theory#1

when i first did 5-MeO-DMT i was convinced. 'this' was real. i had always had an issue with the concept of our universe always existing with nothing on the other side. 'it must have an parralell, i thought, lest what is the inside, within? my theory? human bodies consist of 3 brain subsections, proto-reptilian, cerebellum and thalamus, the 'fast thinking brain, and the base instincts', the cerebrum, the 'deep thinking, logical', and the intermediary control and perception bits, optics, as well as other sensory processors, motor reflex and control, as well as integrating subsystems of fast and deep brain together in associative perceptions. this is the biological process that we identify "me" as. this is how we view our world and the things happening to us. however her is where i speculate based on what ie learned through esoteria and brain/consciousness sciences. i believe that the 'soul' resides external to the body, simultaneously concious in higher spacial dimensions. (for instance, here in the third dimension the could be entities in rooms or open space right next to us or even superimposed on top of us in  the fourth or higher dimensions, simply in another direction other than what can be accessed by 3rd dimensional beings.) our souls connect to our bodies through the pineal, in the intermediary brain and experince life for a 'time' then die biologicly, ejecting thier souls back into a conciosness of higher dimensional space, (speculation is that the univers is afloat in 11th dimesional space) where we spend some 'time' and either decide to come back, being reborn as a 3rd dimensional being again or linger in higher space. an important thing to note is that when speaking of dimensions, i am speaking in terms of mathmatic coordinates of  spacial magnitude, and direction. the concept of 'parallel dimensions/multivers' (while not to be ruled out as imposible) and most importantly the concept of 'time', has confused many people. time does not exist, it is non-linear, and purly conceptual and abstract. a logical directive to recount and put order to the sequenctial movement of spacial geometries. the fourth dimension is not time but rather a movement into a direction that is not up, down, left, right, forword, back, or any combination of the above. every pooint in space has the posibility of movement into these higher directions. i think biologicly our brains perceive reality, and to do so requirse a catalitic 'brain fuel' of a sort: enter serotonin, the lower dimensional cousin of dmt/lsd/psilocybin. serotonin is the communication chemical that passes information from receptors, it directly affects the way we percieve the univers. when we ingest dmt, lsd or psilocybin we are changing our brains bio chemistry to run on a different fuel, thus affecting our perception of reality, ie. hallucinations. i think that dmt is a tempory disconnect basically.

tl:dr
lifes a dream, dont be afraid to die and wake up. after all this has all already happened and you just cant remember right now.

the reality we perceive is compose of energy condensed into tightly vibrating points of 'matter' by the density of the surrounding dark matter relative to x-y-z in space. when a emitted photon travels through said space its energy dissipates as it collides with the other 'matter'. when a photon passes through solid matter it causes an oscillation in the material affecting the 'frequency' hereby the quantity of 'time' that light is refracted back into the eye. this is what determines what we see, as well as what color it is and whether it is opaque or transparent. but sight is only one part of our perceived reality. there exists all around us and through us realms of higher dimension, where entities exist that cannot be perceived by us because their 'bodies', what embodies them, as it where, reside inside a 'space' we are incapable of perceiving while tied into our fleshy vessels. but life is fleeting, and one day you'll wake up, (read; 'die'), and then you will remember who and what you really are, at least until a time when that you does the same.


things are unexplained because often when you get to 'that place' after you go through the portal, there are things and beings that are composed of, reside in, or affected by higher spacial dimensions. these things cannot be translated into explainable or comprehensible knowledge because it is incompatible with our spacial biological existence. the disconnect i refer to is a temporary eject, "through the wormhole", to the other space outside the universe, where thoughts manifest, words and song have real power, as do many of the entities that live there. often our encounters hit them though the ages have been violent and various religions have either labeled them demons or gods or whathaveyou. this other space is also where souls come from when reentering the physical plan, reborn with a fresh mind and no recollection of the awesome being you once were. why? boredom, to gain knowledge and wisdom, perspective mabe? perhaps an infinite task, whereby conscious observation of the universe causes mater stabilization through quantum spookiness.