Feb. 15th 2015

[2/15/2015 10:45:15 PM] Scootie: Hey!
[2/15/2015 10:46:39 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Hey Scootie!  How are you doing today?
[2/15/2015 10:46:55 PM] Scootie: Eh, a bit down, but I'm doing fine, how about you?
[2/15/2015 10:50:47 PM] Shrimp Noodle: I'm still a bit tired, but doing good myself, thanks for asking.  Sorry to hear that you're feeling down, though.
[2/15/2015 10:51:52 PM] Shrimp Noodle: I heard about what happened with Will from Durgon.  Sorry that things didn't work out with you guys, too.  Hope you feel better soon.  hugs tight
[2/15/2015 10:52:16 PM] Scootie: Dammit. No I'd rather you didn't know about it.
[2/15/2015 10:58:39 PM] Scootie: Let's not worry about that alright? I just want to talk with my friend and see how he's doing.
[2/15/2015 11:02:00 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Okay, that's fine with me.  Ooh, by the way, did you see that Valentine's gift I posted on FA?
[2/15/2015 11:02:22 PM | Edited 11:05:44 PM] Scootie: I did, I don't have much words, but I do love it, thank you.
[2/15/2015 11:06:14 PM] Shrimp Noodle: I'm glad you liked it, Scoots.  ^_^  I hope you don't mind if I try drawing your female form a few more times in the future as well.
[2/15/2015 11:06:35 PM] Scootie: I don't mind it, I'll really appreciate it ^w^
[2/15/2015 11:06:36 PM] Scootie: Thank you
[2/15/2015 11:09:54 PM] Shrimp Noodle: It's no problem at all, I'm happy to do it if it helps you to feel better.  ^_^  So, what have you been up to lately?
[2/15/2015 11:11:43 PM] Scootie: Playing some smash and Majora's Mask, just a small break from the commission I ended up posting just then.
[2/15/2015 11:13:13 PM] Scootie: What about you?
[2/15/2015 11:15:01 PM] Scootie: EC, I feel I need to tell you this.
[2/15/2015 11:17:02 PM] Scootie: I know you might feel most of Will's actions are not his fault, but if you know the pain he has caused me after I've only had concern for him, that he thought I forced him into a relationship, and ended up having me adapt to his needs to suit him as he did for me but never appreciated it even if I didn't want anything in return from him.
[2/15/2015 11:17:12 PM] Scootie: Don't let him hurt you like he did me...
[2/15/2015 11:18:15 PM] Scootie: I've keep all my patience with him as best I could, but sometime just saying even the slightest of wrong will set him off and I feel so useless when it happens.
[2/15/2015 11:18:32 PM] Scootie: Don't let what happened to me, happen to you.
[2/15/2015 11:35:28 PM] Shrimp Noodle: I think you do have a point.  Thinking back, both of the huge arguments that I had with you guys started because of Will, and I've clashed with him in the past over his forceful nature as well.  But...I don't know, I'm really conflicted over this.  I don't want to just end our friendship, after the effort that went into keeping it going.  And I can't help but worry about him like I do for you guys, especially if almost all of his friends leave.  He has issues, and he really needs help.  I think I need to take some time to think about this.
[2/15/2015 11:37:21 PM] Scootie: I know EC, I didn't want to leave either, because it's tearing at me right now. He made Durgon a victim and considered him stupid... he even told Durgon he'd get me because I'd agree with him... That's like calling me some attack dog.
[2/15/2015 11:37:53 PM] Scootie: I didn't force him into any relationship, I was attracted to him... but I see it was a foolish choice I made once again.
[2/15/2015 11:38:06 PM] Scootie: He told me he didn't think he'd fall for a guy.
[2/15/2015 11:39:00 PM] Scootie: I only teased, because I'd tease you about it too, I forced nothing about both of your sexualities, I only encouraged that you get to know yourselves better to find what they were.
[2/15/2015 11:39:34 PM] Scootie: I know you aren't going to leave him on the spot right now and that's a wise choice, just wait til you know you feel you're being threated.
[2/15/2015 11:40:00 PM] Scootie: I never wanted to hurt you EC, I only thought I was trying to help when Will brought up things like that.
[2/15/2015 11:40:38 PM] Scootie: And now all I feel is that I was played like a card at his whim. Controlled to suit his needs and sooth nothing but the pity that he wanted.