==CLOTHES==
forgotten tomb shirt (a given)
ideally black jeans (see jack rourke), otherwise either blue jeans but cuffed or dm shorts (camo cargo pants could also work, check walmart)
black converse (for sure, especially due to its alt relevance)
if jacket, trueno hoodie or some other black unzipped hoodie would work (but this takes away from shirt)


==WEEKLY==
i can go once a week in the mean time to go there without seeming too obvious

==REMEMBER==
red creep showed no signs of interest until i did
amanda probably won't ever make it as obvious unless she follows my lead with eye contact
http://archive.is/hC2hG
"A shy girl won't just flirt with anyone, so you can be sure she is interested in you if you see that she tries to flirt back. She may flirt back by making more frequent eye contact"


===================PLAN===================
-part minus 1-
make friendly eye contact in a prior encounter before doing anything related to getting her number
make eye contact for 1-2 seconds
attempt smile (genuine happiness can lead to this)

-part 0-
remember that it's easy as fuck, when i went for red creep it wasn't really that hard, it was mostly external factors
shave day before
ensure cash is in wallet
shave non-lazily on correct day, possibly twice
remember henry with blonde girl
remember that red creep happened because i saw an opportunity and i took it

-part 1-
enter store and notice if she's at front register, if she is say hi briefly while smiling
if she's moving clothing racks but near the front entrance, still say hi while walking past
notice how crowded the store is while remaining logical - she will probably be extremely embarrassed if i ask for her number in front of people, so it would by far be best to do it when neither employees or other customers are within hearing range

-part 2-
get some shit worth ~$5 - not too much though or it'll take longer to ring me up
be very loose, casual, and smiley - i was feeling like this when i saw her on 9-13-19
go find some shit and once nobody's at the front i can go up, if nobody's there she may be doing other shit which might be a good opportunity to move it since it'll definitely be empty
^ also make sure that no other employees are around to ring me up
make eye contact immediately once i'm getting ringed up (with a friendly aura, if i do not seem friendly i must smile)

-part 3-
say "hey, how's your day going" as an icebreaker because immediately cutting to below would be awkward as fuck if she doesn't hear me
after she responds say "i'm hal btw"
"you must be new here" - start casually discussing how long she's been at the store for (and that i haven't seen her around much until recently), mention that there was someone else in her place but she's gone now
while she's getting the receipt, i should say "by the way, can i get your number?" very clearly while making eye contact IF nobody is around





















===NOTES===
-i have absolutely nothing to lose
-i have no social obligations of any kind
-there is a chance she could say yes
-DO SOMETHING INTERESTING
also a reminder i could get her number at almost any time i desire, i already almost did with red creep which was a significant stepping alone
red creep happened because i took the opportunity
new girl new goal

bottom line, i am not living right now


NO REGRETS, JUST DO IT CUNT
DON'T QUESTION ANY PART OF THE PLAN, JUST DO IT
YOUR LIFE CHANGES NO MATTER WHAT THE RESULTS ARE
REMINDER THAT THE LONGER I TAKE, THE LONGER NOTHING CHANGES AND THAT THERE IS ZERO BENEFIT TO WAITING AROUND - SHE IS READILY AVAILABLE
DO IT ASAP, THERE'S ___ZERO___ REASON TO FUCK AROUND
START MOVING TO GET IT DONE ASAP, THERE'S SOME MOMENTUM SO DON'T LET IT STOP
I CAN TELL TWEAK I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND IN A MATTER OF DAYS, JUST FUCKING MOVE IT CUNT
being in the bronx for a few days should motivate me - once this happens, get to it immediately
get it into your head that you're doing it just like i did with red creep - once i started walking, there was no returning

https://invidio.us/watch?v=_Tnh1j9SNj8
look at this video with dunkey and gf
they are objectively less attractive than myself and amanda
yet this nerdy ass motherfucker still found a female
you can see her touching him throughout the video, you know that shit would be crazy some years ago
3:29

LISTEN TO FAR AWAY FOR MOTIVATION - YOU KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT MOTHERFUCKER

retrospective of 7-12-19.txt
remember all of my dreams involving females



-she listens to alt rock
-she fulfills a 2006 neo-gothic emo new england aesthetic
-she looks canadian
-her name means 'worthy of love' in latin - a sign from god (hence why He pushed red creep away from me)
she was magically present after red creep left which was the only thing to cheer me up in a very long time
-she's extremely hot
-she might be able to pull off red hair, look at pink pigmentation - compare it to christy
-imagine her and myself in bull maroon
-imagine her massaging my hand like shannon
-she will touch my head
-she will walk around the house in pants barefoot
-she will provide footjobs
-piercings, converse without socks, bracelets, anklets, chokers, raven colored hair, form fitting parkas, cat ears, etc.
-burnout 3 becomes reality
consider this: if burnout 3 had any females like nfs, she would definitely be hot enough to be featured
-imagine her on snowy roads
-imagine her near pc with gothic foliage - it's reality, not only does the time not matter but now IS the perfect time - she is the perfect passage to experiencing what i never did
-imagine being in manhattan and holding her hand while i wear my forgotten tomb shirt, and the guy in the red metal shirt gets jealous as fuck and stares
-imagine driving home from the bronx at sunrise with windows down while listening to ruling me
-imagine me taking a piss in bathroom while she lays on my bed, then i come back to my room and climb into bed and snuggle

-imagine her listening to hand of blood
-imagine her listening to tears don't fall
-imagine her listening to one
-imagine her listening to sleep
-imagine her listening to ride (nfsu)
-imagine her listening to rightside of the bed
-imagine her listening to memory
-imagine her listening to dead living
-imagine her listening to collapse
-imagine her listening to mxpx
-imagine her listening to my curse
-imagine her listening to adrift
-imagine her listening to world so cold
-imagine her listening to raver's fantasy
-imagine her listening to digging a hole

it's easy to imagine nostalgia in this way

consider how many guys are too scared to get straight to the point with a girl, masquerading as their friend because they're too scared of girls both judging them and rejecting them for coming on too strong
realize the advantages you have over other men

consider my significant mood boost document - when discussing hs, consider that she is perfect and fulfills the idealistic shit i never had (that my father did) - i can still have it

consider the fact that she's shy and effeminate - confident and masculine actions are foreign to her, she doesn't do them and so it provides great contrast between you and her
it's the equivalent of a girl blushing or some shit

remember how much i desired touches from female teachers - imagine a girl simply walking up to where you're sitting then freely touching you
it's reality












-EXTERNAL IDEA-
thought of this in shower but i could have my father call me to play deathbox on my phone
explain to him in detail that i'm going to get a girls number while wearing my forgotten tomb shirt that clearly indicates my music tastes, while her style of dress also indicates her music tastes (which are similar)
by having him call me so my ringtone plays, it shows her my taste in music and thus something we have in common

"so listen, i'm going to get this girls number right now, i'm at the place and i have a quick plan"
"her name is amanda and she's working at the register right now and will be there all day"
"see, by the way she dresses it's extremely obvious she listens to a certain style of music - as much black clothing as her uniform allows, piercings on her face, her hair, black nail polish, and other shit"
"the way she dresses is called alternative and is indicative of her taste in music and other media, so i'm wearing my forgotten tomb shirt which is black and has words in a distinctive visual style that's only used in metal which tells anyone familiar with it this is what i listen to"
"i got the idea to do this some time ago when a completely unrelated girl at walmart who also dressed alternative was staring at my forgotten tomb shirt clearly intrigued, doing the same with this girl is indicative that we have something in common already"
"i also want her to hear my ringtone so she is more intrigued by my taste in music"
"so what i want is for you to call me in about 2 minutes from now while i'm in the store, i'll confirm whether or not i'm with amanda yet and have you call me again when i am"
"when i'm at the desk, if you call me then we will have a very brief conversation not on speaker where you fixed my mothers rear bumper while i confirm i'm at the desk by saying 'yeah i got it'"

SECOND PHONE CALL:
Hal: "hey"
Dad: "yeah listen i fixed her bumper"
Hal: "alright good, i'm a little busy now though"
Dad: "are you with her?"
Hal: "yeah alright, i'll see you in a bit"
Dad: "ok bye"
Hal: "bye"








-SECOND IDEA: MULTIPLE CONVERSATIONS-
i may need to have multiple conversations with her, for others girls i wouldn't give a shit obviously but she is quiet as fuck and may need to open up to me
this is easy if someone pops up behind me which means that it's off the table anyway


-FIRST DATE-
after i get her number i obviously need to come up with something - ideally it's something private

what that thing will be is going for coffee at dunkin donuts (due to a lack of starbucks)
i buy everything obviously

it's easy, neutral, and provides a quick getaway unlike dinner which is more restraining if things go south