Stressed...

[12:16:31 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): Hey
[12:16:35 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): can you icon weapons
[12:17:00 PM] Equisol ~: I have never tried
[12:18:54 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): Hm.
[12:19:01 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): I wanted someone to icon the spear for Tori
[12:19:14 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): cause I refuse to let her just use some subscriber garbage...
[12:19:27 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): but Alanai is hard to grab hold of without a vagina.
[12:21:19 PM] Equisol ~: For tori?
[12:21:19 PM] Equisol ~: no
[12:21:25 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): It is for me.
[12:21:32 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): Asking so that she does not
[12:21:37 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): use some garbage sprite
[12:21:40 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): cause it'd make me mad..
[12:21:47 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): I made the spear... It has to be pretty...
[12:22:06 PM] Equisol ~: Vary, I don't know how to feel about this
[12:22:12 PM] Equisol ~: on one hands, I fucking hate tori
[12:22:13 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): Feel like you love me.
[12:22:16 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): : (
[12:22:21 PM] Equisol ~: but I do like you
[12:22:22 PM] Equisol ~: hmmm
[12:24:10 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): : (
[12:24:37 PM] Equisol ~: I'll be honest, I've never sprited anything, and I'd love to see tori not have anything special ever
[12:24:46 PM] Equisol ~: because I think she's an aweful person
[12:24:47 PM] Equisol ~: but
[12:24:52 PM] Equisol ~: I can try and see how it goes
[12:25:00 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): We all hang around atleast two awful people a day.
[12:25:02 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): It's alright.
[12:25:13 PM] Equisol ~: I dont
[12:25:17 PM] Equisol ~: I avoid her and hipster
[12:25:29 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): But.. This is going to say that I don't like her.
[12:25:32 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): She knows this.
[12:25:38 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): She knows I don't like most of anybody.
[12:25:53 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): But that's besides the point.
[12:26:01 PM] Equisol ~: I like most people
[12:26:09 PM] Equisol ~: so when I despise someone as much as I do her?
[12:26:12 PM] Equisol ~: She's fucked up
[12:26:18 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): I'll say it like this.
[12:26:31 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): What Tori is to you, probably isn't what Silas is to me.
[12:26:42 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): She's an idiot, and vindictive, and twist things
[12:26:55 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): But she's also helpless, and in need of constant recognition
[12:26:57 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): or attention
[12:27:01 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): or she destroys herself.
[12:27:07 PM] Equisol ~: She's pathetic and I hate her.
[12:27:08 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): it's a pity thing.
[12:27:18 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): That's what she is, pathetic. I guess is the word.
[12:27:30 PM] Equisol ~: I have no pity for people who hurt other's for self confidence
[12:27:32 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): But, she's harmless outside of talk.
[12:27:34 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): ...
[12:27:38 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): Do you talk to Silas?
[12:28:07 PM] Equisol ~: I do, but I've never seen him go out of the way to hurt people like tori does
[12:28:08 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): This is the greatest example of that, complete with flowery words to do it.
[12:28:10 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): oh.
[12:28:15 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): hold on.
[12:28:29 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): http://eterniaroleplay.prophpbb.com/topic13071.html?hilit=silas
[12:28:34 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): This is why this happened.
[12:28:55 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): I don't like passive people, and this is why I did this.
[12:29:32 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): after being called garbage, or whatever, and dealing with the whiny of someone older than me; yeah, eternia is full of people like tori
[12:29:38 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): ironically, they all wear black.
[12:30:26 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): It's a personal preference, and veil that stops us from seeing people in the same light as others, or we accept they're all pieces of shit. BUT, yeah- don't hold it against Tori.
[12:30:34 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): She's ridiculously bad, and switches sides often.
[12:30:44 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): I'm sure one day when i'm not useful i'll hear her shit again
[12:30:48 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): and then fucking destroy her too.
[12:30:50 PM] Equisol ~: I don't care what silas did, and maybe I am a bit bias
[12:30:54 PM] Equisol ~: but what she did to iron?
[12:30:58 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): Oh.
[12:30:59 PM] Equisol ~: her and hipster both?
[12:31:01 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): Silas did the sam
[12:31:02 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): same
[12:31:02 PM] Equisol ~: Fuck them
[12:31:21 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): Silas has said/done so many things. As have Tori, Hip, admins.
[12:31:24 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): Everyone.
[12:31:30 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): I even fucked up Chime in a way.
[12:31:39 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): and that's because I honest-to-god do not like him.
[12:31:45 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): and I will never claim otherwise.
[12:32:26 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): People are spirited over it all. I think as long as it's clear to them
[12:32:27 PM] Equisol ~: You know what tori did to Rex too?
[12:32:29 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): that's fine.
[12:32:33 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): I don't even like Rex.
[12:32:35 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): I really don't.
[12:32:37 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): he knows that
[12:32:39 PM] Equisol ~: But I do
[12:32:42 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): whatever she did, i'd laugh.
[12:32:52 PM] Equisol ~: That's not the point vary
[12:33:17 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): But that is! Cause I don't like these people. What Tori did will never seem bad to me, cause I don't like her anyway.
[12:33:25 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): If the point was you shouldn't do mean things to people
[12:33:37 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): you wouldn't like silas, or anyone on this game save for Jaw
[12:33:44 PM] Equisol ~: the point is, I despise her through and through. None of this makes me want to do anything for her, eben through you
[12:33:46 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): since he's one of the few possessing a good heart
[12:33:56 PM] Equisol ~: even*
[12:34:05 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): I'm not even talking about the spear actually. I just.. I don't know
[12:34:11 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): hate is a strong word for Tori
[12:34:15 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): for anyone.
[12:34:16 PM] Equisol ~: I am a vengeful and hateful person. I don't let things go
[12:34:20 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): It's a selfish thing.
[12:34:26 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): I say this because I use it
[12:34:34 PM] Equisol ~: I know, I'm very selfish; haven't you noticed?
[12:34:41 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): No you're not.
[12:34:46 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): Stop that.
[12:34:47 PM] Equisol ~: Hah.
[12:35:13 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): I don't know how to say this.
[12:35:17 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): Hm...
[12:35:43 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): I'll grab a specific quote from that thread
[12:35:53 PM] Equisol ~: I don't care about a hate thread
[12:35:59 PM] Equisol ~: keep salt mine shit away from me
[12:36:05 PM] Equisol ~: I hate the salt mines
[12:36:16 PM] Equisol ~: I hate the people in the salt mines.
[12:36:20 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): it's not a hate thread.
[12:36:42 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): It was a: "You're a bitch, stop whining about me taking care of my rl over your vampire fetish" thread.
[12:36:59 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): and then proceeding to subtly, and very passively mock, and or berate
[12:37:06 PM] Equisol ~: ....
[12:37:08 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): and upon confrontation, act some might way.
[12:37:15 PM] Equisol ~: Vary, how old are you?
[12:37:27 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): I'm twenty one now, Caitlin.
[12:37:38 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): Age was brought into account even then
[12:37:42 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): That what I did was not mature
[12:37:42 PM] Equisol ~: Can't you talk to him privately, rather than yell to the whole of the community like this?
[12:37:44 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): I did
[12:37:49 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): that was after the private talk
[12:37:54 PM] Equisol ~: .....
[12:37:56 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): Yeah...
[12:38:02 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): The private talk that led to that.
[12:38:11 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): But. I don't feel any better for it.
[12:38:18 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): I don't go through the community first
[12:38:28 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): The attachment he had to it makes that a possibility.
[12:38:32 PM] Equisol ~: I hate the salt mines, because they are so childish and dumb; you're mad, I get it. But to try and shame people like that...
[12:38:39 PM] Equisol ~: Whatever. I don't care.
[12:38:40 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): I wasn't shaming him
[12:38:47 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): Wait.. Hold on
[12:38:56 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): Shame... what silas has done to Slojanku
[12:38:57 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): Tea
[12:38:59 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): and everyone else
[12:39:07 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): who spoke to me of the thread, Yinadele included...
[12:39:17 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): Silas lies, connives, and is an all-around gloater.
[12:39:19 PM] Equisol ~: This isn't about silas vary
[12:39:22 PM] Equisol ~: stop placing blaaame
[12:39:28 PM] Equisol ~: It's about you
[12:39:29 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): This isn't placing bllaaaame
[12:39:42 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): Actually
[12:39:43 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): It's about you
[12:39:46 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): and tori
[12:39:50 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): It's just an example
[12:39:53 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): because as you can see
[12:40:00 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): I can say who you surround yourself with is bad
[12:40:02 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): and hold to a bias
[12:40:03 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): as you do
[12:40:05 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): is it good?
[12:40:06 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): No.
[12:40:10 PM] Equisol ~: I said I have bias before
[12:40:11 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): Does it help? Not really.
[12:40:18 PM] Equisol ~: that does not make me want to fogive her
[12:40:23 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): What I don't understand is
[12:40:25 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): what did she do
[12:40:27 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): I know jaw
[12:40:30 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): rex, I don't.
[12:40:32 PM] Equisol ~: Or do anything for her. End of story.
[12:40:39 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): but what did she do to you?
[12:40:44 PM] Equisol ~: You want to know what she did?
[12:40:47 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): It's too strong of a thing.
[12:40:51 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): and if it's over a character
[12:40:53 PM] Equisol ~: She hurt my friend, she hurt someone I cared about.
[12:40:58 PM] Equisol ~: On an ooc level
[12:41:06 PM] Equisol ~: I will NOT tolerate it
[12:41:10 PM] Equisol ~: End of story.
[12:41:16 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): That's silly.
[12:41:17 PM] Equisol ~: I'm done talking about this
[12:41:20 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): Because Jaw handled it.
[12:41:36 PM] Equisol ~: Yeah, well, does not stop him from feeling bad, now does it?
[12:41:37 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): He really dealt a blow to Tori's pride on his own.
[12:41:41 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): No, it doesn't.
[12:41:47 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): But I don't think Jaw is tearing at himself
[12:41:48 PM] Equisol ~: I'm done Vary
[12:41:50 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): knowing what he said.
[12:41:53 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): Gah!
[12:42:04 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): I don't mean to be so intrusive with it
[12:42:08 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): But it's silly.
[12:42:13 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): Hating these people, over anything.
[12:42:15 PM] Equisol ~: Nothing you say can change my mind. I don't know how to sprite weapons, and this only makes me want to try LESS
[12:42:22 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): I figured it does.
[12:42:30 PM] Equisol ~: Get someone else to sprite it. I have rp to do.
[12:42:32 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): But i'm looking from what is the most neutral, let's all have fun
[12:42:40 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): sort of way.
[12:42:41 PM] Varying (35% Stressed): : (