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Wednesday, February 09, 2011
4:11 PM - Storyteller: HAI
4:11 PM - HaVoK: hey hows it going
4:11 PM - Storyteller: goods
4:11 PM - Storyteller: how you
4:11 PM - HaVoK: meh
4:11 PM - Storyteller: bad?
4:11 PM - HaVoK: so so
4:15 PM - Storyteller: =/
4:15 PM - HaVoK: Just want to be friends with you guys
4:15 PM - HaVoK: but right now like
4:15 PM - HaVoK: its cool your talking to me thank you
4:15 PM - HaVoK: but vel if I asked the time of day
4:16 PM - HaVoK: its like the worst question possible ever
4:16 PM - HaVoK: like even something simple
4:16 PM - HaVoK: anyways
4:16 PM - HaVoK: hai
4:17 PM - Storyteller: you had a row with vels?
4:17 PM - HaVoK: what
4:17 PM - HaVoK: no jut
4:17 PM - HaVoK: past weeks gotten worse and worse
4:18 PM - HaVoK: like ive never stopped being interested in you guys or asking how you are and stuff
4:18 PM - HaVoK: or her
4:18 PM - HaVoK: or stopped trying to have conversations or anything
4:18 PM - HaVoK: and id help you guys whenever
4:18 PM - HaVoK: but because of the games stuff especially
4:18 PM - HaVoK: im badperson
4:18 PM - HaVoK: and
4:18 PM - HaVoK: then im lacking the whole pessimistic cyinical trolling enjoying crap
4:18 PM - HaVoK: so I dont fit in
4:18 PM - HaVoK: liek you guys do together
4:19 PM - HaVoK: so I think
4:19 PM - HaVoK: by not fitting in with that
4:19 PM - HaVoK: im becoming an annoyance to you both
4:20 PM - Storyteller: i dont find you annoying :o
4:20 PM - HaVoK: like I mean
4:20 PM - HaVoK: is it so so horrible the things I did with the games
4:20 PM - HaVoK: and being semi-there for a month or so
4:20 PM - HaVoK: that everything else ive done doesnt matter
4:21 PM - HaVoK: Suddenly it also invalidates any reasons for other things or grievances I have with anything
4:21 PM - HaVoK: and makes it "Bs"
4:21 PM - HaVoK: or that I was trying to buy into friendships and such which I wasnt
4:22 PM - HaVoK: I just am weird with games and play things I enjoy
4:22 PM - HaVoK: but anyways
4:22 PM - HaVoK: um
4:22 PM - HaVoK: Hows school
4:27 PM - Storyteller: its okay
4:28 PM - Storyteller: did you see me online
4:28 PM - Storyteller: earlier
4:28 PM - Storyteller: around 1 pm
4:28 PM - HaVoK: No :o
4:28 PM - HaVoK: I was on like
4:28 PM - HaVoK: after 4
4:28 PM - HaVoK: wasnt even up
4:31 PM - Storyteller: ah okay
4:31 PM - Storyteller: vel says she saw me logged in
4:31 PM - Storyteller: earlier
4:31 PM - Storyteller: but i haven't been home all day
4:33 PM - HaVoK: Weird
4:35 PM - HaVoK: its nice shes even talking to you though
4:36 PM - Storyteller: what you said before...
4:36 PM - Storyteller: its not like... bad you game things.
4:37 PM - Storyteller: its just it seems selective, and just how you act often makes how you treat friends appear sorta, superficial
4:37 PM - HaVoK: How the hell is it superficial
4:37 PM - HaVoK: either of you
4:37 PM - HaVoK: or my good friends
4:37 PM - HaVoK: what?
4:38 PM - HaVoK: You guys are so stuck on the whole buying into friendship thing and superficial thing, that's really hurtful honestly
4:38 PM - Storyteller: im not talking about that.
4:38 PM - HaVoK: Then what?
4:38 PM - Storyteller: its the way you sorta, keep all your friends seperate.
4:38 PM - HaVoK: I do not
4:38 PM - Storyteller: like, you dont want any of them meeting and talking about you, or something
4:38 PM - Storyteller: so its like, you're a different person around different people
4:38 PM - HaVoK: That's entirely untrue and pretty much only held to you in some cases
4:39 PM - HaVoK: and I've introduced vel to a few people
4:39 PM - HaVoK: and you as well
4:39 PM - HaVoK: I mean I'd even invite vel places
4:39 PM - Storyteller: only held to me?
4:39 PM - HaVoK: and introduce her to friends
4:39 PM - HaVoK: yes at times
4:39 PM - HaVoK: when like id be odd
4:39 PM - Storyteller: what do you mean?
4:39 PM - HaVoK: when we were in bad times
4:39 PM - HaVoK: How do I act like a different person around different people?
4:39 PM - HaVoK: What
4:39 PM - HaVoK: Exlpain
4:39 PM - HaVoK: explain
4:40 PM - HaVoK: cause if its just assumptions thats pretty unfair
4:40 PM - Storyteller: It just seems that way, I'm sorry.
4:40 PM - HaVoK: It's really not
4:40 PM - Storyteller: Okay, fine. It's not.
4:40 PM - HaVoK: I just don't tend to hang around multiple people unless its in a public place
4:40 PM - HaVoK: and I have a couple good friends or did
4:40 PM - HaVoK: lik
4:40 PM - HaVoK: I even had vel come hang out with iris a few times cause she needs more good friends
4:41 PM - HaVoK: and I think theyre getting along really good now
4:41 PM - HaVoK: and I introduced yo uto vel..
4:41 PM - HaVoK: and such
4:42 PM - HaVoK: and brought yo usome places
4:42 PM - HaVoK: jeez
4:42 PM - Storyteller: okay, totally untrue.
4:42 PM - HaVoK: Yeh didnt I
4:42 PM - HaVoK: at fionas place
4:42 PM - HaVoK: I brought you by to hang out
4:42 PM - HaVoK: and you guys met
4:42 PM - Storyteller: Yes, you were the instigator of every friend I have.
4:42 PM - HaVoK: No
4:42 PM - HaVoK: I did not say that
4:42 PM - HaVoK: the heck
4:43 PM - HaVoK: O-o
4:43 PM - Storyteller: im just teasing.
4:43 PM - HaVoK: No Im just saying ive had you hangout sometimes..
4:43 PM - HaVoK: please dont right now
4:44 PM - HaVoK: You really think im superficial?
4:44 PM - Storyteller: i said, it comes off that way, sometimes.
4:44 PM - HaVoK: Wow
4:44 PM - HaVoK: Nice
4:45 PM - HaVoK: Not good
4:45 PM - Storyteller: I didn't say you were.
4:45 PM - Storyteller: Just how it can appear.
4:46 PM - HaVoK: Yes im sure
4:46 PM - HaVoK: if you put aside me actually helping with things I can help with
4:46 PM - HaVoK: and doing nice things
4:46 PM - HaVoK: but otherwise thats pretty =/
4:46 PM - Storyteller: i didn't say you were a bad friend, geez.
4:46 PM - HaVoK: then whats up with vel and you
4:46 PM - HaVoK: or at least vel at least youre talking
4:47 PM - HaVoK: like the heck =/
4:47 PM - HaVoK: ive like im as supportive as I can be when im not being a bitch and hiding sometimes
4:47 PM - HaVoK: or being boring
4:47 PM - HaVoK: and depressive
4:50 PM - Storyteller: its always me =/
4:50 PM - Storyteller: when this is all over, and you guys get along again, this will be "that time cyn was trolling and being mean to me all the time"
4:51 PM - HaVoK: no not you
4:51 PM - HaVoK: no
4:51 PM - HaVoK: I dont like
4:51 PM - HaVoK: talking about you guys like that
4:51 PM - HaVoK: even like
4:51 PM - HaVoK: when I wasnt beter tlaking with you and friends again
4:51 PM - HaVoK: I like
4:51 PM - HaVoK: when she was mad at you
4:51 PM - HaVoK: and even when she was quitting sl
4:51 PM - HaVoK: i asked her please to talk
4:52 PM - HaVoK: because it wasnt unfair to leave
4:52 PM - HaVoK: without a word
4:52 PM - HaVoK: when you guys were so very close
4:52 PM - HaVoK: all of a sudden
4:52 PM - HaVoK: its not you im sorry
4:52 PM - HaVoK: gosh
4:52 PM - HaVoK: and like
4:52 PM - HaVoK: when she wanted to leave you muted for a week thats not cool
4:52 PM - HaVoK: I dont like that stuff
4:52 PM - HaVoK: =/
4:52 PM - HaVoK: maybe its why I dont fit in all th etime
4:52 PM - HaVoK: all the time
4:53 PM - HaVoK: ugh I
4:53 PM - HaVoK: dont want to whine anymore
4:53 PM - HaVoK: youll like
4:53 PM - HaVoK: feel obligated to do something or answer
4:53 PM - HaVoK: or in the midle
4:53 PM - HaVoK: or like
4:53 PM - HaVoK: awkward
4:53 PM - HaVoK: or be like im using you or being superficial
4:53 PM - HaVoK: like nevermind D:
4:53 PM - HaVoK: ill just talk tnormal to you and not mention vel im sorry
4:55 PM - Storyteller: didn't say using you.
4:55 PM - Storyteller: or using me
4:55 PM - Storyteller: either
4:55 PM - HaVoK: well
4:55 PM - HaVoK: if come off as superficial
4:56 PM - HaVoK: I better be sure =/
4:59 PM - HaVoK: I gave
4:59 PM - HaVoK: cyn hug
4:59 PM - HaVoK: also
4:59 PM - HaVoK: I never came by to see you or vel..
4:59 PM - Storyteller: thankews :>
4:59 PM - HaVoK: out of guilt
4:59 PM - HaVoK: or something
4:59 PM - HaVoK: =/
4:59 PM - HaVoK: like ive noticed the past 3 weeks or so or 2
4:59 PM - HaVoK: like
4:59 PM - HaVoK: id not even get a hug
4:59 PM - HaVoK: and its been really weird
5:00 PM - HaVoK: for me
5:00 PM - HaVoK: like im not even wanted around
5:00 PM - Storyteller: i give hugs :o
5:00 PM - HaVoK: maybe your just afk sometimes sorry
5:00 PM - HaVoK: I think its pretty unfair to say I dont like to show people friends I do sometimes though im sorry =/
5:01 PM - HaVoK: like ugh
5:01 PM - HaVoK hides :<
5:01 PM - HaVoK: though
5:01 PM - HaVoK: in a general sense of me spending alone time with people sometimes
5:01 PM - HaVoK: yes its fair
5:01 PM - HaVoK: I do kind of sequester that part of myself
5:01 PM - HaVoK: as privat time
5:01 PM - Storyteller: it just comes off that way, that you're different around different people, and that's why you are so concerned about your privacy.
5:02 PM - HaVoK: im not
5:02 PM - HaVoK: I just
5:02 PM - HaVoK: like privacy private things sometimes
5:02 PM - Storyteller: it makes me think you dont want the people you hang out with meeting each other and maybe talking about you, or something.
5:02 PM - HaVoK: liek when me and you were private for near a year
5:02 PM - HaVoK: that has nothing to do with it
5:02 PM - HaVoK: :x
5:03 PM - HaVoK: im not a different person I just sometimes im doing things like
5:03 PM - HaVoK: just like you do sometimes with someone like your bum was filled with something that one day or
5:03 PM - HaVoK: vel hangs out with rikka or fiona for fun times at times
5:03 PM - HaVoK: in private
5:03 PM - HaVoK: and i give them space
5:03 PM - HaVoK: :O
5:03 PM - HaVoK: I dont think theyre talking about me or anything
5:05 PM - Storyteller: okay
5:05 PM - HaVoK: like jeez
5:05 PM - HaVoK: im just different about that stuff I think =/
5:06 PM - HaVoK: like vel has no problem openly discussing what she does or a lot of other people
5:06 PM - HaVoK: I dont like to D:
5:06 PM - HaVoK: like would you be comfy just saying stuff?
5:07 PM - Storyteller: i dont do stuff im ashamed of
5:07 PM - HaVoK: well its not stuff to be ashamed of
5:07 PM - HaVoK: its mostly vanilla things
5:07 PM - HaVoK: just like
5:07 PM - HaVoK: im not very into boasting about it
5:07 PM - HaVoK: or saying it
5:07 PM - HaVoK: it just remains private o-o
5:08 PM - HaVoK: but I dont even do that much
5:08 PM - HaVoK: right now at least
5:08 PM - HaVoK: D:
5:08 PM - HaVoK: im mostly standing around places and shopping now
5:08 PM - HaVoK: :x
5:08 PM - HaVoK: or playing a game now and then
5:08 PM - HaVoK: boring
5:08 PM - Storyteller: if you think, that i think, that my whole basis of questioning some of the ways you handle your friendship with people, hinges on what you divulge about your paragraph flinging...
5:08 PM - HaVoK: no D:
5:08 PM - HaVoK: I dont
5:08 PM - HaVoK: im just saying :<