Jacket - Last Monday at 10:38 PM
I'm not sure if it's because I'm still quite high but there's something on my mind that's bothering me I'm just very unsure about.
Kat - Last Monday at 10:40 PM
im high
whats wrong
Jacket - Last Monday at 10:43 PM
I'm predominantly believing Sam's just a two timing son of a whore and beyond being reasoned with at this point, but another smaller part of me that remembers how close we were for years wants me to also believe maybe I could still talk some sense into him if I tried. In the end I just don't know what I should do about him right now if he's the only one who hasn't deleted me from anything.
I know enough about him though I could have mob guys knocking on his door in Manchester. Obviously I'm not about to give him any heads up but I have a lot of means to give him a final "Fuck you" and scare him straight from ever thinking about me again.
He gave me a hint of his last name less than a week before he decided to try and fuck me because of a 2 year bipolar raging alcoholic's word. I don't trust him and a small part of me wishes he'd come around again, but a bigger part of me is saying in my head "Motherfucker you think you can just backstab your best friend of 2 years and walk away with no scratches? I'm gonna send you to your own personal hell, you little cunt."
I guess a part of me just wants to fuck him over and scare the living shit out of him one last time to show him what can happen when you backstab a friend like that. Very unpleasant things.
The kinda thing that says "Even think of approaching me one more time and you could end up with a shallow grave somewhere in rural New Jersey next to your boyfriend CAG."(edited)
Just something that sends the message of "Some fucked up shit can happen to you if you backstab a friend."(edited)
Jacket - Last Monday at 11:03 PM
Someone who used to be a mutual close friend of him thinks I should actually talk to him and ask him essentially what the fuck's wrong with him in an effort to get some sense into his head while keeping anything vulnerable at a distance from him. I don't know about this but if I do that and he doesn't listen, I have ways to fuck his whole life up for a long time he doesn't even know about.
I could dox at least three of them and do far worse if I needed to but I hope I don't have to do those things.
so that same person who used to be his mutual friend who just wants to be left out of it but is willing to help me said they think I should talk to him privately somewhere and just ask him what the fuck his problem is, obviously not in those words. I don't know and I'm still feeling a lot of contempt for him, but I feel like I need to solve this somehow.
another friend who doesn't even know any of them just gave me a different tune of comforting words that essentially just said "Fuck him, there's no reasoning with him now"  and I feel like that's the most accurate but I feel like no matter what I need to finish it somehow.
I just realized there's a way I could put CAG away for life legally. He's talked about smuggling guns into his uni illegally, jacked a car live on a camera call with us, and has threatened to shoot people when he's been drunk and unhinged. That's some info the FBI and Homeland Security would find very interesting about a guy who owns that many guns.
as in if even more than one person contacts the feds and backs this information up CAG could be facing a lengthy prison sentence and no longer being allowed to own guns(edited)
I just restocked so I think I'm gonna smoke another j in a bit and have some fun, thanks for even listening to any of this. That alone means a lot and helps me recover from this crap.
Not to put any pressure on you but what do you think of my plan to legally end CAG? Apparently those claims as it is and any descriptions that give the idea that they're credible is enough to put him under investigation.
I'm sure you remember all three of those things too.
one being when he was actually sober for once and the other two when he was drunk and unhinged. is it just me or does he always get super unhinged when he drinks.
but yeh I think I'm gonna smoke a j and enjoy myself in a bit. thank you so much as always kat!