House hold affairs

House hold affairs
Nande nande bitch wtfffffff
 Mannn.
Wtf was that man I am disappointed as fck man. Why people who are good and want peace has to die man. Like literally. Wtf did that boy did ?. He was ordinary as fck. She was the one who did it with him and then he thought she wanted to do with him and then he started to like her (just like every other avg prnhawa) but but but wtfff why he died like this man. He wanted to live life normally and wanted that girl to love him back . She gave him false hope that she loves him back but it was empty promise.. she was fcking btch. That's why I have trust issues my guy. I will never man. You might call me egoistic but after seeing this type of shits I think I myself is okay. Others are fcking scary. I constantly feel like they are judging me and after that I will do something that will make them more prone to hating me and embarrassing my family because of me. Just like Ranbir case in Indias got latent that controversy. Man. This world isn't Looney toon fck . I just don't wanna continue if things like that will happen. Just like  I am already barely holding if even in future this type of things happen I can't take and won't be able to take it because my development phase was in 20-2024. I changed moderly in 2021-22 and back moderately in 2023-24. Trying.   Character development arc. I mean it was necessary t
For me because it shaped what I am today and will be in future. I know I am fcked and also my future but I still want to carry on because if there is no pain there is no gain and I am not knowledgeable and doesn't know many shit about this reality and my existence (I know I am just a side product like every other chemical reaction but I still wanna see what holds upmost in the future) (so my future self keep doing best). This story jt shit because at first it was going normal then bullshit came and then it gone 360° bad direction like force and grape shit. And that girl(his wife) and that president is so trash. Fcking shit.  Especially his wife is so btch. Boils brain.. because of her a good common delivery guy died. Fck her.
I am very angry man and anxious about my future
Today is 24-02-25 1:53
 3 days before going to Kolkata to get the certificate. The time is coming closer