Sigh

I just want college to cut to the chase and let me take programming classes, I don't want to be taking these preparation courses

I walked into the engineering building today for the first time in a while. I felt like my curiosity was excited to what was going around in the building. But I am currently not doing anything in here yet and probably won't in a while.

I felt out of place because everyone in here had this vibe that they knew exactly what was going on. Conversations about the latest news in IT and inside jokes only computer engineers would understand. Boy I felt inferior
I know I have resources online to teach myself, but it gets frustrating when I get stuck, and as a newbie on forums I'm usually ridiculed with more inside jokes and my questions are always left unanswered