looklikejesus: on the off-chance you would actually kill me, i love you anyway
[11:41 PM] looklikejesus: but you shouldn't think like that.  it's damaging to your spirit
[11:41 PM] zootacular: dont take it personal man
[11:41 PM] zootacular: and sometimes i cant help myself
[11:41 PM] looklikejesus: i really don't
[11:41 PM] looklikejesus: it's ok
[11:41 PM] zootacular: i think of murder all the time
[11:42 PM] looklikejesus: that's somewhat natural
[11:42 PM] looklikejesus: I think you should actively reject those thoughts though
[11:42 PM] looklikejesus: i mean, whatever, i'm just a dude
[11:42 PM] looklikejesus: but that's my advice
[11:42 PM] looklikejesus: i think they'll just end up hurting you and others
[11:42 PM] looklikejesus: they won't lead to any great work
[11:42 PM] zootacular: i wouldnt actually do it
[11:43 PM] zootacular: but i still wanna
[11:43 PM] zootacular: like it feels good sometimes when i think of it
[11:43 PM] zootacular: but thats bad
[11:43 PM] zootacular: but i have control
[11:43 PM] looklikejesus: that's good
[11:43 PM] looklikejesus: just be careful
[11:44 PM] looklikejesus: you seem to be thinking about it clearly
[11:44 PM] zootacular: yea
[11:44 PM] zootacular: dont fight the thoughts
[11:44 PM] zootacular: i try not to, they'll just become stronger
[11:44 PM] zootacular: but i like to talk about it
[11:45 PM] zootacular has l