:16
You have lots of purpose your just blind to those that look upon you
~Ender~ - Today at 23:18
I had her as my lock screen these past few days..
seeing her face every time I turned on my phone
it made me so happu
It kept me from despairing
worrying
DaddyApache - Today at 23:18
Ender I like you as a friend I truly do so please don't hurt yourself wait until she's dried out and you can talk this out.
~Ender~ - Today at 23:18
fearful something like this wouldn'y hap[en
if she does not cut ALL ties with vennis and prove it to me, I am atleast going to stab myself
if she does..  and stays with me, I wont hurt myself..
I can promise that
send her these chat logs when we are done..
please
DaddyApache - Today at 23:21
Well can you promise to not do anything till she sobers up
~Ender~ - Today at 23:21
yeah..
DaddyApache - Today at 23:22
Thank you, you don't know the relief I feel, may not love you in the sense of a lover but I do as a friend
And it pains me to see you in pain
I know the world looks bleak but you were looking at the long-term solution for a short-term problem. so please for my sake, for your family sake, and her sake please don't do anything rash
~Ender~ - Today at 23:26
im sorry..
DaddyApache - Today at 23:27
Now is no time to be sorry. I just don't think I can handle if you did anything to yourself
My emotions don't show through often but this is one of the times
~Ender~ - Today at 23:27
I shouldn't be messaging people about this stuff
I worry too many people
I'm going
DaddyApache - Today at 23:28
That's the exact opposite ender just because I'm cold most the time does not mean you should ever hold this in
If something is really eating at you it's good to let it out
Ender, i'm going to worry regardless but please don't do anything rash, think about all the people you harm
~Ender~ - Today at 23:30
I know.. I am selfish..
but if my death does not mean anything to her
why does my life matter
message in that group now..
DaddyApache - Today at 23:31
I don't think you understand, why do you think Vennis still around it Waighs very heavily on her chest
~Ender~ - Today at 23:31
I know..
DaddyApache - Today at 23:33
I'm half at tears please think logicaly
~Ender~ - Today at 23:33
im sorry...