Thoughts 2

Couple things I guess you should know if you're curious.

-I'm like 50/50 between 1.5 and 2FM right now. I'm practicing 2FM and enjoying the shit out of it, new strats are abound and things are exciting again. On the other hand, I'm so close to my goal time in 1.5 that I don't know if I should finish up with 1.5 then bounce. I'll decide soonish, but right now I'm on the fence about it.

-I dunno if I should do runs. Last paste, I said I was in no shape to speedrun and that if I felt as depressed as I did last weekend, there's no way I'd do speedruns until I got help. Now, I'm not so sure. I'm not sure if I'm okay to do runs mentally or if it's just the practice that's enjoyable.

I'm back in speedrun limbo again, where I'm in this odd transition period and I dunno what the fuck to do. Thought I'd let y'all know.