PrismalToday at 1:21 AM
like there isnt rly any substance to us
other than those 2 things
and its just aids
and whiel those things r rly great and they amke me happy
overall im unhappy with u
🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 1:21 AM
okay.
PrismalToday at 1:21 AM
i mean
i dont think that makes u a shit person
and i dont think u should beat urself up either
just bc its not right for me doesnt mean it wont be for someone els
🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 1:22 AM
no. that just kind of comes along since i'm already insecure.
PrismalToday at 1:22 AM
well
just know that
there isnt anything wrong with u
otherwise soemone wouldve told u by now
lol
ur great
and a good person
and a great friend
just because i dont think we're compatible relationship wise
doesnt mean ur not my best friend
or that i dont love u as a hooman
or want to be in ur life
or think any less of u
u have to s
separate
those two things
bc theyre different
how i view u romantically as a partner is different than i how view kelley my best friend as a person
and its crucial that u recognize the difference between the two
otherwise u beat urself up and boom
and thats no good.
🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 1:23 AM
yeah i know.
PrismalToday at 1:24 AM
i love u to death
and im ur best friend till i die
and u have to know that
ok
;-;
i want u to b happy and i love seeing u happy n smile
and it warms my heart
and i love that part of us too
like
so much
i want to b able to protect it n cherish it forever
like
as ur friend ig..
idk
thats why things r confusing for me
because the things that i have with u that are good
arent just good theyre like
10/10 amazing oh my god ilove life im so happy
and then the things that are bad are like
yeah i rly cant do this
so
its just really annoying
thats why i cant
make up my mind
or i couldnt
rather
🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 1:26 AM
idk. it's fine. i just hope you can find someone who loved you like i did. because i know you boom when someone isn't there for you.
PrismalToday at 1:26 AM
i wasnt lying when i said i wanted to be around forever
kelley
we're adults
ok
we're 19
we dont need anyone around
u being there is cool
and me being there is cool
but we dont need it
we're 1v9 ok
and i believe in us
a lot
oh god im tearing up
but ill always love n appreciate u for the things that u did for me
and u made my life so much better n u made me so much happier
for the times that u spent around me
even tho things were complicated and
shitty sometimes
im genuinely grateful to have had u around
and i hope that u get to keep staying around
and that i do too
forever
bc ur my best friend
and thatll always be the case
deadass
no cap
foreal foreal
homeslice.
🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 1:28 AM
gay.
PrismalToday at 1:28 AM
i love u
im sorry i couldnt be what u wanted
n that i couldnt make it work
i rly tried
my best
🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 1:29 AM
it doesn't matter. we don't always get the things we want.
that's how life is.