--Before this, Entos Jiri and I were playing a losing game. Entos and I kept running in to get the turrets, Jiri said "Im just gonna sit here
[on summoners pad] and watch you guys die. I offered a surrender, told Jiri and Entos I'm logging off for the night--


[5:54:24 PM] Jiri: Wow.
[5:54:28 PM] Jiri: Ok then, bye.
[5:58:37 PM] ღMelanie: You wanted to just watch
[5:58:54 PM] ღMelanie: Lemme know when you arent feeling like being a poop.
[5:59:06 PM] Jiri: I fucking said
[5:59:13 PM] Jiri: That I was gonna sit there till its over.
[5:59:20 PM] ღMelanie: Yeah.
[5:59:22 PM] Jiri: And its over, whats not to get out of that?
[5:59:32 PM] ღMelanie: You dont play with us, you just ditch.
[5:59:34 PM] Jiri: And instead you just leave for the night
[5:59:35 PM] ღMelanie: Shit sucks
[5:59:43 PM] ღMelanie: Im sick of it.
[5:59:44 PM] Jiri: Nice.
[5:59:50 PM] ღMelanie: Dont blame me
[5:59:52 PM] ღMelanie: for your attitude.
[6:00:00 PM] Jiri: Its not really playing if we just die over and over
[6:00:12 PM] ღMelanie: Entos and I are enjoying a game and you're liek "Hnng this sucks, just surrender this bullshit"
[6:00:27 PM] ღMelanie: Its like, you know what Jiri? I dont have time to play another game. Losing or not, Im going to enjoy the game I have.
[6:00:37 PM] ღMelanie: And for you to give shitty comments the whole game? Its a mood killer.
[6:00:44 PM] ღMelanie: Losing or not, lighten up and just have fun.
[6:00:46 PM] ღMelanie: ITS A GAME.
[6:00:48 PM] Jiri: Me?
[6:00:48 PM] ღMelanie: You take it way to seriously.
[6:00:53 PM] ღMelanie: Not you
[6:00:56 PM] ღMelanie: your attitude.
[6:01:01 PM] ღMelanie: It ONLY shows when we play league.
[6:01:18 PM] Jiri: I'm competitive, I play to win.
[6:01:25 PM] ღMelanie: Wait for ranked then
[6:01:31 PM] ღMelanie: There is nothing to "win" yet.
[6:01:52 PM] Jiri: The more I win, the faster i'll get to 30.
[6:01:57 PM] Jiri: So there is something to win.
[6:02:26 PM] ღMelanie: Well consider how you are to us
[6:02:35 PM] ღMelanie: Makes us not want to play.
[6:02:41 PM] ღMelanie: No team maters? No cooperation
[6:02:42 PM] ღMelanie: NO wins.
[6:02:45 PM] ღMelanie: Solo que? GL qith that.
[6:03:02 PM] ღMelanie: I like winning too, dont get me wrong
[6:03:08 PM] ღMelanie: but Im not going to be a poop over a win or lose.
[6:04:38 PM] Jiri: I'm sorry ok, I know how I am but pulling shit like that just ruins my whole night. Its not fixing anything.
[6:05:19 PM] ღMelanie: You ruin my mood, I want to do something to fix it.
[6:05:28 PM] ღMelanie: I Dont like being mad. It sucks.
[6:05:48 PM] ღMelanie: Im not aiming to fix your night at the moment, but mine since you just killed it
[6:06:39 PM] Jiri: Oh alright, go fix your night then.
[6:07:02 PM] ღMelanie: And your passiveness.. Oh joy.
[6:07:10 PM] ღMelanie: "Go have fun /without me/" implied.
[6:07:30 PM] Jiri: Would you rather have me not say anything then?
[6:07:41 PM] Jiri: Think that would be best from what you're implying.
[6:07:53 PM] ღMelanie: from what YOU imply jiri
[6:07:54 PM] ღMelanie: I say shit flat out
[6:08:10 PM] ღMelanie: Id rather you man the fuck up and realize you did something wrong, and apologize
[6:08:12 PM] ღMelanie: But you cant seem to do that.
[6:08:17 PM] ღMelanie: >Man the fuck up.
[6:08:24 PM] Jiri: Oh I'm sorry, did you not read what I wrote?
[6:08:33 PM] Jiri: Because I recall apologizing.
[6:08:39 PM] Jiri: Oh well.
[6:10:28 PM] ღMelanie: Im sorry BUT--
[6:10:31 PM] ღMelanie: Yeah, doesnt count.
[6:10:35 PM] ღMelanie: Mean your apology.
[6:10:43 PM] ღMelanie: Spitting it out just to not have someone mad at you? yeah
[6:10:53 PM] ღMelanie: Apologies are meant to heal, not to save your ass.
[6:10:59 PM] Jiri: Whatever
[6:11:03 PM] Jiri: Nothings ever good enough for you
[6:14:49 PM] ღMelanie: Pity party, knock it off
[6:14:54 PM] ღMelanie: Youre the ony being the ass, Jiri.
[6:15:02 PM] ღMelanie: ALL IT TAKES IS A LITTLE RESPECT.
[6:15:17 PM] ღMelanie: But you just cant manage that, and then say its my fault for putting my expectations too high
[6:15:30 PM] Jiri: Uhhh
[6:15:30 PM] ღMelanie: >is respect too high of an expecation?
[6:15:44 PM] Jiri: Alt tabbing to watch youtube shit isn't ditching.
[6:15:58 PM] Jiri: You can still talk to me on vent / skype/ whatever.
[6:16:24 PM] ღMelanie: No, you ditched the game.
[6:16:31 PM] Jiri: Saying "I'm getting off for the night" and leaving, now thats ditching.
[6:16:48 PM] ღMelanie: I want to play the game with you and you just go "Im going to sit here--" its ditching. Its abandoning the game, just because its not going how you like it.
[6:17:02 PM] ღMelanie: Don't try to pin the blame on me.
[6:17:09 PM] ღMelanie: Its a running issue, I'm sick of it.
[6:17:34 PM] Jiri: Think its best if I don't play that game anymore.
[6:18:18 PM] ღMelanie: Why not just change your attitude when playing.
[6:18:29 PM] ღMelanie: >So much easier, and better for your character.
[6:18:42 PM] Jiri: Err
[6:18:49 PM] Jiri: Thats not just my attitude, thats my personality.
[6:18:53 PM] Jiri: Kinda hard to change that.
[6:19:27 PM] ღMelanie: No, its attitude.
[6:19:30 PM] ღMelanie: Theres a difference.
[6:19:40 PM] Jiri: My competitive side is my personality.
[6:20:09 PM] Jiri: Don't even lecture me about that, I know myself more than anyone.
[6:20:14 PM] ღMelanie: And being an ass is attitude.
[6:20:53 PM] Jiri: Ugh, I don't need to take this.
[6:21:19 PM] ღMelanie: And I dont need the bullshit you feed me every time the score isnt in our favor.
[6:21:49 PM] Jiri: Yeah, its best to just end it then
[6:22:20 PM] ღMelanie: And here;s the line
[6:22:21 PM] ღMelanie: "Its time to break up becuase Im a jerk and wont admit it"
[6:22:45 PM] Jiri: As I said
[6:22:56 PM] ღMelanie: "Because dumping my girlfriend is the better solution"
[6:22:58 PM] ღMelanie: Great logi.
[6:23:00 PM] ღMelanie: Logic.
[6:23:03 PM] Jiri: I know myself more than anyone, didn't deny being an ass but ok whatever.
[6:23:16 PM] ღMelanie: Too fuckign stubborn to apologize and mean it.
[6:23:48 PM] Jiri: I'm just gonna go back to playing solo games, no problems there.
[6:24:19 PM] ღMelanie: And ill just go back to bitchign you out for never playing with me, always playing league, ignoring me.
[6:24:25 PM] ღMelanie: Shitty solution!
[6:24:33 PM] Jiri: Nah
[6:24:35 PM] ღMelanie: Im logging off. Tommorow, maybe the next day or the next
[6:24:36 PM] ღMelanie: When you realize something
[6:24:39 PM] Jiri: I won't be playing league
[6:24:42 PM] ღMelanie: You can talk to me
[6:24:56 PM] ღMelanie: becuase Until i get an apology (and a proper one) I'll be doing other things.
[6:25:04 PM] ღMelanie: Im so sick of being the one that has to apologize.
[6:25:06 PM] Jiri: *Sigh*
[6:25:09 PM] ღMelanie: Im so sick of you treating me like this.
[6:25:18 PM] ღMelanie: And IM SICK of how you knock on shit when its not perfect.
[6:25:22 PM] Jiri: I guess Chrissy was right
[6:25:33 PM] ღMelanie: HERE COMES THE PITY PARTY
[6:25:46 PM] ღMelanie: Think there's a problem? Change
[6:25:53 PM] ღMelanie: I worked to be less bitchy. (worked)
[6:25:57 PM] ღMelanie: I worked to be less insecure.
[6:25:59 PM] Jiri: Fucking hell
[6:26:00 PM] ღMelanie: And you know, I tried to change for you
[6:26:05 PM] ღMelanie: and you dont bother to TRY.
[6:26:57 PM] Jiri: I'm not like you, I just can't change.
[6:27:03 PM] ღMelanie: Then pretend
[6:27:04 PM] ღMelanie: Try
[6:27:06 PM] ღMelanie: and work on it
[6:27:08 PM] ღMelanie: >Thats attitude
[6:27:09 PM] Jiri: Which is why its probably best to find someone who would match better.
[6:27:21 PM] ღMelanie: You think so?
[6:27:24 PM] ღMelanie: Good night.
[6:27:28 PM] ღMelanie: Good luck finding someone who'll take your shit.
[6:27:37 PM] ღMelanie: Wont miss a thing here!
[6:27:52 PM] Jiri: Uhh.. alright then/
[6:28:08 PM] ღMelanie: Yeah, because you expected me to turn around and go "NO DONT LEAVE ME"
[6:28:39 PM] Jiri: Think what you like, I'm just aggreeing with what you said.
[6:28:55 PM] ღMelanie: Yeah, you wont missm e.
[6:29:06 PM] Jiri: I guess not.
[6:37:46 PM] ღMelanie: and this is where I say, if you did love me (like you said you did) you'd be willing to step up and do something.

Ill leave whether or not up to you, but I'm done being the one that comes to you. Lets see you give a fuck for once.
[6:38:13 PM] Jiri: Pity parties, they are everywhere.