raychul (6:58:01 PM): hi.


judy (6:58:14 PM): Hi


raychul (6:58:33 PM): so. i really do not recall at ALL making plans with you for the CT show.


judy (6:58:49 PM): Well
judy (6:58:52 PM): P
judy (6:58:58 PM): Fucking iPod


judy (7:04:08 PM): So that's it then


raychul (7:08:07 PM): wha?


judy (7:08:17 PM): Alright well I give up on trying to be friends when clearly you don't want to


raychul (7:08:23 PM): wait what
raychul (7:08:27 PM): i never got anything from you


raychul (7:11:47 PM): ...
raychul (7:11:54 PM): are you still there >_>


judy (7:12:26 PM): Yeah I'm on my iPod


raychul (7:12:38 PM): i don't think your IMs are going through lol.
raychul (7:12:53 PM): because after you said "fucking ipod" i never got anything from you until you were all i give up


judy (7:13:09 PM): Thats all I said...


raychul (7:13:32 PM): ...well i'm confused


raychul (7:14:00 PM): and i reeeeally don't see how me making plans with my friends in ny translates to me not caring about our friendship


judy (7:14:17 PM): Because you a. Forgot
judy (7:14:35 PM): B totally favor them over me all the time
judy (7:14:53 PM): There are like so many things to
judy (7:15:20 PM): Remember when I was in the fucking hospital in may because I almost killed myself again
judy (7:15:28 PM): No you probably don't


raychul (7:15:32 PM): i do, actually.


judy (7:15:37 PM): Yeah well
judy (7:15:57 PM): Thank for all the moral support in that one


raychul (7:17:34 PM): ....i don't know how to help in those situations at ALL and i'm pretty sure i had talked to you during that time and the reason i probably didn't say anything about it is because i put that type of thing out of my mind because i don't know what to say about it. this is why my friend dan had thought i thought he was annoying. because i don't know how to help in those situations so i don't say anything about them.
raychul (7:18:53 PM): and as for the concert/my friends in ny. i made plans with them before tickets even went on sale... like, plans that were definite and everything. i don't remember making plans like that with you and if anything i probably had said something about it but we never made concrete plans.. and no, i don't "favor them over you". i just have access to them because my parents are willing to take me 20 minutes to a train rather than drive me an hour back and forth or whatever. and if anything all i do is go to brandy's and occasionally jill's.


judy (7:19:20 PM): So instead of helping your friends who need it you ignore it until the problem goes away


judy (7:19:42 PM): Great. Real character


raychul (7:19:51 PM): no, i just don't bring it up because there's also the fact that it's upsetting to talk about. and i don't know if they WANT to talk about it.


judy (7:25:29 PM): I'm just so sick of it and really I don't want to get into it anymore because this while friendship is based off of me trying to help you out and shit and you not giving a fuck whether I come or go. I can't err remember a time when you asked how I was or what I was up to anything and it's all just so one aided and you keep saying that yes I mean a lot to you but you never show it or make an effort to support me so yeah sorry that I thinkvthayvyouvfavor them over me and sorry that keepvgeting mad but all I hear is talk but you never act on it


raychul (7:29:14 PM): .......we talk about your band's shit all the time, and i genuinely am interested in that and want to know about that and what goes on in your life. i do ask how you are and what's going on, i can literally go into my chat logs from YESTERDAY and find something. i don't know how you could say i "don't support you" when i'm like, practically a part of that inbox with your band when i talk about it with you.


judy (7:33:18 PM): You really didn't start giving a shit about my band until rounder the videos ms realized that Jesse and nick were attractive so yeah. But my iPods dying and my friends here so I'm gonna have to go so I'll be on aim later I'd you'd like to continue this conversation otherwise goodbye


raychul (7:35:00 PM): LOL omg that's not true at all. i could care less about what jesse and nick look like tbh. i wanted to see you guys perform at that restaurant but i wasn't able to, you know that. i'm actually legitimately interested in what goes on in your life AND the drama in the band. and uh, okay. i'll be on aim till later like always.


raychul (11:03:22 PM): ohey youre back