I love attention. Ever since I was younger, I'd make up problems with myself to get the attention of others, although never go so far as to hurt myself or cause any physical or mental damage. This problem haunted me throughout high school, until my junior year when I met Morgan. I considered myself normal, but the urge for attention was always there.

Now I find myself 20 years old and still craving the attention. Is this a bad thing? Maybe. But I've DONE something about it. I've entered into a field of work where my positive and helping actions generate the attention I crave. Not only is this GREAT motivation to do good, I discovered that the feeling of EARNING attention and praise was much more gratifying than making up an ailment to get sympathy attention. You claim that I'm not aware of my pride, but where does that pride lie? In the fact that I know the correct definition of words that you do not? The fact that I simply couldn't understand what you were saying, asked AMPLE times for responses, and still got nothing? Or perhaps it's the pride of knowing I'm a BETTER FRIEND than you are. I don't pride myself in that; it makes me sick to think I'm so attached to someone that gives so little care back.

You honestly hate saying shit to people like this because it doesn't seem to work at all? Maybe it's because, what you're saying... DOESN'T MAKE SENSE?! I never wanted you to prove whether you were right or wrong; I only wanted you to EXPLAIN what you meant throughout the entire conversation, which you repeatedly did not do.

I no longer care about this matter. You selectively pick and choose things from my message to comment back about, all of which you still offer no explanation or anything. Like I said, I'm not looking for an answer from you: YOU came to ME to talk about the shit, and just didn't make sense. You fail to mention anything about the negativity you've put me and Morgan through while drunk. You failed to mention anything about you hiding problems from me, whereas I openly admit my problems to you.

You called me a fool for a reason. To tell me I'm being a fool, or acting foolish. Was it a bad thing? Perhaps not. But you could've said, "Wow, that was foolish to say, because..." or, "I guess that's one way to look at it, but how about this idea?" You name call and then come down on ME because I took it negatively? GTFO