Gutterbug (2019) EN

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Five one seven, six
delta issue five one seven.

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One, two, three, up.

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Up, in.

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Hey buddy,
buddy wake up.

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Can you hear me?

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Open your eyes for me.

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- He's not breathing.
- Gonna heck pulses here.

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We don't have a pulse.

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Go ahead and start compressions.

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- Starting 30 over two.
- Bags.

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We need to
do a rhythm check.

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Okay we have V-fib
on the monitor.

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Go ahead and clear the chest.

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- I'm charging to 360.
- Clear.

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And shock.

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Okay, all right
back on the chest.

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We're still without a pulse.

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Let's go with one
milligram IV epinephrin.

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Have the epi ready.

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He's still not breathing.

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All right,
we got V-fib again.

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I'm gonna go ahead and
charge for the second time.

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- Charging, clear the chest.
- Clear.

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All right, and shock.

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Okay, pulseless.

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Let's go ahead with another
milligram of epinephrin.

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- Come on buddy.
- Still in V-fib.

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- Come on, come back.
- Gonna charge one more time

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to 360, charging.

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- Go ahead and clear.
- Clear.

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And shock.

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♪ Come along with
me say my name ♪

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♪ Shake shake shake ♪

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♪ It's all I need ♪

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♪ One two three ♪

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♪ Bleed constantly ♪

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♪ What's your name ♪

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♪ Put him in his place ♪

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♪ 367 equalizer ♪

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♪ 367 equalizer ♪

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♪ Prison protest
give me a purpose ♪

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♪ Never going to speak
it's our tradition ♪

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♪ Sit and speak on it ♪

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♪ Cry oh say my name ♪

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♪ White knight's
kinda perfectly ♪

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♪ What's your name ♪

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♪ Put him in his
personal place ♪

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♪ 367 equalizer ♪

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♪ 367 equalizer ♪

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♪ You would do what I do ♪

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♪ Do what they say ♪

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♪ You can die right ♪

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♪ There's no other way ♪

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♪ This is freedom ♪

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♪ Doesn't matter anymore ♪

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Ow.

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Ow.

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- Hey.
- Just try and relax.

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Get this shit off me!

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You've been in a
serious accident.

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You need to rest.

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I didn't fuckin'
do anything okay?

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Get this shit off me please.

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- Sir, just calm down.
- Whoa, whoa, whoa,

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what is that, what is that?

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Don't stick me with that shit.

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Sir, we're trying to help you.

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- Bitch no, get this fucking...
- Trying to help you.

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Cuffs off me.

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I'm sorry, Emily.

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You should
be nicer to that one.

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I know, I know.

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She's
just doing her job.

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What happened to you?

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It was freedom at first.

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We didn't give a shit,

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and we couldn't remember
why we ever did.

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We were rebels, outlaws even.

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♪ I don't wanna sleep
at the same time ♪

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♪ I don't call 911
for a petty crime ♪

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♪ I got a tattoo from a ♪

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You see, the
point of the mosh pit

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was to get to the
front, that's it.

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I always got to the front.

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That's where you find the
fuck ups, the dropouts,

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the sinners, the cowboys,

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the people still on the
good side of a bad night.

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♪ Doctor singing trees ♪

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♪ Turn out the light ♪

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I'm talking like real
fucking rock and roll man.

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We can do it, we totally could,

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let's fucking do it, you know.

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We need something
new, something fresh,

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with a lot of fucking
noise, you know.

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Again, if you know
anybody with a bass

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it's gonna be so fucking huge,

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like I could play the
fuck out of the bass,

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but I just don't have
the scratch right now.

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Oh, and drums, we're gonna
need a huge fucking set.

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Lots of toms, lots of
symbols, big fucking sound,

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it's gonna be fucking
beautiful man.

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Slim was absolutely
insane, you know,

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a complete nihilistic
and anarchist,

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what ever you wanna call it,

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at times he was downright evil.

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But I loved his energy,
he had a screw loose,

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I mean his brain was
fucked just like mine.

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We were the same.

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We even started a band but
only ever played one gig.

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One, two, one, two, three, four.

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♪ I don't give a fuck yeah ♪

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♪ I just wanna fuck ♪

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♪ I don't give a fuck you ♪

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♪ I just wanna fuck ♪

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Who wants to come
up here and fuck me?

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Get the fuck off my stage.

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Fucking fuck.

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You'll never get another
gig in this fucking city.

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Society will
strangle you if you let it.

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I've been suffocating
for too long

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and finally I could breathe.

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No alarm to wake up to,

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nothing scheduled,
no small talk,

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no ties to anything and
nothing to care for.

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Free to explore, to do
whatever the fuck I wanted.

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Raleigh was our plug.

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He could get you anything
you could ever need.

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Speed, DMT, coke,
molly, zanies, atties,

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ketamine, codeine,
LSD, guns, girls, guys,

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body organs, you name it.

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I do have some fucking weed
too if you wanna come down

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and just sorta relax
and mellow the fuck out.

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You wouldn't know
it by looking at him,

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but Raleigh came from
some serious money.

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His parents live in one
of those swanky suburbs

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on the edge of the city

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and that's where he
whipped up his supply,

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right under their noses.

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I'm telling you, this
is all the best shit

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you can get around here.

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Mommy and daddy thought
their honor student

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would be a chemist one day,

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or maybe a lawyer.

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Drugs and deaths were what
really got him off though.

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He wanted to be a mortician.

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I guess that's why he spent
all the time in the graveyard.

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We kept him around
because he cut us a deal

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and made us laugh, but he
never had to worry about

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his next meal or a
dry place to sleep.

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He wasn't one of us.

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Thanks man, yeah, fuck.

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Come on you dumb fuckers.

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Hello.

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Fuck yeah man, thanks.

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No, in your fucking
little bicycle car.

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What about you,
you got any change?

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You're on your
fucking headphones

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you god damn fucking
cocksucker, fuck you.

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Nice jeep, fucker.

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Fuck.

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It's amazing how quickly
my appearance went to shit.

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I almost didn't
recognize myself.

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I mostly saw hatred.

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I hated what I'd become.

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Fuck you.

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It wasn't long before I was
sick of the dumpster diving,

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the begging for
change, stealing shit.

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I needed to get a job,

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something that would give me
enough change in my pocket

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to get a fucking hamburger
and a few cold beers.

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So you have a car?

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You got a phone number
I can reach you at?

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Is this your first taxi gig?

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You know ah, ah, um.

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The fuck does that mean?

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Either you do or you don't.

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How 'bout a home address?

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But it's...

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Are your license up to date?

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Not exactly.

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I don't know it off
the top of my head,

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I just moved into this new place

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and I think they're
doing some rezoning

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or something like that.

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I suspect an acquaintance
of mine to have stolen it,

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but I can't prove
that and obviously

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he's not going to admit
it if he did steal it,

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so I can't help you there.

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I'm crashing with
a friend of mine.

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I don't actually have a
functioning license at this time.

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I'm in all sorts of shit.

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Punk, metal, doom
metal, stoner metal.

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Is it suspended?

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Indi rock, new rock, new
wave, no wave, chill wave,

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I mean you name it,
I'm into it man.

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How the fuck are you
gonna deliver pizzas

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if you don't have a car?

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How the hell are
you gonna drive

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a cab around here
without a license?

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Fuck it, can you start now?

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What the hell is this,
what are you doing here?

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There's a line.

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Yeah man, I was just
doing some product testing,

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a little bit of market research.

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Ah, what?

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When do I get a break?

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You know what, this
isn't gonna work out,

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get the fuck out of here.

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What the fuck
are you looking at?

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Woo.

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It's like a fucking
race around here,

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it looks so fucking crazy man.

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Oh yo, hey, hey man, can
I get a butt from you?

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Do you have an extra cigarette?

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I just need one.

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Craig said he was
gonna come down.

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- Yeah sure.
- But I don't think

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he's gonna make it anymore man.

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I just think it's just gonna me

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just rolling around
with this fucking ah,

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yeah man, just trying
to do shit man.

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Hey dude, do you have
any change on you

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or anything like that?

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- No, sorry bud.
- No, no change,

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no change at all,

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- no dollar bills or something?
- No.

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- Not at all?
- No sorry.

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No, no, no, there's
no cops around here man.

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No man.

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- There's not.
- Sorry.

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- Have a good night.
- You fucking

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piece of shit.

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Thanks for the smoke ass whole.

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Fucking thanks for
the smoke, I got it.

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I got what I needed.

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I was tryna talk
about my consciousness

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and stuff like
that 'cause I think

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if we can just put
it all together.

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So she's like the virgin
and she takes out a room

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and that becomes the
savior of mankind.

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♪ The wheels on the bus
go round and round ♪

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And I just couldn't...

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You can do it, you can do it.

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I'd never been so low.

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After all that job shit,

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it was time to put an end to
the misery and embarrassment.

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I was ready to go
out, I really was.

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Wasn't the first time I
had tampered with the idea

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of taking death
into my own hands.

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Depression chews you
up and spits you out,

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it gives you tunnel vision,

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and all you see is the
bullshit you can't control,

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things that pin you down.

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Moms face when she
hears the news.

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They said my brain was fucked,

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they saw the scars on my wrist.

258
00:18:23,611 --> 00:18:25,014
This wasn't that.

259
00:18:25,081 --> 00:18:27,782
Lose time, something final,

260
00:18:27,849 --> 00:18:30,585
time to rest, to quiet my mind,

261
00:18:32,054 --> 00:18:33,755
to end the battle.

262
00:19:14,997 --> 00:19:16,065
Okay, okay.

263
00:19:22,171 --> 00:19:23,205
Give me 10.

264
00:19:23,272 --> 00:19:27,143
10, aren't you good
with usually three?

265
00:19:27,209 --> 00:19:29,011
What gives Bug?

266
00:19:29,078 --> 00:19:30,845
Just do your job.

267
00:19:30,913 --> 00:19:33,748
Listen, if I hear you've
been flippin' this shit,

268
00:19:33,815 --> 00:19:35,051
like those K pins I sold you.

269
00:19:35,117 --> 00:19:38,686
I'm not flippin' shit,
they're for me, all right?

270
00:19:38,753 --> 00:19:42,091
Only a coward takes
10 in a single dive Bug.

271
00:19:42,158 --> 00:19:44,692
You trying to off yourself?

272
00:19:46,028 --> 00:19:47,063
Holy shit you are.

273
00:19:47,129 --> 00:19:49,398
Do you have the
fucking pills or not?

274
00:19:49,465 --> 00:19:51,699
Fucking chill out dude.

275
00:19:58,908 --> 00:20:02,011
So, what are your
plans post-mortem?

276
00:20:03,879 --> 00:20:05,414
What the fuck does that mean?

277
00:20:05,481 --> 00:20:06,449
Are you an organ donor?

278
00:20:06,515 --> 00:20:08,417
- Jesus Christ.
- I'm just saying,

279
00:20:08,484 --> 00:20:11,686
that shit gets real expensive,

280
00:20:11,753 --> 00:20:14,756
I can take care of your
cadaver for you if you want.

281
00:20:14,823 --> 00:20:15,623
My cadaver.

282
00:20:15,690 --> 00:20:18,227
Yeah, you know, your corpse.

283
00:20:18,294 --> 00:20:20,795
So long as your cool
with me cutting you up

284
00:20:20,862 --> 00:20:22,932
and poking around some shit.

285
00:20:22,998 --> 00:20:24,766
You can make a pretty
penny selling organs

286
00:20:24,833 --> 00:20:26,202
on the black market these days.

287
00:20:26,268 --> 00:20:27,802
Yeah, can ya?

288
00:20:32,007 --> 00:20:36,011
You are a sick bastard,
you know that don't you?

289
00:20:36,946 --> 00:20:40,615
Is that a yes?

290
00:20:59,268 --> 00:21:02,837
It's sort
of like the ocean,

291
00:21:02,905 --> 00:21:04,106
or out of space,

292
00:21:06,041 --> 00:21:08,843
or hell, it's sort of like hell.

293
00:21:11,280 --> 00:21:15,084
I had seen all the stone
and brick and cement,

294
00:21:15,151 --> 00:21:19,787
all the garbage and glass
and endless piles of shit,

295
00:21:19,854 --> 00:21:23,192
all the scum no one
will look in the eyes.

296
00:21:24,560 --> 00:21:26,861
It's all one thing now.

297
00:21:32,968 --> 00:21:34,203
It's like one of those dreams

298
00:21:34,270 --> 00:21:38,140
where the faster you try
to run the slower you go.

299
00:21:38,207 --> 00:21:38,941
Quicksand.

300
00:21:41,377 --> 00:21:42,744
The louder you try and yell

301
00:21:42,810 --> 00:21:45,247
the more stifled your cries are.

302
00:21:47,216 --> 00:21:49,218
The depths of the ocean,

303
00:21:50,319 --> 00:21:52,888
the farthest parts of space.

304
00:21:55,357 --> 00:21:58,793
Hell is so much closer
than I could of imagined.

305
00:22:27,122 --> 00:22:29,724
Ah.

306
00:22:50,879 --> 00:22:52,281
Joe, that's what...

307
00:22:52,348 --> 00:22:55,817
No it wasn't, Joe okay, I know,

308
00:22:55,884 --> 00:22:56,986
it's just, it's fine.

309
00:22:57,052 --> 00:23:00,222
Raleigh, I knew I'd
find you here.

310
00:23:00,289 --> 00:23:02,157
- Oh, you little piece of shit.
- It was a sham Bug.

311
00:23:02,224 --> 00:23:04,226
I got hosed, it wasn't
one of my batches,

312
00:23:04,293 --> 00:23:06,996
my shit has been moving so fast

313
00:23:07,062 --> 00:23:09,098
I had to pick up
from the Koreans.

314
00:23:09,164 --> 00:23:10,599
The shit was watered down.

315
00:23:10,666 --> 00:23:13,168
They sold fucking sugar pills.

316
00:23:16,438 --> 00:23:18,806
Everyone's out for blood.

317
00:23:19,441 --> 00:23:20,909
How do you think I feel?

318
00:23:20,976 --> 00:23:23,012
How do I think you feel?

319
00:23:23,078 --> 00:23:25,381
How do I think you feel Raleigh?

320
00:23:25,447 --> 00:23:29,051
I don't give a fuck how
you feel you stupid.

321
00:23:29,118 --> 00:23:29,952
Fuck off.

322
00:23:34,189 --> 00:23:37,192
I just tried to
kill and I failed,

323
00:23:39,094 --> 00:23:42,031
you know how
embarrassing that is?

324
00:23:42,097 --> 00:23:43,899
I feel like garbage.

325
00:23:46,335 --> 00:23:48,037
- I've never been this hungover.
- Hey.

326
00:23:49,405 --> 00:23:51,140
Look at it this way man,

327
00:23:51,206 --> 00:23:54,943
you've got a second chance
at life here, you know?

328
00:23:55,010 --> 00:23:58,280
This is like some divine
intervention shit.

329
00:23:58,347 --> 00:24:00,916
Fucking God touched you Bug.

330
00:24:02,217 --> 00:24:03,218
Fuck God.

331
00:24:08,457 --> 00:24:10,092
I just wanna die.

332
00:24:12,027 --> 00:24:12,928
Okay.

333
00:24:28,310 --> 00:24:31,947
Hey, hey, it takes a
real kind of fuck up

334
00:24:33,248 --> 00:24:34,283
to botch pulling the trigger,

335
00:24:34,350 --> 00:24:38,020
and don't get me wrong,
you're a fuck up,

336
00:24:38,087 --> 00:24:41,357
so I'm gonna make this
really clear here.

337
00:24:43,258 --> 00:24:44,126
Get up.

338
00:24:49,164 --> 00:24:50,232
Just squeeze.

339
00:25:00,209 --> 00:25:01,110
Boo.

340
00:25:06,181 --> 00:25:09,952
So Raleigh tells me
you're tryna off yourself.

341
00:25:10,018 --> 00:25:14,022
Raleigh's bent, the
supplies counterfeit too,

342
00:25:14,089 --> 00:25:16,091
don't go to him.

343
00:25:16,158 --> 00:25:17,226
Just hold for a
night would you?

344
00:25:17,292 --> 00:25:18,961
There's this show down
at the Doll House,

345
00:25:19,027 --> 00:25:20,362
this band Nice Guys is playin',

346
00:25:20,429 --> 00:25:21,497
and the last time
they were there

347
00:25:21,563 --> 00:25:23,732
the lead singer jumped
from the rafters

348
00:25:23,799 --> 00:25:25,367
into the pit, broke his shoulder

349
00:25:25,434 --> 00:25:26,502
and nearly paralyzed himself,

350
00:25:26,568 --> 00:25:31,507
which is pretty punk
if you ask me.

351
00:25:35,611 --> 00:25:40,082
And I also got some killer
crank and some ecstasy.

352
00:26:05,841 --> 00:26:08,410
♪ One sided coin ♪

353
00:26:08,477 --> 00:26:11,180
♪ It makes me flip ♪

354
00:26:11,246 --> 00:26:14,016
♪ Keeps me on edge ♪

355
00:26:14,082 --> 00:26:16,485
♪ He's on the edge ♪

356
00:26:16,552 --> 00:26:19,288
♪ Then with the brakes ♪

357
00:26:19,354 --> 00:26:22,090
♪ Then with the crowds ♪

358
00:26:22,157 --> 00:26:24,560
♪ They beat you down ♪

359
00:26:24,626 --> 00:26:29,064
♪ It threads our cheek ♪

360
00:26:29,131 --> 00:26:30,265
♪ Big money ♪

361
00:26:30,332 --> 00:26:33,068
♪ The brake sets in ♪

362
00:26:33,135 --> 00:26:35,537
♪ The wash comes up ♪

363
00:26:35,604 --> 00:26:38,307
♪ It pulls in threads ♪

364
00:26:38,373 --> 00:26:41,210
♪ Let's work on it ♪

365
00:26:41,276 --> 00:26:43,579
♪ Plastics and masks ♪

366
00:26:43,645 --> 00:26:46,448
♪ The selfish cracks ♪

367
00:26:46,515 --> 00:26:49,218
♪ Whispers and shouts ♪

368
00:26:49,284 --> 00:26:51,587
♪ The truth is out ♪

369
00:26:51,653 --> 00:26:56,992
♪ Judge full range,
ain't no way ♪

370
00:26:58,160 --> 00:27:02,464
♪ To survive in the
steely club, this city ♪

371
00:27:03,599 --> 00:27:07,536
♪ Go outside, it's
all the same ♪

372
00:27:09,137 --> 00:27:13,308
♪ All that matters is the
numbers at the end of the day ♪

373
00:27:14,643 --> 00:27:17,346
♪ I know what I got ♪

374
00:27:17,412 --> 00:27:20,182
♪ I know it ain't much ♪

375
00:27:20,249 --> 00:27:25,254
♪ I know it's okay
to fall these days ♪

376
00:27:26,188 --> 00:27:28,257
♪ I don't think too hard ♪

377
00:27:28,323 --> 00:27:30,859
♪ I am not in charge ♪

378
00:27:30,927 --> 00:27:36,131
♪ I just wait in the back
of the lot for my break ♪

379
00:27:37,699 --> 00:27:38,734
♪ Big money ♪

380
00:27:38,800 --> 00:27:41,570
♪ Big build dudes
on this train ♪

381
00:27:41,637 --> 00:27:44,373
♪ You people I
don't wanna meet ♪

382
00:27:44,439 --> 00:27:49,444
♪ Looks like they want
this place for the test ♪

383
00:27:50,546 --> 00:27:52,514
♪ Every block in this
whole damn city ♪

384
00:27:52,581 --> 00:27:55,350
♪ All alone but just
for the piggies ♪

385
00:27:55,417 --> 00:28:00,422
♪ Waiting for the
chance to pounce on me ♪

386
00:28:02,257 --> 00:28:03,692
♪ Big money ♪

387
00:29:50,599 --> 00:29:54,670
I didn't take you
for the religious type.

388
00:29:54,736 --> 00:29:58,540
I'm not really.

389
00:29:58,607 --> 00:30:01,410
I went to church a lot as a kid,

390
00:30:02,577 --> 00:30:06,381
I lived in this group
home with Jesus freaks.

391
00:30:07,616 --> 00:30:11,720
The whole bible thumping,
cross facing the toilet kind.

392
00:30:15,724 --> 00:30:18,427
Nothing bad ever
happened on Sunday

393
00:30:18,493 --> 00:30:21,697
so I guess it just
kinda stuck with me.

394
00:30:25,534 --> 00:30:27,269
What about you, hm?

395
00:30:29,838 --> 00:30:31,606
What do you believe?

396
00:30:36,344 --> 00:30:37,612
Nothing really.

397
00:30:38,915 --> 00:30:41,650
I mean, we weren't
religious growing up,

398
00:30:41,717 --> 00:30:44,453
my mom was but that's about it.

399
00:30:45,888 --> 00:30:48,490
Kid that lived next
door to me though,

400
00:30:48,557 --> 00:30:52,527
him and his family went
to church every Sunday

401
00:30:52,594 --> 00:30:56,832
and he ended up getting
molested by his priest

402
00:30:56,899 --> 00:30:58,800
- or something.
- Geez.

403
00:30:58,867 --> 00:31:01,470
He didn't tell
anyone for years.

404
00:31:01,536 --> 00:31:02,571
It was a big deal
for a week or two

405
00:31:02,637 --> 00:31:04,573
and then nothing, most people,

406
00:31:04,639 --> 00:31:09,444
they didn't wanna believe
it or they didn't care.

407
00:31:09,511 --> 00:31:11,246
I saw it eat him up.

408
00:31:13,582 --> 00:31:15,751
Fucking destroyed him, but,

409
00:31:17,385 --> 00:31:19,321
they say that
happens all the time,

410
00:31:19,387 --> 00:31:23,492
priest screwing around
with kids and stuff.

411
00:31:23,558 --> 00:31:26,394
I don't know, that and a
whole bunch of other things

412
00:31:26,461 --> 00:31:30,465
made me pretty convince
that religion is a scam.

413
00:31:34,469 --> 00:31:37,305
Well, this crash
is gonna suck.

414
00:31:38,507 --> 00:31:41,676
I wish I had a joint
to come down with.

415
00:31:45,514 --> 00:31:48,350
Maybe I can help
out with that.

416
00:32:14,843 --> 00:32:17,579
I feel pretty good now though.

417
00:32:18,847 --> 00:32:20,315
What about you?

418
00:32:22,584 --> 00:32:23,886
- Yeah.
- Yeah?

419
00:32:23,953 --> 00:32:25,154
Mm-hmm.

420
00:32:27,689 --> 00:32:29,691
That night I had it all.

421
00:32:31,660 --> 00:32:34,897
Jenny was cool, she was like me.

422
00:32:34,964 --> 00:32:37,866
There was this
tightness in my chest,

423
00:32:37,934 --> 00:32:40,669
some vacancy had been filled.

424
00:32:40,735 --> 00:32:42,939
I know that people don't change,

425
00:32:43,005 --> 00:32:45,507
but maybe parts of them do.

426
00:32:46,741 --> 00:32:48,844
Something changed in me.

427
00:32:48,911 --> 00:32:50,846
The highs were
always really high,

428
00:32:50,913 --> 00:32:53,548
and the lows always really low,

429
00:32:53,615 --> 00:32:55,885
but this high felt different.

430
00:32:57,019 --> 00:32:58,820
- Nothing?
- Oh shit.

431
00:33:01,023 --> 00:33:02,657
- You got it.
- I did get it.

432
00:33:02,724 --> 00:33:03,592
You hear that one before?

433
00:33:03,658 --> 00:33:04,961
No.

434
00:33:05,027 --> 00:33:08,597
I was just more evil than the
devil and greater than God

435
00:33:08,663 --> 00:33:10,900
or contradictory terms.

436
00:33:51,706 --> 00:33:52,909
- Yes.
- Woo.

437
00:33:52,975 --> 00:33:53,675
Yes.

438
00:33:53,742 --> 00:33:55,878
Yeah.

439
00:33:55,945 --> 00:33:57,545
What a lovely time.

440
00:33:57,612 --> 00:33:59,447
I'm so proud.

441
00:34:01,549 --> 00:34:02,885
How many we got left?

442
00:34:02,952 --> 00:34:04,853
I don't know.

443
00:34:06,788 --> 00:34:07,756
I gave you one.

444
00:34:07,822 --> 00:34:11,526
Yeah, thank you
very much for that.

445
00:34:11,593 --> 00:34:12,694
Bug?

446
00:34:13,930 --> 00:34:14,964
What?

447
00:34:16,831 --> 00:34:17,866
Come here.

448
00:34:47,096 --> 00:34:49,631
It's Tina's brother.

449
00:34:49,698 --> 00:34:51,466
What, the hooker?

450
00:34:57,839 --> 00:35:00,608
Oh shit, yeah, yeah, yeah,
yeah, yeah, I know this kid,

451
00:35:00,675 --> 00:35:02,044
he's a fag.

452
00:35:02,111 --> 00:35:04,947
Must've been the HIV
caught up to him.

453
00:35:05,014 --> 00:35:06,916
Shut the fuck up Slim.

454
00:35:06,983 --> 00:35:08,918
Well it could've been.

455
00:35:08,985 --> 00:35:09,986
It wasn't.

456
00:35:14,756 --> 00:35:16,624
Fucking gross.

457
00:35:16,691 --> 00:35:20,595
Just, must've took a
hit too strong I guess.

458
00:35:23,032 --> 00:35:24,133
Could've been anyone.

459
00:35:24,200 --> 00:35:26,335
No, no, no, no, no,
this kid was a junkie.

460
00:35:26,402 --> 00:35:29,138
You didn't fucking know him.

461
00:35:29,205 --> 00:35:30,940
Neither did you.

462
00:35:31,007 --> 00:35:33,608
His sister hooks and he
liked the needle in the cock.

463
00:35:33,675 --> 00:35:35,677
Shut the hell up Slim.

464
00:35:37,779 --> 00:35:39,647
Could've been anybody.

465
00:36:09,078 --> 00:36:10,745
Don't be a baby.

466
00:36:21,856 --> 00:36:26,661
Maybe it was a hot dose
or something, I don't know.

467
00:36:26,728 --> 00:36:27,729
Raleigh said that there

468
00:36:27,796 --> 00:36:29,831
was some synthetic
shit moving around.

469
00:36:29,899 --> 00:36:31,901
No, no, no, that
kid was a junkie,

470
00:36:31,967 --> 00:36:34,036
he would've died from
the needle eventually.

471
00:36:34,103 --> 00:36:36,939
If he was a junkie
then what are we, huh?

472
00:36:37,006 --> 00:36:40,809
I'm not a junkie,
you're a junkie.

473
00:36:40,876 --> 00:36:42,677
I'll never be a
slave to a substance.

474
00:36:42,744 --> 00:36:46,714
I like to think of myself
as a recreational user.

475
00:36:46,781 --> 00:36:49,051
My ass, you're a speed freak.

476
00:36:49,118 --> 00:36:50,920
So are you.

477
00:36:50,986 --> 00:36:54,190
Well I'm not hooked,
I'm just skimming.

478
00:36:54,256 --> 00:36:56,058
Besides, those pills you
guys get off of Raleigh

479
00:36:56,125 --> 00:36:57,159
are way stronger than anything

480
00:36:57,226 --> 00:37:01,063
that kid would've
been able to shoot up.

481
00:37:05,201 --> 00:37:07,103
Yeah, look at that.

482
00:37:07,169 --> 00:37:08,837
- Bad ass.
- It's pretty good, right?

483
00:37:08,904 --> 00:37:10,139
Yeah, not bad.

484
00:37:13,909 --> 00:37:16,112
We roasted in the putrid
bubble of brick buildings

485
00:37:16,178 --> 00:37:17,913
and side walks.

486
00:37:17,980 --> 00:37:20,615
The pavement charred my edges.

487
00:37:22,151 --> 00:37:24,253
Summer wasn't all bad though,

488
00:37:24,320 --> 00:37:26,956
that's when the
city came to life.

489
00:37:27,022 --> 00:37:30,993
I like to start early to
avoid the midday heat.

490
00:37:33,028 --> 00:37:35,030
The days blended together,

491
00:37:35,097 --> 00:37:39,101
and this one started
out just like the rest.

492
00:38:03,959 --> 00:38:06,128
Fletcher, what
are you doing man?

493
00:38:06,195 --> 00:38:09,165
This is glass, you got
plastic here, all right?

494
00:38:09,231 --> 00:38:13,735
This is glass, plastics
go down there, okay?

495
00:38:13,801 --> 00:38:14,702
See?

496
00:38:18,073 --> 00:38:22,011
Oh, right at the
deli, for Christ sakes.

497
00:38:22,077 --> 00:38:24,046
Would you look at that.

498
00:38:25,581 --> 00:38:26,949
This place stinks.

499
00:38:28,584 --> 00:38:32,021
It reminds me of one time
I was working for the CIA.

500
00:38:32,087 --> 00:38:36,525
They had me in a basement,
no windows, one desk,

501
00:38:36,592 --> 00:38:38,160
tapping the phone conversations

502
00:38:38,227 --> 00:38:40,930
of the families upstairs.

503
00:38:40,996 --> 00:38:42,998
They weren't feeding their kids.

504
00:38:43,065 --> 00:38:45,000
It was abuse, you know?

505
00:38:46,235 --> 00:38:49,771
It'd been months,
listening to phone calls.

506
00:38:51,106 --> 00:38:53,876
It's patient work,
let me tell ya.

507
00:38:53,943 --> 00:38:55,777
And my wife, my wife,

508
00:38:56,345 --> 00:38:58,981
she was gonna be in the films.

509
00:39:00,249 --> 00:39:04,119
Those kids, they were so
skinny before the feds came,

510
00:39:05,187 --> 00:39:07,189
nearly burnt the house down.

511
00:39:07,256 --> 00:39:09,857
My wife, she never
wanted any kids.

512
00:39:09,925 --> 00:39:11,927
She smells like daisies.

513
00:39:14,129 --> 00:39:15,965
Just a few more of these bottles

514
00:39:16,031 --> 00:39:19,034
and I'll be punching
my ticket home.

515
00:39:20,302 --> 00:39:21,904
She's in the films you know?

516
00:39:21,971 --> 00:39:24,306
Yep, yep, you said that.

517
00:39:24,373 --> 00:39:28,143
Well looks like you're
all set Mr. Fletcher.

518
00:39:30,646 --> 00:39:33,215
Two 25, you wouldn't
be ripping me off

519
00:39:33,282 --> 00:39:34,383
now would you Bug?

520
00:39:34,450 --> 00:39:36,952
For real man, that's
all you had, all right?

521
00:39:37,019 --> 00:39:39,321
Plastics go down there,

522
00:39:39,388 --> 00:39:42,024
so take the rest
of these plastics

523
00:39:42,091 --> 00:39:43,993
and go down there.

524
00:39:44,059 --> 00:39:45,227
And you might wanna
try hitting your spots

525
00:39:45,294 --> 00:39:46,262
a little bit earlier

526
00:39:46,328 --> 00:39:47,196
all right, there's
the Korean dudes

527
00:39:47,263 --> 00:39:48,497
I've been seeing
around recently,

528
00:39:48,564 --> 00:39:51,333
I think they're beating you
to the punch, all right?

529
00:39:51,400 --> 00:39:53,002
You're a good kid Bug.

530
00:39:53,068 --> 00:39:55,104
See you tomorrow.

531
00:40:06,482 --> 00:40:08,984
Fathers
day at Paul park,

532
00:40:09,051 --> 00:40:11,620
early with a couple of home
runs in the second inning.

533
00:40:11,687 --> 00:40:14,256
Maybe it's
going up here in the sixth

534
00:40:14,323 --> 00:40:16,791
and now we're all tied up.

535
00:40:17,393 --> 00:40:19,261
Is that date right?

536
00:40:19,328 --> 00:40:21,863
What, do you
live under a rock?

537
00:40:21,930 --> 00:40:22,931
Holy shit.

538
00:40:24,700 --> 00:40:26,635
It's my fucking birthday today.

539
00:40:26,702 --> 00:40:28,203
Congratulations.

540
00:40:30,706 --> 00:40:31,907
All right.

541
00:40:34,343 --> 00:40:37,413
Can I get one of
those whiskey bottles?

542
00:40:37,479 --> 00:40:39,214
Nah, the small one.

543
00:40:50,259 --> 00:40:51,226
Thanks man.

544
00:40:52,561 --> 00:40:57,333
So I look up at the sign and
can't fucking believe it,

545
00:40:58,467 --> 00:41:01,370
June 18th, today's
my 21st birthday.

546
00:41:03,272 --> 00:41:04,239
- Hey.
- Yes.

547
00:41:05,441 --> 00:41:07,176
Happy birthday Bug.

548
00:41:07,242 --> 00:41:08,310
- Thanks.
- Holy shit dude,

549
00:41:08,377 --> 00:41:09,712
you're only 21?

550
00:41:09,778 --> 00:41:12,014
Yeah, funny thing is I've
been buying booze of that dude

551
00:41:12,081 --> 00:41:13,248
for three years.

552
00:41:14,750 --> 00:41:18,287
But I blew the last
of my cash on this,

553
00:41:18,354 --> 00:41:20,422
so I think lunch is gonna
have to be on Eddie.

554
00:41:23,125 --> 00:41:24,326
Oh man, just
think about it dude,

555
00:41:24,393 --> 00:41:27,129
21 years ago on this exact date

556
00:41:27,196 --> 00:41:30,699
you are spit out
of your mums twat.

557
00:41:30,766 --> 00:41:32,201
That's fucking great.

558
00:41:32,267 --> 00:41:33,135
- Yeah.
- I'm just telling it

559
00:41:33,202 --> 00:41:34,203
like it is man.

560
00:41:34,269 --> 00:41:36,138
Everybody thinks
childbirth is some kind

561
00:41:36,205 --> 00:41:39,074
of fucking miracle, you
ever fucking see one?

562
00:41:39,141 --> 00:41:41,710
It's a brutal,
painful, bloody mess.

563
00:41:41,777 --> 00:41:43,045
It's worst than a
fucking snuff film,

564
00:41:43,112 --> 00:41:45,314
all for the sake of having
some little bastard around,

565
00:41:45,381 --> 00:41:50,386
24/7, shittin' and crying
and chewing on your nipples.

566
00:41:52,054 --> 00:41:53,122
That's why I'll
never have one.

567
00:41:53,188 --> 00:41:55,457
Yeah, people think
babies are so pure too.

568
00:41:55,524 --> 00:41:58,427
Yeah, like they
come from above.

569
00:41:58,494 --> 00:41:59,561
When most of the time,

570
00:41:59,628 --> 00:42:01,430
they're the result of
something absolutely

571
00:42:01,497 --> 00:42:02,531
completely fucking meaningless.

572
00:42:02,598 --> 00:42:06,301
I mean, my parents,
they're not in love,

573
00:42:06,368 --> 00:42:08,370
and they probably weren't
when they made me.

574
00:42:08,437 --> 00:42:10,506
We're the same as every
other little scurrying rodent

575
00:42:10,572 --> 00:42:15,444
on this skid, and we're here
for the same reason, to die.

576
00:42:16,545 --> 00:42:18,113
Yeah, and then?

577
00:42:18,180 --> 00:42:21,183
And then, and
then, and then what?

578
00:42:22,317 --> 00:42:24,253
There is no and then,
there is no after that,

579
00:42:24,319 --> 00:42:28,323
we're born, we fuck, we
live, we die, that's it.

580
00:42:29,358 --> 00:42:30,459
No, what, do you
think plants and fish

581
00:42:30,526 --> 00:42:33,028
and bugs and rats and
dogs have an afterlife?

582
00:42:33,095 --> 00:42:34,530
I mean, they don't.

583
00:42:34,596 --> 00:42:36,398
Look, we aren't special,

584
00:42:36,465 --> 00:42:38,767
and if we aren't special,
animals are fucked,

585
00:42:38,834 --> 00:42:40,269
just frankly fucked.

586
00:42:40,335 --> 00:42:41,437
The difference
between the species

587
00:42:41,503 --> 00:42:44,273
is that we're smarter,
we are so much smarter,

588
00:42:44,339 --> 00:42:45,274
so much smarter
that at some point

589
00:42:45,340 --> 00:42:46,608
we realized the
best way to survive

590
00:42:46,675 --> 00:42:50,112
is to convince ourselves
that each and every one of us

591
00:42:50,179 --> 00:42:52,047
is the most important
breathing bastard

592
00:42:52,114 --> 00:42:54,149
on a planet filled with
unspeakable numbers of breathing...

593
00:42:54,216 --> 00:42:54,950
Whoa, whoa, whoa,

594
00:42:55,017 --> 00:42:56,118
watch where you're fucking

595
00:42:56,185 --> 00:42:56,819
- going ass whole.
- Take a shower shit bag.

596
00:42:56,886 --> 00:42:57,953
Hey, come say that

597
00:42:58,020 --> 00:43:00,322
- to my face.
- Oh, you wanna make something

598
00:43:00,389 --> 00:43:01,123
out of this, guy, get the
fuck out of the car your swid.

599
00:43:01,190 --> 00:43:02,458
- Pussy.
- What the fuck?

600
00:43:02,524 --> 00:43:05,427
Fucking people these days
man, Jesus fucking Christ.

601
00:43:05,494 --> 00:43:07,329
I mean, look at
Tina's brother, right?

602
00:43:07,396 --> 00:43:09,531
Someones kid, someones
brother obviously,

603
00:43:09,598 --> 00:43:11,133
where is he now?

604
00:43:11,200 --> 00:43:14,169
Rotting away under
a fucking bridge.

605
00:43:15,504 --> 00:43:19,475
I mean face it, people don't
care if one us lives or dies.

606
00:43:19,541 --> 00:43:21,376
Well that is very grim Bug,

607
00:43:21,443 --> 00:43:25,347
and spoken like a guy
who's tryna off himself.

608
00:43:26,883 --> 00:43:28,584
Are you tryna off yourself?

609
00:43:28,650 --> 00:43:29,518
No.

610
00:43:31,320 --> 00:43:34,590
Well, yeah, kinda, I
mean, I was I guess.

611
00:43:41,230 --> 00:43:43,365
Come on mother fucker.

612
00:43:43,432 --> 00:43:44,266
What?

613
00:43:52,909 --> 00:43:56,078
Hey Eddie, you got what
I'm lookin' for today?

614
00:43:56,144 --> 00:43:57,579
I thought you were gonna quit.

615
00:43:57,646 --> 00:43:59,615
These things will
kill you you know,

616
00:43:59,681 --> 00:44:01,517
I don't want that to happen.

617
00:44:01,583 --> 00:44:04,152
Oh, you're so sweet Eddie.

618
00:44:04,219 --> 00:44:05,354
You know, one of these
days someone's gonna come

619
00:44:05,420 --> 00:44:07,322
walking right through that door.

620
00:44:07,389 --> 00:44:09,157
I hope she's as cute as you.

621
00:44:09,224 --> 00:44:10,225
But I hope she doesn't smoke,

622
00:44:10,292 --> 00:44:12,861
those things will
kill you you know.

623
00:44:12,929 --> 00:44:15,297
I loved to take you on
a date sometime Jenny,

624
00:44:15,364 --> 00:44:16,865
you could come over my house,

625
00:44:16,933 --> 00:44:19,234
my mom makes really
good beef stew.

626
00:44:19,301 --> 00:44:21,537
That sounds so nice Eddie,

627
00:44:22,671 --> 00:44:25,440
but you know I'm kinda
with Bug now, right?

628
00:44:25,507 --> 00:44:27,676
He could come too,
not Slim though,

629
00:44:27,743 --> 00:44:30,312
'cause he's a piece of shit.

630
00:44:31,513 --> 00:44:33,515
Hey Eddie, how's it going man?

631
00:44:33,582 --> 00:44:35,617
Fine thanks, what are
you guys get in to today?

632
00:44:35,684 --> 00:44:37,452
It's Bug's birthday today.

633
00:44:37,519 --> 00:44:39,288
Oh, happy birthday Bug.

634
00:44:39,354 --> 00:44:42,157
You know, you share the same
birthday as my cousin Mark,

635
00:44:42,224 --> 00:44:43,893
he's a real piece
of shit though.

636
00:44:43,960 --> 00:44:47,563
Anyway, I got a little
something for you.

637
00:44:47,629 --> 00:44:50,332
You know, being your
birthday and all.

638
00:44:50,399 --> 00:44:53,402
One in four million odds to
win the jackpot on that thing.

639
00:44:53,468 --> 00:44:56,204
If it's a winner, don't
forget who gave you this.

640
00:44:56,271 --> 00:44:57,040
Okay Bug?

641
00:44:57,105 --> 00:44:59,508
Who gave what to me Eddie?

642
00:45:02,544 --> 00:45:04,279
I'm just kidding with you man,

643
00:45:04,346 --> 00:45:05,314
and thanks, this is great.

644
00:45:05,380 --> 00:45:08,283
Hey Eddie, how
'bout one for me?

645
00:45:08,350 --> 00:45:10,419
Go to hell Slim.

646
00:45:10,485 --> 00:45:13,155
I'm all ready there my dude.

647
00:45:26,702 --> 00:45:29,605
You know, if you
died, I'd care.

648
00:45:33,642 --> 00:45:38,313
If you were cold and alone
something, I'd go to sleep.

649
00:46:02,337 --> 00:46:03,238
Hi.

650
00:46:05,340 --> 00:46:08,243
Fucking dopey
fucking, you stupid.

651
00:46:09,678 --> 00:46:10,679
Get the fuck back here.

652
00:46:10,746 --> 00:46:13,615
Fuck you.

653
00:46:13,682 --> 00:46:16,485
God damn it, I'm
gonna fucking kill you.

654
00:46:16,551 --> 00:46:18,620
Gonna hit you so fucking hard
your hair's gonna grow back.

655
00:46:31,566 --> 00:46:34,503
Picking out a
tombstone for yourself?

656
00:46:34,569 --> 00:46:35,637
Very funny.

657
00:46:36,973 --> 00:46:40,642
Thought you would've offed
yourself by now, coward.

658
00:46:40,709 --> 00:46:42,511
Where's my gun?

659
00:46:42,577 --> 00:46:43,578
I hid it.

660
00:46:43,645 --> 00:46:44,546
Where?

661
00:46:45,547 --> 00:46:47,182
Somewhere safe.

662
00:46:48,550 --> 00:46:50,752
It's in a safe place.

663
00:46:50,819 --> 00:46:53,755
Well what happened, jam
up on you or something?

664
00:46:53,822 --> 00:46:55,390
No, it's just,

665
00:46:58,493 --> 00:47:00,562
unforeseen circumstances.

666
00:47:02,731 --> 00:47:03,465
Jenny?

667
00:47:04,866 --> 00:47:06,768
Yeah, you know her?

668
00:47:06,835 --> 00:47:08,637
Everyone knows her.

669
00:47:10,472 --> 00:47:12,541
Listen man, I'm gonna
save you some heartache

670
00:47:12,607 --> 00:47:15,744
here all right, she's
just well known.

671
00:47:18,881 --> 00:47:19,648
Fuck off.

672
00:47:19,715 --> 00:47:20,749
She's in for the dope man.

673
00:47:20,816 --> 00:47:23,785
Just be careful,
that's all I'm saying.

674
00:47:23,852 --> 00:47:25,554
Speaking of dope.

675
00:47:26,521 --> 00:47:27,422
Yes?

676
00:47:29,624 --> 00:47:32,360
Well, do you have any or not?

677
00:47:34,796 --> 00:47:38,567
Real shit or the Korean Tic
Tac's you sold me last time?

678
00:47:38,633 --> 00:47:40,869
You'll feel like you
died and went to heaven.

679
00:47:40,937 --> 00:47:42,537
This is brand new shit,

680
00:47:42,604 --> 00:47:45,307
straight pharmaceuticals, uncut,

681
00:47:45,373 --> 00:47:48,777
it's called Dilaudid,
even stronger than Oxies.

682
00:47:53,448 --> 00:47:54,649
Got ya.

683
00:47:57,753 --> 00:47:58,587
Hey Raleigh.

684
00:47:58,653 --> 00:47:59,521
Hey Jen.

685
00:48:00,689 --> 00:48:02,390
It's Bug's birthday today.

686
00:48:02,457 --> 00:48:05,727
No shit, happy birthday
you son of a bitch.

687
00:48:05,794 --> 00:48:07,462
Let's celebrate.

688
00:48:07,529 --> 00:48:08,730
Oh, fuck yes.

689
00:48:08,797 --> 00:48:10,699
We are broke though.

690
00:48:11,666 --> 00:48:12,701
Course you are.

691
00:48:12,768 --> 00:48:16,404
Although in light
of a special someones

692
00:48:16,471 --> 00:48:20,109
very special day, maybe
you could hook us up.

693
00:48:20,176 --> 00:48:21,576
Pretty please?

694
00:48:23,478 --> 00:48:25,714
Only if I get to pop
off with you dweebs.

695
00:48:25,781 --> 00:48:27,516
Of course.

696
00:48:30,786 --> 00:48:32,821
Yes, thank you very much.

697
00:48:35,925 --> 00:48:37,659
To Bug's birthday.

698
00:48:37,726 --> 00:48:38,627
To Bug's birthday.

699
00:48:38,693 --> 00:48:40,362
Happy birthday.

700
00:48:53,642 --> 00:48:57,846
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪

701
00:48:57,914 --> 00:49:02,151
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪

702
00:49:02,218 --> 00:49:07,422
♪ Happy birthday dear Steven ♪

703
00:49:07,990 --> 00:49:12,161
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪

704
00:49:12,228 --> 00:49:15,664
Make a wish
and blow out the candle.

705
00:49:15,730 --> 00:49:16,832
Yay.

706
00:49:19,035 --> 00:49:21,503
Steven, what d'ya think?

707
00:49:23,872 --> 00:49:27,809
It's awesome.

708
00:49:34,616 --> 00:49:36,785
What were they like?

709
00:49:36,852 --> 00:49:38,620
Who?

710
00:49:38,687 --> 00:49:40,622
Your parents.

711
00:49:41,590 --> 00:49:43,758
You said they were in love.

712
00:49:46,262 --> 00:49:47,696
How did you know?

713
00:49:48,998 --> 00:49:51,566
One time I ditched school,

714
00:49:53,835 --> 00:49:55,403
came home early.

715
00:49:57,606 --> 00:50:00,775
I didn't expect my
dad to be there,

716
00:50:00,842 --> 00:50:02,544
his car wasn't in the driveway,

717
00:50:02,611 --> 00:50:06,715
but when I got in the house
I could hear his voice

718
00:50:08,583 --> 00:50:10,585
coming from the bedroom.

719
00:50:13,755 --> 00:50:15,657
Then a woman laughing.

720
00:50:17,692 --> 00:50:18,961
It wasn't my mom.

721
00:50:20,595 --> 00:50:22,530
Did you confront him?

722
00:50:27,802 --> 00:50:30,405
Well, did you tell your mom?

723
00:50:33,075 --> 00:50:35,978
Probably should of.

724
00:50:36,045 --> 00:50:40,782
Instead I just started fucking
everything up, you know?

725
00:50:42,084 --> 00:50:44,053
Mm-hmm.

726
00:50:44,120 --> 00:50:46,923
At least you know your parents.

727
00:50:46,989 --> 00:50:48,623
I never met mine.

728
00:50:50,825 --> 00:50:54,596
One time in a foster
home I broke this vase,

729
00:50:55,730 --> 00:50:58,968
turned out it was
like 200 years old.

730
00:50:59,035 --> 00:51:01,603
Worth more than my life.

731
00:51:01,670 --> 00:51:04,706
And my foster dad,
he screamed at me,

732
00:51:06,108 --> 00:51:10,845
and he said, you're just like
your no good whore mother

733
00:51:12,348 --> 00:51:15,583
who couldn't even
afford an abortion.

734
00:51:16,751 --> 00:51:18,753
So it's, it's something.

735
00:51:26,996 --> 00:51:29,531
I think about my mom a lot.

736
00:51:29,597 --> 00:51:31,934
She always saw the best in me.

737
00:51:33,135 --> 00:51:35,570
Wish I'd been better for her.

738
00:51:35,637 --> 00:51:38,573
When's the
last time you saw her?

739
00:51:38,640 --> 00:51:40,675
Three years ago today.

740
00:51:40,742 --> 00:51:42,477
That's when I left.

741
00:51:47,749 --> 00:51:50,852
What do you
wanna do today Bug?

742
00:51:50,920 --> 00:51:52,821
It's your special day.

743
00:51:54,823 --> 00:51:56,491
I wanna go home.

744
00:52:55,251 --> 00:52:57,819
So we're doing this again?

745
00:53:02,158 --> 00:53:04,393
He's not coming back,

746
00:53:04,460 --> 00:53:09,098
the sooner you accept that
the better off we'll both be.

747
00:53:16,972 --> 00:53:19,774
It's been three
years god damn it.

748
00:53:19,841 --> 00:53:22,844
What makes you think
he's comin' back now?

749
00:53:22,912 --> 00:53:27,116
Oh Christ Jo, for all we
all know he might even be...

750
00:53:29,051 --> 00:53:32,888
I'm just saying, this
isn't helping anything.

751
00:53:50,172 --> 00:53:50,906
We're you goin'?

752
00:53:50,973 --> 00:53:53,608
I'm going to find my son.

753
00:53:54,877 --> 00:53:56,845
Fine, but I'm drivin',

754
00:53:56,912 --> 00:54:01,616
and we're not gonna stay out
all night like last year.

755
00:54:11,759 --> 00:54:14,096
Did that stuff
help with the pain?

756
00:54:14,163 --> 00:54:16,798
Yeah, but I need more.

757
00:54:16,865 --> 00:54:18,467
Well, I'm gonna
have wait another two hours

758
00:54:18,534 --> 00:54:20,469
before I can give
you another does.

759
00:54:20,536 --> 00:54:21,769
I need it now.

760
00:54:23,272 --> 00:54:26,475
What would you
say your pain level is?

761
00:54:26,542 --> 00:54:29,879
Eight or nine.

762
00:54:29,945 --> 00:54:32,882
Okay, but you're
gonna have take this one

763
00:54:32,948 --> 00:54:34,250
with some food.

764
00:54:34,316 --> 00:54:35,217
Fine.

765
00:54:41,157 --> 00:54:45,027
So, chicken
sandwich or salad?

766
00:54:45,094 --> 00:54:46,761
Whatever works.

767
00:54:47,296 --> 00:54:49,031
Salad it is then.

768
00:54:53,969 --> 00:54:57,805
Should've
gone with the chicken.

769
00:54:57,872 --> 00:55:00,775
Have you ever
had hospital food?

770
00:55:00,842 --> 00:55:01,577
No.

771
00:55:02,878 --> 00:55:05,214
Trust me, it doesn't matter.

772
00:55:06,315 --> 00:55:09,285
What does matter, I
got the extra dose.

773
00:55:10,352 --> 00:55:14,290
There you go.

774
00:55:17,359 --> 00:55:19,028
Thank you Emily.

775
00:55:23,098 --> 00:55:25,334
You're up.

776
00:55:25,401 --> 00:55:27,970
- I've never been.
- Where?

777
00:55:28,037 --> 00:55:32,107
Europe, never been,
but I've heard it's nice.

778
00:55:32,174 --> 00:55:33,775
It's beautiful.

779
00:55:33,841 --> 00:55:35,144
You've been there?

780
00:55:35,211 --> 00:55:39,181
Yeah, I did the last semester
of my clinical in London.

781
00:55:39,248 --> 00:55:40,715
That's cool.

782
00:55:43,419 --> 00:55:46,155
Sorry for freaking out earlier.

783
00:55:48,390 --> 00:55:51,126
No worries, I've seen worst.

784
00:55:51,193 --> 00:55:55,830
The ER on a Friday night
can be a pretty scary place.

785
00:55:58,866 --> 00:56:02,271
Do you remember anything
about the accident?

786
00:56:04,139 --> 00:56:05,040
Yeah.

787
00:56:07,276 --> 00:56:09,278
There's a chunk missing.

788
00:56:10,980 --> 00:56:14,083
The driver,
was he a friend?

789
00:56:18,053 --> 00:56:18,954
No.

790
00:56:20,122 --> 00:56:23,058
I'd like for you to
be honest with me here.

791
00:56:23,125 --> 00:56:26,996
It's important, we're tryna
get in touch with his family.

792
00:56:27,062 --> 00:56:31,833
Good luck with that.

793
00:56:31,900 --> 00:56:34,169
Where is he, is he all right?

794
00:56:41,310 --> 00:56:43,312
He passed an hour ago.

795
00:56:45,481 --> 00:56:46,848
He's dead?

796
00:56:48,083 --> 00:56:49,051
Yes.

797
00:56:50,119 --> 00:56:52,087
He suffered severe
trauma to the head

798
00:56:52,154 --> 00:56:56,325
and it caused hemorrhaging
to the brain, I'm sorry.

799
00:57:02,298 --> 00:57:04,033
Any family we could contact?

800
00:57:04,099 --> 00:57:06,268
Do you know where he lives?

801
00:57:08,971 --> 00:57:10,406
I know where he slept.

802
00:57:10,472 --> 00:57:13,175
Where's that?

803
00:57:13,242 --> 00:57:15,210
You know Ringer Park?

804
00:57:16,478 --> 00:57:17,379
Mm-hmm.

805
00:57:19,381 --> 00:57:22,217
That's where he slept.

806
00:57:22,284 --> 00:57:23,185
I see.

807
00:57:26,155 --> 00:57:28,157
Is that where you sleep?

808
00:57:31,193 --> 00:57:32,094
Yep.

809
00:57:33,329 --> 00:57:35,197
How are you feeling?

810
00:57:35,264 --> 00:57:36,165
Any pain?

811
00:57:44,373 --> 00:57:45,840
This will help.

812
00:57:49,144 --> 00:57:50,245
What is it?

813
00:57:51,413 --> 00:57:55,250
This is a pain
medication called Dilaudid.

814
00:57:58,187 --> 00:58:00,389
It's lunch hour, you hungry?

815
00:58:03,359 --> 00:58:06,061
Should try and eat something.

816
00:58:06,128 --> 00:58:08,230
Chicken sandwich or salad?

817
00:58:09,131 --> 00:58:10,933
It doesn't matter.

818
00:58:47,035 --> 00:58:49,738
How far is your
parents house from here?

819
00:58:49,805 --> 00:58:54,143
It's at least 20 miles,
I mean, we can't walk.

820
00:58:54,209 --> 00:58:55,344
We could hitch.

821
00:58:55,411 --> 00:58:57,112
Yeah, we could try to hitch,

822
00:58:57,179 --> 00:58:58,747
we could end up just
gettin' flipped off

823
00:58:58,814 --> 00:59:01,517
on the side of the
freeway all night.

824
00:59:01,583 --> 00:59:04,753
No, I think train
is the best bet.

825
00:59:04,820 --> 00:59:05,821
Hey, hey man,

826
00:59:05,889 --> 00:59:06,789
- just a little bit?
- Nah, I'm sorry.

827
00:59:06,855 --> 00:59:08,056
- Nothin'?
- Yeah, well all right,

828
00:59:08,123 --> 00:59:08,190
at this rate we're not
gonna make it to Central.

829
00:59:10,259 --> 00:59:11,527
Dude, we'll be fine all right?

830
00:59:11,593 --> 00:59:13,262
It's like 15 stops.

831
00:59:13,328 --> 00:59:14,329
It'll be fine, we
don't make it to Central

832
00:59:14,396 --> 00:59:15,998
we don't get fucking
out of the city.

833
00:59:16,064 --> 00:59:18,267
- It's 10 bucks...
- Steve?

834
00:59:18,333 --> 00:59:19,401
Steven Bugsby.

835
00:59:21,069 --> 00:59:22,271
Do I know you?

836
00:59:23,572 --> 00:59:24,473
Kyle.

837
00:59:28,143 --> 00:59:30,078
We went to high school.

838
00:59:31,313 --> 00:59:32,781
We got suspended together

839
00:59:32,848 --> 00:59:33,917
- that time...
- For setting up

840
00:59:33,982 --> 00:59:36,485
Mr. Lafton's computer
on top of the school.

841
00:59:36,552 --> 00:59:39,154
- Holy shit.
- Holy shit.

842
00:59:39,221 --> 00:59:40,422
That was funny as hell.

843
00:59:40,489 --> 00:59:42,791
Dude, I remember that.

844
00:59:42,858 --> 00:59:45,093
My brother, you remember Cory?

845
00:59:45,160 --> 00:59:47,296
He's a senior now
and he was telling me

846
00:59:47,362 --> 00:59:50,999
people are still
talking about that shit.

847
00:59:53,435 --> 00:59:55,070
How's the family?

848
00:59:55,604 --> 00:59:57,105
They're good.

849
01:00:01,210 --> 01:00:04,246
Smartest guy I
know right here.

850
01:00:04,313 --> 01:00:09,051
I would've failed English
if it wasn't for him.

851
01:00:09,117 --> 01:00:12,254
Hey Kyle, our van
kind of broke down

852
01:00:15,357 --> 01:00:17,593
a couple of blocks over, it's
one of those old clunkers,

853
01:00:17,659 --> 01:00:21,463
you know the type, you
think you could spare

854
01:00:22,397 --> 01:00:25,200
a couple of extra bucks for gas?

855
01:00:26,502 --> 01:00:27,402
Yeah.

856
01:00:28,537 --> 01:00:30,105
Yeah, of course.

857
01:00:35,410 --> 01:00:38,146
Can any of you guys break a 20?

858
01:00:42,618 --> 01:00:43,685
Fuck it.

859
01:00:43,752 --> 01:00:49,224
Kyle fucking
Windsor, holy shit,

860
01:00:51,326 --> 01:00:54,229
who would've thought
man, oh my god,

861
01:00:54,296 --> 01:00:56,565
thank you, this is huge.

862
01:00:56,632 --> 01:00:58,333
Don't mention it.

863
01:01:00,636 --> 01:01:02,604
Well, I gotta get going,

864
01:01:04,439 --> 01:01:06,642
but good luck with your car.

865
01:01:08,176 --> 01:01:09,111
For sure.

866
01:01:11,246 --> 01:01:12,681
Thanks Kyle.

867
01:01:12,748 --> 01:01:14,182
Thanks Kyle.

868
01:01:19,221 --> 01:01:21,223
There's your ticket home.

869
01:01:21,290 --> 01:01:24,126
And then some,
let's get loaded.

870
01:01:24,192 --> 01:01:25,327
If you're gonna hang out here,

871
01:01:25,394 --> 01:01:26,495
you gotta buy something.

872
01:01:26,562 --> 01:01:28,597
Just give me a loosey
and I'll be on my way.

873
01:01:28,664 --> 01:01:29,933
I told you a million times,

874
01:01:29,999 --> 01:01:33,402
I can't do that anymore,
you can purchase a full pack

875
01:01:33,468 --> 01:01:34,636
or none at all.

876
01:01:34,703 --> 01:01:36,305
I wouldn't advise it though,

877
01:01:36,371 --> 01:01:38,240
those things will
kill you though.

878
01:01:38,307 --> 01:01:41,209
I know that Eddie,
that's why I only want one,

879
01:01:41,276 --> 01:01:44,446
if I get a whole pack I'll
smoke it all in an hour.

880
01:01:44,513 --> 01:01:46,548
Oh, I got a birthday
present for Bug,

881
01:01:46,615 --> 01:01:49,384
he's out there with you right?

882
01:01:49,451 --> 01:01:52,220
It's pulled beef stew my
mum brought me to eat,

883
01:01:52,287 --> 01:01:54,924
still hot, can you send him in.

884
01:01:54,991 --> 01:01:56,325
We're a little
busy right now Eddie,

885
01:01:56,391 --> 01:01:58,293
but I'll let him know.

886
01:02:00,629 --> 01:02:02,598
- Oh.
- Oh hey Raleigh,

887
01:02:03,665 --> 01:02:05,334
just the man we wanted to see,

888
01:02:05,400 --> 01:02:06,568
you got any speed?

889
01:02:06,635 --> 01:02:09,404
Yeah, but no more
freebies for you tweekers.

890
01:02:09,471 --> 01:02:12,174
You guys couldn't
even afford one pill

891
01:02:12,240 --> 01:02:14,409
with the change in that cup.

892
01:02:20,515 --> 01:02:22,317
Where the fuck you get that?

893
01:02:22,384 --> 01:02:25,354
Bug's got friends
in high places.

894
01:02:25,420 --> 01:02:27,289
Apparently.

895
01:02:27,356 --> 01:02:30,659
All right, what can
we get for 10 of these?

896
01:02:30,726 --> 01:02:32,327
One for each of you.

897
01:02:32,394 --> 01:02:35,731
Trust me, one is all
you guys'll need.

898
01:02:35,797 --> 01:02:37,532
This shit is heavy.

899
01:02:38,467 --> 01:02:39,735
Here you go, hey.

900
01:02:41,403 --> 01:02:44,740
And I'll even through
in a little bit of weed

901
01:02:44,806 --> 01:02:46,675
for the birthday boy.

902
01:02:46,742 --> 01:02:50,245
You guys are gonna need it to
keep your heads on straight.

903
01:02:50,312 --> 01:02:54,316
Weed and speed, it's a
match made in heaven Raleigh.

904
01:02:54,383 --> 01:02:57,219
That's right,
good night fuckers.

905
01:02:57,285 --> 01:02:58,353
Good night.

906
01:03:02,424 --> 01:03:03,692
All right.

907
01:03:15,470 --> 01:03:16,438
What the fuck's the plan here,

908
01:03:16,505 --> 01:03:17,706
where are we going?

909
01:03:17,773 --> 01:03:20,609
I all ready told you
man, it's 20 stops maybe,

910
01:03:20,676 --> 01:03:22,411
15, I don't know, it's
been a fucking long time

911
01:03:22,477 --> 01:03:23,578
and I don't even know
where we are bro.

912
01:03:23,645 --> 01:03:27,016
Okay, cool, great,
so we're hop on drugs.

913
01:03:27,083 --> 01:03:28,650
Yeah, but we
just gotta keep moving

914
01:03:28,717 --> 01:03:31,386
'cause we're taking way
too much freaking time.

915
01:03:31,453 --> 01:03:32,721
We're
fucking moving dude,

916
01:03:32,788 --> 01:03:36,458
there's gotta be more trains
than just the one train.

917
01:03:42,330 --> 01:03:44,733
All right, all right,
all right, all right.

918
01:03:45,500 --> 01:03:47,335
Oh, fuck.

919
01:03:49,438 --> 01:03:52,207
Hold it right there.

920
01:03:57,446 --> 01:03:58,714
Evening.

921
01:04:00,049 --> 01:04:01,550
That doesn't smell
like tobacco smoke to me.

922
01:04:01,616 --> 01:04:03,052
Oh, that's a good one man.

923
01:04:03,119 --> 01:04:04,319
Hey, don't
get flip with me.

924
01:04:04,386 --> 01:04:08,390
Smoking marijuana in public
is a criminal offense.

925
01:04:08,457 --> 01:04:10,492
I could run the
through you right now.

926
01:04:10,559 --> 01:04:12,828
- Sorry man.
- What, you fucking kidding.

927
01:04:12,895 --> 01:04:14,763
It's
illegal, I told ya.

928
01:04:14,830 --> 01:04:16,065
- Yeah, all right.
- Against the car over there,

929
01:04:16,132 --> 01:04:17,332
all three of ya's, come on.

930
01:04:17,399 --> 01:04:18,366
- Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
- We're just tryna get

931
01:04:18,433 --> 01:04:19,367
- to the train.
- Are you kidding me?

932
01:04:19,434 --> 01:04:19,936
Up
against the car now.

933
01:04:20,002 --> 01:04:22,237
I said move.

934
01:04:33,415 --> 01:04:35,383
Put your hands on
the back of our head.

935
01:04:35,450 --> 01:04:36,518
- All three of you.
- Come on dude.

936
01:04:36,585 --> 01:04:39,588
Put your hands on
the back of your head.

937
01:04:39,654 --> 01:04:40,856
- Smoking one fucking...
- You too, on the left,

938
01:04:40,923 --> 01:04:42,491
- you too.
- Yeah.

939
01:04:45,727 --> 01:04:47,562
Officer look, it
was just a joint.

940
01:04:47,629 --> 01:04:48,830
Just shut up huh.

941
01:04:51,767 --> 01:04:53,102
You got ID on ya?

942
01:04:53,169 --> 01:04:54,536
No.

943
01:04:54,603 --> 01:04:55,905
No surprises there.

944
01:04:55,972 --> 01:04:57,140
Put your hands in back.

945
01:04:57,206 --> 01:05:01,810
- You're fucking kidding me.
- Drop your hands.

946
01:05:01,878 --> 01:05:03,545
Seriously, it was just...

947
01:05:03,612 --> 01:05:06,681
Just keep
your mouth shut.

948
01:05:14,623 --> 01:05:15,892
Is this really
fucking necessary dude?

949
01:05:15,958 --> 01:05:19,361
Keep your mouth shut.

950
01:05:19,427 --> 01:05:21,696
Look officer, all we're
tryna do is get home, okay?

951
01:05:21,763 --> 01:05:23,765
We've been walking all
day, we're tryna get

952
01:05:23,832 --> 01:05:24,901
- on the train...
- Sure, sure, sure.

953
01:05:24,967 --> 01:05:26,368
You just wanted to get home.

954
01:05:26,434 --> 01:05:27,569
I'm serious.

955
01:05:31,640 --> 01:05:32,774
Hey, hey, hey,
that's my money man

956
01:05:32,841 --> 01:05:33,842
- I need that.
- Yeah, yeah, yeah,

957
01:05:33,910 --> 01:05:34,944
- just keep keep your mouth...
- I need it

958
01:05:35,011 --> 01:05:35,644
- to get on the train.
- Just turn around,

959
01:05:35,710 --> 01:05:36,245
keep your mouth shut.

960
01:05:36,311 --> 01:05:38,446
You got an ID?

961
01:05:38,513 --> 01:05:39,581
No.

962
01:05:39,648 --> 01:05:40,315
All right,
put your hands down,

963
01:05:40,382 --> 01:05:42,417
put your hands in back.

964
01:05:42,484 --> 01:05:44,519
Look, I need that
to get home, okay,

965
01:05:44,586 --> 01:05:46,588
you can't just fucking rob me.

966
01:05:46,655 --> 01:05:49,158
Just shut up.

967
01:05:49,225 --> 01:05:50,792
You got an ID on ya?

968
01:05:50,859 --> 01:05:52,929
I all ready said no.

969
01:05:52,995 --> 01:05:54,396
Yeah, that's terrific,

970
01:05:54,462 --> 01:05:56,165
it's like you don't even exist.

971
01:05:56,232 --> 01:05:59,401
You're an absolute
non-person without an ID.

972
01:05:59,467 --> 01:06:03,805
You're just transients and
vagrants and bums, that's all.

973
01:06:03,872 --> 01:06:05,473
No goods.

974
01:06:05,540 --> 01:06:07,409
You can't just
fucking rob us dude.

975
01:06:07,475 --> 01:06:09,879
Ah, just keep your mouth shut.

976
01:06:11,613 --> 01:06:12,915
You needing a little
help back there?

977
01:06:13,883 --> 01:06:14,816
Fuck you.

978
01:06:16,886 --> 01:06:18,921
Look man, I didn't even
have any of that joint,

979
01:06:18,988 --> 01:06:22,191
I don't even like weed,
it gives me the heebs.

980
01:06:22,258 --> 01:06:23,825
You weren't
smoking when I came up to you?

981
01:06:23,893 --> 01:06:25,127
No sir, I was not.

982
01:06:25,194 --> 01:06:27,829
So if I gave you a drug
test right now, you'd pass.

983
01:06:27,897 --> 01:06:30,632
Yes sir, and I have my ID.

984
01:06:30,699 --> 01:06:32,500
Let's see your ID.

985
01:06:33,970 --> 01:06:36,005
Here it is, can
you see, that's my face.

986
01:06:37,806 --> 01:06:39,708
Fuck, god fuck.

987
01:06:39,774 --> 01:06:41,443
You fucking rot.

988
01:06:41,509 --> 01:06:42,577
Let's fucking roll.

989
01:06:45,014 --> 01:06:46,883
You junkie bitch.

990
01:06:50,286 --> 01:06:51,720
Oh shit.

991
01:07:03,933 --> 01:07:05,600
Okay, here?

992
01:07:05,667 --> 01:07:07,236
Yes,
Mrs. O'Connell said

993
01:07:07,303 --> 01:07:09,738
this is where she saw him.

994
01:07:09,804 --> 01:07:12,807
She said she was
sure it was Steven.

995
01:07:14,076 --> 01:07:16,811
It was a few months ago though.

996
01:07:17,980 --> 01:07:21,716
Excuse me.

997
01:07:21,783 --> 01:07:22,684
Sir.

998
01:07:23,752 --> 01:07:24,987
Yeah, yeah, could
you come here please,

999
01:07:25,054 --> 01:07:27,756
I promise you we won't take
up too much of your time.

1000
01:07:27,822 --> 01:07:30,625
You wouldn't happen to be
with the CIA now would ya?

1001
01:07:30,692 --> 01:07:31,826
What, no, no.

1002
01:07:32,929 --> 01:07:34,496
The Feds didn't send you?

1003
01:07:34,562 --> 01:07:35,764
- No.
- Good.

1004
01:07:35,830 --> 01:07:39,634
'Cause I've told 'em a
thousand times I'm retired,

1005
01:07:39,701 --> 01:07:42,071
got my own life now you know.

1006
01:07:42,138 --> 01:07:44,941
Bunch of bastard narcos,
they didn't send you?

1007
01:07:45,007 --> 01:07:46,342
No.

1008
01:07:46,409 --> 01:07:50,012
We're looking for a young man,
his name is Steven Bugsby,

1009
01:07:50,079 --> 01:07:51,914
he's a little shorter than you,

1010
01:07:51,981 --> 01:07:54,783
he's got long brown
hair, he's 21.

1011
01:07:54,849 --> 01:07:55,817
He's our son.

1012
01:07:57,153 --> 01:08:00,588
Yeah you see, that
could be a problem,

1013
01:08:00,655 --> 01:08:03,658
I haven't eaten
anything all day.

1014
01:08:03,725 --> 01:08:06,996
It reminds me of the
time I spent in Taiwan.

1015
01:08:07,063 --> 01:08:11,666
Three weeks with nothing
to eat but rice cakes.

1016
01:08:11,733 --> 01:08:13,668
When I get that hungry

1017
01:08:13,735 --> 01:08:16,038
I have a tough time
remembering my own name

1018
01:08:16,105 --> 01:08:18,673
let alone your sons.

1019
01:08:18,740 --> 01:08:20,775
Can't swing a meal,

1020
01:08:20,842 --> 01:08:23,312
plus I'm saving my money.

1021
01:08:23,379 --> 01:08:26,949
Flying out west
going to see my wife.

1022
01:08:27,016 --> 01:08:28,783
She's in the films you know.

1023
01:08:28,850 --> 01:08:30,585
Yeah, here.

1024
01:08:32,620 --> 01:08:35,623
I suddenly feel my
memories flooding back.

1025
01:08:35,690 --> 01:08:38,827
What'd you say
your sons name was?

1026
01:08:38,894 --> 01:08:39,561
Hey.

1027
01:08:39,627 --> 01:08:41,897
Steve, hey, excuse me.

1028
01:08:41,964 --> 01:08:44,866
I'll suck your
dick for 20 bucks.

1029
01:08:44,934 --> 01:08:45,834
Steven.

1030
01:08:45,901 --> 01:08:46,801
Steven?

1031
01:08:46,868 --> 01:08:48,070
Steven Bugsby.

1032
01:08:49,171 --> 01:08:51,007
Never heard of him.

1033
01:08:55,911 --> 01:08:57,612
We do girls too.

1034
01:08:58,180 --> 01:08:58,981
Please.

1035
01:08:59,048 --> 01:09:00,648
Geez, just get me out of here.

1036
01:09:00,715 --> 01:09:01,649
Okay, all right, all right.

1037
01:09:01,716 --> 01:09:04,519
It'll be the
night of your life.

1038
01:09:10,893 --> 01:09:12,660
I can't be here
again, no, no, not here,

1039
01:09:12,727 --> 01:09:13,828
no, no, not here.

1040
01:09:13,896 --> 01:09:15,730
Will you chill out,
just sit the fuck down.

1041
01:09:15,797 --> 01:09:17,832
What the fuck is
the matter with you?

1042
01:09:17,900 --> 01:09:20,936
He took all the speed pills
back at the subway station.

1043
01:09:21,003 --> 01:09:22,670
All of 'em?

1044
01:09:22,737 --> 01:09:23,838
All of them.

1045
01:09:24,974 --> 01:09:27,009
I wanna go
home, I wanna go home,

1046
01:09:27,076 --> 01:09:29,711
I wanna go home,
I wanna go home,

1047
01:09:29,778 --> 01:09:31,780
I wanna go home.

1048
01:09:31,846 --> 01:09:34,884
All right, okay,
here's what we do.

1049
01:09:34,950 --> 01:09:36,718
We hot wire a car, all right.

1050
01:09:36,785 --> 01:09:38,020
I saw a guy do it once,
seems pretty easy,

1051
01:09:38,087 --> 01:09:39,388
you just gotta make sure
you don't set off the alarm

1052
01:09:39,455 --> 01:09:40,722
when you get in the fucking car.

1053
01:09:40,789 --> 01:09:41,856
You don't know what the
fuck you're talking about.

1054
01:09:41,924 --> 01:09:42,657
All right, well I
don't see you coming up

1055
01:09:42,724 --> 01:09:45,693
with any brilliant ideas.

1056
01:09:45,760 --> 01:09:48,130
Look, why don't you
go seduce some John.

1057
01:09:48,197 --> 01:09:49,065
Do the innocent

1058
01:09:49,131 --> 01:09:50,166
- school girl thing...
- Hey Slim

1059
01:09:50,232 --> 01:09:51,000
- how bout you shut up.
- Like you did with

1060
01:09:51,067 --> 01:09:52,234
the fucking, I'm just saying.

1061
01:09:53,536 --> 01:09:54,669
- Shut the your fucking mouth.
- It's an easy way

1062
01:09:54,736 --> 01:09:55,471
to make a quick buck and
you might even like it.

1063
01:09:55,538 --> 01:09:56,205
Shut your fucking mouth.

1064
01:09:59,707 --> 01:10:00,509
Shut up.

1065
01:10:00,575 --> 01:10:01,210
It's shut, it's fucking shut.

1066
01:10:01,277 --> 01:10:03,045
Where are you going?

1067
01:10:05,981 --> 01:10:06,882
Bug?

1068
01:10:26,835 --> 01:10:27,769
Pissed he took your pill?

1069
01:10:27,836 --> 01:10:29,138
Yes I'm pissed.

1070
01:10:30,872 --> 01:10:32,607
What the hell dude?

1071
01:10:36,011 --> 01:10:37,446
- What the fuck?
- Shit.

1072
01:10:37,513 --> 01:10:38,481
Yeah, oh fuck.

1073
01:10:38,547 --> 01:10:40,715
I'm not gonna
use it, obviously,

1074
01:10:40,782 --> 01:10:41,951
we're just gonna scare Eddie.

1075
01:10:42,017 --> 01:10:43,152
- No.
- We're gonna get him

1076
01:10:43,219 --> 01:10:43,852
to give us some cash so
we can get out of here.

1077
01:10:43,919 --> 01:10:45,020
No you're not, no.

1078
01:10:45,087 --> 01:10:48,023
I'm not gonna touch
him, Jenny, I promise,

1079
01:10:48,090 --> 01:10:48,756
- I'm not gonna touch him.
- No.

1080
01:10:48,823 --> 01:10:49,858
We'll be in and out.

1081
01:10:49,925 --> 01:10:50,526
- This is a bad idea.
- We get the money

1082
01:10:50,593 --> 01:10:52,194
and we disappear.

1083
01:10:53,262 --> 01:10:55,464
Okay, but he needs
to see you there.

1084
01:10:55,531 --> 01:10:56,532
Okay, you gotta
be in there, okay,

1085
01:10:56,599 --> 01:10:59,468
he needs to see your
face, okay Jenny?

1086
01:10:59,535 --> 01:11:01,203
Look, you gotta do
this for me, okay?

1087
01:11:01,270 --> 01:11:02,770
It's gotta be the
three of us, all right?

1088
01:11:02,837 --> 01:11:04,240
I need this, please?

1089
01:11:07,176 --> 01:11:08,810
I love you, okay.

1090
01:11:12,915 --> 01:11:14,116
Well say something.

1091
01:11:14,183 --> 01:11:16,718
I don't, please, we,

1092
01:11:16,784 --> 01:11:17,920
I don't think that you should...

1093
01:11:17,987 --> 01:11:20,089
Fuck, fuck it,
we gotta go, let's go.

1094
01:11:20,156 --> 01:11:21,656
Go, what, no.

1095
01:11:24,059 --> 01:11:25,060
Bug.

1096
01:11:25,127 --> 01:11:26,162
I've got something for you,

1097
01:11:26,228 --> 01:11:28,497
I've got something
for you too Eddie.

1098
01:11:28,564 --> 01:11:31,000
Open up the fucking register.

1099
01:11:31,066 --> 01:11:32,501
Don't just stand there
looking at me Eddie,

1100
01:11:32,568 --> 01:11:34,069
open it, now, now.

1101
01:11:41,076 --> 01:11:42,744
The safe, open the safe.

1102
01:11:42,810 --> 01:11:43,913
You got the cash, let's go.

1103
01:11:43,979 --> 01:11:45,747
Open the fucking safe Eddie

1104
01:11:45,813 --> 01:11:47,782
or I'm gonna open up
your fucking skull.

1105
01:11:47,849 --> 01:11:48,750
Come on.

1106
01:11:50,286 --> 01:11:51,020
I can't.

1107
01:11:51,086 --> 01:11:52,154
He doesn't have the key.

1108
01:11:52,221 --> 01:11:55,157
I swear to god
Eddie, god damn it,

1109
01:11:55,224 --> 01:11:56,192
god damn you.

1110
01:12:01,096 --> 01:12:02,864
- Where's your keys?
- What'd you do?

1111
01:12:02,932 --> 01:12:05,000
Where's your keys,
where's you're keys Eddie?

1112
01:12:05,067 --> 01:12:05,935
Wake up.

1113
01:12:07,102 --> 01:12:09,205
Oh, fuck it, come on
man, do it, finish him,

1114
01:12:09,271 --> 01:12:10,805
he's a god damn retard.

1115
01:12:10,872 --> 01:12:11,974
- What?
- Finish him man,

1116
01:12:12,041 --> 01:12:14,944
do it, pull the fucking trigger.

1117
01:12:15,010 --> 01:12:16,178
Bug stop.

1118
01:12:23,986 --> 01:12:26,854
Come on man,
just forget her, huh?

1119
01:12:29,391 --> 01:12:32,228
Come on man, no,
no, no, come on.

1120
01:12:34,363 --> 01:12:37,299
Jenny, babe, come
on, we gotta go.

1121
01:12:37,366 --> 01:12:39,068
Fuck you.

1122
01:12:58,420 --> 01:13:02,591
You're a liar, you said
you weren't gonna hurt him,

1123
01:13:02,658 --> 01:13:04,026
I hate you.

1124
01:13:04,093 --> 01:13:05,827
I didn't mean to.

1125
01:13:07,029 --> 01:13:08,964
Dude, give me your fucking keys.

1126
01:13:09,031 --> 01:13:10,165
What the fuck?

1127
01:13:10,232 --> 01:13:11,500
- Here, it's yours.
- Give me your fucking keys,

1128
01:13:11,567 --> 01:13:13,969
get the fuck out of here,
get the fuck out of here.

1129
01:13:14,036 --> 01:13:14,903
Slim.

1130
01:13:17,373 --> 01:13:20,342
Jenny, come on, get in the car.

1131
01:13:20,409 --> 01:13:22,278
This isn't you.

1132
01:13:22,344 --> 01:13:26,181
Jenny, we gotta go,
get in the fucking car.

1133
01:13:27,916 --> 01:13:30,252
I never wanna see you again.

1134
01:13:33,322 --> 01:13:34,390
No, no, no, no, no,
come on man, come on,

1135
01:13:34,456 --> 01:13:36,258
are we doing this?

1136
01:13:36,325 --> 01:13:37,926
Come on, come on,
fuck it, forget it.

1137
01:13:37,993 --> 01:13:38,894
Fuck.

1138
01:13:40,095 --> 01:13:44,199
Come on man, there he
is, there he fucking is.

1139
01:14:01,016 --> 01:14:06,021
♪ Alone, electric glow ♪

1140
01:14:06,955 --> 01:14:11,293
♪ Static snow, in the lobby ♪

1141
01:14:13,495 --> 01:14:18,866
♪ No TV, magazines ♪

1142
01:14:20,469 --> 01:14:25,840
♪ Waiting skin hides me ♪

1143
01:14:28,444 --> 01:14:33,449
♪ From the sting, paper sheath ♪

1144
01:14:35,384 --> 01:14:40,255
♪ Blood warm in the IV ♪

1145
01:14:41,490 --> 01:14:42,458
We're close.

1146
01:14:42,524 --> 01:14:43,392
Yeah?

1147
01:14:43,459 --> 01:14:48,430
♪ The worry in the sheets ♪

1148
01:14:49,398 --> 01:14:54,103
♪ All the nurses reassure me ♪

1149
01:14:56,772 --> 01:15:01,043
♪ This will be quick and easy ♪

1150
01:15:01,110 --> 01:15:02,378
That's it.

1151
01:15:02,444 --> 01:15:04,947
Mr. and Mrs.
Bug, we're home..

1152
01:15:05,013 --> 01:15:10,018
♪ I'm not gonna feel a thing ♪

1153
01:15:11,420 --> 01:15:16,425
♪ Lie and say it
will be alright ♪

1154
01:15:18,293 --> 01:15:22,131
♪ Like a baby falling asleep ♪

1155
01:15:26,402 --> 01:15:30,439
♪ 'Cause I'm so good
at hurting myself ♪

1156
01:15:39,214 --> 01:15:42,050
♪ Pulse is slow ♪

1157
01:15:42,117 --> 01:15:44,052
Got any extra smokes?

1158
01:15:45,421 --> 01:15:49,124
♪ Faint metronome
on my left side ♪

1159
01:15:49,191 --> 01:15:51,460
Uh-uh, this is my last one.

1160
01:15:53,462 --> 01:15:56,265
♪ Beneath my ♪

1161
01:15:56,331 --> 01:15:59,535
You good?
♪ Protruding spine ♪

1162
01:15:59,601 --> 01:16:00,636
Just give me a minute.

1163
01:16:00,702 --> 01:16:06,175
♪ You can hardly
hear the knife ♪

1164
01:16:06,642 --> 01:16:08,076
Can we go home now?

1165
01:16:08,143 --> 01:16:13,148
♪ Lying flat, blind on ♪

1166
01:16:16,351 --> 01:16:21,356
♪ Covering my sunken eyes ♪

1167
01:16:22,224 --> 01:16:27,095
♪ And the line rifle ♪

1168
01:16:30,365 --> 01:16:33,969
♪ Aimed at my sick mind ♪

1169
01:16:41,343 --> 01:16:46,348
♪ Ooh ♪

1170
01:16:48,283 --> 01:16:50,118
♪ Oh ♪

1171
01:17:05,300 --> 01:17:10,305
♪ 'Cause I'm so good
at hurting myself ♪

1172
01:17:40,636 --> 01:17:45,274
You aren't
getting those things off.

1173
01:17:45,340 --> 01:17:46,308
Watch me.

1174
01:17:47,676 --> 01:17:50,379
You can barely walk, you're
definitely not getting out

1175
01:17:50,445 --> 01:17:52,481
of this room by yourself.

1176
01:17:52,548 --> 01:17:56,285
Besides, they put an extra
security guard on the wing.

1177
01:17:56,351 --> 01:17:59,488
Seems excessive
for a stolen car.

1178
01:17:59,555 --> 01:18:03,258
How much of last
night do you remember?

1179
01:18:03,325 --> 01:18:05,160
It was my birthday.

1180
01:18:06,728 --> 01:18:09,331
Things get a little
out of control?

1181
01:18:09,398 --> 01:18:11,266
You could say that.

1182
01:18:14,636 --> 01:18:18,340
Why don't we give the
escape plan a rest Steven?

1183
01:18:18,407 --> 01:18:20,342
Try and get some sleep.

1184
01:18:21,543 --> 01:18:24,279
Dr. Flores
dial 118 please,

1185
01:18:24,346 --> 01:18:26,481
Dr. Flores please dial 118.

1186
01:18:30,385 --> 01:18:33,088
That's my son, Steven Bugsby.

1187
01:18:48,637 --> 01:18:50,172
Happy birthday.

1188
01:18:53,241 --> 01:18:54,409
Thanks.

1189
01:18:55,644 --> 01:18:56,511
How old?

1190
01:18:58,647 --> 01:18:59,581
21.

1191
01:19:02,818 --> 01:19:05,654
Hospital room
on your 21st huh?

1192
01:19:07,756 --> 01:19:12,327
Yeah, it was not
suppose to happen this way.

1193
01:19:15,297 --> 01:19:18,667
Life doesn't always
go the way we expect.

1194
01:19:21,403 --> 01:19:22,704
Mrs. Bugsby?

1195
01:19:22,771 --> 01:19:24,373
Yes.

1196
01:19:24,439 --> 01:19:26,475
I'm your husbands nurse.

1197
01:19:26,541 --> 01:19:27,509
How's he doing.

1198
01:19:27,576 --> 01:19:30,245
He's fine, he's
in stable condition

1199
01:19:30,312 --> 01:19:34,282
and we expect him to be
released today or tomorrow.

1200
01:19:34,349 --> 01:19:35,484
Oh, thank god.

1201
01:19:35,550 --> 01:19:36,752
How are you doing?

1202
01:19:36,818 --> 01:19:38,654
I'm just fine.

1203
01:19:38,720 --> 01:19:40,389
They ran a few
precautionary tests

1204
01:19:40,455 --> 01:19:42,491
and I'm cleared to go.

1205
01:19:42,557 --> 01:19:44,559
When can I see my Roger?

1206
01:19:45,560 --> 01:19:47,763
Is there anyone you can call,

1207
01:19:47,829 --> 01:19:50,499
let 'em know you're all right?

1208
01:19:50,565 --> 01:19:51,466
Friends?

1209
01:19:55,071 --> 01:19:58,473
Last two friends
I had are gone.

1210
01:19:58,540 --> 01:20:00,475
Parents?

1211
01:20:03,378 --> 01:20:06,314
I don't really
think they'd care.

1212
01:20:09,818 --> 01:20:13,588
Parents always care
about their children.

1213
01:20:17,659 --> 01:20:19,494
You got kids?

1214
01:20:20,729 --> 01:20:21,630
A son.

1215
01:20:24,700 --> 01:20:26,301
What's he like?

1216
01:20:28,470 --> 01:20:32,274
Decent,
just doesn't know it.

1217
01:20:46,122 --> 01:20:49,858
Mrs. Bugsby, you should
know that your husband

1218
01:20:49,926 --> 01:20:52,327
is sharing a room
with the young man

1219
01:20:52,394 --> 01:20:54,463
who was in the car that
collided with yours.

1220
01:20:54,529 --> 01:20:57,432
Well I'm sure it
was just an accident.

1221
01:20:57,499 --> 01:20:59,534
There's something else.

1222
01:21:30,632 --> 01:21:31,901
Investigating
an armed robbery,

1223
01:21:31,968 --> 01:21:35,604
not a case of shoplifting
like they initially thought.

1224
01:21:38,975 --> 01:21:41,443
Oh, you fucking pussy.

1225
01:21:42,811 --> 01:21:45,413
- Stop, cut it out.
- What?

1226
01:21:45,480 --> 01:21:46,481
- Stop.
- Okay.

1227
01:21:46,548 --> 01:21:47,749
Just
under an hour ago

1228
01:21:47,816 --> 01:21:49,118
with the neighborhood
market on Franklin street.

1229
01:21:49,185 --> 01:21:52,387
Been told the store clerk has
been taken to the hospital

1230
01:21:52,454 --> 01:21:53,755
with serious injuries.

1231
01:21:53,822 --> 01:21:55,590
Three suspects ran...

1232
01:22:04,733 --> 01:22:05,700
Oh.

1233
01:22:14,210 --> 01:22:16,511
Come on, get in.

1234
01:22:16,578 --> 01:22:17,947
Get in.

1235
01:22:18,014 --> 01:22:19,048
Shortly after
taking cash from the register,

1236
01:22:19,115 --> 01:22:21,449
according to police,
two of the suspects

1237
01:22:21,516 --> 01:22:23,552
then stole a parked car outside.

1238
01:22:23,618 --> 01:22:26,956
One suspect is armed
and possibly dangerous.

1239
01:22:27,023 --> 01:22:30,325
Yes, I want to
report a break in.

1240
01:22:36,865 --> 01:22:38,234
Look at this huh.

1241
01:22:38,301 --> 01:22:41,803
Oh, wouldn't wanna get a smack
off of that, would you, huh?

1242
01:22:44,639 --> 01:22:48,410
I gotta piss, man,
where's the bathroom?

1243
01:22:48,476 --> 01:22:49,678
Down the hall to the left.

1244
01:22:49,744 --> 01:22:50,745
All right.

1245
01:25:39,181 --> 01:25:43,352
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪

1246
01:25:43,419 --> 01:25:47,756
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪

1247
01:25:47,822 --> 01:25:52,727
♪ Happy birthday dear Steven ♪

1248
01:25:52,794 --> 01:25:57,732
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪

1249
01:26:03,239 --> 01:26:04,706
Three hours.

1250
01:26:08,244 --> 01:26:09,611
Three hours.

1251
01:26:10,446 --> 01:26:11,546
Hey dad.

1252
01:26:11,613 --> 01:26:15,817
That's how long your
mother waited up for ya.

1253
01:26:16,952 --> 01:26:19,922
Sat right over there
watching the clock.

1254
01:26:19,989 --> 01:26:23,092
So sure that any
minute you'd be home.

1255
01:26:25,860 --> 01:26:28,630
I'm not doing this right now.

1256
01:26:29,265 --> 01:26:30,665
Not doing it.

1257
01:26:42,478 --> 01:26:44,679
Where were you?

1258
01:26:46,282 --> 01:26:48,650
Out with some friends.

1259
01:26:50,252 --> 01:26:53,889
I was your age once,
believe it or not.

1260
01:26:55,257 --> 01:26:56,758
Where were you?

1261
01:26:58,894 --> 01:26:59,794
Went to the movies.

1262
01:26:59,861 --> 01:27:01,063
You're a liar.

1263
01:27:03,232 --> 01:27:06,868
I can smell the booze
on you from here.

1264
01:27:08,137 --> 01:27:10,139
It's one thing to miss
your birthday dinner,

1265
01:27:10,206 --> 01:27:12,108
but suspended from school,

1266
01:27:12,174 --> 01:27:16,912
and now your on probation, you
haven't slept here for days.

1267
01:27:16,979 --> 01:27:20,182
I learn from
the best.

1268
01:27:20,249 --> 01:27:24,120
What is this shit
you're doing to yourself?

1269
01:27:26,021 --> 01:27:27,890
What the hell's wrong with you?

1270
01:27:27,957 --> 01:27:28,958
Fuck you.

1271
01:27:29,024 --> 01:27:30,692
We know you're not
taking your meds.

1272
01:27:30,758 --> 01:27:31,994
Go fuck yourself.

1273
01:27:32,061 --> 01:27:34,829
You talk
like that to your father?

1274
01:27:34,897 --> 01:27:37,199
No, 'cause I'm
gonna go to bed.

1275
01:27:37,266 --> 01:27:39,969
Oh, you're not going anywhere.

1276
01:27:40,035 --> 01:27:41,703
What is going on?

1277
01:27:41,769 --> 01:27:43,472
Stop it, both of you stop.

1278
01:27:46,976 --> 01:27:48,177
Get off me.

1279
01:27:48,244 --> 01:27:48,911
What the
hell's the matter with you.

1280
01:27:48,978 --> 01:27:50,179
Get the fuck off me.

1281
01:27:50,246 --> 01:27:53,115
I know all about your
girlfriend you piece of shit.

1282
01:27:53,182 --> 01:27:54,416
What
is he talking about?

1283
01:27:54,483 --> 01:27:57,153
He's wasted, he's not
making any god damn sense.

1284
01:27:57,219 --> 01:27:59,021
Get off him, stop.

1285
01:28:02,790 --> 01:28:03,825
Stop it, get away from him.

1286
01:28:03,893 --> 01:28:05,793
Get out of my house.

1287
01:28:07,795 --> 01:28:08,597
What?

1288
01:28:08,663 --> 01:28:09,764
Get the fuck out of my house,

1289
01:28:09,831 --> 01:28:11,833
you're not welcome here.

1290
01:28:11,901 --> 01:28:13,169
Fine.

1291
01:28:13,235 --> 01:28:14,637
No, Steven.

1292
01:28:16,804 --> 01:28:17,672
No.

1293
01:28:20,576 --> 01:28:23,946
You're
not welcome here.

1294
01:28:26,982 --> 01:28:28,884
Don't move.

1295
01:28:29,585 --> 01:28:32,021
What, this is my house.

1296
01:28:32,087 --> 01:28:33,289
Take it easy kid.

1297
01:28:33,355 --> 01:28:35,257
I'm just visiting my
parents, they weren't home

1298
01:28:35,324 --> 01:28:39,161
so I came in, this is where
I grew up though, okay?

1299
01:28:39,228 --> 01:28:40,762
Let me see your hands?

1300
01:28:40,828 --> 01:28:41,796
This is my house.

1301
01:28:41,863 --> 01:28:42,932
Let me
see your hands?

1302
01:28:42,998 --> 01:28:44,934
This is my house,
this is my house, okay,

1303
01:28:45,000 --> 01:28:46,768
this is parents, my
parents live here okay.

1304
01:28:46,834 --> 01:28:47,869
Let me
see your hands.

1305
01:28:47,937 --> 01:28:50,139
Okay, okay, okay,
okay, look at them,

1306
01:28:50,206 --> 01:28:52,208
you just gotta believe me, okay?

1307
01:28:58,948 --> 01:29:00,782
You just don't
get it, you don't...

1308
01:29:00,848 --> 01:29:01,816
Calm down.

1309
01:29:01,884 --> 01:29:04,353
Okay, wait, wait,
wait, wait, wait,

1310
01:29:04,420 --> 01:29:06,322
look, look, this
is my, this is me,

1311
01:29:06,388 --> 01:29:09,058
this is a photo of me
when I was younger okay?

1312
01:29:09,124 --> 01:29:11,093
I'm telling you my
parents live here,

1313
01:29:11,160 --> 01:29:13,896
this is my house, okay,
I grew up here, see.

1314
01:29:13,963 --> 01:29:15,863
This is me, that's me.

1315
01:29:16,999 --> 01:29:18,200
All right, here's
what we're gonna do.

1316
01:29:20,269 --> 01:29:21,270
Woo, ho, ho.

1317
01:29:21,337 --> 01:29:23,939
Are you fucking kidding me?

1318
01:29:25,040 --> 01:29:28,277
Oh, that's a nice
squeal you fucking pig.

1319
01:29:29,211 --> 01:29:31,981
- Oh my god.
- You fucked us.

1320
01:29:32,047 --> 01:29:36,151
What, what are
you fucking talking about?

1321
01:29:37,653 --> 01:29:38,387
Oh my god.

1322
01:29:39,955 --> 01:29:41,957
We gotta, we gotta get...

1323
01:29:52,101 --> 01:29:53,002
Steven?

1324
01:29:54,136 --> 01:29:55,904
Hi Mrs. O'Connell.

1325
01:30:02,077 --> 01:30:04,380
- No, no.
- All right, come on,

1326
01:30:04,446 --> 01:30:07,049
come on man, give me the
keys, we gotta get outta here.

1327
01:30:07,116 --> 01:30:08,217
Give me the keys, I'm driving.

1328
01:30:08,284 --> 01:30:09,285
You're fucking
loaded, you can't drive.

1329
01:30:09,351 --> 01:30:11,120
No, no, no, no,
no, I'm fine man,

1330
01:30:11,186 --> 01:30:12,321
come on man, give me the keys.

1331
01:30:12,388 --> 01:30:15,391
Do you have any idea
how much shit we're in

1332
01:30:15,457 --> 01:30:17,092
because of you?

1333
01:30:18,994 --> 01:30:20,862
This can't be happening.

1334
01:30:20,929 --> 01:30:22,164
- This isn't real.
- Come on, come on,

1335
01:30:22,231 --> 01:30:23,032
come on.

1336
01:30:23,098 --> 01:30:25,267
Give me the keys, I am driving.

1337
01:30:25,334 --> 01:30:26,402
Come on, you fucking
here you that?

1338
01:30:26,468 --> 01:30:27,269
You fucking hear that?

1339
01:30:27,336 --> 01:30:29,004
They're coming, they're coming,

1340
01:30:29,071 --> 01:30:30,005
now give me the keys.

1341
01:30:30,072 --> 01:30:31,006
Fuck you.

1342
01:30:32,074 --> 01:30:32,807
You give me the
fucking keys man,

1343
01:30:32,874 --> 01:30:33,808
I will fucking waste you.

1344
01:30:33,876 --> 01:30:37,379
You fucking ass whole.

1345
01:30:37,446 --> 01:30:39,048
Get in the car.

1346
01:30:39,114 --> 01:30:40,316
Get in the car.

1347
01:30:47,523 --> 01:30:48,823
Why, why?

1348
01:30:50,192 --> 01:30:52,428
You fucking ruined everything.

1349
01:30:52,494 --> 01:30:55,030
God damn, can you hear
yourself right now man?

1350
01:30:55,097 --> 01:30:58,033
Who the fuck are you anyway?

1351
01:30:58,100 --> 01:30:59,134
Me?

1352
01:30:59,201 --> 01:31:01,370
Oh I know who I am,
I am a piece of shit,

1353
01:31:01,437 --> 01:31:03,906
you, you're some whiny
little bitch crawling back

1354
01:31:03,972 --> 01:31:05,307
to mommy and daddy.

1355
01:31:05,374 --> 01:31:06,041
Yeah, well where are
you gonna be in a year, huh?

1356
01:31:06,108 --> 01:31:07,376
What about five years?

1357
01:31:07,443 --> 01:31:09,678
You wanna pick food out of
dumpsters your whole life?

1358
01:31:09,745 --> 01:31:12,414
You wanna be a fuck
up all over again?

1359
01:31:12,481 --> 01:31:14,216
You wanna die under
a fucking bridge?

1360
01:31:14,283 --> 01:31:17,052
Says the guy who's tryna
fucking kill himself.

1361
01:31:17,119 --> 01:31:19,421
No, no, no, no I wanna live.

1362
01:31:21,490 --> 01:31:23,092
I wanna live.

1363
01:31:23,158 --> 01:31:24,193
I wanna live.

1364
01:31:33,268 --> 01:31:34,837
Roger wake up.

1365
01:31:35,771 --> 01:31:36,871
Roger.

1366
01:31:45,214 --> 01:31:46,715
911,
what's your emergency?

1367
01:31:46,782 --> 01:31:49,351
We've been in a car accident.

1368
01:31:53,255 --> 01:31:55,157
You can come in now.

1369
01:31:57,192 --> 01:31:59,061
Do you need a moment?

1370
01:32:00,195 --> 01:32:01,897
No, no I'm okay.

1371
01:32:29,458 --> 01:32:31,059
It's okay.

1372
01:33:02,257 --> 01:33:03,158
Mum?

1373
01:33:16,271 --> 01:33:19,141
I'm sorry.

1374
01:33:22,544 --> 01:33:23,979
I'm so sorry.

1375
01:33:48,437 --> 01:33:50,205
So did you
get the book I sent you.

1376
01:33:50,272 --> 01:33:51,240
Mm-hmm.

1377
01:33:51,306 --> 01:33:52,374
How you liking it?

1378
01:33:52,441 --> 01:33:55,544
Um, hard to say, I
just started it, so.

1379
01:33:56,678 --> 01:33:59,581
So you're keeping busy then?

1380
01:33:59,648 --> 01:34:04,152
I'm trying to, I mean,
some days get really long.

1381
01:34:09,358 --> 01:34:11,560
How do you like your job?

1382
01:34:12,628 --> 01:34:14,129
Not bad,
they got me working

1383
01:34:14,196 --> 01:34:15,364
in the laundry room now.

1384
01:34:15,430 --> 01:34:16,665
Good, that's good.

1385
01:34:16,732 --> 01:34:19,401
It's important to stay
busy, stay out of your head.

1386
01:34:19,468 --> 01:34:21,537
You taking your medication?

1387
01:34:21,603 --> 01:34:23,238
- Yeah.
- Every day?

1388
01:34:23,305 --> 01:34:24,306
Every day.

1389
01:34:27,209 --> 01:34:29,311
So,
do you feel safe?

1390
01:34:29,378 --> 01:34:31,113
Is anyone giving
you a hard time?

1391
01:34:31,179 --> 01:34:34,550
No, mom,
it's not like that.

1392
01:34:34,616 --> 01:34:36,251
So what
about your new cell mate,

1393
01:34:36,318 --> 01:34:37,619
what's he like?

1394
01:34:37,686 --> 01:34:42,658
I don't know, we
don't really talk that much.

1395
01:34:44,192 --> 01:34:48,497
Well you should,
make friends.

1396
01:34:50,265 --> 01:34:51,333
Wrap it up.

1397
01:34:54,736 --> 01:34:56,438
Well you know you
can call us anytime,

1398
01:34:56,505 --> 01:34:58,507
day or night, just call.

1399
01:34:58,574 --> 01:35:00,375
Yeah, the guards
might object to that,

1400
01:35:00,442 --> 01:35:02,277
but I'll tell 'em
you said it's okay.

1401
01:35:02,344 --> 01:35:06,648
Oh, well thank you very
much, appreciate that.

1402
01:35:06,715 --> 01:35:09,151
Happy birthday Steven.

1403
01:35:09,217 --> 01:35:10,385
Thanks.

1404
01:35:10,452 --> 01:35:12,421
You know we love
you very much?

1405
01:35:12,487 --> 01:35:14,289
Love you guys too.

1406
01:35:20,395 --> 01:35:23,365
Steven, we'll
be back next week.

1407
01:35:30,439 --> 01:35:33,542
Eddie, I
hope you don't think

1408
01:35:33,609 --> 01:35:36,378
I'm tryna justify what happened.

1409
01:35:37,546 --> 01:35:38,513
I'm not.

1410
01:35:38,580 --> 01:35:42,217
Things got so out
of control so fast.

1411
01:35:43,485 --> 01:35:46,455
That night, that wasn't me,
I didn't recognize myself,

1412
01:35:46,521 --> 01:35:50,592
like watching everything
unfold before my eyes,

1413
01:35:50,659 --> 01:35:54,396
from a distance, from
somewhere else, helpless.

1414
01:35:54,463 --> 01:35:57,232
In here I have so
much time to think,

1415
01:35:57,299 --> 01:35:59,201
it's all I do.

1416
01:35:59,267 --> 01:36:01,570
So many uncertainties,
so much unknown.

1417
01:36:01,637 --> 01:36:04,373
I don't know anything
about you Eddie.

1418
01:36:04,439 --> 01:36:05,474
Not really.

1419
01:36:05,540 --> 01:36:07,576
And I fucking hate that.

1420
01:36:07,643 --> 01:36:09,277
I hate that I hurt you.

1421
01:36:09,344 --> 01:36:13,749
Some days I hate myself,
completely, to my core.

1422
01:36:13,815 --> 01:36:17,753
You have every right to
share that sentiment.

1423
01:36:17,819 --> 01:36:18,754
You should.

1424
01:36:19,989 --> 01:36:22,357
Writing to you has helped
me get through this.

1425
01:36:22,424 --> 01:36:24,626
This isn't an apology.

1426
01:36:24,693 --> 01:36:26,795
I don't deserve to
ask you to forgive me,

1427
01:36:26,862 --> 01:36:29,297
you got caught in the
crossfire of something

1428
01:36:29,364 --> 01:36:33,301
that has simmering beneath
my skin my entire life.

1429
01:36:33,368 --> 01:36:36,471
I guess I just want
you to understand.

1430
01:36:38,306 --> 01:36:39,741
Thank you for this.

1431
01:36:39,808 --> 01:36:41,710
Love you buddy.

1432
01:36:41,777 --> 01:36:42,544
Bug.

1433
01:36:42,611 --> 01:36:44,780
♪ So I broke a sweat ♪

1434
01:36:44,846 --> 01:36:50,218
♪ I've bought some things that
I sort of regret about now ♪

1435
01:36:57,793 --> 01:37:01,663
♪ Broke your glasses,
but it broke the ice ♪

1436
01:37:01,730 --> 01:37:06,735
♪ You said that I was an
asshole and I paid the price ♪

1437
01:37:13,842 --> 01:37:15,377
You got a visitor.

1438
01:37:15,444 --> 01:37:17,446
Yeah thanks, my
parents just left,

1439
01:37:17,512 --> 01:37:19,381
I all ready saw 'em.

1440
01:37:19,448 --> 01:37:22,751
No, you've got another
visitor, come on.

1441
01:37:31,359 --> 01:37:35,064
♪ Broke my pace and
ran out of time ♪

1442
01:37:35,131 --> 01:37:40,335
♪ Sometimes I'm so full of shit
that it should be a crime ♪

1443
01:37:47,743 --> 01:37:51,747
♪ Broke a promise 'cause
my car broke down ♪

1444
01:37:51,813 --> 01:37:56,818
♪ Such a classic excuse it
should be bronze by now ♪

1445
01:38:03,926 --> 01:38:07,863
♪ Broke up, and I'm
relieved somehow ♪

1446
01:38:07,930 --> 01:38:10,099
♪ It's the end of
the discussions ♪

1447
01:38:10,166 --> 01:38:12,334
♪ That just go round and round ♪

1448
01:38:12,400 --> 01:38:15,871
♪ And round, and round,
and round, and round ♪

1449
01:38:15,938 --> 01:38:19,876
♪ And round, and round it
shouldn't have been anyway ♪

1450
01:38:19,942 --> 01:38:25,313
♪ No way, no way, no
way, that's right ♪

1451
01:38:27,816 --> 01:38:31,419
♪ Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, uh no ♪

1452
01:38:31,486 --> 01:38:35,357
♪ Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, uh no ♪

1453
01:38:35,423 --> 01:38:38,928
♪ Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, uh no ♪

1454
01:38:38,995 --> 01:38:42,798
♪ It was like everything
was evidence of broken ♪

1455
01:38:42,864 --> 01:38:44,766
♪ You're living on fancy wine ♪

1456
01:38:44,833 --> 01:38:46,601
♪ You'll drink that turpentine ♪

1457
01:38:46,668 --> 01:38:48,436
♪ You're starting
conversations ♪

1458
01:38:48,503 --> 01:38:50,772
♪ You don't even
know the topic ♪

1459
01:38:54,369 --> 01:38:59,369
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1460
01:39:32,614 --> 01:39:36,685
♪ Go see what's on outside ♪

1461
01:39:36,751 --> 01:39:40,755
♪ Don't let it pass by ♪

1462
01:39:40,822 --> 01:39:44,593
♪ Feels so good to be wrong ♪

1463
01:39:44,659 --> 01:39:48,797
♪ Then show me what's on ♪

1464
01:39:48,864 --> 01:39:53,435
♪ On TV ♪

1465
01:39:53,501 --> 01:39:57,439
♪ On TV ♪

1466
01:39:57,505 --> 01:40:01,509
♪ On TV ♪

1467
01:40:01,576 --> 01:40:05,214
♪ On TV ♪

1468
01:40:05,281 --> 01:40:08,985
♪ Go see what's on outside ♪

1469
01:40:09,051 --> 01:40:13,488
♪ Don't let it fall behind ♪

1470
01:40:13,555 --> 01:40:17,525
♪ Feels so good to be wrong ♪

1471
01:40:17,592 --> 01:40:21,830
♪ Then show me what's on ♪

1472
01:40:21,898 --> 01:40:25,867
♪ On TV ♪

1473
01:40:25,935 --> 01:40:29,804
♪ On TV ♪

1474
01:40:29,871 --> 01:40:33,943
♪ On TV ♪

1475
01:40:34,010 --> 01:40:36,012
♪ On TV ♪

1476
01:40:46,821 --> 01:40:50,893
♪ On TV ♪

1477
01:40:50,960 --> 01:40:54,931
♪ On TV ♪

1478
01:40:54,997 --> 01:40:59,001
♪ On TV ♪

1479
01:40:59,068 --> 01:41:01,770
♪ On TV ♪