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9: note this is a speed translation, this is not done accurately and may have lots of grammar errors, and this was done in a chat.

Me and my cat(girlfriend)
0 days - the beggining
I cried
I cried so much that my tears had dried up
hey, mina, wake up
I gently pat the bell on her collar
*ring *ring
the bell rung, but only that
no more, can i spoil it brush it as when it was alive
When i tried touching her, it was cold.

Even if its the fall season, her body was much more colder
Mina is already...even though i know that mina is not alive anymore.
that is, was only a only just a possible accident that can happen anytime
like what she always done,  feeding her,  cleaning her lavatory
and walking with her outside.
just your usual day
the door opened and mina sperated from me.
that was the last moment when i saw Mina move
and Right now, I'm right before her body that has tumbled on the road
She was a girl that had only lived for less than a year
it was just when i was thinking, of having her get injected(9:contraception surgery, i don't know what that is)
Mina, won't be back anymore
The days with mina, won't return anymore.
at least, you want to rest in our place right?
saying in my heart,  to mina, an orange tabby cat, i embraced her
I've always carried you in my arms right?
even though i know she won't hear it, i talked to her inside my heart
Since you weren't that much attached to  mom and dad, it always been me who brushed your fur  right?
we had always played around at the living room right?
when I was studying, you always sit on my lap right?
on cold days, you always sleep inside my futon right?
but, Mina is not here anymore.
she is way higher than the fence that she always climbed, way way more higher.
my unstoppable tears, had even dropped on the cold Mina
I buried Mina beside the tree where she had always sharpened her claws.
When i returned, i told my parents about it, went to my room without eating dinner
I embraced the cushion that Mina had always sat on.
just a bit, it had the smell of Mina
On the bed sheet where she had slept with me, there was small odor left and also a few amount of short fur
She would've dived inside the futon on cold days like this.
I'm sure of it
Even though my mind understood it,  inside my heart, i felt that Mina was still near me.
Mina.
I want to be with you more.
As if chasing the  faint smell of Mina, before i knew it I had fallen asleep
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