Shells Entry 5

x.x - I have not written anything in a while. It has been a few days. I hear chittering and hissing in the forest. I went back down one of the days, but only for food. The only really interesting thing that has happened has been the chittering and hissing. I am not sure if it is an animal, or if someone is watching me. It is concerning. I like things that are concerning, they distract from when I feel tight in the chest but at the same time very empty all over. I don't like it when I feel like that. I don't feel like it all the time, which is good I think. But when I do feel like that, I feel sad. Or. It isn't quite what sad feels like. It is a different sad. A sad that is not really anything. It is there but it is nothing. It is an interesting feeling, when thinking about how to explain it, but, not when I feel it. I am hearing the chittering again. I think I might investigate it some. - R.I.P

Dreadfully, Shells Caliot