Dropping a quick update because I've pretty much been dark since my LASIK.

Eyes still aren't fully there. I get brief moments of clarity here and there but mostly it's just blurry. Definitely better than before, but definitely not clear vision either. Was told to wait until my 2 week checkup next Friday and see if things improve or not. Honestly, dealing with constantly having to put some sort of drop in my eye (my eyes really hate anything being in or near them), not getting any sleep because of the goggles I have to wear so I don't poke my eyes, not being able to rub my eyes or wash them, just all of it has me at the end of my rope. I think things would be better if my vision was actually good, but right now it just feels like I've wasted four thousand dollars and (at least) a month of my life for nothing. I have no real drive to do the things I need to be doing right now, much less the things I want to do.

I say this all the time, so I'm sure it's no shock to anyone, but I don't know when I'll be back. I don't know if I am going to have to get an extra correction done, which means more drops and more bullshit, but the only thing I can really hope for is that by the end of next week I can finally get some understanding of if/when I can go back to actually having a normal life again. Until that point, I don't really see myself having the energy to really put on a good stream. I've thought about just turning on the stream and playing a video game, but if I don't have the energy/desire to interact with the people chatting, I don't really see the point in doing that.