Because you sit up on your high horse and point fingers at people who aren't good enough for you. I might not be perfect but I don't be little people because they don't measure up to my standards. You are so amazing but so jaded. Even if I could man up and be the guy you want and love. You would still be up there on your horse. I do love you I know that and I know I'm shitty, but there is at least a big heart inside me...I just don't know how to control it.