I am Confusion

MichaelXMarich: Welcome back
NovusNubes: Thanks.
MichaelXMarich: I truly do not remember her ever being there the day I left
MichaelXMarich: I suspect she got on both accounts, and played it out on the lot of you.
MichaelXMarich: I cannot apologize enough for what occured
NovusNubes: Honestly it's over and done with. Can go back and change it, but can only move forward. Altheria and Vivus are dead anyway so I mean technically I'm a different person now.
MichaelXMarich: Mmmm.......fair enough
NovusNubes: Past is past.
MichaelXMarich: How've you been Novus?  -winks at her-
NovusNubes: Pretty good. Pissing people of left and right, ya know. XD
MichaelXMarich: So
MichaelXMarich: nothing new
MichaelXMarich: Same thing I did
MichaelXMarich: made a KoS yet?
NovusNubes: Probably.
NovusNubes: I know two people who want me dead, and one blocked me so I can't kill him.
MichaelXMarich: Technically.....
NovusNubes: I pissed off some scrub and became a target of his organization.
MichaelXMarich: if you're willing, and I can reach them.....I can kill all 3 for you
MichaelXMarich: Long as it comes with credits
NovusNubes: No I could care less about the scrub. But the one who blocked me, I want the satisfaction.
MichaelXMarich: Very well....then, I offer my services to murder if you'd like them
NovusNubes: I just have to wait for the little shit to come out of hiding.
MichaelXMarich: Ah....they went and hid on an alt then eh?
NovusNubes: No. Hiding in their own room and they blocked me so I can't get in.
MichaelXMarich: Hmmm....
MichaelXMarich: I see.
MichaelXMarich: As you will
NovusNubes: Just frustrating/
MichaelXMarich: so the day the real me left.....what was going on?
MichaelXMarich: I am curious, that is why I am asking
NovusNubes: Probably nothing in particular. The place jsut went quiet sometimes. Everyone might have been busy with RL stuff so they just left their avatars in the room.
MichaelXMarich: Hmm....maybe
MichaelXMarich: any plans for haloween ?
NovusNubes: Trying to plan a halloween party
MichaelXMarich: Hm
MichaelXMarich: Nope.  Nothing
NovusNubes: 0-0?
MichaelXMarich: I got nothing
NovusNubes: XD
MichaelXMarich: Yep
MichaelXMarich: nothin'
MichaelXMarich: xD
NovusNubes: Ima just open my zombie room and send out invites
MichaelXMarich: xD
MichaelXMarich: sounds good
NovusNubes: You seem much more cheerful than the last times we talked.
MichaelXMarich: I am not being stressed by hackers
MichaelXMarich: or Insurgent's nonsense
MichaelXMarich: or Varsi's bullshit
NovusNubes: Really? That was all it was? Seemed like you hated life and everything XD
MichaelXMarich: Oh no
MichaelXMarich: I still despise this rock
MichaelXMarich: I would end it in a heartbeat
NovusNubes: <.<
MichaelXMarich: but there are rules
MichaelXMarich: rules that even I play by
MichaelXMarich: Can't be free if I kill myself
MichaelXMarich: doesn't work that way
NovusNubes: Meh orrrr *she pokes his arm* You can just enjoy what you have been given and call it a day. Life sucks but hey why make it look like that.
MichaelXMarich: Because this is not my life
MichaelXMarich: This is me visiting
MichaelXMarich: This place will never be home to me
NovusNubes: uh what?
MichaelXMarich: Oh....right, I keep forgetting people forget there's life after death, that it is possible to leave here
MichaelXMarich: Nevertheless, my answer is the same
NovusNubes: Your pranking me right?
MichaelXMarich: No.
MichaelXMarich: And if you don't hold to it, I'm not going to dissuade you
MichaelXMarich: There's no value in trying to force you to accept a simple external reality's existence outside of it.  That is like being a fish in a bowl and being forced to realize there's a world outside of it too.
NovusNubes: Hun I believe in life after death. But I believe that we don't exist on the same planes of Vibration.
MichaelXMarich: Then you should understand what I mean by 'going Home' then
NovusNubes: Yeah yeah, but what I don't get is how you are here then.
MichaelXMarich: I chose.
MichaelXMarich: It is not my first time on Earth.
NovusNubes: Well I believe in reincarnation, so wouldn't be my first time either.
MichaelXMarich: My lives existed in times history has since forgot.  You will not be finding a record of it.
MichaelXMarich: of course, a lot of that is due to the fact the Earth tried to eat us
MichaelXMarich: including the buildings once present
NovusNubes: What?
MichaelXMarich: Specify what you're attempting to ask
NovusNubes: The Earth tried to eat you?
MichaelXMarich: Earthquakes
MichaelXMarich: natural disasters
MichaelXMarich: the earth ltierally tried to swallow us, to stop many of the things occuring then
MichaelXMarich: it is an odd way of putting it, but the fact natural disasters seemed to follow us no matter where we went was....suspicious
NovusNubes: So like what are your views on the science behind the natural disasters.
NovusNubes: and who is us?
MichaelXMarich: I beleive that, on the magical scale, we pissed it off
MichaelXMarich: and it gave us a great many chances to stop.  We did not, and it tried to erase us.
MichaelXMarich: by drowning us out, swallowing us inot the land, torching us, colapsing things onto us, and just in general tried to kill us
MichaelXMarich: and 'us' is what is known as 'myth'.
MichaelXMarich: We had a global empire of technology, and cities of magic and stone.  We were.....highly advanced.  That brilliance slowly degraded over time and eventually, we were thrust into a 'dark age' of our own.  All we know either drowned out, or swallowed whole by the land itself
MichaelXMarich: to the world now, it is mythical, fantastical, or both.  But then it was a reality.
NovusNubes: So like...these are your real world beliefs..
NovusNubes: You legit believe all this shit happened?
MichaelXMarich: These were times past
MichaelXMarich: The are no longer, and whether there are any remains left matters little now
NovusNubes: This isn't some half cocked like RP bullshit, right?
MichaelXMarich: No.
MichaelXMarich: I am not that deluded.
MichaelXMarich: I know I am off a bit, but I am not stupid.
MichaelXMarich: I do take great care in figuring out if it really and truly exists, finding word of mouth, and other reincarnateds whom share similar or the same stories
MichaelXMarich: I do genuinely try and look for discrepancies
NovusNubes: I mean trust me, I believe in aliens and shit. But an ancient technological advanced civilization sounds like some shit a basement dweller would spread online and fake documents for truth, ya know?
MichaelXMarich: I'm aware.
MichaelXMarich: Did you know there is an illegal, marine outpost in antarctica?  At the hill?
NovusNubes: I mean not specifically, but they have tones of shit like that. Is that like your version of area 51.
MichaelXMarich: Oh, it gets better.  This is the same 'hole in the ground' the Atlantis TV crew disappeared in in 2001
MichaelXMarich: Still missing of course
MichaelXMarich: The 'place' they are 'tryinmg' to excavate down there, isn't meant for 'people'...humans if you prefer the foul term
NovusNubes: I mean yeah, there is weird shit like that everywhere.
MichaelXMarich: Not when there only trace is just the video of the team
MichaelXMarich: Nothing else in a sprawling, city of spires under two miles of sub zero ice
MichaelXMarich: That ain't anywhere else on this sad, little rock
MichaelXMarich: Even the nazis knew that some of the hangars frozen in there....are not meant for conventional aircraft
NovusNubes: What makes you so sure its this technologically advanced Empire?
MichaelXMarich: Because of my first 'trip' to Earth.
MichaelXMarich: I figured it was obvious whatt I meant by that.
NovusNubes: Dude your spouting some horrible scy fy originals shit. Bare with me cause like none of what your talkin about makes any sense XD
MichaelXMarich: Does it matter if it is or not?
MichaelXMarich: IT won't affect your life regardless
NovusNubes: How would you know?
MichaelXMarich: It's not going to affect you getting a paycheck, Ik that much
NovusNubes: <.< You sure.
MichaelXMarich: Are you?
MichaelXMarich: unless some WMD of some massive capability is accidentally unleashed on the world, pretty sure nobody's going to care
NovusNubes: I care about living, food, surviving, and aliens. After that nothing