(02:01:22) SiCK: I need advise
(02:01:26) SiCK: advice
(02:01:29) SiCK: You there?
(02:01:30) Azumarill: o:
(02:01:39) SiCK: Awesome.
(02:05:05) SiCK: Look, I got kicked out my old gym for drinking, My coach told me, Not to come back until, I got clean, Im clean as it is, Now, I planned to join another gym with professional fighters, I know they will make me the best i can be, People keep blackmailing me, not to go over there, Theres a little racism in their judgement, Theres a girl I use to like ALOT in my old gym, and she doesn't want me to go, Me , Personally, I have a dark past and it follows me everywhere, So people communicate with me in a weird way so people won't find out
(02:05:40) SiCK: Now, This other gym has been giving me advise on what to do, and what i need to do, in order to become pro
(02:06:05) Azumarill: what is the dark past ?
(02:06:11) Azumarill: just shop lifting ?
(02:06:14) SiCK: My old gym says My destiny is to get clean and fix my teeth (have a little gap)
(02:06:21) SiCK: No
(02:06:24) SiCK: Long story
(02:06:38) Azumarill: o:
(02:06:38) SiCK: and that Im always welcomed back
(02:06:42) Azumarill: o
(02:06:45) SiCK: Now
(02:07:02) SiCK: I dont know anything with this new girl.
(02:07:10) SiCK: and I respect her
(02:07:24) SiCK: I don't just want to have relations with her
(02:07:32) Azumarill: is she in new gym ?
(02:07:40) SiCK: I would want to do things right and focus on my fighting
(02:07:50) SiCK: Yeah shes in the new gym
(02:08:12) SiCK: But i would feel bad because All my old gym wants from me is to get help
(02:08:21) Azumarill: o
(02:08:26) SiCK: and that she "Loves" me
(02:08:30) SiCK: (Old chick)
(02:08:40) SiCK: but people keep telling me she's with somebody elae
(02:08:43) SiCK: else
(02:08:54) SiCK: I don't mind getting clean and getting my shit together
(02:09:02) Azumarill: what do you mean getting clean ?
(02:09:07) SiCK: But this opportunity that i got
(02:09:19) SiCK: Is temporary and with drugs and alcohol
(02:09:25) Azumarill: o
(02:09:29) SiCK: I mean im not a addict
(02:09:33) Azumarill: o
(02:09:44) SiCK: Only reason i drank was to have the courage to talk to this girl
(02:09:51) Azumarill: o
(02:09:55) SiCK: But
(02:09:59) SiCK: I always got caught
(02:10:07) SiCK: When i wanted to talk to her
(02:10:15) SiCK: So they think im an alcoholic
(02:10:26) Azumarill: o
(02:10:33) SiCK: This new gym has warned me
(02:10:46) SiCK: That people will try to use my past against mw
(02:10:48) SiCK: me
(02:10:56) Azumarill: well
(02:10:59) Azumarill: are both gyms on your side ?
(02:11:01) SiCK: And to not be aftaid
(02:11:05) SiCK: afraid
(02:11:18) SiCK: You see from what im seeing yes
(02:11:28) Azumarill: o
(02:11:34) Azumarill: but public is racist ?
(02:11:34) SiCK: But My old gym is threatening me
(02:11:39) SiCK: YES
(02:11:46) Azumarill: are they
(02:11:49) Azumarill: gym public or
(02:11:52) Azumarill: public outside gym ?
(02:12:13) Azumarill: the racist crowd ?
(02:12:15) SiCK: Its a real gym, Both are, Both have generated pros
(02:12:32) Azumarill: I mean
(02:12:34) SiCK: The new gym has current a current pro
(02:12:36) Azumarill: are the racist people
(02:12:38) SiCK: but shes mixed
(02:12:47) SiCK: and people hate her for no fucken reason
(02:12:51) Azumarill: I mean
(02:13:00) Azumarill: are the racist people IN the gyms ?
(02:13:04) Azumarill: or spectators/fans etc ?
(02:13:40) SiCK: One spectator is with my old gym and she was the reason i was locked up
(02:13:49) SiCK: Shes on my olds gym side
(02:13:50) Azumarill: ew
(02:13:55) Azumarill: but
(02:14:01) Azumarill: old gym is friendly you said ?
(02:14:09) SiCK: She is using my case to draw me to my old gym
(02:14:26) Azumarill: oh you mean
(02:14:27) SiCK: No thats the thing
(02:14:31) Azumarill: too desperate
(02:14:34) Azumarill: and wants to keep you?
(02:14:45) SiCK: I dont know im so confused dude
(02:15:02) SiCK: Idk if its just girl ego
(02:15:08) Azumarill: um
(02:15:12) Azumarill: idk
(02:15:14) SiCK: and she doesn't want to lose me to the new gym
(02:15:23) Azumarill: our egos aren't usually out of control like boy's ones
(02:15:25) Azumarill: but anyway
(02:15:30) Azumarill: um
(02:15:34) Azumarill: so they want to keep you
(02:15:42) Azumarill: but that's not racist really
(02:15:43) SiCK: I already have the money to join the new gym
(02:15:47) Azumarill: that's too much fanning
(02:15:53) Azumarill: I was saying
(02:15:53) SiCK: They keep telling me
(02:15:55) Azumarill: is there anyone in gyms
(02:15:57) Azumarill: who are racist ?
(02:16:02) Azumarill: and trying to get you in trouble for race ?
(02:16:07) SiCK: Im acting like a "Black" Person
(02:16:13) SiCK: When I'm white
(02:16:20) Azumarill: what you mean
(02:16:22) SiCK: (When im mexican)
(02:16:34) Azumarill: does it matter
(02:16:35) Azumarill: what colour
(02:16:36) Azumarill: though
(02:16:47) SiCK: They keep suggesting Kennedy videos and threating me im gonna get shot
(02:17:01) SiCK: I look italian according to people
(02:17:08) Azumarill: yes but what does it matter ?
(02:17:12) Azumarill: nothing wrong with being italian
(02:17:15) Azumarill: or negro
(02:17:23) SiCK: I know thats what im saying
(02:17:28) SiCK: Im not racist at a
(02:17:30) SiCK: all
(02:17:32) Azumarill: I know
(02:17:33) Azumarill: but
(02:17:38) Azumarill: idk how to deal with racist people
(02:17:43) Azumarill: this is why I am alargic to americans
(02:17:58) Azumarill: and trump is mega racist idk how he won that vote
(02:17:58) Azumarill: lol
(02:18:08) Azumarill: hm
(02:18:10) SiCK: Yeah...I feel you. I don't know what the hell to do
(02:18:13) Azumarill: well
(02:18:15) Azumarill: safety first
(02:18:18) SiCK: I know the new gym believes in mw
(02:18:20) SiCK: me
(02:18:24) SiCK: Yeah
(02:18:24) Azumarill: hm
(02:18:28) Azumarill: explain the whole thing to new gym
(02:18:36) Azumarill: and ask their owner/coaches advice ?
(02:18:46) SiCK: Right now im in a different town
(02:18:57) SiCK: Im literally right next to my old gym
(02:19:03) Azumarill: o
(02:19:12) Azumarill: well
(02:19:15) Azumarill: they don't hate you do they ?
(02:19:16) SiCK: I sold my car just to have money for a year pass on the train
(02:19:19) Azumarill: just desperate to keep you
(02:19:41) Azumarill: what is your
(02:19:43) Azumarill: income source ?
(02:19:53) SiCK: Random work here and there
(02:20:05) Azumarill: o
(02:20:06) SiCK: I sold my car
(02:20:11) SiCK: I wanted to work brick
(02:20:19) SiCK: But i was gonna focus on boxing
(02:20:28) SiCK: My dad said he would do what he can for me to help
(02:20:36) Azumarill: how rich is your family ?
(02:20:48) SiCK: Here in the states
(02:20:48) Azumarill: also, is boxing income good ?
(02:20:52) SiCK: Not so rich
(02:20:55) SiCK: im actually poor
(02:21:00) SiCK: My dad does okay
(02:21:06) Azumarill: oh
(02:21:07) SiCK: In Mexico im rich
(02:21:11) Azumarill: you count as saparate income
(02:21:13) Azumarill: ok
(02:21:17) SiCK: But i can't leave for another year
(02:21:25) Azumarill: wait mexico
(02:21:26) Azumarill: so you are
(02:21:29) Azumarill: trump's target list
(02:21:31) Azumarill: ouch
(02:21:39) SiCK: You see what im saying
(02:21:52) SiCK: I don't know if illuminate exists
(02:21:58) Azumarill: illuminati
(02:21:59) Azumarill: no
(02:22:04) Azumarill: I don't think so
(02:22:06) SiCK: A Mexican leaving whites to join blacks
(02:22:19) SiCK: Is how people look at this
(02:22:46) SiCK: You see where im going?
(02:22:50) Azumarill: mhm
(02:23:02) Azumarill: well I think your first priority should be making sure you don't get killed
(02:23:09) Azumarill: once you secure that, progress bit by bit
(02:23:24) Azumarill: though, if they are really your fan, why would they kill you ?
(02:23:55) SiCK: Thats what i don't understand, why blackmail me with shit and threaten me
(02:24:12) Azumarill: maybe they are worried gym will die without you ?
(02:24:21) Azumarill: and desparate to try to preserve their only way to get food?
(02:24:26) Azumarill: maybe it's just
(02:24:30) Azumarill: nonsense threat
(02:24:49) SiCK: I went to the police station yesterday
(02:24:56) SiCK: To see if i have warrants
(02:24:57) Azumarill: bah police are useless
(02:24:58) Azumarill: usa pollice
(02:25:05) SiCK: So i know one threat isnt tru
(02:25:06) SiCK: true
(02:25:11) Azumarill: and south asian police here
(02:25:12) Azumarill: both are garbage
(02:25:28) Azumarill: I don't think there are any useful police outside of europe and north asia
(02:25:29) SiCK: Yeah man i don't fucken know
(02:25:39) SiCK: I cant talk to anyone else because they are idiots
(02:25:59) SiCK: Vega would say nonsense
(02:26:01) Azumarill: is there no very old level headed people you know ?
(02:26:05) SiCK: And meta is like 13
(02:26:12) SiCK: Nope
(02:26:16) Azumarill: irl I mean
(02:26:17) Azumarill: not po
(02:26:21) SiCK: Here, Everybody is against me
(02:26:29) SiCK: In the states
(02:26:35) SiCK: I refuse to have friends
(02:26:48) SiCK: I just got thrown to jail because of a friend
(02:27:07) SiCK: Here everybody is fake
(02:27:13) SiCK: They pretend to be your friend
(02:27:24) SiCK: Women use men for money here
(02:27:53) Azumarill: on po I can tell to petit and hurricane, and a philosopher from australia, for suggestion, but the first 2 are themselves not super old, and last one doesn't know you much, and all 3 has their hand full with varity of big personal problems
(02:27:56) SiCK: The new girl understand where im coming from
(02:28:11) Azumarill: idk if my own brain is mature enough to handle this
(02:28:15) Azumarill: I mean I am kinda little >.>
(02:28:17) Azumarill: almost
(02:28:18) Azumarill: meta level
(02:28:25) SiCK: Lmao
(02:28:33) Azumarill: getting a salty life over-matured me but technically still a bit young so
(02:28:34) SiCK: But hey thanks ill ask hurricane
(02:28:34) Azumarill: ehh
(02:28:42) SiCK: lol
(02:28:42) Azumarill: er
(02:28:44) Azumarill: let me ask
(02:28:45) Azumarill: actually
(02:28:48) Azumarill: but I will think
(02:28:50) Azumarill: what I do see though
(02:28:54) Azumarill: is try to check
(02:28:57) Azumarill: if any of those threats
(02:28:59) Azumarill: have any grounds
(02:29:07) Azumarill: or just wants to exploit you by pointless fear
(02:29:12) SiCK: YES
(02:29:23) Azumarill: but if they have any risk
(02:29:28) SiCK: my dad says its fear is what they are trying to enforce
(02:29:28) Azumarill: then I guess safety first
(02:29:35) Azumarill: investigate
(02:29:46) SiCK: I did and i don't have any warrants
(02:29:51) Azumarill: any other risk ?
(02:29:57) Azumarill: assassin etc
(02:30:03) Azumarill: I can't do anything from 12 hour gap distance apert
(02:30:09) SiCK: They say i have one in rockford