Time

Time

Timing is everything
I tell myself as I feel this pain
Not much to lose and the world to gain
I lose myself then find it again
Letting go of my inhibitions
Just so that I can get myself to listen
Could make it big but I wanna go bigger
Could let loose if I just pulled the trigger
3 pound tension
2.8 on the glock
I am just barely holding back
Primed to go off
I want the world
Not just you or me
I want it all
I want to be free
Little thing here
Little thing there
So much is happening
Why do I even care
Listening to the days go by
Singing in the breeze
I want to blow up like dynamite
But the leaves keep falling off the trees
Tell me what is harder
Becoming a god or becoming smarter
To have all the power and not use it
Or to abuse as you choose it
Tension gripping
Taking hold
I was gonna get it but now I'm sold
To do this thing or to stay steady
The fuse is lit
The bomb is ready
To have this power is a curse
To hold on my back the responsibility of the world
I just want love
No care for power
Just want to be free
To be me this hour
I just want justice
Temperance and truth
I just want to play a game that I know I will not lose
I just want the enigma
To know when my nightmares will ever end
My dream is to know when my dreams can begin
Limitless potential
Unstoppable object holding back the immovable force
Void of course
Riding in on a horse
That is carrying a hearse
Because I fear the worst
Another rhyme to dull my pain
Another time to type again
Another lyric
Another verse
Another one to say I told you first
Another line
Another pill
Another day to happen still
Come what may and come what will
I will continue to reign
I will prevail
Across this nation
Demolition
Of all that was
A premonition
Of all that might be and all that is
As I sing this song again
A tune for the lonely
A tune for those in remorse
A tune for the others that unknowingly bear my curse
A tune for the righteous
And a tune for the damned
I just want to be able to be who I really am